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ONLY IF I WAS THE ONE YOU LOVED

Author: Lu Jin Nian
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Tang Shu Wen chuckled to herself, "See, mom, your little girl grew up. She is going to be a mother soon..."

"Mom, you know this feeling of motherhood is so beautiful. I can't help but caress my belly and seep my warmth into that little life dwelling within me. Did you feel the same when you had me? Were you too excited to see me and take me in your arms?"

"I have thought a nickname for the baby, little Apple. Is it nice? I am going to give Little Apple every love that it deserve... I am going to take care of Little Apple, play with it, take ot to school." 

"You know how happy I am... I want to stand on a hill and yell it out to the world. I, Tang Shu Wen, is going to be a mother soon!"

While Tang Shu Wen was at her highest another gush of wind rumbled in her ears and her smile faded away. The report in her hands dropped, falling on her knees she started to cry, "Mom, I am not happy. I am not at all happy... I c

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