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THE HEART TO HEART CONVERSATION
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Lu Sheng looked into her eyes, his expression solemn as ever; his mellow features looked handsome under the lighting of the room. He said, "Qin Qin, all these years I uses to believe I am the only person who knows you the best, but you made me realise that you are much more than just an actress... You taught me what love is and that how deformed my feelings for you were."
"Since the start I always wanted to dominate you emotionally, I was so focused on making you mine that I totally disregarded that fact that you are Qin Yue- a free spirit who has her own life and choices. I blamed you all these years, I blamed you for being so impatient and stubborn but you made me realise how stupid my thoughts were."
"If I tried to understand you rather than imposing my wills on you, only if I tried to see the world through your eyes than to force you into my world, only if I tried to love you rather than be possessive... We would never fought or parted."
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