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A DEFORMED FORM OF LOVE
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Lu Sheng clearly felt his senses fall numb however his mind was dominated by her name. His lower abdomen was in acute pain as if something was corroding within, his palms turned sweaty and his face red with fatigue. Lu Sheng truly felt that he was really going to die today; a sudden surge of panic coursed through his body.
No, he can't die here like this. He had to apologize to his Qin Qin and tell her the truth. A single tear drop escaped from his eyes as he clutched his stomach and groaned in pain; as the pain intensified intensified his longing for her. The man tried to fish out his phone but to no vail, he was not left with enough energy to even make a phone call. He leaned on the table and tried to support himself which only resulted him to knock out the alcohol bottles on it.
He was already tired of his life, his origin had already lost his value on the day she
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