Chapter 9

Damon's pov

The kiss was something else. It felt so magical. Once Damon started he just couldn't stop himself. Nina tasted like honey and strawberry. Damon had no idea how much he missed this until he kissed her. Its been a while since he has been this close to her, since he has felt her warm breath on her face. Her intoxicating scent made him want her more and more and never stop. So, Damon went ahead and tried to touch her more, he just needed her a little more. He felt like he would not be able to breath if Nina even moved away an inch from him, she felt like oxygen to him. Damon finally stopped kissing to catch his breath and so did Nina. Damon rested his forhead on her forhead and their noses touched each others. Damon didnt want this moment to never end, he really wanted the time to just stop at this moment and never move. He tried to touch her lips again with his own. But suddenly he felt Nina tense undr his touch. She was trying to move his body from her by a little push of her slender hands. 

"what baby " Damon asked.

" I can't do this" replied Nina.

"What do you even mean by that? " after a pause Damon asked furiously. He really wanted to know what she meant by it. Didnt she enjoy the kiss as much as he did? Does she not like his touch anymore? Did his kiss felt disgusting to her? So, mane questions flooded Damon's mind as he waited patiently for his wife's answer.

" I can't do this Damon " Nina said trying to stop her tears.

Damon's mind went blank for a few seconds. Why can she not tolerate his touch anymore? So, did she really hated every second of that kiss while that kiss felt like salvation to him? 

"But you're my wife" Damon said accusingly after a moment of silence. He knew he was not being logical right now. But he just needed Nina to know that he has right over her, mind and body. No matter what they were still in a marriage and he was husband.

"oh really Damon?  You wan to pull that "wife" card on me now? Then tell me, when was the last time you treated me like your wife? The truth is that you just see me as your maid as if my only work is only to pleasure you and you can do whatever you want" Nina said with anger.

"Nina, I-" Damon didn't know what to say so he stopped.

"please don't. Dont do this to me anymore, please. Dont touch me, dont talk to me, just leave me alone like you always do " Nina said with tears running down her eyes as she saw Damon leaving the room.

Damon was shocked of Nina's sudden reaction. He had never seen this side of her. He could feel the anger she had in her. And sadly, he knew everything she was saying was nothing but true. But how could he make her feel how he was feeling? how could he make her see how he sees her? The moment that they shared just a few minutes ago, came to his mind again anad clouded his thoughts. He tried to calm himself down as he remembered her intoxicating scent one last time.

"fuck " he cursed as he ran his hands through his hair.

The next day in the office Damon couldn't concentrate on his work. All he could think of was Nina. He knew that he has messed up that woman, his woman. But now, he wanted to make everything alright again, just like befire. He really needed that old Nina who was desperate for his touch, he really needed that old Nina who would leave eberything else just to have a moment with him. After kissing Nina after a long time, he rralized that no girl can ever feel like that to him. And God knows how evertime he is with a mistress, he only imagines Nina on those Women. But now that he has gotten the real taste again, he doesnt think he can go to a mistress again. the thought of sleeping with Mona made him sick to the stomach. He just needed his wife, his Nina. Yesterday, the look she had in her eyes could really kill him. He could see anger, hate and confusion in her eyes. After that he just could not concentrate on anything, not work, nor sleep. He raked his hands throuh his hair as he tried to calm down himself, He really needed to get his shit together. He knew that he needed to do a lot to get his nina back agai. but he was ready to give all his effort to get his girl back again.

Suddenly his phone rang which broke the train hos his thoghts. He really didnt feel like talking to anyoe right now. But the tiy hope, that Nina could be calling her right now, made him look at the screen of his phone. He looked at the caller ID and was shocked to see that it was none other than his half-brother Stephen who lived in London. Stephen was always trouble and he was the last person Damon wanted to deal with right now. So, he decided not to answer his call right now. But he should have known better, Stephen kept calling him until finally Damon picked up the call so that he would stop disturbing him.

"What" Damon asked with anger in his voice. He knew Stephen wanted something from him, or else he wouldnt have called him. He never calls him fo no reason.

"Hello brother, missed me? " his brother said. Damn could imagine Stephen smirking and it made his blood boil.

" what do you want?" Damon asked.

"what I can't call my brother now?" Stephen said.

"I'm busy Stephen, just say it " Damon said.

" I'm coming back. I'll be at your place tomorrow, brother " Stephen replied as he cut the call.