Nikolai
“Boris is dead.” I hear as soon as I pick up the phone from Dimitri. While I was grateful he had died I was rather surprised, he had looked very healthy yesterday. Dimitri sighs and adds “Pavel killed him.” Pavel, another one of the men I worked with, was not a very wise man to offend. Even I stayed out of his way most of the time. “He must have died in a terrible way then.” Pavel had a reputation of killing people in the weirdest places or while they were doing the weirdest things. While I was not happy Pavel beat me to it, I am grateful he was dead. I would simply have liked to be the one that killed any threat that stood in the way of the happiness of any member of Vera’s family. Their happiness would obviously have helped Vera to stay in high spirits. “Of course, Pavel wouldn’t have had it any other way.” “How did he die?” I ask, suddenly very curious. “Pavel blew his head off and left the rest of his body where he met it. On the top of the toilet, some say he was pooping when it happened.” Dimitri delivers this message with as much formality as he could manage. It was not much. I laugh at that. Pavel had never been good with delaying the inevitable, he acted more like a trained assassin sometimes. “Why did he kill him though?” I ask. Typically, Pavel only kills on order. For Pavel to have taken an interest in Boris long enough to kill him, he must have done something. “Apparently, he and Boris go way back, he knows Bori’s wife too.” Dimitri starts his delivery in a movie like voice and I groan. “Dimitri, I don’t need a dramatic speech right now just tell me what happened.” I respond. I did not have time for his games this morning. I would have very much liked to have followed my wife out of the room. “He said she saved him once so it was only right that he does the same.” Katya had saved Pavel before? Things were getting interesting. “Did you know Boris hurts his wife?” Nobody in the bratva tolerated men treating women like shit, especially women they knew. “Yes, Vera told me about it last night.” “Oh, and Pavel should be in your house soon. Katya kept crying and well you know Pavel.” Yes, Pavel was the most terrible person to handle any form of emotion, even happiness. “He said he was going to deliver Katya to you because either you or your wife would know what to do.” “Deliver?” “Oh, I am not spoiling that surprise.” Dimirti says and he ends the call. I toss the phone on the bed making sure that I am wearing my mask before I head towards the kitchen to find Irena and Vera talking in hushed tones.Then Irena started laughing so hard, it did not seem like she would be stopping any time soon. I settle in next to Vera at the kitchen table and glance at her face,or at least try to but she is looking away, probably still trying to hide her embarrassment. “Did your wife tell you…” She takes her time finishing her sentence by laughing to her satisfaction. “That she thought I was your girlfriend?” Irena asks, still laughing. “That wasn’t my fault, you look so young and you were quite close at the gallery.” Vera responds, finally turning her face back to my line of sight. “I would take that as a compliment darling, it means somehow I still manage to look younger than my oldest child.” “I am your only child, ma.” “Not for long.” She says as she starts to leave the kitchen. “I would leave you two love birds to it. Before you start making her blush again Nikolai, I suggest you let her eat, her stomach growled a time or two, plus I don’t think she ate at the party yesterday.” Then she leaves as quickly as she appears every morning. My gaze settles back on Vera and her stomach grumbles again. I laugh as she lowers her face again before rising to serve our breakfast. I drop her plates in front of her wondering how I am going to tell her that Boris was dead, but there is an awkward pause, so I hold back wondering if she has something to say too. “Your mum and I want to go shopping today, and I was wondering if that is okay with you.” That was it? “That’s not a problem, your assigned bodyguards are right outside the door and they should be able to take you there.” Her smile falls a bit but she nods slightly. “And you?” My lips twists up in a smile knowing she wanted me to be the one to take them. “Oh I have a delivery to wait for. It’s for you actually, your surprise should be ready by the time you arrive.” Her eyes twist in confusion, but I pretend I do not notice. Instead I stand to get my card and drop it in front of her. “Use this.” “I doubt that it is necessary. I have…” I turn a stool around so she faces me cutting off the rest of her sentence. I pin her under my gaze. She definitely did not mean to say she intended to spend money under my roof while I was still alive. “ You are my wife now and I take care of what is mine.” She nods her head slightly again. Satisfied, I spin her chair back and let her continue eating. Vera and Irena leave shortly after that. Not more than thirty minutes after their departure Pavel arrives. While I was expecting him I was not expecting the sight in front of me. Pavel does not under any circumstances endure any form of human contact on his skin. So, I am quite surprised when she shows up carrying Katya in his arms. “I suppose I should thank you for protecting my wife’s cousin. The guest room has been set up for her.” I glance down at Katya and say to her “You are safe here. Vera went out with my mother and they should be back soon.” Pavel starts towards the guest room but pauses right beside me “You did not have to thank me for saving my wife.” My head turns sharply to face him. Did I just hear Pavel call Katya his wife? He offers no further explanation and walks off.Vera Dressing up had been nice. I wore long black jeans and a white top with so many ropes. It had one around my neck, on each of my wrists, on my waist, and somewhere on my back. Then I paired my attire with white heels. If I had not become an artist I could have done very well as a stylist. As I step out into the elevator with my bodyguards, it reopens, and I see Irena. “Oh, we are ready just about the same time. Isn’t that wonderful? I would not have liked to wait in the reception and I’m glad I didn't.” “Your dress looks really nice on you.” Irena does a little spin in her sage green dress with a smile on her face. “Oh, I know.” And we both laugh at that. I could see that I was going to enjoy this outing, I could even ask if we could do it again soon. Then we met him. “Irena, what a wonderful surprise.” She reaches out to hug the man. He looks a little familiar but I can not seem to recognize him. “It would only have been a surprise if you didn’t know that I was c
NikolaiThere were three categories of foolish people I did not like to meet, ever. Number one, people who could not remain loyal. The reason for that is quite obvious, if I could not trust you I would rather you stayed with the other billions of humans that I did not personally know. Loyalty took priority over everything.Number two, people who did not know their boundaries. I did not like people constantly stepping on my toes. I knew the things I could or could not do to other people and I respected that. I simply like to be given the same respect. I only ever push back when I am pushed. Granted, when I push back it is always excessive. But people would never be learning their lessons otherwise. So, it was a necessary evil.And people who could not cover up their tracks after a terrible job done. It was not a terrible thing to mess up a job. It happens to the best of us. Sometimes, things simply spiral out of one’s control so badly, doing a good job might have been impossible. Tha
Vera“See you at 7pm, Vera. Don’t be late.” Nadia, my manager, says before I leave the gallery to get prepared for the night I have ahead. She has been extra excited all week since we had a private art exhibition booked. An expensive private one. By an anonymous client.In the art world, anonymous clients were either rich and rude or rich and had a lot of things to hide. I hoped it was neither. It was going to be the gallery’s first exhibition, I’d be personally touring clients through my pieces and some of the one’s from other artists. I had been feeling a deep sense of joy – mixed with a lot of nervousness – all week but now, I was just freaking out. Normally, I was not even supposed to be the one to tour clients around the gallery, anonymous client or not, but I had been specifically asked for. See? All the red flags. But security existed for a reason. It wasn’t my safety I was even worried about. What worried me was the same thing that worries every other artistic person. What i
NikolaiI raise the hammer and bash it into the right kneecap of the man I had caught going through files in my office five days ago. He should have known better than to think I would leave anything important there. I had dedicated days to watching him but it did not reveal who he was working for, and I normally was not a very patient man, especially when it came to traitors. While I loved the element of surprise, his time was up.His scream is muffled by the cloth I had stuffed in his mouth. But I hear the sound of his kneecap crack through his scream I almost flinch. Ouch, that must have hurt. “We have been here for just a few minutes and I can already guarantee you'd never be able to use your left arm and right leg.” I glance towards the mess his left arm has become. Yeah, he definitely won't be using it again. “Now that you understand the consequences of your actions you may speak to me. Who sent you?” I gently tug on the material that had been stopping him from speaking.“Pleas
VeraI sat in the corner of the coffee shop Katya and I used to come to when we liked to imagine what it would mean to not be a member of the bratva. To have normal teenage problems and live in a normal world. To be free to have boyfriends,so it doesn’t come as a surprise when I drift to my imaginations as soon as I settle into our spot to wait for Katya. What surprises me is who the sudden object of my imagination is. I could have left my dream world alone with thoughts of a faceless man, granted the new man is still faceless, but now he has height, an eye colour, a hand texture. I remember the feel of his arms on my waist and feel a small thrill travel up my spine. I wish he wasn’t so secretive to have had his face covered. I’d have really loved to see his face.My thoughts drift to my upcoming marriage, while I would love to say that I was unaffected by the fact that it was drawing nearer and I still didn’t know anything about my soon to be husband, I was five seconds from runnin
NikolaiIt goes without saying that there was no opening of any covered face that night or the nights that followed.In the grand scheme of things, everything played out nicely. Everyone went to bed, not because they lost consciousness, and I did not escort myself to the afterlife because I had hurt my mother. Again. So I’d say it was very splendid. I curse my father’s strong genes that made me out to look like him, rage gathering in my chest as I clench my fists, I feel the need to hunt down the bastard and kill him again. How I wish we could raise the dead. Irena had planted certain thoughts in my mind that I had spent years running from, and the seed was taking root. I was thinking about what might never be able to happen. What if my mother sees my face and does not die or pass out again or decide to run away from me completely and we are able to finally be a family? You know thoughts should never even have found its way to the comfort of my mind.I shake my head slightly, like it
VeraThe wedding had taken three days to plan and the celebration was about to begin, for them. I was about to be sold to a potential devil, so there was no celebration here.It was quite remarkable how Aunt Sofia had somehow managed to plan a little church ceremony for just family and friends in such a short time. Granted, nothing was ever small with Aunt Sofia.I sat in my room staring into the mirror with Katya at my side. The atmosphere since Katya’s explanation of why she wanted to be away from her husband had made the entire atmosphere gloomy for the most part. Nobody was feeling the joy of festivities. But we had all learned to fake it till we made it. Not that the clouds in the sky took the memo, but we were focusing on the positives.“Did you see that the Patriarch is in attendance? He might be the one to officiate your wedding.” Katya says. “Aunt Sofia invited the Patriarch? How on earth did she get him to show up on such short notice?” I almost scream from the shock of it.
NikolaiYou would have thought because there was a crowd I would have placed a light kiss on her lips and be done with it, so I could have at the very least blamed it on my curiosity. You would have thought wrong.In that kiss I claim Vera as mine in the eyes of everyone present. I pressed her flush against every inch of me glad she had not chosen one of those large elaborate dresses to wear. I allow my lips to learn the curve of hers and what she likes. I realise she could be a very fast learner, but if she had to be learning, she probably had never been kissed before.Kissing Vera could become very addictive, so I should probably never do it in public again. As I separate us from each other, the look in her eyes lets me know she had basked in the kiss just as much as I had. It made me realise two things. I would be kissing Vera again, and I would be doing it very soon.The public be damned.“I would like to introduce you to my mother.” I tell her as I place my hands on her waist and
NikolaiThere were three categories of foolish people I did not like to meet, ever. Number one, people who could not remain loyal. The reason for that is quite obvious, if I could not trust you I would rather you stayed with the other billions of humans that I did not personally know. Loyalty took priority over everything.Number two, people who did not know their boundaries. I did not like people constantly stepping on my toes. I knew the things I could or could not do to other people and I respected that. I simply like to be given the same respect. I only ever push back when I am pushed. Granted, when I push back it is always excessive. But people would never be learning their lessons otherwise. So, it was a necessary evil.And people who could not cover up their tracks after a terrible job done. It was not a terrible thing to mess up a job. It happens to the best of us. Sometimes, things simply spiral out of one’s control so badly, doing a good job might have been impossible. Tha
Vera Dressing up had been nice. I wore long black jeans and a white top with so many ropes. It had one around my neck, on each of my wrists, on my waist, and somewhere on my back. Then I paired my attire with white heels. If I had not become an artist I could have done very well as a stylist. As I step out into the elevator with my bodyguards, it reopens, and I see Irena. “Oh, we are ready just about the same time. Isn’t that wonderful? I would not have liked to wait in the reception and I’m glad I didn't.” “Your dress looks really nice on you.” Irena does a little spin in her sage green dress with a smile on her face. “Oh, I know.” And we both laugh at that. I could see that I was going to enjoy this outing, I could even ask if we could do it again soon. Then we met him. “Irena, what a wonderful surprise.” She reaches out to hug the man. He looks a little familiar but I can not seem to recognize him. “It would only have been a surprise if you didn’t know that I was c
Nikolai“Boris is dead.” I hear as soon as I pick up the phone from Dimitri. While I was grateful he had died I was rather surprised, he had looked very healthy yesterday. Dimitri sighs and adds “Pavel killed him.”Pavel, another one of the men I worked with, was not a very wise man to offend. Even I stayed out of his way most of the time.“He must have died in a terrible way then.” Pavel had a reputation of killing people in the weirdest places or while they were doing the weirdest things.While I was not happy Pavel beat me to it, I am grateful he was dead. I would simply have liked to be the one that killed any threat that stood in the way of the happiness of any member of Vera’s family. Their happiness would obviously have helped Vera to stay in high spirits.“Of course, Pavel wouldn’t have had it any other way.”“How did he die?” I ask, suddenly very curious.“Pavel blew his head off and left the rest of his body where he met it. On the top of the toilet, some say he was pooping
VeraI could list a thousand other things I could have been doing than taking care of my husband that was foolish enough to get injured. I could have been sleeping or eating,... heck I could even have been painting. But instead I stood in there cleaning his wound. I was half tempted to stick the glass further inside his hand to assist him in hurting himself.If he truly was consumed with the need to punch something did it really have to be something that would have hurt him? Why did he not simply punch the wall? It would hurt but not enough to wreak havoc on… wait why did I even care?If my handsome husband wished he could go around punching every single glass he finds. I did not have to be angry because he was hurt. Realising just what my thoughts were I grab a pillow and scream into it. He was my husband but I was not going to be addressing him like that. I was going to banish the thought of Nikolai from my head and go to bed.As soon as I manage to get out of this dress.I wonder
NikolaiYou would have thought because there was a crowd I would have placed a light kiss on her lips and be done with it, so I could have at the very least blamed it on my curiosity. You would have thought wrong.In that kiss I claim Vera as mine in the eyes of everyone present. I pressed her flush against every inch of me glad she had not chosen one of those large elaborate dresses to wear. I allow my lips to learn the curve of hers and what she likes. I realise she could be a very fast learner, but if she had to be learning, she probably had never been kissed before.Kissing Vera could become very addictive, so I should probably never do it in public again. As I separate us from each other, the look in her eyes lets me know she had basked in the kiss just as much as I had. It made me realise two things. I would be kissing Vera again, and I would be doing it very soon.The public be damned.“I would like to introduce you to my mother.” I tell her as I place my hands on her waist and
VeraThe wedding had taken three days to plan and the celebration was about to begin, for them. I was about to be sold to a potential devil, so there was no celebration here.It was quite remarkable how Aunt Sofia had somehow managed to plan a little church ceremony for just family and friends in such a short time. Granted, nothing was ever small with Aunt Sofia.I sat in my room staring into the mirror with Katya at my side. The atmosphere since Katya’s explanation of why she wanted to be away from her husband had made the entire atmosphere gloomy for the most part. Nobody was feeling the joy of festivities. But we had all learned to fake it till we made it. Not that the clouds in the sky took the memo, but we were focusing on the positives.“Did you see that the Patriarch is in attendance? He might be the one to officiate your wedding.” Katya says. “Aunt Sofia invited the Patriarch? How on earth did she get him to show up on such short notice?” I almost scream from the shock of it.
NikolaiIt goes without saying that there was no opening of any covered face that night or the nights that followed.In the grand scheme of things, everything played out nicely. Everyone went to bed, not because they lost consciousness, and I did not escort myself to the afterlife because I had hurt my mother. Again. So I’d say it was very splendid. I curse my father’s strong genes that made me out to look like him, rage gathering in my chest as I clench my fists, I feel the need to hunt down the bastard and kill him again. How I wish we could raise the dead. Irena had planted certain thoughts in my mind that I had spent years running from, and the seed was taking root. I was thinking about what might never be able to happen. What if my mother sees my face and does not die or pass out again or decide to run away from me completely and we are able to finally be a family? You know thoughts should never even have found its way to the comfort of my mind.I shake my head slightly, like it
VeraI sat in the corner of the coffee shop Katya and I used to come to when we liked to imagine what it would mean to not be a member of the bratva. To have normal teenage problems and live in a normal world. To be free to have boyfriends,so it doesn’t come as a surprise when I drift to my imaginations as soon as I settle into our spot to wait for Katya. What surprises me is who the sudden object of my imagination is. I could have left my dream world alone with thoughts of a faceless man, granted the new man is still faceless, but now he has height, an eye colour, a hand texture. I remember the feel of his arms on my waist and feel a small thrill travel up my spine. I wish he wasn’t so secretive to have had his face covered. I’d have really loved to see his face.My thoughts drift to my upcoming marriage, while I would love to say that I was unaffected by the fact that it was drawing nearer and I still didn’t know anything about my soon to be husband, I was five seconds from runnin
NikolaiI raise the hammer and bash it into the right kneecap of the man I had caught going through files in my office five days ago. He should have known better than to think I would leave anything important there. I had dedicated days to watching him but it did not reveal who he was working for, and I normally was not a very patient man, especially when it came to traitors. While I loved the element of surprise, his time was up.His scream is muffled by the cloth I had stuffed in his mouth. But I hear the sound of his kneecap crack through his scream I almost flinch. Ouch, that must have hurt. “We have been here for just a few minutes and I can already guarantee you'd never be able to use your left arm and right leg.” I glance towards the mess his left arm has become. Yeah, he definitely won't be using it again. “Now that you understand the consequences of your actions you may speak to me. Who sent you?” I gently tug on the material that had been stopping him from speaking.“Pleas