Vera
The wedding had taken three days to plan and the celebration was about to begin, for them. I was about to be sold to a potential devil, so there was no celebration here. It was quite remarkable how Aunt Sofia had somehow managed to plan a little church ceremony for just family and friends in such a short time. Granted, nothing was ever small with Aunt Sofia. I sat in my room staring into the mirror with Katya at my side. The atmosphere since Katya’s explanation of why she wanted to be away from her husband had made the entire atmosphere gloomy for the most part. Nobody was feeling the joy of festivities. But we had all learned to fake it till we made it. Not that the clouds in the sky took the memo, but we were focusing on the positives. “Did you see that the Patriarch is in attendance? He might be the one to officiate your wedding.” Katya says. “Aunt Sofia invited the Patriarch? How on earth did she get him to show up on such short notice?” I almost scream from the shock of it. You know the Pope of Rome? Yeah, she basically invited the Pope of Russia. I was surprised he showed up under such a short notice. He definitely has better things to do than to officiate a wedding of two unwilling participants. “You know my mum.” Yeah, we all did. She always went hard on everything she did. The best of the best all the time was what she expected. But I was glad his entourage were the only visible cars for now. Was it possible that the groom had decided he was no longer getting married to me because of cold feet? I stand and smoothen my dress. Under different circumstances, I’d still have chosen this dress. Aunt Sofia had said many times that if we were going to let them take another one of her babies it should at least be on our terms. And what I wanted was to be the most beautiful bride my father would ever see. He deserved that much, plus I loved the dress. I am led towards the front of the white door that I would be entering from and regard it and wonder what kind of life waits for me on the other side. I had asked my father to be the only one to walk me down the aisle, so he stood beside me offering me support in the way he always had, by being there for me. “I wish this was happening under different circumstances.” He says with a sigh. The sigh sounded strange.“Me too, Dad.” I consider not saying anything about how he looked tired, but I do. I was not marrying Boris. “Dad, are you okay?” “Yes I am.” He waves off my question. “Today is about you. You’d let me know if anything goes wrong. I could discuss with the Pakhan to have the wedding annulled after.” I get the source of his fear so I simply say “Of course Dad.” A man in a uniform opens the door when the first notes of the song play. I take a deep breath, and step into the church to welcome whatever life it was that I was going to meet at the other side. When I gather myself enough to look up I realise three things all at once. Firstly, Boris was in attendance. Katya was probably hiding somewhere else as I was proved correct when I scanned the room and saw that she was nowhere to be found. Next, the man I am getting married to is the same man that was in my gallery. With that realisation I feel my heart calm a bit. Surely, he couldn’t treat me the way Boris did Katya, right? And finally,he had brought his girlfriend along with him. The chief of all forms of disrespect. I clench my teeth and try to let go of the anger rising in the pit of my stomach.But it did not work and I really could only deal with so much. At that moment, I decided that the girlfriend has got to go. My father needed me to marry Nikolai and Nikolai was going to learn to be faithful. The Patriarch of Moscow officiated the wedding, the certificate was signed and the next thing I knew I was being taken back to my dressing room to prepare for the after party. I find Katya there as she was freaking out enough without knowing that Boris was downstairs and by all the laws of the world he had every right to take her back to his house “That was the fastest wedding ever.” Katya comments fidgeting with the sleeves of her dress. “Are you okay? I saw Boris at the wedding.” My wedding, I still didn’t believe that I was married. “I’d be fine, Vera.” Katya says with a tight lipped smile. “Enjoy your wedding. Go, have fun.” I walked into the after party happening in The Glasshouse what I considered fashionably late because I didn’t want to leave Katya. It was like Sofia saved all her creative juices for this part of the wedding. But I was not allowed to enjoy the view for long enough as I was immediately dragged to Nikolai for our first dance as a couple. It was quite hard to picture Nikolai dancing. He gracefully offers me his hand and leads us to the dance floor. I do not recommend dancing with handsome men with alluring eyes and a powerful aura, they did things to people’s insides that could only be described as attraction.Somehow, even if I had never seen Nikolai’s face I knew he was handsome. “It’s you isn't it? The man from the art gallery?” Hope flares up in my chest “I had hoped you’d realise.” “You’re wearing the same mask, it would be hard not to.” My eyes drift to his girlfriend watching us with a large smile plastered on her face. As he turns me I begin to wonder if she is okay. “I see that you brought your girlfriend along.” “Girlfriend?” “Yes, the woman that was with you during the art exhibition.” When he does not offer any explanation, I raise my chin and add “I’d appreciate it if you did not bring her to important events going forward.” “Could you point her out? Just so I know who we are talking about.” There is amusement in his voice. “The same person you came to the gallery with.” His face scrunches like he is trying to hold back laughter. “It is not funny, Nikolai. You made vows in a church, in front of a Patriarch!” He bursts out laughing and I am left standing there in utter confusion and shock, I was trying to have a serious conversation. If he could not even do that, then my presence here was unnecessary. As I turn to leave, I feel his hands grab me by my waist and he spins me back into him. Every part of me pressed against every part of him. “I understand why you might have misunderstood.” Humour stays dancing in his eyes. “But Vera, that woman is my mother.” Shock reverberates through my entire body, quickly followed by embarrassment that I made such a silly mistake. “Earth, I’d really appreciate it if you can swallow me.” I mumble under my breath. I think Nikolai catches it because he places his lips on mine, and proceeds to swallow me whole. And as much as it pains me to admit, I hold on to him and kiss him back because I like the feeling of his lips on mine. Who knew that devils made the best kissers.Vera“See you at 7pm, Vera. Don’t be late.” Nadia, my manager, says before I leave the gallery to get prepared for the night I have ahead. She has been extra excited all week since we had a private art exhibition booked. An expensive private one. By an anonymous client.In the art world, anonymous clients were either rich and rude or rich and had a lot of things to hide. I hoped it was neither. It was going to be the gallery’s first exhibition, I’d be personally touring clients through my pieces and some of the one’s from other artists. I had been feeling a deep sense of joy – mixed with a lot of nervousness – all week but now, I was just freaking out. Normally, I was not even supposed to be the one to tour clients around the gallery, anonymous client or not, but I had been specifically asked for. See? All the red flags. But security existed for a reason. It wasn’t my safety I was even worried about. What worried me was the same thing that worries every other artistic person. What i
NikolaiI raise the hammer and bash it into the right kneecap of the man I had caught going through files in my office five days ago. He should have known better than to think I would leave anything important there. I had dedicated days to watching him but it did not reveal who he was working for, and I normally was not a very patient man, especially when it came to traitors. While I loved the element of surprise, his time was up.His scream is muffled by the cloth I had stuffed in his mouth. But I hear the sound of his kneecap crack through his scream I almost flinch. Ouch, that must have hurt. “We have been here for just a few minutes and I can already guarantee you'd never be able to use your left arm and right leg.” I glance towards the mess his left arm has become. Yeah, he definitely won't be using it again. “Now that you understand the consequences of your actions you may speak to me. Who sent you?” I gently tug on the material that had been stopping him from speaking.“Pleas
VeraI sat in the corner of the coffee shop Katya and I used to come to when we liked to imagine what it would mean to not be a member of the bratva. To have normal teenage problems and live in a normal world. To be free to have boyfriends,so it doesn’t come as a surprise when I drift to my imaginations as soon as I settle into our spot to wait for Katya. What surprises me is who the sudden object of my imagination is. I could have left my dream world alone with thoughts of a faceless man, granted the new man is still faceless, but now he has height, an eye colour, a hand texture. I remember the feel of his arms on my waist and feel a small thrill travel up my spine. I wish he wasn’t so secretive to have had his face covered. I’d have really loved to see his face.My thoughts drift to my upcoming marriage, while I would love to say that I was unaffected by the fact that it was drawing nearer and I still didn’t know anything about my soon to be husband, I was five seconds from runnin
NikolaiIt goes without saying that there was no opening of any covered face that night or the nights that followed.In the grand scheme of things, everything played out nicely. Everyone went to bed, not because they lost consciousness, and I did not escort myself to the afterlife because I had hurt my mother. Again. So I’d say it was very splendid. I curse my father’s strong genes that made me out to look like him, rage gathering in my chest as I clench my fists, I feel the need to hunt down the bastard and kill him again. How I wish we could raise the dead. Irena had planted certain thoughts in my mind that I had spent years running from, and the seed was taking root. I was thinking about what might never be able to happen. What if my mother sees my face and does not die or pass out again or decide to run away from me completely and we are able to finally be a family? You know thoughts should never even have found its way to the comfort of my mind.I shake my head slightly, like it
VeraThe wedding had taken three days to plan and the celebration was about to begin, for them. I was about to be sold to a potential devil, so there was no celebration here.It was quite remarkable how Aunt Sofia had somehow managed to plan a little church ceremony for just family and friends in such a short time. Granted, nothing was ever small with Aunt Sofia.I sat in my room staring into the mirror with Katya at my side. The atmosphere since Katya’s explanation of why she wanted to be away from her husband had made the entire atmosphere gloomy for the most part. Nobody was feeling the joy of festivities. But we had all learned to fake it till we made it. Not that the clouds in the sky took the memo, but we were focusing on the positives.“Did you see that the Patriarch is in attendance? He might be the one to officiate your wedding.” Katya says. “Aunt Sofia invited the Patriarch? How on earth did she get him to show up on such short notice?” I almost scream from the shock of it.
NikolaiIt goes without saying that there was no opening of any covered face that night or the nights that followed.In the grand scheme of things, everything played out nicely. Everyone went to bed, not because they lost consciousness, and I did not escort myself to the afterlife because I had hurt my mother. Again. So I’d say it was very splendid. I curse my father’s strong genes that made me out to look like him, rage gathering in my chest as I clench my fists, I feel the need to hunt down the bastard and kill him again. How I wish we could raise the dead. Irena had planted certain thoughts in my mind that I had spent years running from, and the seed was taking root. I was thinking about what might never be able to happen. What if my mother sees my face and does not die or pass out again or decide to run away from me completely and we are able to finally be a family? You know thoughts should never even have found its way to the comfort of my mind.I shake my head slightly, like it
VeraI sat in the corner of the coffee shop Katya and I used to come to when we liked to imagine what it would mean to not be a member of the bratva. To have normal teenage problems and live in a normal world. To be free to have boyfriends,so it doesn’t come as a surprise when I drift to my imaginations as soon as I settle into our spot to wait for Katya. What surprises me is who the sudden object of my imagination is. I could have left my dream world alone with thoughts of a faceless man, granted the new man is still faceless, but now he has height, an eye colour, a hand texture. I remember the feel of his arms on my waist and feel a small thrill travel up my spine. I wish he wasn’t so secretive to have had his face covered. I’d have really loved to see his face.My thoughts drift to my upcoming marriage, while I would love to say that I was unaffected by the fact that it was drawing nearer and I still didn’t know anything about my soon to be husband, I was five seconds from runnin
NikolaiI raise the hammer and bash it into the right kneecap of the man I had caught going through files in my office five days ago. He should have known better than to think I would leave anything important there. I had dedicated days to watching him but it did not reveal who he was working for, and I normally was not a very patient man, especially when it came to traitors. While I loved the element of surprise, his time was up.His scream is muffled by the cloth I had stuffed in his mouth. But I hear the sound of his kneecap crack through his scream I almost flinch. Ouch, that must have hurt. “We have been here for just a few minutes and I can already guarantee you'd never be able to use your left arm and right leg.” I glance towards the mess his left arm has become. Yeah, he definitely won't be using it again. “Now that you understand the consequences of your actions you may speak to me. Who sent you?” I gently tug on the material that had been stopping him from speaking.“Pleas
Vera“See you at 7pm, Vera. Don’t be late.” Nadia, my manager, says before I leave the gallery to get prepared for the night I have ahead. She has been extra excited all week since we had a private art exhibition booked. An expensive private one. By an anonymous client.In the art world, anonymous clients were either rich and rude or rich and had a lot of things to hide. I hoped it was neither. It was going to be the gallery’s first exhibition, I’d be personally touring clients through my pieces and some of the one’s from other artists. I had been feeling a deep sense of joy – mixed with a lot of nervousness – all week but now, I was just freaking out. Normally, I was not even supposed to be the one to tour clients around the gallery, anonymous client or not, but I had been specifically asked for. See? All the red flags. But security existed for a reason. It wasn’t my safety I was even worried about. What worried me was the same thing that worries every other artistic person. What i