(Trevor)
It took a lot of willpower for me to not talk about what transpired nine years ago. Christina mustn't know how hurt I was with what she and her friends did. The pain was still there. It was deep. I didn't know when it would disappear or if I would be completely healed. This woman was not even aware of how intense my feelings for her were. I was angry, obsessed and I lust after her. I would definitely have her in any way I could. I would take my fill before I dropped her like a hot potato. Maybe that was the cure so I could finally get her out of my system then I would at last heal. I had my anger in control until she asked me who told me that she was available. Something inside me snapped.And what the f*ck does she mean by that?- I furiously asked myself.As far as I knew she had no boyfriend nor a suitor because she didn't want to. Alice's cousin was just so damn persistent and I would deal with him really soon. It just wasn't possible that she wasn't single unless Alma didn't do her job well. I clenched my fists and slowly took in some air and unhurriedly released it. I would call the female bodyguard later. I paid her a huge amount of money so she couldn't afford to make a mistake.Calm down. She is just bluffing! I convinced myself as I continuously stared at Christina.She was keeping the eye contact but I saw fear in her eyes. I had to give it to her that she was trying very hard to look defiant."I am not like your bitches so don't you dare talk to me like that! I am not promiscuous like them because I'm a decent woman!"I gulped down my drink then put the glass on the table."So what you're saying is that I've only been with such women because no decent female would like me? You still think of me as the geeky pathetic guy from nine years ago. Sorry to burst your bubble but believe it or not, it has been many years since my taste in women changed for the better," I said sarcastically.I saw her gripped the edges of the sheet which was covering her breasts.(CHRISTINA)My nostrils were flaring as I try to control my anger. Did he mean that in the past, he had low standards when it comes to women that's why he wooed me? I was ready to tell him what I thought of him but he spoke again."Where I came from, casual sex is common. No need for a commitment. I f*cked a nurse, some models, a flight attendant, a dentist and even a teacher. I stopped chasing women ages ago. Beautiful females now come to me willingly and I don't need to pay just to satisfy my sexual appetite," he said dryly.I felt a sharp pain in my chest. He was proud of the women he bedded which really made me lose it."How about a mermaid? Have you tried f*cking one? Anyway since you've been busy, I wonder if you have any sexually transmitted disease yet?" I hissed, "Manwhore!" I added in a low voice because I didn't want him to hear.To my surprise, he laughed which made me gnash my teeth. I let him laugh wishing that he would have a cardiac arrest but I almost groaned in frustration because his laughter was so sexy. The beast somehow became more attractive because his scowl disappeared. He looked younger and less cynical. I saw a trace of my old Trevor. I scolded myself for comparing this arrogant male to the Trevor I hurt but I soon realized I loved. It only hit me when I lost him. I was regretful and wanted to apologize to him but he disappeared. I lost the man who loved me unconditionally because of my stupidity. The Trevor I loved before was the exact opposite of the man I was looking at now. The new him might look way hotter and yummier which I wished he looked years ago but his attitude was something I couldn't take .Be careful what you wish for! I reminded myself.He had changed a lot physically but his ways were unacceptable to me."I think you are more fun now, honey," he told me once he stopped laughing.I angrily got out of the bed after wrapping the sheet around my body."I refuse to be a womanizer's amusement! Go find yourself a playmate! Where are my clothes?!" I rasped.He chuckled again. "In the bathroom. You were flashing go signals when I got you from the bar so I thought you wanted me to bang you. Don't worry! Next time, unless you come willingly to me while you are sober, I won't touch you. However desirable you are, I never forced a woman to have sex with me unless you seduce me..." he said while running his eyes on my body under the sheet.I jutted my chin. For sure he was just fabricating stories. I remember that I had too much to drink so I probably passed out so how could I do what he accused me of?"Dream on!" I angrily said as I marched to the bathroom and I almost stomped my foot in annoyance when I heard him laugh.***He insisted to drive me because it was late. I didn't want to but I had no choice. It was better than staying in his apartment.I didn't talk to him during the drive. I was thankful that he didn't initiate a conversation although he was glancing at me occasionally. I wasn't surprised that he knew my address. He was capable of doing anything. He stopped his BMW in front of my small apartment. I got out without even glancing at him or saying thank you. I closed the door and was rummaging in my bag for my key when he put his window down."You are going to work with me whether you like it or not! And I forbid you seeing Robbie Alfonso! I can make Alice's cousin's life hell by ruining his business remember that! I expect you to be at the office tomorrow at 8 a.m. sharp! " he said in a clipped tone before he put up the window again and drove away.I was left standing there with my eyes wide in shock as I looked at the back of his car. My hand was still in my purse.(Next morning)(Trevor)I didn't sleep a wink as usual. I couldn't stop thinking and imagining Christina's beautiful face and body. I was like a drug addict and she was my heroin. I knew she won't be good for me but I was hooked on her. Having tasted and felt her delicious body made matters worse. I badly wanted to possess her but she must come to me willingly. It would make me feel great if that happened. It would be a feather in my cap once she did that. One thing was for sure, she wasn't immune to me. The way she responded to me yesterday was the proof. I smiled. Sooner or later, I would get her. It would be easier since we would be seeing each other every day. I even paid her cousin more money so he would turn over his share the soonest. Today was the start of all my plans to give my ex a dose of her own medicine. My smile disappeared when I opened the office's door. Christina was holding a long box with roses and was talking to Irma.(CHRISTINA)"Wow! Mr. Robbie is so into you Miss Christina! He sent you flowers early in the morning again!" Irma said sounding giddy.I was frowning as I looked at the roses then read the card.Have lunch with me beautiful. I will pick you up at 12.I already told him to stop sending me flowers but as usual, he was persistent. He continued to shower me with gifts.I complained when my arm was grabbed by someone.I gasped when I saw a furious looking Trevor. He grabbed the box of flowers and threw it to the far end of the room. The other employees were just watching everything with shock registered on their faces."GO BACK TO WORK!" he ordered as he pulled me to his private office."L-let me go!" I protested in a slightly trembling voice but he didn't seem to hear me.He shoved me to the room and slammed the door before locking it. I couldn't help swallowing as I stared at his face. I quickly but quietly crumpled the card I was holding and discreetly put my hand with it behind me."Are you f*cking with me?!!" he furiously asked before dropping his briefcase to the floor.I yelped and turned to run to the small toilet."CHRISTINA!!" his angry voice whipped inside the room.I halted when I heard his angry voice vibrated in the room. But all of a sudden I realized that I shouldn't be scared of him because I didn't do anything wrong. I shouldn't let him control me like this because he had no right to meddle with my personal life. I held my head high before turning to him again with my eyes like daggers. He was breathing through his mouth as he glowered at me."Why have you been like a bear with a sore head since you arrived and why are you yelling at me? If you got up on the wrong side of the bed don't bring your black mood in the office because that could bring bad luck!" I rasped.His lips were a thin line. His fists on his sides were clenching and unclenching. I raised one brow and kept the eye contact."Give me that card in your hand!" he commanded in a low but very cold voice.My mouth almost hung open with what he said. I blinked a few times and cleared my throat before asking in an innocent sounding voice, "What card?"I was startled when he uttere
I told Irma that I will just buy something outside. I was glad that at least Trevor gave me a free time this morning because if not, sooner or later I would really snap.I had just stepped out of the building when my phone rang. It was an unknown number. I had a feeling who it was and almost didn't answer the call. With a heavy sigh, I took it."I don't play games Christina so if I were you, don't f*ck with me like before. This time if you do that, I won't leave you unscathed. And I would say that you were partly correct. Even if you are a female, I am going to do extreme things to you to punish you once you pissed me. I will have no problem manhandling you. I am more than capable of smacking faces of a*sholes you decide to meet or go out with. Unless you want to break your friendship with Alice, don't let that cousin of hers near you. I swear that I am going to break all the bones in that d*ckhead's body! And remember that I will be more than your business partner so learn to accept
"Oh so you're the girlfriend," I nodded while I kept a toothpaste commercial smile.Lolla moved even closer to Trevor and her huge melons were touching his arm while his eyes were never leaving me. He probably wanted to see my reaction. However jealous I was, I would rather die than let him noticed."I was lucky that we have a flight here and I wouldn't miss this chance to see him," the other woman said huskily.Trevor at last looked at her and released a knowing smile at her. They exchanged flirtatious stare and I badly wanted to hit both of them with my bag."You're a flight attendant then. Actually you don't look like a dentist or a teacher," I commented still smiling.Trevor shot me a look while Lolla frowned in puzzlement. Obviously she didn't regard it as a backhanded compliment since she probably had no clue that Trevor was a mansl*t. If she knew, she wouldn't agreed to be his woman not unless she didn't care about his other females."By the way, you can call me Christina. Nice
I couldn't count how many times I called Christina but she didn't pick up. I even sent her text messages without any single reply from her. I would become crazily violent if she won't answer any time soon. I now regretted that I discontinued hiring Alma because I expected that I would always be with Christina. When I was in Australia I had no choice but to pay someone to watch over her. Even if Alma was a female, I didn't feel really comfortable knowing that someone was watching my ex. I sighed and raked my fingers through my hair. I would find her myself. I headed to the door when it suddenly opened. I frowned heavily when I saw what she was wearing.(Christina)I only threw Trevor a glance then murmured a quiet hello. Before I seated myself at my desk, I saw that he was wearing his glasses. Maybe he didn't have them on when Lolla was with him because it would be uncomfortable for them if they kissed. I scolded myself for having such thoughts and tried to guard my expression as I fel
"S-sir..." Irma was trying to say something but when she saw the angry face of Trevor, she quickly closed the door."NO! TREVOR!" I called him louder and ran to come between him and the door.I sighed in relief when I was just in time. I leaned my back on the still closed door. We were both gasping for breath. Mine from nervousness while his from rage."Why are you reacting this way? There is nothing between us and you have a girlfriend!""No one else can have you !" he rasped with his jaw clenched.My eyes widened. I felt a heady rush when he said that."How dared you! You are so unfair!" I accused him. I hit his chest with my fists."Stop that!" he hissed as he took hold of my wrists and pinned them on my back with one of his hands."Bastard...!He pulled me to him by my nape for a punishing kiss. Though it was impossible, I tried to free myself. My anger was fueled. He was once again manhandling me since he was physically stronger. I was inferior to him in a lot of things including
-------------I decided to not go back to the office. Robbie and I had lunch then coffee and I asked him to stroll at the park near the coffee shop. It was late in the afternoon and the air was cool which was a nice time to amble.He was so nice that he didn't force me to tell him about Trevor. He said that I could always tell him everything whenever I was ready. According to him, my being with him like this was more than enough for him. He was actually a nice guy but he was so persistent. His kind was a major turn off. I didn't like men who were willing to give me even the moon. I felt like I would be bored to death if I would be in a relationship with such a man. That was one of the reasons why I disliked Trevor years ago. My friends knew how unpleasant I found him so they dared me to make him my boyfriend and the rest was history. Thanks to them I was now in this mess with my ex."A penny for your thoughts?" Robbie joked as we started to walk to his car.I smiled and sighed. It was
"NO TREVOR!" I screamed when he repeatedly hit Robbie without caring what part of his body he punched.The latter's back was on his car and Trevor was holding his collar to steady him.All I could do was holler their names alternately. Unfortunately no one except for the three of us were outside. There was no one to ask helped from. My screams were only driving my ex to hit Robbie harder."Oh my God!" I cried when I saw blood.I didn't know from which part of Robbie's body it was coming from. I just closed my eyes then weakly leaned my back against Trevor's car with my hands on my face. I didn't want to witness what was happening any longer. I didn't realize that I was crying quietly from fear and frustration. Fear from Trevor's rage and frustration because I couldn't do anything to stop him. My body trembled as I continuously cried. I couldn't help hearing Robbie's sound of pain and Trevor's fists hitting his body."Please stop Trevor!" I sobbed.I couldn't help opening my eyes when
I blinked. His mood was confusing. He was so angry and violent awhile ago but now he looked so meek and humble. Was he naturally like this? I almost shook my head. I had to agree with what he said before that I didn't know any single thing about him.He was intensely gazing at me which made me feel really uncomfortable. I sat straight and looked out the window to avoid his eyes.We were parked in front of a vacant lot. A few meters away, I could see a gasoline station and a convenience store. The only sound in the car was coming from the air conditioner. This was probably the time to tell him what I wanted to say to him nine years ago."I am sorry for what I did in the past. I didn't know what I was thinking. I wanted to apologize to you but I was afraid you wouldn't forgive me. Believe it or not I didn't mean what I said back then. I admit I was a bitch. When I finally gathered all the guts I needed to say sorry to you, you were gone."I was about to look at him when he spoke."It wi
I couldn't believe that Gel could do that to me. After my heart-to-heart talk with Trevor when I found out that I was pregnant, he told me that she sent him the video they took when I broke up with him nine years ago. I thanked my lucky stars that he had really gotten over the past when he saw it. I didn't want to imagine how bad the effect would be if he was still holding a grudge against me. Gel apologized to me the next day. I felt that Trevor threatened her if she won't confess what she did and wouldn't apologize to me. He was one of the big clients of the bank where she was working and most of his friends had accounts there too because he recommended it to them. She admitted that she was envious of me which shocked me. I didn't have any idea that she felt that way to think that I had a closer relationship with her compared to Alice. She admitted that she was the one who told Rob to come to the restaurant that night he took me to his car but she said that she didn't expect that he
(Someone's POV)I hated to admit it but she had all the luck. She was almost perfect when it came to looks, family and status in the society so I could understand why men find her very attractive. But that was years ago. Her parents died which led her to lose the comfortable life she was used to. Honestly, I felt that what happened to her was just right. She was my friend but I think Christina Petrov didn't deserve to have an almost perfect life. I was also pretty and even richer than her. I still had my parents and I felt I had more friends but still, she gets the men as usual."Damn you Chrissy!" I hissed.My forehead creased when I saw the caller. I mumbled a bad word.(CHRISTINA)I moaned and stretched my body. I had a nice dream. I dreamt that Trevor woke me up and he was holding a bunch of flowers. He had his usual sexy grin as he looked at me. I smiled and purred like a cat before opening my eyes slowly.Hello my beautiful sleepyhead." Trevor said huskily as he stared at me lov
I woke up in a bed. I felt so weak. I tried to sit but I heard Trevor's cold voice."Stay put! " His voice came from my left side.He was bare chested and his lower body was covered with a white towel. His hair was wet. He walked towards me and sat on the edge of the bed. He felt my forehead and neck."How do you feel? " he asked while knitting his brows.I wet my dry lips, "I feel fine now," I replied in a small voice.A part of me wanted to ask him what happened to Robbie. Last thing I remembered was he aimed a gun at him."I already called Dr. Benitez. She will be here soon," he said. He seemed to be trying to read my mind."H-honey, what happened to..." I nipped my bottom lip when he angrily stood up and walked to his closet.Looked like he didn't want to hear my question. I knew well that he was furious with what he saw but we needed to talk about it.I mustered all the courage in me and was ready to talk again but without looking at me while he put on his clothes, he said in a c
(TREVOR)I was f*cking pissed. I had been calling Christina repeatedly but she was not picking up.The tires of my car made a screeching sound when I parked it angrily in front of the restaurant where she was with her friends. I couldn't imagine why she was not answering my calls and texts. I promised her that I won't hire a bodyguard for her but she was leaving me no choice. I won't have this! I made it clear to her over and over again that I wanted to know what she was doing almost every f*cking moment. What I was asking from her was not too much. I was only after her safety.(At the restaurant)"Oh my goodness! I can't believe it!" Gel giggled and Alice told her to be quiet. They were watching something on a cellphone when I approached them. They didn't notice that I was almost behind them. I frowned heavily when I didn't see Christina."Where the f*ck is Christina?!" I rasped.The two women turned to look at me and their eyes widened. Gel hid the phone behind her."T-Teejay? " Ali
Trevor's face darkened and he cursed. His hold on me tightened,"And who if I may ask are the f*cking bastards who kissed you?!""I w-was just kidding honey," I said but his expression became grimmer."Don't you dare joke about something like that!" he rasped.I gasped when he ripped my top. I uttered our endearment. I made a mental note not to kid him when it comes to such things. He was short-tempered since he was very possessive. I groaned when he dragged me to the bed. Looked like we would be returning to the city tomorrow. Good luck to my kitty again!(after a few weeks)Trevor and I were walking out of the office. He was driving me home before he would go to his dinner meeting with new male clients. My life turned upside down when he came back into my life but I was able to adjust to it. We had an agreement that we would get married next month so it wouldn't be too hasty. In exchange, I had to move in with him. One thing that I refused was a credit card. He persuaded me but I wa
"The f*ck...?!" Trevor angrily uttered.He drew me to him by my arms. He was breathing through his nostrils."Didn't I tell you that she is one crazy woman?! Trudy is Reiner's daughter with his ex-girlfriend who is now married to a foreigner! Lolla has been like a mother to her. Apparently she wanted us to be a family which was her brother's fault! She brought Trudy to Australia so she could see her father. So one time Reiner brought them to the beach and I was with them which was more than six months ago. Reiner said that the three of us looked like a family. It was a joke of course but I didn't laugh because I didn't want to offend the little girl. Unfortunately, Lolla took it seriously!" he added in a voice with a hint of different emotions.I noticed that he really seemed to want me to believe what he said and I did. I sensed that Lolla was lying not only because I was aware of how obsessed she was with Trevor but was able to read her intention through her eyes.
I raised my eyes at her when I heard what she said last. The bitch had a smug expression as she had her eyes on me too. I knew her kind well. Desperate. That was what she was."All these time I hid the truth about Trudy because I know that Teejay only wanted his revenge. Him asking you to marry him wasn't in the plan. It was okay with me if he had sex with you but it is too much if he marries you too! Maybe you used a love potion on him!" she accused with hatred in her voice.I raised a brow and folded my arms on my chest. I remembered the phrase, "Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned." This was what was happening to Lolla now. She was willing to do anything out of anger.I took a deep breath and maintained a composed face and stance."I don't need to do anything to make him want to marry me. Maybe you are talking about yourself. If that little girl is his daughter why wait only now to tell me? You should have done that when you almost attacked me three days ago after you saw my rin
(TREVOR-In the kitchen a few minutes ago)I couldn't stop smiling. My Christina had given me a satisfaction which was beyond my expectations. It wasn't only about sex. It was deeper than that. I had to admit even to myself only that I was obsessed with her. One thing was for sure though, I wanted her to be my wife because I still loved her.I mumbled a disgusted sound when I realized what I did with the pancakes and fruits on the plate. I asked myself why had I become so cheesy but strangely I felt good though I know that I hadn't imagined that I could be like this until now. I sighed. Maybe the time was ripe for me to tell her how I really felt. I would have to forget other things and just focus on now. I released another heavy sigh before picking up the plate.(Christina)I couldn't believe it! I blinked a few times to make sure that I wasn't just seeing things! I felt Trevor's lips on my forehead when he kissed me while chuckling. He moved the plate closer to my face as if I didn't
I bit my bottom lip as I stared at his muscled back and delicious bottom. When he was gone, I slowly and with a lot f care got up from the bed and wrapped the sheet around my body.After a quick shower, I put on an oversized cotton t-shirt which went a little above my knees. I didn't wear any undies as Trevor ordered.I saw him standing in the balcony. The divider was open and he was leaning on the frame of the glass door while he looked at me. He seemed to be waiting for me. He had taken his shower too base from his still damp hair and bare upper body. He was only wearing boxer shorts. My brows creased because he was smoking while his eyes ran on me.He cocked a brow. "You don't like me smoking honey?" he asked dryly as he puffed then blew smoke with his eyes on me.I jutted my chin. "Does it matter? Even if I say that I don't like it, you will still do what you want," I commented with a sarcastic tone.He grinned which made him appear hotter. "Look who's talking. We are really a per