Losing him was blue, like I'd never knownMissing him was dark gray, all aloneForgetting him was like trying to knowSomebody you never metBut loving him was red~ Taylor Swift (Red).VIOLETAVOIDING him has been nothing short of the most difficult task of my life. But no matter how much I ignored him, took pains to not even glance in his direction, I was always aware of him. But today was different because he wasn’t here and I felt his absence deep in my bones like someone thrust me back into the past when every cell in my body had begged the universe to send him back to me. And even though I was aware of the tiny part of me that looked for him and feared that he had finally given up, I still couldn’t come to terms with the fact that someone else, no not someone else, Tara touched him. That he was with her. He hadn’t given me a simple answer of yes and no to my question, so what else could it be.“Hey...” Kevin slid in the seat opposite me placing a steamy bowl in front of me.“Hi,
Guilt consumes you even in your happiest moments. It’s like that dark cloud that covers the sun and stops its light from reaching you. ~ A. Gupta.COLE“Let me go, Cole.” She demanded, trying hard to get out of my hold.“Never,” I whispered as I pressed my lips against her throbbing pulse and took a deep inhale of her scent. Closing my eyes, I savored the feel of her in my arms and how her soft body pressed against mine. God. What I wouldn’t give to kiss and lick every inch of her. But before I could give into my hunger, I picked her up and walked to the freezer where I sat her down on top of it. “What do you think you are doing?” She asked, looking at me with distrustful eyes.It hurt to see that look in her eyes when she had always looked at me like I was the only person who she trusted in the whole wide world. But then again, I did it to us. I was the one responsible for her distrust. I stepped closer and despite her anger her knees parted to make space for me. “C-Cole?”I cupped
Actions speak louder than words. ~ Proverb.VIOLET“So... Let me get this straight,” Alex drawled as he held up a finger and began, “He told you about his not yet dead ex girlfriend.” As I nodded, he held up another finger, “And that he didn’t want to fall for you,” Another finger went up as he recited, “And he felt guilty when he fell for you.”“Pretty much.” I muttered, still annoyed with him that he locked me in with Cole. I’d have bruised his face if he hadn’t ducked at the last second but at least his foot was there to stomp on.“What’s the problem?” He asked now, nudging my shoulder.We were sitting on a car which was beyond repair, I had taken out my rage on it earlier and when I got tired I chose to sit in the silence of the forest with Alex, because only he could be as relaxed as he had made me in this eery setting. I didn’t think any sane person would want to spend their time alone in the middle of a forest on a moonless night and with trees whispering like we were in a ho
Nights are rarely for sleeping,it's the time when our hearts come alive with the feelings we've managed to supress in the light of the day. Be it pain, sadness and overwhelming desire for someone else, or in most rare cases happiness for being alive. ~ A. Gupta.VIOLETSomething has changed. I could feel it in the way he looked at me. His gaze was just as possessive as before but now there was such intensity in his sherry eyes that made me feel hot and nervous. It even affected me more than usual that I had somehow became quieter even with people I trusted and called my family. Every time he was close I felt like something was about to happen and I wouldn't be prepared for it. But so far he hasn’t done anything, nor he had said something which was a little odd considering how desperately he was trying to explain himself the other day but now he seemed like he couldn’t care less. If it was reverse psychology, I was guilty of admitting that it was quite working.I shook my head off th
If you're mine you can't be anyone else's. ~ A. Gupta VIOLETLast night’s memories faded back as a soft knock on the door intruded our small group, making Bree and Mad pause in their conversation as the door opened and Dominic stepped inside. I didn’t know why I did it but the way the tense silence stretched, I signed to break it up, ‘Oh, daddy is here.’ If Dom had been a little more perceptive and had let his brain work for what it was meant to be, he’d have known the double meanings behind my sentence. But the way he looked at me, I knew he didn’t get the hidden truth of my words. Cole chuckled from behind me, making me shiver with the way his deep voice rolled down my back. I so wanted to turn around and look at him, but I held myself in check as I heard him question, “Do I need to translate that?”Dom grumbled something under his breath. He had started to look more like a human being than he did before in Kiara’s absence which reminded me of what Alex had said about Maddox and
Kiss me like there’s no tomorrow. ~ A. GuptaVIOLETMY Lips settled against his like a puzzle piece finding its original place. For a moment, we stayed still. Our lips slightly parted as we breathed for each other. And then my fingers impatiently tightened in his hair and his arm around my waist pulled me flush against his body as our mouths fused together. Our lips met in a hungry, hot and open mouthed kiss with our tongues trying to taste each other like it was the only thing we needed for our heart to continue beating its maddening rhythm.He took my bottom lip between his, his dark eyes gazed at me through hooded lids and he bit down on the cushiony flesh of my lip. In response my tummy fluttered and my fingers fisted in his shirt at the sharp bite of pain. “Yes,” I whispered inching up on my tiptoes to delve deeper into his embrace and the kiss. He let out a deep groan as his hand slid down from my waist to my arse and he pushed me into his hard body. I gasped feeling all the pl
Some scars might get scabbed over but never heal. ~ A. Gupta.COLEIt has been three fûcking days since that night in her bedroom where she wounded me so fatally that I still feel like I was leaving trails of blôod everywhere. It still left me shocked that she had said those words. It doesn’t mean anything. The words echoed in my mind, leaving a bitter taste in my mouth. No matter how hard I try I couldn't move past it. Like you said I just needed a fûck, it’s been too long. The fact that she was treating me like I was her fûck buddy, like she just wanted me to scratch an itch made me want to strangle her for real. Everything that she had said made me feel like she had stabbed me through the chest and was slowly carving my heart out. It fûcking hurt me more than I wanted to admit it, especially when she told that she'd find someone else. If she did, there was no way in hell that man will continue breathing.“You look bad,” Mad said as he slapped my back and handed me a can of beer.
Let me have a dream that's against all odds and feels like too big to come true.~ A. GuptaVIOLETMy thumb hovered over his name on my phone screen. I had just talked to Mad on the phone and even though he didn't say it, he definitely meant for me to give Cole some slack. I have to question his sanity to be honest, because wasn’t he the same person who had told me to not forgive him so easily not too long ago. And then there was Alex... I don't even want to think about him. Betraying bastard..“How much do you love Bree?”“I don't know. You tell me, how much I love her if it means that the thought of losing her is equal to someone taking my heart out and leaving me to die.”“If something happened to her, will you be able to move on? Love someone else?”“No, sweetheart. It’s not something I will be able to do.” There was a beat of silence before he said, “Vi, I know it’s hard for you to forgive him but he came back for you, it should at least mean something. I am not saying that you s