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His Steel Princess (His Broken Princess #2) 34. Glad to see you alive
The worst feeling in the world is being hurt by someone you love. But what is more frustrating is when you try to hate them and realise you are incapable of even doing that. ~ A. Gupta.COLEIt took me more than a few tries to open my eyes and look around myself to understand where I was and why the fuck it felt like my body had suffered a running truck. But just as the white walls and antiseptic smell of the hospital room registered, my mind helpfully reminded me that indeed I had suffered through a running truck. Fûck.I remembered vividly how I had been racing down the empty streets when out of nowhere a truck had came out and collided with the side of my car. Even when I had tried to take control of my car, it had kept going like the man was taking out some personal vendetta against me. If it had happened anywhere but Willow Creek, I’d have definitely chalked it up to someone trying to rile my uncle up in Italy, but I didn’t think it was the case. Because for one, I was definite
His Steel Princess (His Broken Princess #2) 35. I hate you
My heart belongs to you, the way I belong to you. Only, I wish you belonged to me too. ~ A. Gupta.VIOLET“Cole.” His name came out on a whisper like a prayer. My breath hitched and my lungs stopped working at the sight of him as I took in the bandages covering his head, arm and upper chest, the wires and tubes going around his body. “Tell her that I forgive her.” Brenna had passed his message to me, and I couldn’t think about anything else but that. I had been clinging to those words since they told me about his accident and then kept me away from him regardless of how much I pleaded to let me see him. And every time I thought about those words, it only brought fresh tears to my eyes. Even when he was in a hospital bed in so much pain, he was thinking about me. Me, who had hurt him.But now as I looked at him, his dark eyes devoid of any emotions told me the truth. He hadn’t really forgiven me. I swallowed as I took a step toward him where he laid in a hospital bed, looking like he
His Steel Princess (His Broken Princess #2) 36. Live for you
I want you and I want to be everything you want. ~ A. Gupta.COLEIf I thought hurting her would make me feel better and the pain in my chest would ease, I was wrong. It hurt like hell to watch her blue eyes fill with tears and that beautiful face pale as she turned around and walked away from me. My heart raced in my chest as the door shut behind her, leaving me in haunting silence with nothing but pain as a companion. And it wasn’t just physical pain that made it impossible to breathe. For some reason it felt like if I let her go this time, I won’t be able to get her back again. And it fûcking terrified me. In that instant, my hurt and rage transformed into a desperate need to go after her, mingling with a sense of self-loathing for allowing myself to succumb to my need to hurt her back. I wished I could take back my words or go back to ten minutes prior and stop myself from uttering bullshit lies like the one where I told her that I hated her. Like I could ever hate her.My bre
His Steel Princess (His Broken Princess #2) 37. Bedrest
Forgiveness comes at a price. Who’s going to pay? ~ A. Gupta.VIOLETI Clutched his hand between mine, unable to let go as the weight of everything that transpired between us fell upon me and I felt too exhausted to do anything else but just marvel at the fact that he was alive. I didn’t want to think about anything else, he was here and he was mine, and everything else could wait. “If you don’t stop crying I’ll think you’re not happy to see me alive.” Cole said, wiping my tears with his other hand that had the IV jostling and making him wince with discomfort.I shook my head and placed his hand back on his stomach. “Don’t move.”“Don’t cry.” “They are tears of relief, Cole. I was so scared and I was also afraid that you won’t ever forgive me.” I replied, looking down at our joined hands, ashamed of what I did even though he had forgiven me. “I am really sorry for that.”“It’s impossible not to forgive you, princess. How will I live with myself?” More tears escaped with sobs that
His Steel Princess (His Broken Princess #2) 38. How to torture Cole
How do I tell her that she's the only thing I hunger for and if I didn't get her, I might really die this time. ~ A. GuptaCOLEIF someone asked me what does heaven and hell wrapped up in one feels like, I’d say this was it. It was being in her bed, surrounded by her things and her presence, her scent and everything that she was but not being able to do anything about it.It has been a week since I got discharged from the hospital and to my surprise Alex dropped me off at Violet’s studio. And every day since then I had been living in a hell of her making and heaven because she was in it with me. Each day I was subjected to her smothering care and as if she wasn’t enough Mrs Carter dropped by unexpected and then decided to look after me herself. But I was quite happy that she did because with her she brought food— food, that was actually edible, unlike whatever unhealthy shit Violet cooks. But I won’t ever say that to her even if my cholesterol level dips or suddenly I start to have an
His Steel Princess (His Broken Princess #2) 39. Group Chat
All I desire is a life lived with you. ~ A. Gupta.VIOLETNO one told me that an unfulfilled desire can make you go crazy. Why am I saying that? Because I think I was turning into one.The smallest of things were making me angry and the barest of touches from him were making me mad with the way I hungered for him. All I wanted was to grab a fistful of his dark hair and lose myself in those sherry eyes and have all those fantasies that were keeping me awake at night come true. To finally have what I couldn’t for the last two years and for the days that I spent in my captivity.Even though I had overcome that part of my life, almost come out from the darkness, sometimes they still try to drag me back. Sometimes, I feel if I didn’t constantly fight back once again I’ll get trapped in that nightmare. But whenever I felt like it was getting too hard, l had found solace in him, the man Daisy likes to call as my protective bear. But he’s more like a hero to me. Always there, somehow underst
His Steel Princess (His Broken Princess #2) 40. Tell me, you want this
If she'd just ask me, I'll give her the entire world, for her presence alone is my greatest desire. ~ A. Gupta.VIOLETI watched as Cole’s eyes took in the image opened on my phone screen. And then his lips parted as he slowly lifted his gaze to meet mine. My hand was still outstretched and he quietly placed the phone on it. We both stood there, still like a statue as we stared at each other. “Princess...” I swallowed as my throat felt too dry, my skin stretched taut with the tension surrounding us that pulsed through my veins and every nerve endings in my body came alive as I read the dark temptation in his eyes. “Don’t torture us, princess...”The already charged air crackled around us, our desire felt too potent to ignore anymore. We have been dancing around the inevitable for so long it felt like centuries had passed since we felt each other, even though we have been kissing like two teenagers who had just discovered what a delicious act it was, and I was not ashamed to confess
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His Steel Princess (His Broken Princess #2) 105. A surprise
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His Steel Princess (His Broken Princess #2) 104 So fûcking beautiful
VIOLETI stared at my husband as he pulled on his suit jacket while standing in front of the floor length mirror. I was on the bed, lacing my heels but the picture my handsome husband painted was way to appealing to miss for anything. He looked edible enough to eat in the black shirt and black slacks. We were getting ready to go for dinner in the city with his uncle and as much as I wanted to rest and sleep for a bit to get rid of the jetlag I wanted to go out into the city more. “My eyes are up here, princess.”With a smile curving my lips, I looked up to meet his sherry eyes as he turned around to face me. I pursed my lips and with a teasing tone replied, “But that tushie is too impressive to not appreciate it.”“Is it, now?” He murmured as he walked toward me. I nodded and smiled when he brushed a kiss on my cheek and then crouched down in front of me to tie the laces of my heels.When he looked up, I cupped his cheeks and kissed him slowly. We hadn’t had séx for obvious medical r
His Steel Princess (His Broken Princess #2) 103. Group chat
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His Steel Princess (His Broken Princess #2) 102. To Italy
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