Terrifying yet enlightening.
But you know what's the worst thing about it?
It never strikes the same place again.
That one...............
Never learns to love again."
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Elijah stares at the girl sitting in front of him, sipping on her coffee.
Lost in thoughts."You can't be serious Viv."
Her eyes met his and she lowers her eyes. Staring at the wooden table of the restaurant they came to dine at.
"I have to Elijah. I don't have a choice."
"Fuc* Viv! Everyone has a choice! No way in hell are you going to marry that bast***! Do you hear me!"
Vivian chuckles a dejected broken laugh, helplessness evident in her eyes.
FlashbackThe image of Ethan hitting her kept replaying in her mind. Making more tears to wet her earlier dried ones.Eyes red and puffy, mind numb and body aching in emotional and mental fatigue.Vivian was laying her head on the classroom desk ,while everyone was out playing. Too tired to do or say anything.Not even caring to bandage the wound on the corner of her lip, she was feeling the tears slide down her cheek to wet the desk below.Not knowing when minutes turned to hours, she fell asleep.He enters, searching for her desperately. The second his eyes fell on her sleeping form , his eyes soften and footsteps slow down.Clenching his fist that were bleeding and bruised, he steps closer to her. Afraid of hurting her by showing her his face.But he knows he has to do it.... eventually he has to hurt her.She was sleep
"The more good you are, the more evil people are attracted to your light.Trying to snatch your soul ,and infiltrate it with darkness from the inside.You may flicker, struggle to survive but remember.That no matter how dark the night is."The Sun will always rise."- Suzangill©.....................................................She walks down the alter in a beautiful white dress, a bouquet of flowers held in her hands.Her long hair elegantly styles in a royal bun, and her face veiled by a transparent net curtain.Claps echo around her as everyone gets up to welcome her , making the nervousness in the pit of her stomach to worsen.Not daring to look up at so many eyes fixed at her, she proceeds forward following the red carpet below.A hand is placed on her shoulder and she almos
"It's human psychology to be attracted to a person.You have the rarest chances of ending up together with.Yet , she still tried to be only left with a broken heart .Which was now a captive of his." - Suzangill©..................................................... Vivian's povThere is a point in life when you realise that no matter how much you try, somethings are not supposed to happen.They hurt you more than they will ever ever give you happiness.And you know what we do to get out of this never ending circle of pain and misery?We surrender.Let it all go to trust the divine and let it take the reigns.
She wakes up to a pounding headache.AhhhhThe dreams. They have again filled her sweet dreams with horrendous nightmares.Can't she find peace for once?The room was empty and she thanked heavens for once.Good that he didn't return last night.She didn't wanted to see his face anyways.Moving towards the bathroom, checking her face was the first thing she did.Her scar hidden well.But it still needed touch up.Opening her bag, she found her makeup stuff and got to work.Once satisfied, she proceeds out of the room towards to kitchen.Not caring of changing her clothes.Her stomach was already rumblings with hunger and she lazily yawns to walk down the staircase.Too lost and yet to wake up fully, she didn't take notice of the men sitting in the drawing room, discussing business
Flashback.....2 hours before the accident.A party was at full swing in the house of one of the classmates. The house was packed with teenagers drinking and dancing like it's the end of the world."I don't know why she is doing this Elijah. I really fail to understand her."Vivian says sighing ,while looking at the couple standing in a corner chuckling and hugging each other.Her grip on the glass tight as she sees Ethan move closer to Sophie and whisper in her ear, making both chuckle again."Ignore her V. Don't let her affect you."Elijah says, looking back to see what was Vivian staring at all the time.Seeing Elijah and Sophie in the corner,all cozy."And stop staring. This is what she wants. To make you feel jealous and bothered."Vivian stops staring, lowering her eyes and gulping the drink.
Ethan's povI stare at her sleeping form, my heart still beating at a higher place than normal.Afraid of something happening to her."She is fine now Mr Lockwood. Don't worry."I merely nod at him, not taking my eyes off her.And I hear him sigh."From what I gathered Mr Lockwood. The girl has suffered alot.""Her panic attacks are triggered because of an event in her past .""And I would suggest you to avoid discussing or recalling it. It may go worse next time."I clench my fist.This all happened because of me.... because I persuaded her to tell me.What all could have happened to lead her to this?Can she be innocent?The thought itself makes my blood freeze in my veins, and my body to go numb.No....she can't...I saw
She was leaning on the sofa, bored with a cup of coffee in one hand and a newspaper in another.Her eyes casually flipping through the pages to stop at the front page.And she spots out the coffee in shock."What the fuc-"Composing herself ,she looks around to see that thankfully there was no one there except for that little devil Blaze, sitting in a corner.Tilting his head to a side and staring at her like she has grown two heads.Keeping the cup down, she stares at the news with her eyes wide in shock.Her pictures was there on the front page.The pictures of the shoot that day...their wedding and some others which were taken randomly.She grabs the remote and puts on a news channel , to only get up from her seat and stare at the lady blankly."The youngest billionaire in town , the only heir of Lockwood industries. Ethan Lockwood ties knots with a sansational beauty.""Mrs Vivian Lockwood. Hi
Ethan's povI am feeling so lost these days.Not able to distinguish between right and wrong anymore.After Sophie's death, I didn't had it in me to even visit Vivian in the hospital.Or to protect her from going to the jail.I lost connection with this world. I became a living corpse who spent his days behind closed doors, struggling with depression.3 years.It took me 3 years to finally move forward in life, letting it all go.And I am happy I didTo stand on my feet again and make a mark in the business world and make my family proud.But now, when I see Vivian.I can see her struggles resembling mine.Except for the only difference.That she hasn't moved on.She pretends she has, but I can see it clearly now.
"Each inch of her skin talks to me in conundrums of jest.Her eyes, her touch,her lips are nothing but tools to hide the insecurities further in their depths.She asks me what I love the most about her scarred self.And I answer, pulling her closer to my chest."Your imperfection itself"- suzangill...2 years later"Will you fuck**** watch the road Del!"Elijah screams, hearing his heart thudding in his chest. While Delia simply smirks at him, still not looking in front."You doubt my driving hon?"He tightly held the seatbelt, to only hear a chuckle from behind."Speed up mom! I am loving it!"The 9 years boy ,speaks coming forward to settle between the seats. His elbows place
"When the time is right, even the land and sky unite by the threads of rain.Then what are two broken hearts.For the mighty, to be sealed to never be apart again ." ......Vivian gets up from the seat, pushing him aside to rush out of the room.To only have Ethan run after her."Vivian wait!"He calls after her, but she doesn't stop desperate to leave him. To only have him pull her from her wrists,and enter a room. Closing the door after himIt was a supplies room with no one there. She looks up at him with teary eyes, to only have his eyes to soften.Blocking her by placing his hands on her either side, he looks down at her with concerned eyes."Please! Let me go Ethan. Don't stop me now!""First answer my questions Vivian. Is Nix my daughter?"She looks up, unable to speak anything.While he cries desperately himsel
Endings should be happy right? But maybe sometimes in reality, this happiness is far fetched.It's a dream, a wishful thinking which is not achieved. But this does not mean, one should give up finding it.For the past is a testimony that hardwork and persistence has given one everything.Success, happiness and even Love.Perseverance has made the struggles to surrender.Even I tried , trust me I really did. But I gave up on it.I gave up trying to make the heart feel love, that has stoned to it's confines.I got Ethan for myself, but I only got back a shell. Who laughs at me a fake smile, pretends to be happy, but cries at night. A person hollow from his inside,with his heart missing.A person who takes care of me, is concerned for me but could never love me.It's been 8 years.8 years of our lives w
"I thought forgetting you was easy, to only realise.That something always seemed to be missing, left behind.Untill that day, I saw your eyesMaking me see all the happy and sad memories combined.Juxtaposed side by side,Finally completing all the missing pieces of the puzzles of my life." .... 8 years later"Next Maam Sophie!"The attendent at the reception of the hospital says, making Soph to stand up. Her hand intervined with Ethan's warm ones."This way please!"She says making them follow her towards the doctors cabin. The door is opened and they are greeted with the doctor's happy face.With the doctor getting
The cold breeze hits her face as she looks at the men surrounding her.Cleaning the tears running down her eyes."You want me right? I am here."She says opening her hands and surrendering herself. Knowing well that she was outnumbered to defeat so many men alone.If she can even keep Soph safe,it will be alot.James approaches her, looking behind her to clench his fist."You bitc*! Go and get her!"He orders and his men approach her. Guns pointed in their hands as they come closer to her.She doesn't resist. Looking at James with dead eyes. As his men hold her arms roughly."Aren't you a clever girl?"She scoffs, to only have James point his gun at her head. Ready to end her."I would love to see your father's face on seeing your corpse.""What a cruel play of desti
Till I was living for others, my happiness was running after theirs.The second I started living for myself.I didn't even feel the need to look back." - suzangill ....... Vivian's povEverything has a limit in this world, which once crossed could cause havoc in nature.May it be the calm sea at rest that rises into tsunamis.Or a simple beehive, if intruded to have the little bees kill a person in seconds.And this limit for me has been crossed. My patience has worn off and the box of lies has overflown.I knew what Ethan was doing.I heard him talking to his father that night, I heard everything.Yet, I
" We were not a power couple.We were two people bound by heights of misconceptions and hateYet I don't know whyIn you I found my soul mate".......Ethan's pov"What the hell Vivian! I told you I fucking hate you! What goddamit proof do you need for it!""Fine. I believe you.""Then you won't mind me doing this will you?"Lifting the gun and placing the nozzle of it on her temple, she looks at me with dead eyes.I stills, the challenge in her eyes. Forcing me to surrender and tell her the truth.But I don't....I can't tell her. She won't let me go otherwise.She will happily exchange herself to save Sophie.That's how much selfless my little Phoenix is."Please...just listen to me. Keep the gun down my little Phoenix. Please don't
7: 58 pm.A warehouse at the outskirts of the city.A slap echoes , breaking the silence in the room. Elijah holds his cheek, looking down at the floor breathing heavily."I am ashamed of calling you my Son! Such audacity to go against your own dad to help those bastards?""If there is where your loyalty lies? Go and never show me your face again!"Elijah clenches his fist, to look up at his father. Almost giving him a helpless look."Dad there is no gaining from this! Why are you so persistent to get this sick revenge! Please forget about it.... please!"James sees red, holding his collar and pulling him."How dare you even say this! Your mother....that bastard killed your mother while she was pregnant!""I know dad but it was a mistake! It was an accident! You have ruined your entire life for this
I thought she resembled a breeze of warm air, that soothed wherever she went.To only realize now she was blender of the air itself.That turned the hot loos to chilling needles of piercing rainLetting her typhoons out that she till now keptHarboured to rest. - suzangill© ......The first rays of sunlight illuminate the room ,as a couple stays entangled in the silken sheets.Their legs enmeshed together and bodies pressed against each other, radiating heat.While one was in deep slumber, the other couldn't find sleep.Lost in the thoughts of the events that waited to be unfolded, marking the journey of their karma and deeds.His knuckles caressing her cheek, enjoying