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Her Manipulation
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2021-08-17 15:12:10Catelin Pov
"That's quite weird. I can't pin a point at what mental illness he's suffering from. All the things you told me are just weird." Dr. Steward said making me sigh heavily.
I told him everything. Everything from start to end except what happened last night in the pool. I didn't find any strength to confess the things Lucifer did to me even though I knew I should have told him.
I explained how he was gone through some serious incident in the past and after that he started behaving like a kid. How I took care of him and all. And this was the first time in these past years that he had shown me his this side.
A scary yet intimidating side which I never thought he had before.
Dr. Steward seemed too confused about his mental condition and why not. No one can pinpoint at what he's actually suffering from. At one time he behaves as he has DID but in the next moment, he behaves like he's just mentally younger than his age.
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