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Her Fear
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Author Pov
Catelin walked back and forth in her room in anxiety. There was no news of Lucifer. She was dreading the possibility of him doing something extreme in his anger.
She was afraid of her only fear coming true. Her fear of him losing the last string of his sanity. What if he ended up giving up on his last sane string and ending up losing his sanity completely?
Catelin closed her eyes clutching her chest as another wave of fear hit her heart. She flinched in terror when her phone started ringing. She cursed under her breath at how afraid she was and picked the call up.
"Catelin something has happened and shit I don't know how to tell you?" Catelin took a seat on the bed as her hands started trembling slightly. She waited for Trevor to continue and his next words left her paralyzed.
"Lucifer came to the hospital where I took that man who harassed you and trust me he h
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