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Long Island, New York
Alessandra
"Could the two of you explain to me why the fuck some random asshole is hitting up my phone and begging for a 'copper haired bombshell's' number?! I know you didn't give some random man my phone number, Tori!"
Zeno was pissed as he approached us, his words confusing us momentarily before Tori and I shared a knowing look, recalling last night's antics and the love-struck bartender. Chuckles escaped us despite our older brother's glare and threatening step towards the two of us.
"Oh come on, big brother. Even you have to admit it's somewhat funny."
I urged, wiping the escaped tears from laughing too hard whereas Tori snorts were yet to die down. Zeno rolled his eyes at my words, choosing instead to down his drink rather than respond to me.
"I can't believe he actually called you! Are you sure he isn't looking for you, though, big brother? I mean, you do fit the description. Copper hair, bombshell with secret tastes we may not be privy to. I always knew you were a little fruity but I didn't think you liked bottoms. Your macho personality seems to match more with a verse."
Tori stated, her serious expression morphing into absolute amusement as she side stepped Zeno's attempt to grab her. The two of them were almost always engaged in one fight or the other, be it verbal or physical. Their showdowns were almost as legendary as Selene and my own fights. I chuckled at Tori's jibe, one that never failed to be funny considering how violent Zeno's reactions could be.
"You're lucky we're in public. Otherwise I would have to beat your ass for this. You can't go around giving my number out or yours! Seeing as you seem to have forgotten, we are the future of the Cosa Nostra. Many people would kill to have even the slightest information on us, let alone our damn phone numbers. Because of you, I have to get a new phone and everything."
Zeno growled, earning a shrug from our little sister before she continued to casually sip her champagne.
"Not my problem, big brother."
She responded after a beat, earning herself a glare before he turned to me.
"Your influence is rubbing off a little too well on her. I now understand why Papa is trying to tear the two of you away from each other."
His words reminded me of the daunting situation we were in but the reassurance of my plan filled me with equal resolve, enough to give me the strength to respond to my brother who seemed more worried than pleased by our father's actions. Despite being Massimo Rinaldi's protégé and also getting into it with Tori the way he did, he was also a man who could not be so easily influenced.
His stubbornness had allowed him another level of understanding and detachment that gave him different perspectives. He cared for all his sisters fiercely, enough to fight for us on multiple occasions. I knew he would not be pleased by our father's decision and, true enough, judging by the worry in his eyes, he was not happy.
He will be a better Don than our father, of that I am sure...
"Nothing he does will ever stop us from being siblings. His actions and threats do not scare me. I will always be Tori's big sister and you will always be our big brother, no matter the distance or circumstances. Blood is thicker."
I responded, earning a firm shake of the head from my brother and sister, each of whom nodded in agreement. Although my brother did not know about my plan, I knew he suspected that something was happening on the sidelines. He was the most perceptive among us all and with his training to become the next Don, he had learnt enough to see through me somewhat.
He hasn't told Papa yet, though, which means he just might be rooting for me.
I knew Zeno loved us but loyalty to the Cosa Nostra always came first for Made Men. It was not a far fetched possibility that he could tell our father everything but he had shown no sign of doing this so far.
"Besides, both Diego and Keisuke will be around New York long enough for me to instill the fear of God into them. Each of them will be aptly informed and reminded of the position that the two of you hold as Rinaldi's. You will be accorded the respect you deserve. Of that you have my word, little sisters."
His words were firm, with not a single hint of deception. I had known him long enough to know that he meant it and Tori seemed to feel the same way as she playfully punched his shoulder in response.
We had our father to blame for our awkwardness when it came to any sort of emotional interaction between us and others.
"Thank you, grande fratello. I kind of wish you would have been around yesterday to follow through on that promise by beating the shit out of Uncle Salvatore for hurting Alessa."
Tori murmured, completely missing my signal for her to not tell him.
She, instead, granted me a sheepish, apologetic smile in the wake of our brother's hardened glare as his blue eyes came alive with a rage we knew all too well. This was not what he accorded Tori during their usual spats.
No, this was different.
This was the anger he showcased before his enemies. This was the rage that had earned him the feared reputation he possessed as the next head of one of the most dangerous criminal organizations in the world.
"Ha fatto cosa?!"
His question was low, silent and lethal as he assessed me from head to toe before his eyes landed on my face, zeroing in on what I had spent hours hiding. I had hoped he wouldn't see, wouldn't find out about it.
Zeno and Uncle Salvatore had never gotten along. The animosity the two beheld for each other was known throughout the criminal underworld, much to our papa's chagrin.
It was hard to miss, most especially after their public showdown two years ago when Zeno laid waste to our Uncle as well as all his men. It had been entertaining as hell to watch despite it being in front of the other Major crime families.
They had been privy to one of the chinks in our armor.
Papa had tried to manage the situation by sending our brother on business to Italy often. He tried to keep the two men away from each other as well as fight the rumors that had milled around but the damage had already been done.
I knew of Zeno's explosive anger, one that was clouding his eyes into a stormy hue as his hand lightly brushed my bruised cheek. He was careful not to hurt me, his observant eyes having already zeroed in on my wound.
"I knew something was wrong when both Taylor and Mama avoided talking about yesterday's events. I did think your make up was a little too much in comparison to what you usually put on but never could I have thought it was because that old piece of trash dared to touch you..."
Referencing his bodyguard, my eyes searched and found Taylor, granting him a silent signal to approach us before Zeno completely lost his shit. He was barely hanging on, his trembling hand on my cheek possessing the tell tale sign of a possible massacre.
"I'm fine, fratello. I swear it. Please don't do anything rash. You know Papa won't stand for it."
I would not let him be punished for my own mistakes and issues. It warmed my heart to know that he cared for me so but I couldn't stand him being away longer than he already was.
Zeno's presence gave each of us a level of reassurance. He has always been protective and having Papa send him away to Italy for months on end rather than twice a month would be disastrous.
I also need him around in case my plan doesn't necessarily go accordingly. He can protect Vittoria from our Father's anger as I take the fall for everything...
"I don't give two shits about Papa! He stood there while his sadistic, piece of shit brother hurt you. I have let many things that man does pass but this is a whole other level of disrespect that I will not let go!"
Zeno urged angrily, turning to approach our parents who weren't as far away from us as we hoped they would be. Tori and I reached out and latched onto our brother's hand, effectively stopping him just as Taylor arrived and stopped his advance altogether by blocking his view of his target.
"Please, big brother. Uncle Salvatore will retaliate if you do anything to him and it won't be you who suffers but us, the ones left behind when Father banishes you to Sicily forever. Fuck, I shouldn't have even mentioned it."
Tori groaned, her words seeming to breakthrough our brother's haze of anger as he, once again, turned to face us.
"Mi dispiace...You're right. I won't do anything. But he will pay for it, Alessa. It may not be today but he won't get away with it."
Zeno promised, his words resonating within me as I nodded in thanks.
"Grazie, fratello maggiore."
I would miss my big brother with everything within me in the end, when my plan was complete and this life is behind me.
Maybe one day I would be able to reach out, to mend things but I wasn't sure he would be able to forgive me for my actions...
"Am I interrupting anything? If so, I apologize, but Don Massimo has asked that Alessa and I go and see him."
Diego's voice broke through the sibling circle, his vivid brown eyes twinkling with the usual light that was wedged deep within. Although the main piece in my grand plan was also a future head of the Mexican Cartel, he was also cognizant of the rot in our society which made him perfect for my plan.
It had been a stroke of luck to meet and get to know Diego whilst I was in my late teens. Our long winded conversations and interactions had laid the foundation of my plan and his agreement to assist me had been beyond my wildest dreams.
I smiled up at him slightly even now, turning to my two siblings who beheld mixed reactions to his approach.
Whereas Zeno seemed disinterested as he waved us away, Tori looked anywhere but at us as she summoned a passing waiter for another glass of champagne. She had always made her dislike for him known and I had never once understood the true reasoning behind her disapproval of him.
I'm sorry, little sister, but he is our only shot at freedom...
"Sure. Let's go."
I chirpily responded, taking his proffered his hand before letting him lead me through the throng of guests whose glances our way were to be expected. We were part of the future couples that would rule the criminal underground.
"It seems your exeat yesterday has sped things up. My father received a call from Don Massimo. Our wedding has been pushed forward to next weekend, right after your sister's own. I hear he has also been in touch with Keisuke Satorou and planned to have Vittoria married right after us. Whatever you did, it pissed him off quite a bit."
Diego reported, his words taking me aback momentarily. I had not anticipated my father's rash and drastic measures to stretch to Tori as well. The plan had been considerably pushed forward, by a wide margin but it would not change.
"Yes well, he has always been overdramatic. Nothing has changed. We will continue with the wedding as they want. Only the aftermath matters."
I responded, earning a nod and chuckle from Diego as his eyes found mine.
"Your tenacity is unmatched, my dear wife to be. Alright then, I will follow your lead. Always."
He responded, his words making me smile as I let him lead us right up to our waiting parents.
Let the games begin...
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Ha fatto cosa?!- He did what?!
Grazie, fratello maggiore- Thank you, big brother
Mi dispiace- I'm sorry
*** Long Island, New York Alessandra "Thank you all for attending my daughter Selene's engagement party. This is a special occasion indeed. The union between the Rinaldi and Romano family will be absolute by the joining of our children. Thus, join me in declaring a toast to the new couple in town. May your union become everything we have dreamed of and beyond. Saluti!" "Saluti!" Papa declared, raising his glass high of which the rest of the guests mirrored with wide smiles, all of which were less than sincere if not completely fake. None of the individuals gathered would not hesitate to destroy us given the opportunity. Trust no one. That was key among the many rules taught to us from a young age. We knew when to be cautious of someone. Our trust had to be earned. That was just the kind of world we lived in. Ignoring the raised glasses, I downed my champagne glass in one swoop, much to my mother's chagrin as she granted me a disapproving look. I didn't care much for etiquette
*** Long Island, New York Alessandra I released a long, winded breath as I finally made my way towards the balcony. It would have to be my safe haven, away from all the conversations I would rather avoid and fake congratulations from women and men who wished to be in our shoes. Although I had left Diego to fend for himself amongst the sea of sharks, I knew he would be just fine. He has always been better at handling these situations than I am. The buzz of expensive champagne had began to settle in nicely within me and I welcomed it, anything to numb me and keep me from feeling like I've just been sold at an auction by my own Father. "Can you believe that announcement? Who do they think they're fooling with that whole 'union of our families' BS? We all know Don Massimo is hurrying to marry off Alessandra because she's a whore. I'm shocked Don Felipe Moreno is agreeing to have his son marry that pretentious bitch. Diego deserves so much better than her!" I paused at the threshold o
*** Long Island, New York Alessandra "Alessandra Lucia Rinaldi! Kalýtera na katéveis tóra! I won't keep calling for you." My mother's voice finally broke through the music blasting through my headphones. It was rare for Nova Rinaldi to raise her voice, let alone revert back to her roots. She only ever used Greek around the house if she was particularly incensed and when Papa was not around. He did make her learn Italian and banned her from speaking in her 'Father's heathen tongue' when she was in public or anywhere around him... I rolled my eyes at the thought. Papa really can't live without trying to control every single aspect of our lives. The sadist enjoys bringing us into despair. Its like he feeds off of it. You would think with all the shit he's up to out there, he would have had his fill of it. "I'm coming, Mama!" I shouted down before she came up the stairs for me. I could finally descend from my self imposed exile. I really didn't want to see or interact with Papa or
*** Manhattan, New York Draken The club was alive with activity, brimming with the set mood. Ecstasy saturated the air as did the smell of alcohol, cigarette smoke, sex and sweat. It was the heady combination that made any party outfit worth the visit. This was the currency of all the night owls, craving a good time and a few hours of inconsequential fun. This is, however, nothing like the wild abandon Moscow has to offer... It was no secret that I missed my home. It was the place that had not only birthed me but made me into the man that I was. Every bit of me, lethal and otherwise, had been shaped right on the hard and ruthless streets of my home and I regretted nothing of the years I had spent there. It had all been necessary, a lesson in the events to come. I valued every experience, brutal or not. It had brought me to this moment, to this new City that I would soon claim as my own with the help of the roots that had already been planted and those that would soon be stemmed j
Long Island, New York Alessandra “Are you ready for this? There’s still time, you know. I volunteer to help you run.” I stated, grinning despite my mother’s unamused frown and my Aunt’s chuckle as she raised her emptied champagne glass to me. “I’m fine, I promise. I’m ready for this.” Selene declared, a serene smile on her lips despite the anxiety wedged deep in her eyes. She looked absolutely radiant in her well-fitting silk, spaghetti strapped wedding gown that flowed smoothly down to the floor with a small train. Her cathedral veil trailed after her, the lace of it complimenting her silk gown perfectly. Her make up was light, consisting of nude coloured lipstick, mascara laden lashes and winged eye liner. “I know we fight a lot but I do hope you know how much I love your annoying ass. If you need me, all you have to do is call me and I’ll be there. We are sisters and our bond can’t ever be broken, no matter what.” I declared, granting my veiled sister a genuine smile and re
*** Upper East Side, New York Alessandra Walk the other way, Alessa. Stop following him. Stop going towards a man you know is not good for you. He is Danger incarnate. A mystery that should not be unfolded. But I wanted to-no- needed to know more. I needed to understand this deep sated fascination that I had for him and the impact he had left on me that one night. The corridor was narrow but decorated with the usual anecdotes of wealth. This was a grand Hotel, one owned by the Cosa Nostra, ie, Papa. This was his gift to the Happy couple that was supposed to blind everyone, shield them from the glaring fact that Papa had sold his daughter for power. The thought made me nauseous. The sound of a woman’s moan had me pausing mid step, my mind reeling from the implications of that singular sound. Warning bells sounded within me and yet my feet continue to move towards the source. Stop being a basic white girl, Alessa. Walk away. The red flags are ALL there. Nothing my sub conscious
Upper East Side, New York Alessandra Why are you standing here, in the dark, with a man you barely know with your entire family in the other room? It was dangerous, exciting and a whole other host of emotions. I could not walk away, not when my hand still tingles from where he’d held me. I eyed his cigarette. It looked small, harmless in his hand. I had never imagined what it would look like in mine but I was curious. He must have noticed my expression for he pulled the cigarette out of his lips and handed it to me. Touching a man in certain ways had been a foreign notion to me. We were shielded, protected from the ‘claws of men who would tarnish not only our reputation but our precious virginity’ which was a sell point for our Papa. Hand holding and cigarette sharing was blasphemy in my world. I took the cigarette from him and he closely watched me as I brought it to my lips and inhaled. The coughing came instantaneously, chest and throat burning whilst my eyes watered. Dark
** Upper East Side, New York Draken I have never been one to be motivated by temptation. All of my plans were executed with precision, fueled only by my desire to conquer my task. That was my father’s way of doing things and I had adopted his methods. I had modified them, made them better. I had been taught better. And yet everything else is moot until Alessandra becomes mine... Thoughts of her had swirled in my mind for most of the week, more so now that my plans for her were looming. The way she stood beside me that night, staring at me through the most gorgeous blue eyes. Haunted eyes that echoed more than she tried to hide. She loved the man her sister married. A tragic end to her love triangle and an open opportunity for me. This was the one thing that Massimo Rinaldi and I agreed on. Thoughts of how gorgeous she looked as she smoked my cigarette, her olive skin almost shimmering under the light of the half moon, a dress that left very little to the imagination. Every
***Long Island, New YorkAlessandraI stared at my little sister, a small smile on my lips as I took her in. She was radiant in her wedding gown, looking every bit like the gorgeous bride that she was meant to be. Her wedding day was here and although we had believed that it would be a day of sorrow, it had turned out to be a happier occasion than the weddings that had come before it.For one, she was smiling wide, readying herself for the massive change in her life with a man who seemed to care more for her than she had anticipated. Keisuke Satarou had revealed his hand on the night of the attack and although he had tried to play it cool afterwards, the sentiment had not worked as well as he had hoped. We now knew how he truly felt and it filled all of us with a sense of calmness to know that the two of them would be okay.They may not want to admit their true feelings for each other but they are perfect for each other. They are going to be just fine, especially now that everything
***The Hamptons, New YorkAlessandraI crouched low, reloading my gun as I did while the gunshots ricocheted all around us. Tori and I had been holding our own in the wake of our accident, the two of us watching each other's backs as we advanced towards the individuals who had attacked us. Although some of our guards were still in the fight with us, others had been killed in the crossfire.And we were determined to avenge them as we reloaded our weapons and shot towards the army of men who had been sent to take us for some reason."Who the hell are these people? And why the fuck do some of them look like our men?!"Tori shouted, ducking back behind our bullet-ridden car as our assailants pushed forward. My stomach plummeted at my sister's words, reminding me of the realization that we had come to several days ago. Draken had been determined to find evidence that showcased my Uncle's involvement in all the shady fucking deals. We had uncovered illegal dealings existing as recent as no
***Brooklyn, New YorkDrakenI stared at the man before me, knowing well enough that there was certainly more to him than met the eye. Zeno Rinaldi may have been involved in one too many scandals with his Father that had traversed the underworld but it had seemed to strengthen him all the more. Despite Massimo Rinaldi's efforts, word of the hate that existed between his heir and his twin brother was commonplace.Which was why he had been the perfect person to approach- or rather to wait on for a much more comprehensive conversation away from small talk. Although our relationship wasn't strained, there was a tinge of awkwardness that could only be explained away by the tumultuous relationship between our families.It had nothing to do with the fact that he and Suyin Castellanos had made sure to pass across their veiled threats on the day of my wedding...they were protective of Alessandra and I respected that...My gaze shifted to the heir of the Triad who was every bit as terrifying a
***The Hamptons, New YorkAlessandra"Thank you for your reassurance, Vittoria. I do hope that our families are united through this union as well. I would love to get to know you both as well with time if it's okay with you."Aysun shared, a shy smile on her lips as she tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear. It was an unlikely reaction that neither Tori nor I had expected as she shared the same stunned look but we nodded eagerly all the same, glad to have gained such a great friend. She always kept her distance from people and was not easily approachable but she seemed to have warmed up to us considerably."We would love that. Thank you, Aysun."Granting us a final smile, she turned just as yet another couple of people walked up to pay their respects to her. Her walls were back up instantly, the unreadable gaze that was a familiar look on her and reminded me so much of my husband. It equally reminded me of the fact that she was a trained killer and one of the best at the craft i
***The Hamptons, New YorkAlessandra"Now remember, don't do anything I wouldn't do, malyshka. Play nice until I get there, okay?"Draken's instructions made me chuckle as I stared out of the window of the moving SUV. We were on our way to a formal event organized by the Sahin family. Although I had met the Turkish mafia's Don on very few occasions, she had been kind enough to extend an invitation not only to Draken and I for her younger sister's upcoming nuptials to one of the main Aristocratic families in the Cosa Nostra.The woman was an enigma, and the one and only female Don in the entire criminal underground. She was a force to be reckoned with many individuals choosing to stay away from her due to the rumours of her madness and ruthlessness. I, however, found her to be kinder than most with the familiar glint of hard brutality that was given in the world we lived in.She has to be tough to make it in this cruel world we live in...To stand at the top as she always does...She d
***Upper East Side, New YorkAlessandraThe ride home had been silent as we both seemed to get lost in our thoughts. Doctor Valentine had been incredibly pleased by the progress, recommending two sessions per week to continue down the right path of healing. Although I had been petrified at the thought of recalling everything, I was glad I did for the PTSD had distorted my memory, and made me bury it deep into my subconscious."It was my Uncle Salvatore. He had us kidnapped, the bastard. I've always been wary of that man but never would I have imagined that he had been behind that. I guess I always subconsciously knew that he was an evil piece of shit. I know Papa might not believe me but I should probably mention it to him. My only question is why? Why would he have kidnapped me? I'm not as valuable as Zeno probably would have been. I'm essentially insignificant in the grand scheme of things so why me?"I murmured out loud, earning a side look from my husband. He was driving us tonig
***I was in the back of the black SUV, windows tinted as always with two guards at the front. Mama was angry with me. I had defied Papa and embarrassed him at the event we had just left. I couldn't help it, though. The Serrano sisters had been mean again and I refused to let them talk ill of my little sister. I wouldn't let them bully us.Although Papa had been the one to banish me for giving them a beatdown, there was a proud glint in his eyes. I knew he wouldn't punish me too thoroughly. Probably a week in the basement or some gruelling training from Antonio. Zeno had been proud, Selene had been amused and Tori had hoped she could come with me. My siblings were my priority and knowing they had my back was all I cared about.At least I got to leave the boring party first. I was grounded but I was definitely okay with it. I didn't regret my actions one bit. The drive home wasn't as fast as I hoped it could be. I wanted to get out of this stupid dress. Mama always insisted on putting
***Upper East Side, New YorkAlessandraI stared ahead, trying not to internalize the place we were or the people milling about around us. I tried to process the decision I had made this morning- agreeing to follow the man sitted beside me who hadn't let go of my hand since we left the mansion this morning. He had stuck by my side even as he promised that his entire day would be committed to me.And now I know why...we're in a literal psychiatrist's office...I was moderately confused, alarmed by the fact that I had not fought off the man before me, stormed off and been incredibly offended by his initiative and yet here I was, Seated beside him, biding our time to wait for the Doctor to see us.Could it be because of last night? Because of yet another nightmare....They had been coming in more often for the last couple of weeks, some more brutal than others but lately, since the brunch from hell three days ago, I had experienced one of the worst nightmares since I'd left my childhood
*** Long Island, New York Draken I watched my woman walk away, revelling in her presence and her love. I could see it wedged deep within her gaze. Although the words had not been spoken, the sentiment was there and strong. I knew it would only be a matter of time before everything would be revealed. Everything was coming to a head, and soon, she would remember everything. She needs to know how long this has been simmering...how long I have longed for her and loved her... She had always been the one. The only one who owned me- body and soul. She was my Queen and I would worship the ground she walked on, always and forever. She had no idea how long I had longed for her. But soon, everything will change. Especially after all that has been revealed...Our revenge is coming to a head. Soon, this will all end...and I can finally be with her. She is my true reward, the woman I have been longing for all my life... I turned to gaze at the man before me, the literal scum of a human being w