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Long Island, New York
Alessandra
"Thank you all for attending my daughter Selene's engagement party. This is a special occasion indeed. The union between the Rinaldi and Romano family will be absolute by the joining of our children. Thus, join me in declaring a toast to the new couple in town. May your union become everything we have dreamed of and beyond. Saluti!"
"Saluti!"
Papa declared, raising his glass high of which the rest of the guests mirrored with wide smiles, all of which were less than sincere if not completely fake. None of the individuals gathered would not hesitate to destroy us given the opportunity.
Trust no one.
That was key among the many rules taught to us from a young age. We knew when to be cautious of someone. Our trust had to be earned. That was just the kind of world we lived in.
Ignoring the raised glasses, I downed my champagne glass in one swoop, much to my mother's chagrin as she granted me a disapproving look.
I didn't care much for etiquette or being the Principessa della famiglia Rinaldi.
I just wanted to get this over and done with. I hated being the center of attention in any occasion, including when I had to pretend that our Papa was a loving father and not the scheming Don of the Cosa Nostra.
My thoughts strayed away from the multitude of sins my father beheld and to the crowd before me, all of whom were staring at us. I turned to look away from them, to focus on the announcement I knew was coming and the demure reaction that was expected of me, but my gaze latched instantly on a familiar face that elicited a small gasp from me.
Familiar emerald green eyes latched onto my own from across the room, his handsome features showcasing none of the shocked emotions that were going through me.
It was not that I didn't suspect his involvement in the darker side of my world. His entire demeanor screamt dangerous from miles away. It was that I had not only not expected him to be here but also couldn't get over just how damn perfect he actually was now that a dimly lit club did not inhibit my view of him.
It was unlike me to be so attracted to a man who was clearly everything that I hated and so much more in a man. He was the poster child for all the dark and dangerous men who wanted to possess me for my last name. Those who wished to control me and trap me in a world that I was struggling so hard to run from.
And yet here I am, drooling like the rest of the female population over how damn good he looks in his black, three-piece tuxedo that showcased his muscular physique and contributed to the air of mystery that surrounded him. He was danger, everything I should run from.
He is also sheet-clenching sex.
The wildness in his eyes beheld a promise of things beyond my wildest imagination. I was breathless, my body reacting to the scorch of his gaze and the small half-smirk that stretched across his lips, the first sign of emotion from him that I could accurately perceive.
It was only when Diego's hand wrapped around my own that I returned to the present, away from the bubble that seemed to form around the stranger and I.
"Are you okay?"
Diego inquired, whispering the words right into my ear as he assessed my body's violent reaction to all the inappropriate thoughts that consumed me just from the stranger's gaze. It was a startling response and for a moment, I was sure I had lost my damn mind.
"Yeah. Just acquainting myself with our guests. I have to ask, though...I've never seen Him before."
I muttered, subtly gesturing at the stranger who was now looking anywhere but at us. There was a chill now, certainly unlike the scorching emotions that had washed over the two of us. I frowned at the new development, instantly noting the hard grip he had on his wine glass and the silent conversation he was having with his seemingly nervous companion.
That's weird. A 360 from what we just shared...
"Well, I don't know him but the man standing beside him is Ioann Zolotov, the head of the Bratva, the Russian Mafia. If I had to guess who the guy beside him is, I'd say its one of his subordinates. I have never seen or interacted with him before, though...."
My blood chilled at the silent introduction that reminded me of exactly what kind of world I lived in.
The Russian Mafia was lethal, known to be among the most dangerous. In some ways, they were more ruthless than my own family and that in itself was saying something considering the unspeakable sins Papa has committed.
Diego had just confirmed what I had already assumed of the man but a small part of me was sure that he was no subordinate. His aura, confidence and cold emerald eyes reflected more than many could see. I could see through the walls he had put up, though. I could sense the lethal intent that surrounded him.
Which is why you must stay as far away from him as you possibly can. He can't become a part of your future, Alessa. He is part of the life you intend to leave behind. Nothing good can come from engaging him.
"And now, I wish to announce yet another union. The joining of my family and the Moreno's through the marriage of Diego and my second born daughter Alessandra. Your betrothal has come to an end and now, a wedding is looming in the horizon. We look forward to your presence at the celebration! Saluti!"
"Saluti!"
Papa and the crowd cheered, raising their glasses to Diego and I who smiled slightly, braving through the moment for it was all a part of the plan. I ignored my father's fixed gaze, my uncle's smug grin, my sisters and mother's worried looks hidden behind carefully crafted smiles.
I ignored my big brother's indecipherable gaze hidden behind his champagne glass that he slowly sipped from.
All I could focus on, all that I was pulled to despite knowing better was His gaze.
I found myself searching for the beautiful green, latching onto it and the rush of unknown emotions it gave me that was better than having to face the band of hypocrites and their raised glasses as well as the fear of failure that lurked within my sub conscious.
I expected my handsome stranger to be just like the rest. To clap a bit too loudly, smile a little too sweetly and follow the rest of the flock who struggled so hard to please my Papa and prop his ego even higher.
He was, instead, staring right at me.
There seemed to be no hint of emotion on his face that mirrored the rest of the crowd. Only a silent kind of brooding that I could not fully comprehend. I wanted to know what was going on in his head. I wanted to understand the intensity behind his eyes and why they unsettled me so.
I want to know why it feels like I have broken a promise and committed an unforgiveable act...
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*** Long Island, New York Alessandra I released a long, winded breath as I finally made my way towards the balcony. It would have to be my safe haven, away from all the conversations I would rather avoid and fake congratulations from women and men who wished to be in our shoes. Although I had left Diego to fend for himself amongst the sea of sharks, I knew he would be just fine. He has always been better at handling these situations than I am. The buzz of expensive champagne had began to settle in nicely within me and I welcomed it, anything to numb me and keep me from feeling like I've just been sold at an auction by my own Father. "Can you believe that announcement? Who do they think they're fooling with that whole 'union of our families' BS? We all know Don Massimo is hurrying to marry off Alessandra because she's a whore. I'm shocked Don Felipe Moreno is agreeing to have his son marry that pretentious bitch. Diego deserves so much better than her!" I paused at the threshold o
*** Long Island, New York Alessandra "Alessandra Lucia Rinaldi! Kalýtera na katéveis tóra! I won't keep calling for you." My mother's voice finally broke through the music blasting through my headphones. It was rare for Nova Rinaldi to raise her voice, let alone revert back to her roots. She only ever used Greek around the house if she was particularly incensed and when Papa was not around. He did make her learn Italian and banned her from speaking in her 'Father's heathen tongue' when she was in public or anywhere around him... I rolled my eyes at the thought. Papa really can't live without trying to control every single aspect of our lives. The sadist enjoys bringing us into despair. Its like he feeds off of it. You would think with all the shit he's up to out there, he would have had his fill of it. "I'm coming, Mama!" I shouted down before she came up the stairs for me. I could finally descend from my self imposed exile. I really didn't want to see or interact with Papa or
*** Manhattan, New York Draken The club was alive with activity, brimming with the set mood. Ecstasy saturated the air as did the smell of alcohol, cigarette smoke, sex and sweat. It was the heady combination that made any party outfit worth the visit. This was the currency of all the night owls, craving a good time and a few hours of inconsequential fun. This is, however, nothing like the wild abandon Moscow has to offer... It was no secret that I missed my home. It was the place that had not only birthed me but made me into the man that I was. Every bit of me, lethal and otherwise, had been shaped right on the hard and ruthless streets of my home and I regretted nothing of the years I had spent there. It had all been necessary, a lesson in the events to come. I valued every experience, brutal or not. It had brought me to this moment, to this new City that I would soon claim as my own with the help of the roots that had already been planted and those that would soon be stemmed j
Long Island, New York Alessandra “Are you ready for this? There’s still time, you know. I volunteer to help you run.” I stated, grinning despite my mother’s unamused frown and my Aunt’s chuckle as she raised her emptied champagne glass to me. “I’m fine, I promise. I’m ready for this.” Selene declared, a serene smile on her lips despite the anxiety wedged deep in her eyes. She looked absolutely radiant in her well-fitting silk, spaghetti strapped wedding gown that flowed smoothly down to the floor with a small train. Her cathedral veil trailed after her, the lace of it complimenting her silk gown perfectly. Her make up was light, consisting of nude coloured lipstick, mascara laden lashes and winged eye liner. “I know we fight a lot but I do hope you know how much I love your annoying ass. If you need me, all you have to do is call me and I’ll be there. We are sisters and our bond can’t ever be broken, no matter what.” I declared, granting my veiled sister a genuine smile and re
*** Upper East Side, New York Alessandra Walk the other way, Alessa. Stop following him. Stop going towards a man you know is not good for you. He is Danger incarnate. A mystery that should not be unfolded. But I wanted to-no- needed to know more. I needed to understand this deep sated fascination that I had for him and the impact he had left on me that one night. The corridor was narrow but decorated with the usual anecdotes of wealth. This was a grand Hotel, one owned by the Cosa Nostra, ie, Papa. This was his gift to the Happy couple that was supposed to blind everyone, shield them from the glaring fact that Papa had sold his daughter for power. The thought made me nauseous. The sound of a woman’s moan had me pausing mid step, my mind reeling from the implications of that singular sound. Warning bells sounded within me and yet my feet continue to move towards the source. Stop being a basic white girl, Alessa. Walk away. The red flags are ALL there. Nothing my sub conscious
Upper East Side, New York Alessandra Why are you standing here, in the dark, with a man you barely know with your entire family in the other room? It was dangerous, exciting and a whole other host of emotions. I could not walk away, not when my hand still tingles from where he’d held me. I eyed his cigarette. It looked small, harmless in his hand. I had never imagined what it would look like in mine but I was curious. He must have noticed my expression for he pulled the cigarette out of his lips and handed it to me. Touching a man in certain ways had been a foreign notion to me. We were shielded, protected from the ‘claws of men who would tarnish not only our reputation but our precious virginity’ which was a sell point for our Papa. Hand holding and cigarette sharing was blasphemy in my world. I took the cigarette from him and he closely watched me as I brought it to my lips and inhaled. The coughing came instantaneously, chest and throat burning whilst my eyes watered. Dark
** Upper East Side, New York Draken I have never been one to be motivated by temptation. All of my plans were executed with precision, fueled only by my desire to conquer my task. That was my father’s way of doing things and I had adopted his methods. I had modified them, made them better. I had been taught better. And yet everything else is moot until Alessandra becomes mine... Thoughts of her had swirled in my mind for most of the week, more so now that my plans for her were looming. The way she stood beside me that night, staring at me through the most gorgeous blue eyes. Haunted eyes that echoed more than she tried to hide. She loved the man her sister married. A tragic end to her love triangle and an open opportunity for me. This was the one thing that Massimo Rinaldi and I agreed on. Thoughts of how gorgeous she looked as she smoked my cigarette, her olive skin almost shimmering under the light of the half moon, a dress that left very little to the imagination. Every
*** Long Island, New York Alessandra "Can't believe the day is finally here. You're going to be Mrs. Moreno in a few hours." Diego stated, excitement in his voice that made me chuckle. I swallowed the unease that rushed through me at his words, blaming it on nerves rather than any other option. I couldn't back out now. Not when I was so close to my goal. "Yeah. And our agreement is going to be in full effect. We are still on the same page on that front, right?" Nervousness flamed up from within me as I waited with bated breath for his answer. My gaze fixated on our transformed backyard and the wedding planner's team of helpers who moved up and down to ensure perfection. Anything less usually means literal death...or at least a life of misery... "Of course, Alessa. You and I have the same beliefs. We have worked hard to get to where we are now. Nothing has changed. I'm sorry I couldn't meet up with you yesterday, reassure you that we are okay and that everything will be just fin