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I had yet to quit smiling, the past few months had been better than I could have ever imagined my life would be. Lucas had taken the news of becoming a dad better than I could have ever hoped for. Today we had found out at my monthly appointment that we were having a girl. I had assumed that Lucas would have wanted a boy but the moment they told us the baby was a girl his face had a huge grin plastered on it.

Looking in the bathroom mirror I placed my hand on my ever growing belly amazed at how big I had already grown. Of course, the nightgown I wore didn’t help much to hide the bump, the way it was cut only brought it out more. Lucas loved it. I sighed walking back to the bedroom wishing he was home.

The club had been taking up a lot more of his time than usual this week and it made me wonder just exactly what he was doing. I didn’t ask him anymore about his other life, I trusted that he would keep that side of his life away from me and the baby. The only thing I wanted

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Holy crap !totally didn’t expect her to shot him but at the same time her brother gone too far last couple times. She has to think of herself n her baby .
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