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46

Hope

I feel great. I feel accepted and I stand up for myself and it feels so good to be accepted even though it looks like I just force them to do so but I donโ€™t know I gave them a choice whether they should leave or not but they chose to stay and Iโ€™m not going to let them regret giving me chance to prove myself.

โ€œYou look happy.โ€ Nena said as she drive me to the company. Arthur is at the site so Nena is driving for me.

โ€œI am happy. What happen last night was nerve-racking but I manage to stood up and speak up. It was satisfying to see them silent and stay.โ€

โ€œI shouldโ€™ve witness that. I canโ€™t believe I didnโ€™t.โ€ She said as I told her all the details that happen last night.

I didnโ€™t even realize that weโ€™re already at the company but Iโ€™m still not done sharing her what happen last night. She laughs and it made me laugh too rem-incing what happen.

โ€œYou have a meeting today.โ€ Nena said as we get in the elevator. Sheโ€™s also one of my many secretaries and she keeps me organize.

I nodded
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  • His Mistressย ย ย 47

    47AliveI woke up with a foggy feeling. My whole body hurts like hell and when I open my eyes my vision is still blurry but I know Iโ€™m in the hospital because I know this feeling so damn well. I look at the ceiling and my eyes wander around the surrounding and when I saw my parents talking with Arthur while panicking all the memories gushing back to me.My brows creased as I try to remember what happen after the accident but I canโ€™t itโ€™s just making my head hurt.โ€œMy baby.โ€ I hold my stomach and was about to sit when I felt pain in my stomach and in my head. I hold my head and notice that wrap by a bandage.โ€œEmily!โ€ they all notice me and Arthur immediately went to me and made me return to lay on bed.โ€œW-what happen?โ€ I ask them as I felt scared. โ€œReign, whereโ€™s Reign. Sheโ€™s still inside me right?โ€Iโ€™m scared and nervous because thereโ€™s this feeling that sheโ€™s not here but I felt a slight hope and that whatโ€™s keeping me from going.Arthur shook his head and that made me lose my mind

    ์ตœ์‹  ์—…๋ฐ์ดํŠธ : 2022-08-07
  • His Mistressย ย ย 48

    48ReignDay by day I get better and my wound is healing and so does Reign. I always visit her in the morning but I’m not allowed to see her up close as she’s still incubated and I’m happy even though I can’t hold her. What’s important is she’s safe and getting better.“She’s so beautiful.” I’m not going to get tired of saying that. I can stand now and can walk on my own and it’s been three days since we’re admitted in this hospital and my parents chose to stay here in the US for the meantime and Arthur refuse to work and he’s always on my side and taking care of me and my parents don’t mind that he doesn’t work, they kind of like that he’s taking care of me and even though I’m kind of worried because he has work and his projects but I think some other engineer is taking over it and I heard it’s Nathan

    ์ตœ์‹  ์—…๋ฐ์ดํŠธ : 2022-08-08
  • His Mistressย ย ย 49 (Part 1)

    49 (Part 1)HealArthurโ€™s POVI donโ€™t know what to do without her and I canโ€™t lose her too, I canโ€™t take anymore losses in my life. I had enough of this. I just want Emily to be okay.Itโ€™s been hours when the doctors took Emily to the operating room and I havenโ€™t head from them yet. They say itโ€™s good because the surgery is going good and Iโ€™m hoping it will.โ€œArthur, you should rest. Itโ€™s been six hours and you havenโ€™t even eaten yet.โ€Emilyโ€™s mom give me food and water but I chose to stay outside the waiting room. I donโ€™t want to stay in the room alone I feel more at ease here. This way I will see people, it gives me hope when the doctors deliver the good news to them but it has a down side too, I also see them deliver bad news and I feel my body breaking thinking if that will happen to me too but Emily is strong, she will get through this like she get through all the obstacles life throws at her because thatโ€™s the Emily that I know.โ€œSheโ€™s strong.โ€ I whisper again and again until th

    ์ตœ์‹  ์—…๋ฐ์ดํŠธ : 2022-08-09
  • His Mistressย ย ย 49 (Part 2)

    49 (Part 2)Heal?TW: SexEmilyโ€™s POVโ€œI hate you!โ€ I start to throw my pillows at him as he walk inside the room. I hate him for being so emotionless, I feel like Iโ€™m the only one whoโ€™s mourning for Reignโ€™s death.How can he ask me questions like what do I want to do with Reignโ€™s body? Do I want to bury it or do I want to cremate it. I know I nodded when he ask if I want to cremate it but thatโ€™s because I donโ€™t want her to be far from me.โ€œYou donโ€™t care about anything. I feel like Iโ€™m the only one who cares for Reign. You move on so quickly, Iโ€™m the one whoโ€™s mourning.โ€ My tears began to fall as I ran out of pillow to throw at him and I sat weakly at the bed.โ€œWhat? Emily, Iโ€™m here for you. Everyday Iโ€™m here by your side and Iโ€™m mourning too but will how will we handle this situation when we both sulk inside the nursery? Iโ€™m in pain too I just donโ€™t want to show you because I know youโ€™re more in pain and I must stay strong for the both of us. We canโ€™t be dependent of other people wh

    ์ตœ์‹  ์—…๋ฐ์ดํŠธ : 2022-08-10
  • His Mistressย ย ย 50 (Part 1)

    50 (Part 1)Fly I wipe my tears as I change my clothes. Today is Reignโ€™s funeral and weโ€™re just having it in our backyard as Arthur prepare everything.After that night we havenโ€™t spoke to each other ever since and he wonโ€™t even look at me and as much as heโ€™s angry at me I am too. Iโ€™m in rage and right now I can say that we hate each other and I know my parents notice it but they didnโ€™t say anything about it.I bit my lips as I put on a black dress. I sigh as I hold my tummy Iโ€™m still not use to it (that Reign isnโ€™t here on my tummy and that sheโ€™s gone now). I ask myself every night on how to move on from this tragedy but I just canโ€™t think of anyway and I canโ€™t let her go because itโ€™s not that easy as Arthur and I already plan our future together with our daughter and losing Reign made our relationship weak and full of rage.I didnโ€™t bother to put some make up on and went to the table next to the bed and open the box that Iโ€™ve been keeping all the ultrasound picture I have. I also h

    ์ตœ์‹  ์—…๋ฐ์ดํŠธ : 2022-08-11
  • His Mistressย ย ย 50 (Part 2)

    50 (Part 2) Fly, Reign Arthurโ€™s POV โ€œEmily!โ€ When Emily collapsed on the ground while crying so hard all the fear came back when I saw her when she had an accident and when her stitch open. I was so scared that I couldnโ€™t move, I know I was to hard on her that I want to make it up to her but I was really pissed that night. โ€œOh my!โ€ Her parents immediately came running towards her and her dad made her stood up and ask me to carry Emily. I oblique and followed their direction as I donโ€™t know what to do at the moment. They gave her water while I stay by her side as she doesnโ€™t look my way while tears still fall from her eyes. โ€œYou should rest.โ€ I said while brushing the tears that fell on her cheeks. She put my hands away. โ€œI know, you donโ€™t have to tell me.โ€ She said and when her friends approach us they help her get to our room while Nathan sat beside me. โ€œHow are you holding up?โ€ People doesnโ€™t really get tired of asking me that huh? The thing is I donโ€™t even know what the hell

    ์ตœ์‹  ์—…๋ฐ์ดํŠธ : 2022-08-12
  • His Mistressย ย ย 51 (Part 1)

    51 (Part 1) Back Emilyโ€™s POV How can the time fly so fast? Itโ€™s just like yesterday that I found out that Iโ€™m pregnant and now Iโ€™m still stuck home but Arthur is going back to work. Last week we said our condolences to Reign now weโ€™re going on. Itโ€™s hard but has to be done. I know Arthur is giving me space because weโ€™re both hotheaded and we just fight when we talk, I donโ€™t know if this is better but I admit that this is making me worry especially that I wonโ€™t see him near, heโ€™ll be far from me and Iโ€™m scared that he would find someone better than me. Iโ€™m watching him get ready and Iโ€™m still in bed. Heโ€™s attention is on me now as I watch him dress but I immediately look away, I donโ€™t want to look clingy. I stood up on bed and went out of the room and went to the kitchen where Nena is. โ€œYouโ€™re up early.โ€ She pointed out. โ€œArthurโ€™s going back to work.โ€ She only raise her brows when I said that. โ€œIโ€™ll be bored here.โ€ She smirk when I cross my arms as I seat on the high chair. โ€œIt

    ์ตœ์‹  ์—…๋ฐ์ดํŠธ : 2022-08-12
  • His Mistressย ย ย 51 (Part 2)

    51 (Part 2)BackArthurโ€™s POVI donโ€™t know how to feel that Iโ€™m back to work. I keep thinking of Emily and what sheโ€™s doing right now, although sheโ€™s not the same as she was depress as she use to but Iโ€™m still donโ€™t like the feeling of being away with her but I know this is a good step for her to see that Iโ€™m doing my best to move on and maybe she will make some effort to do the same too.โ€œWhat are you doing here?โ€ My brows creased and I feel angry upon seeing her. Whatโ€™s between us is done and I shouldnโ€™t care what sheโ€™s doing here but upon seeing her smirking face I got so pissed.โ€œWhat? Am I forbidden here? Iโ€™m a client you know and thatโ€™s not how you treat a client.โ€ She smirk and slowly approach me. โ€œand I heard what happen between your daughter with Emily. My great condolences.โ€ She said it half meant.โ€œOf course youโ€™re here to say that.โ€ I grunt and started to walk on my way to my cubicle and which she followed me.โ€œPartly but Iโ€™m here to see how have you been. I know this migh

    ์ตœ์‹  ์—…๋ฐ์ดํŠธ : 2022-08-13

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  • His Mistressย ย ย 65

    65MomentEmilyโ€™s POVI touch my lips as I lay my back at the door. I just escape Arthur and stop myself from kissing him. I kind of embarrassed about that because Iโ€™m not a teenage girl who was going to kiss my crush. Iโ€™m over those stage and I am, Iโ€™m just forcing myself to believe it.I showered to get it out of my system but even after drying my hair and laying down in my bed I still canโ€™t get it out of my head. I keep turning and changing my position in bed but that doesnโ€™t help.I sigh and sit on my bed and look for things that I can do to distract myself and when I saw my luggage I immediately know what I will do.I start to unpack, yes I still havenโ€™t start unpacking even after weeks has passed but Iโ€™m doing it right now and it does kind of help because I keep fighting with myself of why did I bring such clothes instead of the good ones but who cares right? This is just for keeping me out from thinking about what happen earlier but when I saw a box I couldnโ€™t think straight.

  • His Mistressย ย ย 64

    64ProveEmilyโ€™s POVโ€œFuck.โ€ I moan as he touch my body. I feel hungry at his kisses that when he start kissing my lips I couldnโ€™t let go even though I need air and nor does he does.โ€œEmilyโ€ฆ fuck.โ€ he moans my name as he mould my breast using his hands while kissing my faces to my neck. He didnโ€™t just suck it but left small kisses every part of it. I can feel his hot breath thatโ€™s making me move around but his hands are in my stomach close to my womanhood thatโ€™s making me stay in place and I kind of admit that his hands are hot and itโ€™s burning every skin that he touch but I like itโ€ฆ no, I love it. I love every part of this hit steamy sex weโ€™re having after in a while.Iโ€™m sweating as hell and I can feel it dripping from my forehead but I couldnโ€™t care much as soon as I touch his chest and he lay on top of and didnโ€™t even warn me that heโ€™s putting his manhood inside of me.โ€œOh, Yes!โ€ I moan as he started moving on top of me and I canโ€™t help but to bite my lips as I watch his hands in

  • His Mistressย ย ย 63

    63MistakesEmily’s POV“I don’t seem to be improving.” I pouted at Nena. Yes, I started cooking once again. I’m getting tired of staying in my room and Nena’s back so might as well use this time to learn cooking… for myself.Nena chuckled and help me instead. “You’re still learning but you’ll go there.”“Cooking isn’t for everyone and maybe I’m part of that population.”Mom and Dad went out for work early and as much as I want to cook for them I know they are escaping my cooking because every dinner it’s what we eat and I don’t know if I should be angry about that but I know I’m not good yet and I appreciate them for eating my food… even though it taste like crap.“Why aren’t you sa

  • His Mistressย ย ย 62

    62ShockEmily’s POVInhaling the air when the moment you land stepping out of the airplane feels weird… maybe because I didn’t expect to come home for something like this? Media is the last thing I’m worried about right now because they don’t really know that I’m coming back home after the controversy. Well, how would they know? Even I didn’t know that I will be coming home here alone… not technically alone Nena is here getting our luggage alone while I am busy with my phone.“Can you pick me up?” The moment I call my friends I know they will know that something is wrong but I don’t want to commute and either way I’m going to meet them might as well ask them to fetch us.“You? Where are you?” Jessie answered and there was a long pause between us. “D-don’t

  • His Mistressย ย ย 61

    61 Just in timeEmily’s POV“Nena. He’s divorce and it’s been two months and he didn’t even tell me.” My tears started to fall and Nena couldn’t believe it either that she had to check the paper that I read and when I saw her dread face I immediately knew that I was right.“Maybe he just couldn’t find the right time to tell you. Don’t cry now.” She said but I shook my head.I didn’t talk even after Nena talk to me and try to stop me from crying but when the door open again and he saw us his eyes widen and stuck on his feet.“Can I have the time alone with Emily?” Arthur said and Nena was hesitant but couldn’t do anything and leave. She whispered that everything will be alright but I don’t think so, and she left it’s just me and Arthur now.

  • His Mistressย ย ย 60

    60AlreadyEmilyโ€™s POVThe first thing I did when I walk inside is examine the house, I donโ€™t know what to feel upon seeing the mostly empty houseโ€ฆ no not empty but heโ€™s not here which only means he doesnโ€™t care about me or where Iโ€™ve been.โ€œAre you okay? Why do you look so gloomy?โ€ The question Nena ask made me scowl at her. โ€œSorry, Iโ€™m just worried.โ€ She said upon seeing my reaction.โ€œWhere is he?โ€ The living room is now clean probably thank to Nena. When I look at it the image of us fighting is still vivid in my mind and I couldnโ€™t help but look away.โ€œHeโ€™s gone to work. Iโ€™m sorry.โ€โ€œYou donโ€™t need to be sorry Nena. Itโ€™s our relationship and I should be the one whoโ€™s sorry that youโ€™re seeing us like this. We used to get along really well but I guess weโ€™ve change and a lot have change for the past months.โ€Itโ€™s been a rough year for me and I donโ€™t even know how to take it all in and I donโ€™t know what Iโ€™ve been doing but whatever it is itโ€™s working. Arthur and I are somewhat similar

  • His Mistressย ย ย 59

    59ProtectTW: Blood, attempted suicideEmilyโ€™s POVโ€œWhat happen? I heard the employees talking about you having a fight with Bella?โ€ It took him long enough to arrive home. Iโ€™m drinking my wine and standing in front of the window while looking at the backyard.โ€œIโ€™m tired Arthur, can we talk another time?โ€ I try to stay calm even though I want to through my wine glass at him. Iโ€™m holding the necklace I pulled out of Bellaโ€™s neck earlier and Iโ€™m holding it tightly.โ€œEmily, did you fire her?โ€I close my eyes tightly. He wonโ€™t listen wonโ€™t he? โ€œYes, so what? Sheโ€™s not useful to the company and I wanted her gone because you wonโ€™t do anything and you keep tolerating her and Iโ€™m tired of seeing that.โ€โ€œEmily!โ€My brows creased and face him. โ€œWhy are you angry? Did you like her? Is that why you gave our necklace to her?! It has our daughter inside Arthur! How could you?โ€ I throw the necklace to him that made in shock but catch it. โ€œYou like her didnโ€™t you? Is she the woman you slept with whe

  • His Mistressย ย ย 58

    58TeaseEmilyโ€™s POVโ€œYou will eventually need to talk to me, Emily. This isnโ€™t how we solve our problem. Remember what we told each other? That communication is the key when weโ€™re fighting but now youโ€™re the one whoโ€™s not talking to me.โ€I gave him a death glare. โ€œWe wonโ€™t be fighting if I hadnโ€™t caught you having a kiss mark on your neck! I even smell a girl perfume on you! And you canโ€™t answer to that! How am I going to process everything and talk to you and how dare you blame this all on me? You put this on yourself and you didnโ€™t go home!โ€โ€œIf I only I didnโ€™t caught you in a seclude area with that James, we wouldnโ€™t be fighting like this!โ€โ€œSo, itโ€™s my fault now? It was your choice to leave and spent the night somewhere so donโ€™t you dare blame it all on me!โ€โ€œI didnโ€™t cheat on you.โ€ His voice became softer and his eyes looks like heโ€™s pleading me to stop fighting with him but how could I when Iโ€™m also confuse and scared that he might really slept with someone I didnโ€™t know.โ€œBut

  • His Mistressย ย ย 57

    57ArriveEmilyโ€™s POVI didnโ€™t even realize that I feel asleep in the nursery while waiting for Arthur to arrive but only this time I donโ€™t see him.As soon as I wake up I went to our room but heโ€™s not there and there were no sign of him going home. I even ask Nena but no Arthur didnโ€™t come home. Itโ€™s making me anxious because I havenโ€™t heard from hear and Iโ€™m thinking that heโ€™s in n accident or in a bar lying on the floor because of drunkenness or with a girl probably with Bella and I hate thinking about it.I donโ€™t even know whatโ€™s worse, if he has been in an accident or with Bella in a hotel, in bed tangled up in each other. I gulp and start walking back in forth.โ€œWhere do you think he is?โ€ I ask Nena while sheโ€™s preparing breakfast.โ€œOhm, I donโ€™t know. I donโ€™t have any idea.โ€ I scoff at Nenaโ€™s answer I know sheโ€™s choosing the best answer to make me feel at ease but that didnโ€™t make me any better.โ€œYou think heโ€™s safe? Or with a girl? Please pick.โ€ I said while biting my lips stil

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