47AliveI woke up with a foggy feeling. My whole body hurts like hell and when I open my eyes my vision is still blurry but I know Iโm in the hospital because I know this feeling so damn well. I look at the ceiling and my eyes wander around the surrounding and when I saw my parents talking with Arthur while panicking all the memories gushing back to me.My brows creased as I try to remember what happen after the accident but I canโt itโs just making my head hurt.โMy baby.โ I hold my stomach and was about to sit when I felt pain in my stomach and in my head. I hold my head and notice that wrap by a bandage.โEmily!โ they all notice me and Arthur immediately went to me and made me return to lay on bed.โW-what happen?โ I ask them as I felt scared. โReign, whereโs Reign. Sheโs still inside me right?โIโm scared and nervous because thereโs this feeling that sheโs not here but I felt a slight hope and that whatโs keeping me from going.Arthur shook his head and that made me lose my mind
48ReignDay by day I get better and my wound is healing and so does Reign. I always visit her in the morning but I’m not allowed to see her up close as she’s still incubated and I’m happy even though I can’t hold her. What’s important is she’s safe and getting better.“She’s so beautiful.” I’m not going to get tired of saying that. I can stand now and can walk on my own and it’s been three days since we’re admitted in this hospital and my parents chose to stay here in the US for the meantime and Arthur refuse to work and he’s always on my side and taking care of me and my parents don’t mind that he doesn’t work, they kind of like that he’s taking care of me and even though I’m kind of worried because he has work and his projects but I think some other engineer is taking over it and I heard it’s Nathan
49 (Part 1)HealArthurโs POVI donโt know what to do without her and I canโt lose her too, I canโt take anymore losses in my life. I had enough of this. I just want Emily to be okay.Itโs been hours when the doctors took Emily to the operating room and I havenโt head from them yet. They say itโs good because the surgery is going good and Iโm hoping it will.โArthur, you should rest. Itโs been six hours and you havenโt even eaten yet.โEmilyโs mom give me food and water but I chose to stay outside the waiting room. I donโt want to stay in the room alone I feel more at ease here. This way I will see people, it gives me hope when the doctors deliver the good news to them but it has a down side too, I also see them deliver bad news and I feel my body breaking thinking if that will happen to me too but Emily is strong, she will get through this like she get through all the obstacles life throws at her because thatโs the Emily that I know.โSheโs strong.โ I whisper again and again until th
49 (Part 2)Heal?TW: SexEmilyโs POVโI hate you!โ I start to throw my pillows at him as he walk inside the room. I hate him for being so emotionless, I feel like Iโm the only one whoโs mourning for Reignโs death.How can he ask me questions like what do I want to do with Reignโs body? Do I want to bury it or do I want to cremate it. I know I nodded when he ask if I want to cremate it but thatโs because I donโt want her to be far from me.โYou donโt care about anything. I feel like Iโm the only one who cares for Reign. You move on so quickly, Iโm the one whoโs mourning.โ My tears began to fall as I ran out of pillow to throw at him and I sat weakly at the bed.โWhat? Emily, Iโm here for you. Everyday Iโm here by your side and Iโm mourning too but will how will we handle this situation when we both sulk inside the nursery? Iโm in pain too I just donโt want to show you because I know youโre more in pain and I must stay strong for the both of us. We canโt be dependent of other people wh
50 (Part 1)Fly I wipe my tears as I change my clothes. Today is Reignโs funeral and weโre just having it in our backyard as Arthur prepare everything.After that night we havenโt spoke to each other ever since and he wonโt even look at me and as much as heโs angry at me I am too. Iโm in rage and right now I can say that we hate each other and I know my parents notice it but they didnโt say anything about it.I bit my lips as I put on a black dress. I sigh as I hold my tummy Iโm still not use to it (that Reign isnโt here on my tummy and that sheโs gone now). I ask myself every night on how to move on from this tragedy but I just canโt think of anyway and I canโt let her go because itโs not that easy as Arthur and I already plan our future together with our daughter and losing Reign made our relationship weak and full of rage.I didnโt bother to put some make up on and went to the table next to the bed and open the box that Iโve been keeping all the ultrasound picture I have. I also h
50 (Part 2) Fly, Reign Arthurโs POV โEmily!โ When Emily collapsed on the ground while crying so hard all the fear came back when I saw her when she had an accident and when her stitch open. I was so scared that I couldnโt move, I know I was to hard on her that I want to make it up to her but I was really pissed that night. โOh my!โ Her parents immediately came running towards her and her dad made her stood up and ask me to carry Emily. I oblique and followed their direction as I donโt know what to do at the moment. They gave her water while I stay by her side as she doesnโt look my way while tears still fall from her eyes. โYou should rest.โ I said while brushing the tears that fell on her cheeks. She put my hands away. โI know, you donโt have to tell me.โ She said and when her friends approach us they help her get to our room while Nathan sat beside me. โHow are you holding up?โ People doesnโt really get tired of asking me that huh? The thing is I donโt even know what the hell
51 (Part 1) Back Emilyโs POV How can the time fly so fast? Itโs just like yesterday that I found out that Iโm pregnant and now Iโm still stuck home but Arthur is going back to work. Last week we said our condolences to Reign now weโre going on. Itโs hard but has to be done. I know Arthur is giving me space because weโre both hotheaded and we just fight when we talk, I donโt know if this is better but I admit that this is making me worry especially that I wonโt see him near, heโll be far from me and Iโm scared that he would find someone better than me. Iโm watching him get ready and Iโm still in bed. Heโs attention is on me now as I watch him dress but I immediately look away, I donโt want to look clingy. I stood up on bed and went out of the room and went to the kitchen where Nena is. โYouโre up early.โ She pointed out. โArthurโs going back to work.โ She only raise her brows when I said that. โIโll be bored here.โ She smirk when I cross my arms as I seat on the high chair. โIt
51 (Part 2)BackArthurโs POVI donโt know how to feel that Iโm back to work. I keep thinking of Emily and what sheโs doing right now, although sheโs not the same as she was depress as she use to but Iโm still donโt like the feeling of being away with her but I know this is a good step for her to see that Iโm doing my best to move on and maybe she will make some effort to do the same too.โWhat are you doing here?โ My brows creased and I feel angry upon seeing her. Whatโs between us is done and I shouldnโt care what sheโs doing here but upon seeing her smirking face I got so pissed.โWhat? Am I forbidden here? Iโm a client you know and thatโs not how you treat a client.โ She smirk and slowly approach me. โand I heard what happen between your daughter with Emily. My great condolences.โ She said it half meant.โOf course youโre here to say that.โ I grunt and started to walk on my way to my cubicle and which she followed me.โPartly but Iโm here to see how have you been. I know this migh
65MomentEmilyโs POVI touch my lips as I lay my back at the door. I just escape Arthur and stop myself from kissing him. I kind of embarrassed about that because Iโm not a teenage girl who was going to kiss my crush. Iโm over those stage and I am, Iโm just forcing myself to believe it.I showered to get it out of my system but even after drying my hair and laying down in my bed I still canโt get it out of my head. I keep turning and changing my position in bed but that doesnโt help.I sigh and sit on my bed and look for things that I can do to distract myself and when I saw my luggage I immediately know what I will do.I start to unpack, yes I still havenโt start unpacking even after weeks has passed but Iโm doing it right now and it does kind of help because I keep fighting with myself of why did I bring such clothes instead of the good ones but who cares right? This is just for keeping me out from thinking about what happen earlier but when I saw a box I couldnโt think straight.
64ProveEmilyโs POVโFuck.โ I moan as he touch my body. I feel hungry at his kisses that when he start kissing my lips I couldnโt let go even though I need air and nor does he does.โEmilyโฆ fuck.โ he moans my name as he mould my breast using his hands while kissing my faces to my neck. He didnโt just suck it but left small kisses every part of it. I can feel his hot breath thatโs making me move around but his hands are in my stomach close to my womanhood thatโs making me stay in place and I kind of admit that his hands are hot and itโs burning every skin that he touch but I like itโฆ no, I love it. I love every part of this hit steamy sex weโre having after in a while.Iโm sweating as hell and I can feel it dripping from my forehead but I couldnโt care much as soon as I touch his chest and he lay on top of and didnโt even warn me that heโs putting his manhood inside of me.โOh, Yes!โ I moan as he started moving on top of me and I canโt help but to bite my lips as I watch his hands in
63MistakesEmily’s POV“I don’t seem to be improving.” I pouted at Nena. Yes, I started cooking once again. I’m getting tired of staying in my room and Nena’s back so might as well use this time to learn cooking… for myself.Nena chuckled and help me instead. “You’re still learning but you’ll go there.”“Cooking isn’t for everyone and maybe I’m part of that population.”Mom and Dad went out for work early and as much as I want to cook for them I know they are escaping my cooking because every dinner it’s what we eat and I don’t know if I should be angry about that but I know I’m not good yet and I appreciate them for eating my food… even though it taste like crap.“Why aren’t you sa
62ShockEmily’s POVInhaling the air when the moment you land stepping out of the airplane feels weird… maybe because I didn’t expect to come home for something like this? Media is the last thing I’m worried about right now because they don’t really know that I’m coming back home after the controversy. Well, how would they know? Even I didn’t know that I will be coming home here alone… not technically alone Nena is here getting our luggage alone while I am busy with my phone.“Can you pick me up?” The moment I call my friends I know they will know that something is wrong but I don’t want to commute and either way I’m going to meet them might as well ask them to fetch us.“You? Where are you?” Jessie answered and there was a long pause between us. “D-don’t
61 Just in timeEmily’s POV“Nena. He’s divorce and it’s been two months and he didn’t even tell me.” My tears started to fall and Nena couldn’t believe it either that she had to check the paper that I read and when I saw her dread face I immediately knew that I was right.“Maybe he just couldn’t find the right time to tell you. Don’t cry now.” She said but I shook my head.I didn’t talk even after Nena talk to me and try to stop me from crying but when the door open again and he saw us his eyes widen and stuck on his feet.“Can I have the time alone with Emily?” Arthur said and Nena was hesitant but couldn’t do anything and leave. She whispered that everything will be alright but I don’t think so, and she left it’s just me and Arthur now.
60AlreadyEmilyโs POVThe first thing I did when I walk inside is examine the house, I donโt know what to feel upon seeing the mostly empty houseโฆ no not empty but heโs not here which only means he doesnโt care about me or where Iโve been.โAre you okay? Why do you look so gloomy?โ The question Nena ask made me scowl at her. โSorry, Iโm just worried.โ She said upon seeing my reaction.โWhere is he?โ The living room is now clean probably thank to Nena. When I look at it the image of us fighting is still vivid in my mind and I couldnโt help but look away.โHeโs gone to work. Iโm sorry.โโYou donโt need to be sorry Nena. Itโs our relationship and I should be the one whoโs sorry that youโre seeing us like this. We used to get along really well but I guess weโve change and a lot have change for the past months.โItโs been a rough year for me and I donโt even know how to take it all in and I donโt know what Iโve been doing but whatever it is itโs working. Arthur and I are somewhat similar
59ProtectTW: Blood, attempted suicideEmilyโs POVโWhat happen? I heard the employees talking about you having a fight with Bella?โ It took him long enough to arrive home. Iโm drinking my wine and standing in front of the window while looking at the backyard.โIโm tired Arthur, can we talk another time?โ I try to stay calm even though I want to through my wine glass at him. Iโm holding the necklace I pulled out of Bellaโs neck earlier and Iโm holding it tightly.โEmily, did you fire her?โI close my eyes tightly. He wonโt listen wonโt he? โYes, so what? Sheโs not useful to the company and I wanted her gone because you wonโt do anything and you keep tolerating her and Iโm tired of seeing that.โโEmily!โMy brows creased and face him. โWhy are you angry? Did you like her? Is that why you gave our necklace to her?! It has our daughter inside Arthur! How could you?โ I throw the necklace to him that made in shock but catch it. โYou like her didnโt you? Is she the woman you slept with whe
58TeaseEmilyโs POVโYou will eventually need to talk to me, Emily. This isnโt how we solve our problem. Remember what we told each other? That communication is the key when weโre fighting but now youโre the one whoโs not talking to me.โI gave him a death glare. โWe wonโt be fighting if I hadnโt caught you having a kiss mark on your neck! I even smell a girl perfume on you! And you canโt answer to that! How am I going to process everything and talk to you and how dare you blame this all on me? You put this on yourself and you didnโt go home!โโIf I only I didnโt caught you in a seclude area with that James, we wouldnโt be fighting like this!โโSo, itโs my fault now? It was your choice to leave and spent the night somewhere so donโt you dare blame it all on me!โโI didnโt cheat on you.โ His voice became softer and his eyes looks like heโs pleading me to stop fighting with him but how could I when Iโm also confuse and scared that he might really slept with someone I didnโt know.โBut
57ArriveEmilyโs POVI didnโt even realize that I feel asleep in the nursery while waiting for Arthur to arrive but only this time I donโt see him.As soon as I wake up I went to our room but heโs not there and there were no sign of him going home. I even ask Nena but no Arthur didnโt come home. Itโs making me anxious because I havenโt heard from hear and Iโm thinking that heโs in n accident or in a bar lying on the floor because of drunkenness or with a girl probably with Bella and I hate thinking about it.I donโt even know whatโs worse, if he has been in an accident or with Bella in a hotel, in bed tangled up in each other. I gulp and start walking back in forth.โWhere do you think he is?โ I ask Nena while sheโs preparing breakfast.โOhm, I donโt know. I donโt have any idea.โ I scoff at Nenaโs answer I know sheโs choosing the best answer to make me feel at ease but that didnโt make me any better.โYou think heโs safe? Or with a girl? Please pick.โ I said while biting my lips stil