51 (Part 1) Back Emily’s POV How can the time fly so fast? It’s just like yesterday that I found out that I’m pregnant and now I’m still stuck home but Arthur is going back to work. Last week we said our condolences to Reign now we’re going on. It’s hard but has to be done. I know Arthur is giving me space because we’re both hotheaded and we just fight when we talk, I don’t know if this is better but I admit that this is making me worry especially that I won’t see him near, he’ll be far from me and I’m scared that he would find someone better than me. I’m watching him get ready and I’m still in bed. He’s attention is on me now as I watch him dress but I immediately look away, I don’t want to look clingy. I stood up on bed and went out of the room and went to the kitchen where Nena is. “You’re up early.” She pointed out. “Arthur’s going back to work.” She only raise her brows when I said that. “I’ll be bored here.” She smirk when I cross my arms as I seat on the high chair. “It
51 (Part 2)BackArthur’s POVI don’t know how to feel that I’m back to work. I keep thinking of Emily and what she’s doing right now, although she’s not the same as she was depress as she use to but I’m still don’t like the feeling of being away with her but I know this is a good step for her to see that I’m doing my best to move on and maybe she will make some effort to do the same too.“What are you doing here?” My brows creased and I feel angry upon seeing her. What’s between us is done and I shouldn’t care what she’s doing here but upon seeing her smirking face I got so pissed.“What? Am I forbidden here? I’m a client you know and that’s not how you treat a client.” She smirk and slowly approach me. “and I heard what happen between your daughter with Emily. My great condolences.” She said it half meant.“Of course you’re here to say that.” I grunt and started to walk on my way to my cubicle and which she followed me.“Partly but I’m here to see how have you been. I know this migh
52 (Part 1)OutArthur’s POVI thought she’s getting better but seeing her out in the backyard while sitting on the ground is making me rethink everything. I’ve been hearing her cry every night too. She thinks she’s being sneaky by going to the bathroom but what she doesn’t now is that I can hear her. There were times that I want to go to her but every time I do I stop it because I know she needs space too and she doesn’t want me to see her crying. Instead when she comes back to bed I hug her tightly and I would kiss her forehead while humming for her to sleep. We might not talk about it but we both know she’s still unwell and depress and she can’t hide it even if she want to. She has been seeing a therapist and I think that helps too but it’s a slow process and we have to be patient.“Should I skip work? I don’t think she’s going to fine here alone.” I cross my arms and look at Nena.“Emily is a strong woman and I know you think she’s fragile but you have to be consistent on the deci
52 (Part 2)OutEmily’s POVI walk back and forth in the front door while waiting for Arthur to return. I’m nervous and it’s been like this since this afternoon and I don’t know why and the nervousness added up when Arthur haven’t return eve after I ate dinner together with Nena.“Emily, you should really stay inside. It’s getting cold and you might catch a cold. I’m sure Arthur will come home any second now.”“Nena, I have a bad feeling about this. Arthur don’t go home this late. He haven’t called to say that he’s going to be late.” I bit my lips as I keep imagining scenarios on my head.“Maybe he has a lot of work and didn’t realize it’s late.”“Do you actually believe that? He’s time concision and I have a bad feeling about this and you know about girl’s instincts, it’s rarely wrong.”She sigh and hold my shoulders. “Then, we should wait outside. You can’t do anything outside it will only make you sick.” Nena manage to drag me inside and made me sit on the couch, she went to the ki
53 (Part 1)FlashbackArthur’s POV“I’ll have to pass, my wife is waiting for me back home.” Once again my co-workers ask me to come at the bar with them. I constantly decline as I’m not as I use to be but they won’t leave me alone.“You can’t pass again Engineer. You said you’ll come next time well this is the next time. I’m sure your wife would understand.” the other engineer agree with Eng. Bella but I can’t take off my eyes with her hands on my arms. I told her many times not to touch me like that but she won’t listen.“Fine, but I’ll go home after a few shots.” I said.We were on the way to the bar and I was about to text Emily about my plan this evening but I notice that my battery died down and I have no way to charge my phone right now. I sigh and wanted to go home right away but my co-worker cornered me and I didn’t have a choice and come with them.“Whoooo!” My forehead crease when we enter the bar and sit on the couch as Eng. Bella sat beside me and smile devilishly at me.
53 (Part 2)GuiltyArthur’s POVI was left dumbfounded when I wake up and all the memories came gushing to me. How could we be like this kind of couple? We should truth each other and be there for one another but we’re fighting crazily for a girl that’s not even interest me but I can’t blame her as that girl is crazy but I just hate it when she doesn’t trust me, she should because that’s what make our relationship strong.“Babe.” I call Emily when she got out of the bathroom. “Are you going somewhere? You don’t have work today.”She didn’t say anything and went inside the walk in closet. I sigh and get up from the bed and I follower her. When I open the door and enter her brows frown but I didn’t say anything and hug her from behind and rest my chin to her shoulders. “I’m sorry.&rdquo
54 Smile and touch Emily’s POV “Are you going out again?” Arthur ask when I get up from bed early. “Nope, I decided to came back to work.” I smile but it shock him that it open his eyes wide. “You don’t seem pleased. You don’t like it when I’m near?” “No, it’s not that. I’m just worried. Are you sure that you can handle it already?” “I know that you think I’m weak but I’m done with the crying and mourning. I’m still sad but as you said we have to move on and this is my way of trying too. We can see each other more often and eat together.” He nodded and get up in bed too. “In that case let’s wash up.” He smirk and remove his shorts. My eyes widen when he start to approach me. “Together?” He didn’t reply and carried me to his shoulders that made half of my body upside down. “Yes.” He bit my hips that made me giggle and he even smack my butt. “Arthur!” I giggle when we arrive at the bathroom and he put me down. “Strip.” He said and look at me seriously that made me nervous wh
55ComeEmily’s POV“Don’t even start.” I glaringly look at Arthur. He seem to be enjoying this but I don’t I hate that I have to speak up like that, isn’t that suppose to be common sense? And how can a person be like that? I’m not even like that when I was being a mistress to Arthur but no, she’s not a mistress and I surely hope she won’t be because I don’t know what I will do if she will be.“I can’t help it. I’m impress.”“You’re impress?” I scoff as I enter the house and put my bag on the coach and face him. “You couldn’t handle that yourself or you refuse to handle it that I had to step in and I hate it. People were looking and we were attracting attention and I know you would say that I could lower my voice but I couldn’t, I was in rage and all those words just came out of my mouth but every words I said is true and I mean those and please behave yourself if you don’t want me to kill someone.”I know saying such things makes me aggressive and a psycho partner but at this point I
65MomentEmily’s POVI touch my lips as I lay my back at the door. I just escape Arthur and stop myself from kissing him. I kind of embarrassed about that because I’m not a teenage girl who was going to kiss my crush. I’m over those stage and I am, I’m just forcing myself to believe it.I showered to get it out of my system but even after drying my hair and laying down in my bed I still can’t get it out of my head. I keep turning and changing my position in bed but that doesn’t help.I sigh and sit on my bed and look for things that I can do to distract myself and when I saw my luggage I immediately know what I will do.I start to unpack, yes I still haven’t start unpacking even after weeks has passed but I’m doing it right now and it does kind of help because I keep fighting with myself of why did I bring such clothes instead of the good ones but who cares right? This is just for keeping me out from thinking about what happen earlier but when I saw a box I couldn’t think straight.
64ProveEmily’s POV“Fuck.” I moan as he touch my body. I feel hungry at his kisses that when he start kissing my lips I couldn’t let go even though I need air and nor does he does.“Emily… fuck.” he moans my name as he mould my breast using his hands while kissing my faces to my neck. He didn’t just suck it but left small kisses every part of it. I can feel his hot breath that’s making me move around but his hands are in my stomach close to my womanhood that’s making me stay in place and I kind of admit that his hands are hot and it’s burning every skin that he touch but I like it… no, I love it. I love every part of this hit steamy sex we’re having after in a while.I’m sweating as hell and I can feel it dripping from my forehead but I couldn’t care much as soon as I touch his chest and he lay on top of and didn’t even warn me that he’s putting his manhood inside of me.“Oh, Yes!” I moan as he started moving on top of me and I can’t help but to bite my lips as I watch his hands in
63MistakesEmily’s POV“I don’t seem to be improving.” I pouted at Nena. Yes, I started cooking once again. I’m getting tired of staying in my room and Nena’s back so might as well use this time to learn cooking… for myself.Nena chuckled and help me instead. “You’re still learning but you’ll go there.”“Cooking isn’t for everyone and maybe I’m part of that population.”Mom and Dad went out for work early and as much as I want to cook for them I know they are escaping my cooking because every dinner it’s what we eat and I don’t know if I should be angry about that but I know I’m not good yet and I appreciate them for eating my food… even though it taste like crap.“Why aren’t you sa
62ShockEmily’s POVInhaling the air when the moment you land stepping out of the airplane feels weird… maybe because I didn’t expect to come home for something like this? Media is the last thing I’m worried about right now because they don’t really know that I’m coming back home after the controversy. Well, how would they know? Even I didn’t know that I will be coming home here alone… not technically alone Nena is here getting our luggage alone while I am busy with my phone.“Can you pick me up?” The moment I call my friends I know they will know that something is wrong but I don’t want to commute and either way I’m going to meet them might as well ask them to fetch us.“You? Where are you?” Jessie answered and there was a long pause between us. “D-don’t
61 Just in timeEmily’s POV“Nena. He’s divorce and it’s been two months and he didn’t even tell me.” My tears started to fall and Nena couldn’t believe it either that she had to check the paper that I read and when I saw her dread face I immediately knew that I was right.“Maybe he just couldn’t find the right time to tell you. Don’t cry now.” She said but I shook my head.I didn’t talk even after Nena talk to me and try to stop me from crying but when the door open again and he saw us his eyes widen and stuck on his feet.“Can I have the time alone with Emily?” Arthur said and Nena was hesitant but couldn’t do anything and leave. She whispered that everything will be alright but I don’t think so, and she left it’s just me and Arthur now.
60AlreadyEmily’s POVThe first thing I did when I walk inside is examine the house, I don’t know what to feel upon seeing the mostly empty house… no not empty but he’s not here which only means he doesn’t care about me or where I’ve been.“Are you okay? Why do you look so gloomy?” The question Nena ask made me scowl at her. “Sorry, I’m just worried.” She said upon seeing my reaction.“Where is he?” The living room is now clean probably thank to Nena. When I look at it the image of us fighting is still vivid in my mind and I couldn’t help but look away.“He’s gone to work. I’m sorry.”“You don’t need to be sorry Nena. It’s our relationship and I should be the one who’s sorry that you’re seeing us like this. We used to get along really well but I guess we’ve change and a lot have change for the past months.”It’s been a rough year for me and I don’t even know how to take it all in and I don’t know what I’ve been doing but whatever it is it’s working. Arthur and I are somewhat similar
59ProtectTW: Blood, attempted suicideEmily’s POV“What happen? I heard the employees talking about you having a fight with Bella?” It took him long enough to arrive home. I’m drinking my wine and standing in front of the window while looking at the backyard.“I’m tired Arthur, can we talk another time?” I try to stay calm even though I want to through my wine glass at him. I’m holding the necklace I pulled out of Bella’s neck earlier and I’m holding it tightly.“Emily, did you fire her?”I close my eyes tightly. He won’t listen won’t he? “Yes, so what? She’s not useful to the company and I wanted her gone because you won’t do anything and you keep tolerating her and I’m tired of seeing that.”“Emily!”My brows creased and face him. “Why are you angry? Did you like her? Is that why you gave our necklace to her?! It has our daughter inside Arthur! How could you?” I throw the necklace to him that made in shock but catch it. “You like her didn’t you? Is she the woman you slept with whe
58TeaseEmily’s POV“You will eventually need to talk to me, Emily. This isn’t how we solve our problem. Remember what we told each other? That communication is the key when we’re fighting but now you’re the one who’s not talking to me.”I gave him a death glare. “We won’t be fighting if I hadn’t caught you having a kiss mark on your neck! I even smell a girl perfume on you! And you can’t answer to that! How am I going to process everything and talk to you and how dare you blame this all on me? You put this on yourself and you didn’t go home!”“If I only I didn’t caught you in a seclude area with that James, we wouldn’t be fighting like this!”“So, it’s my fault now? It was your choice to leave and spent the night somewhere so don’t you dare blame it all on me!”“I didn’t cheat on you.” His voice became softer and his eyes looks like he’s pleading me to stop fighting with him but how could I when I’m also confuse and scared that he might really slept with someone I didn’t know.“But
57ArriveEmily’s POVI didn’t even realize that I feel asleep in the nursery while waiting for Arthur to arrive but only this time I don’t see him.As soon as I wake up I went to our room but he’s not there and there were no sign of him going home. I even ask Nena but no Arthur didn’t come home. It’s making me anxious because I haven’t heard from hear and I’m thinking that he’s in n accident or in a bar lying on the floor because of drunkenness or with a girl probably with Bella and I hate thinking about it.I don’t even know what’s worse, if he has been in an accident or with Bella in a hotel, in bed tangled up in each other. I gulp and start walking back in forth.“Where do you think he is?” I ask Nena while she’s preparing breakfast.“Ohm, I don’t know. I don’t have any idea.” I scoff at Nena’s answer I know she’s choosing the best answer to make me feel at ease but that didn’t make me any better.“You think he’s safe? Or with a girl? Please pick.” I said while biting my lips stil