53 (Part 2)
Guilty
Arthur’s POV
I was left dumbfounded when I wake up and all the memories came gushing to me. How could we be like this kind of couple? We should truth each other and be there for one another but we’re fighting crazily for a girl that’s not even interest me but I can’t blame her as that girl is crazy but I just hate it when she doesn’t trust me, she should because that’s what make our relationship strong.
“Babe.” I call Emily when she got out of the bathroom. “Are you going somewhere? You don’t have work today.”
She didn’t say anything and went inside the walk in closet. I sigh and get up from the bed and I follower her. When I open the door and enter her brows frown but I didn’t say anything and hug her from behind and rest my chin to her shoulders. “I’m sorry.&rdquo
54 Smile and touch Emilyโs POV โAre you going out again?โ Arthur ask when I get up from bed early. โNope, I decided to came back to work.โ I smile but it shock him that it open his eyes wide. โYou donโt seem pleased. You donโt like it when Iโm near?โ โNo, itโs not that. Iโm just worried. Are you sure that you can handle it already?โ โI know that you think Iโm weak but Iโm done with the crying and mourning. Iโm still sad but as you said we have to move on and this is my way of trying too. We can see each other more often and eat together.โ He nodded and get up in bed too. โIn that case letโs wash up.โ He smirk and remove his shorts. My eyes widen when he start to approach me. โTogether?โ He didnโt reply and carried me to his shoulders that made half of my body upside down. โYes.โ He bit my hips that made me giggle and he even smack my butt. โArthur!โ I giggle when we arrive at the bathroom and he put me down. โStrip.โ He said and look at me seriously that made me nervous wh
55ComeEmilyโs POVโDonโt even start.โ I glaringly look at Arthur. He seem to be enjoying this but I donโt I hate that I have to speak up like that, isnโt that suppose to be common sense? And how can a person be like that? Iโm not even like that when I was being a mistress to Arthur but no, sheโs not a mistress and I surely hope she wonโt be because I donโt know what I will do if she will be.โI canโt help it. Iโm impress.โโYouโre impress?โ I scoff as I enter the house and put my bag on the coach and face him. โYou couldnโt handle that yourself or you refuse to handle it that I had to step in and I hate it. People were looking and we were attracting attention and I know you would say that I could lower my voice but I couldnโt, I was in rage and all those words just came out of my mouth but every words I said is true and I mean those and please behave yourself if you donโt want me to kill someone.โI know saying such things makes me aggressive and a psycho partner but at this point I
56Deny Arthurโs POVโWhat is she doing?โ I whisper as I saw Emily combing her hair using his fingers while her head is tilted while talking to a man whoโs not familiar in my eyes. โShe looks like sheโs flirting.โ I said to myself.I look at them intently and when Emily notice that I was looking at them she smile at me and said something to the guy and went to me. โWhy are you looking at us like that?โ She ask with a smile on her face.โAre you flirting in front of me and in work?โ I didnโt hesitate to ask. Her eyes widen and look at me ridiculously. โBecause of you do heโs dead. Youโre not going to flirt with anyone else but me.โโPossessive.โ She shook her head and cross her arms. โbut no, Iโm not flirting with James, heโs my childhood best friend and apparently he move here to the US and training under my parents. You will be seeing a lot of him so loosen up, heโs a family friend and now that youโre part of the family heโs a friend to you now.โโSo, he doesnโt have feelings for yo
57ArriveEmilyโs POVI didnโt even realize that I feel asleep in the nursery while waiting for Arthur to arrive but only this time I donโt see him.As soon as I wake up I went to our room but heโs not there and there were no sign of him going home. I even ask Nena but no Arthur didnโt come home. Itโs making me anxious because I havenโt heard from hear and Iโm thinking that heโs in n accident or in a bar lying on the floor because of drunkenness or with a girl probably with Bella and I hate thinking about it.I donโt even know whatโs worse, if he has been in an accident or with Bella in a hotel, in bed tangled up in each other. I gulp and start walking back in forth.โWhere do you think he is?โ I ask Nena while sheโs preparing breakfast.โOhm, I donโt know. I donโt have any idea.โ I scoff at Nenaโs answer I know sheโs choosing the best answer to make me feel at ease but that didnโt make me any better.โYou think heโs safe? Or with a girl? Please pick.โ I said while biting my lips stil
58TeaseEmilyโs POVโYou will eventually need to talk to me, Emily. This isnโt how we solve our problem. Remember what we told each other? That communication is the key when weโre fighting but now youโre the one whoโs not talking to me.โI gave him a death glare. โWe wonโt be fighting if I hadnโt caught you having a kiss mark on your neck! I even smell a girl perfume on you! And you canโt answer to that! How am I going to process everything and talk to you and how dare you blame this all on me? You put this on yourself and you didnโt go home!โโIf I only I didnโt caught you in a seclude area with that James, we wouldnโt be fighting like this!โโSo, itโs my fault now? It was your choice to leave and spent the night somewhere so donโt you dare blame it all on me!โโI didnโt cheat on you.โ His voice became softer and his eyes looks like heโs pleading me to stop fighting with him but how could I when Iโm also confuse and scared that he might really slept with someone I didnโt know.โBut
59ProtectTW: Blood, attempted suicideEmilyโs POVโWhat happen? I heard the employees talking about you having a fight with Bella?โ It took him long enough to arrive home. Iโm drinking my wine and standing in front of the window while looking at the backyard.โIโm tired Arthur, can we talk another time?โ I try to stay calm even though I want to through my wine glass at him. Iโm holding the necklace I pulled out of Bellaโs neck earlier and Iโm holding it tightly.โEmily, did you fire her?โI close my eyes tightly. He wonโt listen wonโt he? โYes, so what? Sheโs not useful to the company and I wanted her gone because you wonโt do anything and you keep tolerating her and Iโm tired of seeing that.โโEmily!โMy brows creased and face him. โWhy are you angry? Did you like her? Is that why you gave our necklace to her?! It has our daughter inside Arthur! How could you?โ I throw the necklace to him that made in shock but catch it. โYou like her didnโt you? Is she the woman you slept with whe
60AlreadyEmilyโs POVThe first thing I did when I walk inside is examine the house, I donโt know what to feel upon seeing the mostly empty houseโฆ no not empty but heโs not here which only means he doesnโt care about me or where Iโve been.โAre you okay? Why do you look so gloomy?โ The question Nena ask made me scowl at her. โSorry, Iโm just worried.โ She said upon seeing my reaction.โWhere is he?โ The living room is now clean probably thank to Nena. When I look at it the image of us fighting is still vivid in my mind and I couldnโt help but look away.โHeโs gone to work. Iโm sorry.โโYou donโt need to be sorry Nena. Itโs our relationship and I should be the one whoโs sorry that youโre seeing us like this. We used to get along really well but I guess weโve change and a lot have change for the past months.โItโs been a rough year for me and I donโt even know how to take it all in and I donโt know what Iโve been doing but whatever it is itโs working. Arthur and I are somewhat similar
61 Just in timeEmily’s POV“Nena. He’s divorce and it’s been two months and he didn’t even tell me.” My tears started to fall and Nena couldn’t believe it either that she had to check the paper that I read and when I saw her dread face I immediately knew that I was right.“Maybe he just couldn’t find the right time to tell you. Don’t cry now.” She said but I shook my head.I didn’t talk even after Nena talk to me and try to stop me from crying but when the door open again and he saw us his eyes widen and stuck on his feet.“Can I have the time alone with Emily?” Arthur said and Nena was hesitant but couldn’t do anything and leave. She whispered that everything will be alright but I don’t think so, and she left it’s just me and Arthur now.
65MomentEmilyโs POVI touch my lips as I lay my back at the door. I just escape Arthur and stop myself from kissing him. I kind of embarrassed about that because Iโm not a teenage girl who was going to kiss my crush. Iโm over those stage and I am, Iโm just forcing myself to believe it.I showered to get it out of my system but even after drying my hair and laying down in my bed I still canโt get it out of my head. I keep turning and changing my position in bed but that doesnโt help.I sigh and sit on my bed and look for things that I can do to distract myself and when I saw my luggage I immediately know what I will do.I start to unpack, yes I still havenโt start unpacking even after weeks has passed but Iโm doing it right now and it does kind of help because I keep fighting with myself of why did I bring such clothes instead of the good ones but who cares right? This is just for keeping me out from thinking about what happen earlier but when I saw a box I couldnโt think straight.
64ProveEmilyโs POVโFuck.โ I moan as he touch my body. I feel hungry at his kisses that when he start kissing my lips I couldnโt let go even though I need air and nor does he does.โEmilyโฆ fuck.โ he moans my name as he mould my breast using his hands while kissing my faces to my neck. He didnโt just suck it but left small kisses every part of it. I can feel his hot breath thatโs making me move around but his hands are in my stomach close to my womanhood thatโs making me stay in place and I kind of admit that his hands are hot and itโs burning every skin that he touch but I like itโฆ no, I love it. I love every part of this hit steamy sex weโre having after in a while.Iโm sweating as hell and I can feel it dripping from my forehead but I couldnโt care much as soon as I touch his chest and he lay on top of and didnโt even warn me that heโs putting his manhood inside of me.โOh, Yes!โ I moan as he started moving on top of me and I canโt help but to bite my lips as I watch his hands in
63MistakesEmily’s POV“I don’t seem to be improving.” I pouted at Nena. Yes, I started cooking once again. I’m getting tired of staying in my room and Nena’s back so might as well use this time to learn cooking… for myself.Nena chuckled and help me instead. “You’re still learning but you’ll go there.”“Cooking isn’t for everyone and maybe I’m part of that population.”Mom and Dad went out for work early and as much as I want to cook for them I know they are escaping my cooking because every dinner it’s what we eat and I don’t know if I should be angry about that but I know I’m not good yet and I appreciate them for eating my food… even though it taste like crap.“Why aren’t you sa
62ShockEmily’s POVInhaling the air when the moment you land stepping out of the airplane feels weird… maybe because I didn’t expect to come home for something like this? Media is the last thing I’m worried about right now because they don’t really know that I’m coming back home after the controversy. Well, how would they know? Even I didn’t know that I will be coming home here alone… not technically alone Nena is here getting our luggage alone while I am busy with my phone.“Can you pick me up?” The moment I call my friends I know they will know that something is wrong but I don’t want to commute and either way I’m going to meet them might as well ask them to fetch us.“You? Where are you?” Jessie answered and there was a long pause between us. “D-don’t
61 Just in timeEmily’s POV“Nena. He’s divorce and it’s been two months and he didn’t even tell me.” My tears started to fall and Nena couldn’t believe it either that she had to check the paper that I read and when I saw her dread face I immediately knew that I was right.“Maybe he just couldn’t find the right time to tell you. Don’t cry now.” She said but I shook my head.I didn’t talk even after Nena talk to me and try to stop me from crying but when the door open again and he saw us his eyes widen and stuck on his feet.“Can I have the time alone with Emily?” Arthur said and Nena was hesitant but couldn’t do anything and leave. She whispered that everything will be alright but I don’t think so, and she left it’s just me and Arthur now.
60AlreadyEmilyโs POVThe first thing I did when I walk inside is examine the house, I donโt know what to feel upon seeing the mostly empty houseโฆ no not empty but heโs not here which only means he doesnโt care about me or where Iโve been.โAre you okay? Why do you look so gloomy?โ The question Nena ask made me scowl at her. โSorry, Iโm just worried.โ She said upon seeing my reaction.โWhere is he?โ The living room is now clean probably thank to Nena. When I look at it the image of us fighting is still vivid in my mind and I couldnโt help but look away.โHeโs gone to work. Iโm sorry.โโYou donโt need to be sorry Nena. Itโs our relationship and I should be the one whoโs sorry that youโre seeing us like this. We used to get along really well but I guess weโve change and a lot have change for the past months.โItโs been a rough year for me and I donโt even know how to take it all in and I donโt know what Iโve been doing but whatever it is itโs working. Arthur and I are somewhat similar
59ProtectTW: Blood, attempted suicideEmilyโs POVโWhat happen? I heard the employees talking about you having a fight with Bella?โ It took him long enough to arrive home. Iโm drinking my wine and standing in front of the window while looking at the backyard.โIโm tired Arthur, can we talk another time?โ I try to stay calm even though I want to through my wine glass at him. Iโm holding the necklace I pulled out of Bellaโs neck earlier and Iโm holding it tightly.โEmily, did you fire her?โI close my eyes tightly. He wonโt listen wonโt he? โYes, so what? Sheโs not useful to the company and I wanted her gone because you wonโt do anything and you keep tolerating her and Iโm tired of seeing that.โโEmily!โMy brows creased and face him. โWhy are you angry? Did you like her? Is that why you gave our necklace to her?! It has our daughter inside Arthur! How could you?โ I throw the necklace to him that made in shock but catch it. โYou like her didnโt you? Is she the woman you slept with whe
58TeaseEmilyโs POVโYou will eventually need to talk to me, Emily. This isnโt how we solve our problem. Remember what we told each other? That communication is the key when weโre fighting but now youโre the one whoโs not talking to me.โI gave him a death glare. โWe wonโt be fighting if I hadnโt caught you having a kiss mark on your neck! I even smell a girl perfume on you! And you canโt answer to that! How am I going to process everything and talk to you and how dare you blame this all on me? You put this on yourself and you didnโt go home!โโIf I only I didnโt caught you in a seclude area with that James, we wouldnโt be fighting like this!โโSo, itโs my fault now? It was your choice to leave and spent the night somewhere so donโt you dare blame it all on me!โโI didnโt cheat on you.โ His voice became softer and his eyes looks like heโs pleading me to stop fighting with him but how could I when Iโm also confuse and scared that he might really slept with someone I didnโt know.โBut
57ArriveEmilyโs POVI didnโt even realize that I feel asleep in the nursery while waiting for Arthur to arrive but only this time I donโt see him.As soon as I wake up I went to our room but heโs not there and there were no sign of him going home. I even ask Nena but no Arthur didnโt come home. Itโs making me anxious because I havenโt heard from hear and Iโm thinking that heโs in n accident or in a bar lying on the floor because of drunkenness or with a girl probably with Bella and I hate thinking about it.I donโt even know whatโs worse, if he has been in an accident or with Bella in a hotel, in bed tangled up in each other. I gulp and start walking back in forth.โWhere do you think he is?โ I ask Nena while sheโs preparing breakfast.โOhm, I donโt know. I donโt have any idea.โ I scoff at Nenaโs answer I know sheโs choosing the best answer to make me feel at ease but that didnโt make me any better.โYou think heโs safe? Or with a girl? Please pick.โ I said while biting my lips stil