46HopeI feel great. I feel accepted and I stand up for myself and it feels so good to be accepted even though it looks like I just force them to do so but I don’t know I gave them a choice whether they should leave or not but they chose to stay and I’m not going to let them regret giving me chance to prove myself.“You look happy.” Nena said as she drive me to the company. Arthur is at the site so Nena is driving for me.“I am happy. What happen last night was nerve-racking but I manage to stood up and speak up. It was satisfying to see them silent and stay.”“I should’ve witness that. I can’t believe I didn’t.” She said as I told her all the details that happen last night.I didn’t even realize that we’re already at the company but I’m still not done sharing her what happen last night. She laughs and it made me laugh too rem-incing what happen.“You have a meeting today.” Nena said as we get in the elevator. She’s also one of my many secretaries and she keeps me organize.I nodded
47AliveI woke up with a foggy feeling. My whole body hurts like hell and when I open my eyes my vision is still blurry but I know I’m in the hospital because I know this feeling so damn well. I look at the ceiling and my eyes wander around the surrounding and when I saw my parents talking with Arthur while panicking all the memories gushing back to me.My brows creased as I try to remember what happen after the accident but I can’t it’s just making my head hurt.“My baby.” I hold my stomach and was about to sit when I felt pain in my stomach and in my head. I hold my head and notice that wrap by a bandage.“Emily!” they all notice me and Arthur immediately went to me and made me return to lay on bed.“W-what happen?” I ask them as I felt scared. “Reign, where’s Reign. She’s still inside me right?”I’m scared and nervous because there’s this feeling that she’s not here but I felt a slight hope and that what’s keeping me from going.Arthur shook his head and that made me lose my mind
48ReignDay by day I get better and my wound is healing and so does Reign. I always visit her in the morning but I’m not allowed to see her up close as she’s still incubated and I’m happy even though I can’t hold her. What’s important is she’s safe and getting better.“She’s so beautiful.” I’m not going to get tired of saying that. I can stand now and can walk on my own and it’s been three days since we’re admitted in this hospital and my parents chose to stay here in the US for the meantime and Arthur refuse to work and he’s always on my side and taking care of me and my parents don’t mind that he doesn’t work, they kind of like that he’s taking care of me and even though I’m kind of worried because he has work and his projects but I think some other engineer is taking over it and I heard it’s Nathan
49 (Part 1)HealArthur’s POVI don’t know what to do without her and I can’t lose her too, I can’t take anymore losses in my life. I had enough of this. I just want Emily to be okay.It’s been hours when the doctors took Emily to the operating room and I haven’t head from them yet. They say it’s good because the surgery is going good and I’m hoping it will.“Arthur, you should rest. It’s been six hours and you haven’t even eaten yet.”Emily’s mom give me food and water but I chose to stay outside the waiting room. I don’t want to stay in the room alone I feel more at ease here. This way I will see people, it gives me hope when the doctors deliver the good news to them but it has a down side too, I also see them deliver bad news and I feel my body breaking thinking if that will happen to me too but Emily is strong, she will get through this like she get through all the obstacles life throws at her because that’s the Emily that I know.“She’s strong.” I whisper again and again until th
49 (Part 2)Heal?TW: SexEmily’s POV“I hate you!” I start to throw my pillows at him as he walk inside the room. I hate him for being so emotionless, I feel like I’m the only one who’s mourning for Reign’s death.How can he ask me questions like what do I want to do with Reign’s body? Do I want to bury it or do I want to cremate it. I know I nodded when he ask if I want to cremate it but that’s because I don’t want her to be far from me.“You don’t care about anything. I feel like I’m the only one who cares for Reign. You move on so quickly, I’m the one who’s mourning.” My tears began to fall as I ran out of pillow to throw at him and I sat weakly at the bed.“What? Emily, I’m here for you. Everyday I’m here by your side and I’m mourning too but will how will we handle this situation when we both sulk inside the nursery? I’m in pain too I just don’t want to show you because I know you’re more in pain and I must stay strong for the both of us. We can’t be dependent of other people wh
50 (Part 1)Fly I wipe my tears as I change my clothes. Today is Reign’s funeral and we’re just having it in our backyard as Arthur prepare everything.After that night we haven’t spoke to each other ever since and he won’t even look at me and as much as he’s angry at me I am too. I’m in rage and right now I can say that we hate each other and I know my parents notice it but they didn’t say anything about it.I bit my lips as I put on a black dress. I sigh as I hold my tummy I’m still not use to it (that Reign isn’t here on my tummy and that she’s gone now). I ask myself every night on how to move on from this tragedy but I just can’t think of anyway and I can’t let her go because it’s not that easy as Arthur and I already plan our future together with our daughter and losing Reign made our relationship weak and full of rage.I didn’t bother to put some make up on and went to the table next to the bed and open the box that I’ve been keeping all the ultrasound picture I have. I also h
50 (Part 2) Fly, Reign Arthur’s POV “Emily!” When Emily collapsed on the ground while crying so hard all the fear came back when I saw her when she had an accident and when her stitch open. I was so scared that I couldn’t move, I know I was to hard on her that I want to make it up to her but I was really pissed that night. “Oh my!” Her parents immediately came running towards her and her dad made her stood up and ask me to carry Emily. I oblique and followed their direction as I don’t know what to do at the moment. They gave her water while I stay by her side as she doesn’t look my way while tears still fall from her eyes. “You should rest.” I said while brushing the tears that fell on her cheeks. She put my hands away. “I know, you don’t have to tell me.” She said and when her friends approach us they help her get to our room while Nathan sat beside me. “How are you holding up?” People doesn’t really get tired of asking me that huh? The thing is I don’t even know what the hell
51 (Part 1) Back Emily’s POV How can the time fly so fast? It’s just like yesterday that I found out that I’m pregnant and now I’m still stuck home but Arthur is going back to work. Last week we said our condolences to Reign now we’re going on. It’s hard but has to be done. I know Arthur is giving me space because we’re both hotheaded and we just fight when we talk, I don’t know if this is better but I admit that this is making me worry especially that I won’t see him near, he’ll be far from me and I’m scared that he would find someone better than me. I’m watching him get ready and I’m still in bed. He’s attention is on me now as I watch him dress but I immediately look away, I don’t want to look clingy. I stood up on bed and went out of the room and went to the kitchen where Nena is. “You’re up early.” She pointed out. “Arthur’s going back to work.” She only raise her brows when I said that. “I’ll be bored here.” She smirk when I cross my arms as I seat on the high chair. “It