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"The Aftermath"
I woke up feeling sore all over my body and alone on the hotel bed. I'm not even trying to move, but I can feel it. Also, disappointed that the man who fucked me last night left me. Well, I shouldn't even be surprised. What happened last night wouldn't mean something to him, and it shouldn't mean something to me either.
Well, I hope he would want to eat breakfast together since he devoured me last night. Oops! My mistake, we both devoured each other last night.
I shook my head, and this wasn't me. I don't eat breakfast with someone I hook up with. , Technically, I haven't yet, but I admit that I want to. I'm a person who gets attached easily, and I don't know if that's good.
Struggling to get up, I force myself to do so because of my hunger, plus there's this hangover that they call. I'm experiencing it right now, not that it's my first time, though. This one is just the worst.
I pick up my clothes on the floor, not even bothering to cover my naked body, and I'm alone. Why bother? I made my way to the bathroom and washed my face. I must be decent when I walk out to this place because I look like a mess right now. I wash my face and fix my messy hair. I even put some make-up on to look fresh.
I still feel sore, but it's bearable now, unlike earlier. My feet hurt wearing my high heels, but I don't have anything to change. I even feel dirty. I'm wearing the same clothes as yesterday.
"Ugh! I'm going to take a long bath when I get home." Just thinking about it makes me excited.
I was in the lobby when I realized that I didn't have my car. We went here using his car, and I also didn't bring my car to the bar because I was so sure I would be drunk.
I sigh and decide to call our driver. Good thing he's not busy. I'm guessing my parents aren't home. I was waiting in the lobby when I noticed people watching me, and I would raise my brows at them when I caught them watching me. Why are they looking at me, though? Is it because I smell? I immediately smell myself. Nope, I don't smell.
My driver called to say that he was already outside and had forgotten what I was thinking earlier. I told the maids to cook me breakfast as soon as I got out of the car and went to my bedroom. I need to take a bath.
I began to strip my clothes and turn the bathtub's faucet. I enjoy looking at my reflection while waiting for the bathtub to fill up. I bit my lip when an image started flashing in my head. What happened last night was the most satisfying sex I have ever had. How did I not know someone like him before? I'm missing out.
I soaked my body in the bathtub, eyes closed, and all I could hear was my moan while I pleasured myself, thinking about him. I went on and on until I came. What did he do to me?
"Mom. Dad." I hugged my parents as they helped me move out. Mom didn't like it when I told her I'll move out, but I wanted to be independent, and even though dad didn't like it either, he was supportive as he said: "You have to learn things on your own because we won't be here forever to guide you."
It's been a week since I moved out and since the day that I met the man I spent the night with. I don't know anything about him, but I kept thinking of him. I can't even hook up with other guys because it's him that my body is finding.
"Oh, Shit!" I bit my lips and hurriedly took my things before going out of my condo. I can't believe that I'm late for my first day at work, for sure dad will scold me. He told me that I must be earlier at all costs as he'll introduce me to the board members--even though they already know me.
"Very disappointing," Dad said as I got to his office.
"I tried, but I had to look at my best. You don't want your daughter to look unprofessional." I smiled sweetly and kissed his cheeks. "Good morning, dad."
"Make sense but being late is also unprofessional." I smile shyly.
"It won't happen again." I hope it won't.
We went to the conference room and the people inside immediately stood up to greet us. I smiled at each of them, but my smile disappeared when I saw a familiar face, he was shocked to see me.
"Emily will join us today, and I'm also happy to announce that she'll start training today." Everyone clapped.
I sat beside dad and looked at the guy, and he stood up. Is he the one who'll present?
I looked away when he saw me looking at him. He starts his presentation. "that's our most high-paying engineer, Arthur Smith." Dad whimpered that made my heart beat so fast.
Arthur, that's his name. It suits him. But while he's presenting, I can't help but notice how passionate he is. It's like he's not the man he was when I met him that night, and not only that I find that attractive, but I also noticed a suit that fits his body well. He's a bit masculine, and you can see that even with his clothes.
His presentation finished, but I didn't understand any of the words he said as I was more focused on the movement of his lips.
The meeting finished, and the shareholders started to approach me and give me a handshake, but my attention wasn't on them. It was Arthur who was coming my way.
"It's nice to meet you, Miss Emily." He offered his hands which made me bite my tongue, my hands were shaking, and I think he noticed it but didn't say anything.
I thought he was going to say something else, but he left. My brows creased, and I annoyingly looked at the door where he retired. That was rude, and even though I felt like shit, I still am very much attracted to him.
I badly wanted to kiss him when I saw him, but I held myself. It would be embarrassing to do that in front of the shareholders and to my dad, who knows me as a pure and innocent daughter.
My dad introduced me to my mentor and some of my workmates; it was a little hard to make friends as I'm not good with that, but some are approachable, but I think they're only doing that because they know that I'm the heir of the family Williams.
They gave me a workload that's only retyping, and I get bored. That's why I'm using my phone now and texting my friends. I can't wait to tell you that the man I was smitten with and hooked up with that night works with us.
I sure hope he's not in a relationship, but he told me he didn't have any girlfriend that night. I hope that's true.
"Sir Arthur is surely married. From the look on his face, he isn't the one who's available on the market." And even my workmates are talking about Arthur.
Why am I even surprised when he's hot and good-looking. It's weird that all my life, I just met him. I always go here when I finish class but never have I ever seen him.
"He doesn't have a ring, though. Maybe he is single." I heard.
They suddenly stopped talking, which made me look around. I thought our supervisor was roaming around, but Arthur was on his way to the pantry. Doesn't they have a pantry in their department?
I smiled and stood up. I'm not wasting my time thinking about Arthur. I want to make my move as I get impatient that he's mysterious.
"Hey." I lean on the counter as he's pouring himself coffee.
"What do you want?' He faces me.
"You, and I will make you mine, and oh, so you do remember me," I smirk and sit closer to him.
"Why don't you step back? Someone will see us." He said and stepped back.
I smirk, and before he can leave, I stop him by pulling him using his tie.
"Emily!" His deep voice makes me weak, but that doesn't stop me there.
"I'm glad you know my name." I pull his tie to my face. I hold his cheeks and run my hand through his hair.
He groans and pulls my hand out of his tie. He then fixes it and walks out. I smile, satisfied with what I did. I will make sure you will be crazy for me, Arthur; mark my words.
I happily finished my work for the day, very satisfied with what happened with my day.
Although I'm satisfied with my encounter with Arthur, I still want to talk to him. Maybe offer him something that he might like or hate, but there's no wrong in trying.
I went to the engineering department, but there was no sign of Arthur there. I was about to give up, but I saw him get on the elevator. I smile and am about to ride the elevator with him, but it is already closed before I can get in.
Feeling sad because he didn't get to see me, I ride the elevator beside it. It says it's going to the basement or the parking lot.
"Where is he?" The basement is silent, and I can't see him because of the cars, but I still tried.
"Why are you here? I told you that I don't want to see you again!" I jumped as I heard someone fighting.
I followed the voice, but I was shocked to see Arthur cornering someone on the side of the car. The girl is crying and is hitting his chest.
"I miss you. Please come back to me." My mouth is open, very shocked by what I am witnessing.
"I don't. Leave, I don't want anything to do with you, and I will never come back to you."
"Arthur, we promise each other. To love each other even when we hate each other." She is crying on Arthur's chest.
Arthur looks like he's in pain, and so do I. He's with someone, and they love each other passionately from the look of their fight.
But I'm hurt because I'm attracted to him, and something happened to us special to me. I rarely care for other people I don't know well, but I do with him.
"Our vows are nothing to you," Arthur said, making my eyes wider. I cover my mouth from the shock.
"We're married! You can't just leave me because of a mistake I made a long time ago."
My jaw dropped as soon as the word married came out. I had a hint, but I didn't want to believe it and now hearing it made my heart hurt. Never in my life had this happened. This is why I'm afraid of commitment. People cheat and have a mistress.
"How can you say that?! You're the reason why we're in this situation."
Before I could hear any more of their fight, I left crying. I left feeling that the world had just collapsed.
Married, he's married. And something happens between the two of us. I thought our story would be remarkable because I knew I wanted him for life when I saw him in that conference room. I want him, he's passionate, and I can see that he's responsible for the most part because my heart beat when I saw him the first time in the bar and today.
But it's fucked up, and nothing is special between us because... I was just someone he had a one-night stand with.
03"Decision"I watch the people dancing on the dance floor. I usually dance if I go to a bar, but today is different. Today, I'm drinking and keep thinking about what I did.I feel guilty for sleeping with a married man, but as much as I want to stay away, I can't because I want him for myself. He's the one who's responsible for what he did because when I slept with him, I didn't know that he was married, but I also didn't confirm that with him.I wonder why men can do that, no, not just men but anyone. How can anyone cheat? What can make a person unfaithful to someone they love? Do they love their partner, or are their love shallow to make that decision easily?I want someone who will love me like my father loves my mother. He treasures her, and I can see it in their eyes that they care for each other even though years have passed.When mom told me their love story, I immediately knew I wanted a romantic love story like theirs. I want a partner who can be faithful to me but being ta
04I sigh when I woke up and realize that Arthur is sleeping beside me. It makes me so guilty that I know he’s married but still be tempted. I just can’t resist him and it scares me but at the same time I like it because finally he’s with me.I pick up my clothes and left Arthur sleeping, just like what we always do. Yeah, no commitment just accidental fuck and it happen again and again.I went to work feeling preoccupied and hoping that Arthur wouldn’t bother me at work, I don’t want to create drama in my workplace and although I’m far from that the moment that I slept with Arthur, I still want to create a comfortable space to work, I have my goals and I want to make my parents proud.“Hey!” My eyebrow creased when a unfamiliar face approach me, he laugh when he notice my reaction. “I’m Arthur’s friend, Nathan.” He extend his arms, and I shake it.“I didn’t know he has friends.” I said.“That’s harsh.” He laugh, and I chuckle.Nathan is the opposite of Arthur, he’s funny, approachabl
05 I love you."Hi!” He jumped when he saw me. I smile widely at his reaction. “What the hell?” He raised his eyebrows at me. “You’re going home?” I replied, not minding his angry face. “Obviously, what do you want?” He asked, annoyed. He knows who am I, good thing he remembers me, huh? “Care to give me a ride?” I held his arms like he’s mine. “No, and can you please let go of me?” that hurt me, but I didn’t let him see that. “No, I like holding you. If you clearly remember?” I smirked. “I don’t care.” He holds my hands and forces them to stop holding him. “What’s wrong?” “You are holding me is what’s wrong, so get lost while I’m being nice.” He went in on his car and left me there standing. I look at his car until it’s out of my sight. He’s rude. That’s what he is. After a steamy night, he showered me with beautiful words, and now he’s spitting shit to my face. I can’t say I hate him for that, but that pissed me off. No one ever did that to me! He’s the only one who di,d
06Arthur?“Blooming as ever, Miss Emily.” Miss Rina, my workmate, said.I smiled at them and put my bag on my table. My dad just called for me in his office. I have to go there first, knowing his schedule, he'll be busy later.I felt someone standing next to me while waiting for the elevator to open. I was shocked when I saw that Arthur was standing tall. I raised an eyebrow at him, but he just looked straight ahead. I just looked away and ignored it; although his presence is intimidating, this is nothing since I'm used to an intimidating aura.When the elevator door opened, I entered first before him. I immediately hit the right button on the right floor and quietly stood on the side. I can see his broad back, but I try not to look at it so much because I'll know he'll notice.I was surprised when the elevator finally closed, and he started kissing me. My eyes widened, but soon I was drowning in his deep kisses. I feel like my dress will tear because of his touch. Although the dress
07 AgreementI’m better off without him. That’s what I keep repeating in my head. After what happen last night I want to make him feel like he’s not worth of my time even though I hate the fact that he backed out last minute.“Your Dad called and he wants you ASAP in the conference room.” Miss Rina said. I sigh and put my things on my table.I don’t know why dad keeps calling me when I’m working. He knows I’m busy but he keeps on doing it again and again and I seriously need to talk to him in that matter.“Dad! Good morning.” My eyes widen when I saw some of the board members and Arthur. I cough and smile to them as I sit beside dad. Well, that’s embarrassing.I pouted and notice that someone on dad’s side is looking at me and smirking. I raised my brows to him but he only smile being friendly with me. I look away and focus on the meeting instead, but caught Arthur looking at me. Huh! Now he’s looking at me after what happen last night?The meeting ended with me so lost why am I nee
08 It begins Now TW: Sex (R18) Days had passed and I still don’t know what I’m doing. Arthur and I haven’t seen each other because the next day when the agreement happen he didn’t show up at work and I had to ask Nathan where he is. He then said. “You didn’t know? He flew out of the country last minute to avoid you.” That made me want to smack him. “Joke, he’s there because of a conference. He’ll be back in a week.” And that is today, he’ll come home today and I don’t know what I would do or how would I react. I just know that we have many things to tackle about this agreement because when we made this deal it wasn’t clear because my emotions were pouring and I wasn’t thinking straight. Today is lunch break and I was thinking of heading to my OB for a check up and to get some pills. This would be an essential because I don’t want to get pregnant in a young age especially if the father is married to someone else. That would be fucked up and my parents are surely gonna kill me. “H
09 Almost The days has been light after making the agreement with Arthur. I know I cried and almost regret in agreeing with that but I’m happy and I’m enjoying my time with him although I know it wouldn’t last long. We’ve been following our rules and to stay professional at work and he hasn’t been visiting me in my department and I also don’t ask him question that relates with the past because I hate it when he lost his mood and it’s too much to handle when he gets angry, and I don’t want that to happen. My co-workers has been curious what is my relationship with Arthur but I would answer them that we know each other through my father and he’s the best employee and his department so my father is really proud of him. I also haven’t seen Nathan in a while after what happen in Arthur’s condo but I don’t know what to do if I’ll see him after what happen so this is better. “Dad?” “Hey.” He hugged me and nodded to the employees that greeted him. “Why are you here?” I asked. “I want
10Abroad I ran as fast as I could when I saw what time it was. I pouted when I saw Nathan and Arthur so early in the airport, looking irritated at me as I walked toward them.Arthur didn’t say anything as I arrived, but Nathan gave me a deadly loo; II rolled my eyes at him and stood next to Arthur. He didn’t even look at me nor greet me. I pouted; he’s partly why I’m late today; maybe that’s why he didn’t scold me as he should.I look at Arthur as we walk towards our plane; I suddenly want to hold his arms, but I stop myself; he might be irritated even though I badly want to do it.We took a business class seat, and I’m seated beside Arthur. Nathan gave us a warning look because he’s just in the corner, but I gave him a teasing look that made him roll his eyes; he’s sassy for a guy; I can’t help but chuckle.“What are you laughing at?” Arthur asked.“Nathan is funny,” I said that made him look at me dangerously.“What?’ I nervously asked.“Don’t say that.” He said.We were silent th
65MomentEmily’s POVI touch my lips as I lay my back at the door. I just escape Arthur and stop myself from kissing him. I kind of embarrassed about that because I’m not a teenage girl who was going to kiss my crush. I’m over those stage and I am, I’m just forcing myself to believe it.I showered to get it out of my system but even after drying my hair and laying down in my bed I still can’t get it out of my head. I keep turning and changing my position in bed but that doesn’t help.I sigh and sit on my bed and look for things that I can do to distract myself and when I saw my luggage I immediately know what I will do.I start to unpack, yes I still haven’t start unpacking even after weeks has passed but I’m doing it right now and it does kind of help because I keep fighting with myself of why did I bring such clothes instead of the good ones but who cares right? This is just for keeping me out from thinking about what happen earlier but when I saw a box I couldn’t think straight.
64ProveEmily’s POV“Fuck.” I moan as he touch my body. I feel hungry at his kisses that when he start kissing my lips I couldn’t let go even though I need air and nor does he does.“Emily… fuck.” he moans my name as he mould my breast using his hands while kissing my faces to my neck. He didn’t just suck it but left small kisses every part of it. I can feel his hot breath that’s making me move around but his hands are in my stomach close to my womanhood that’s making me stay in place and I kind of admit that his hands are hot and it’s burning every skin that he touch but I like it… no, I love it. I love every part of this hit steamy sex we’re having after in a while.I’m sweating as hell and I can feel it dripping from my forehead but I couldn’t care much as soon as I touch his chest and he lay on top of and didn’t even warn me that he’s putting his manhood inside of me.“Oh, Yes!” I moan as he started moving on top of me and I can’t help but to bite my lips as I watch his hands in
63MistakesEmily’s POV“I don’t seem to be improving.” I pouted at Nena. Yes, I started cooking once again. I’m getting tired of staying in my room and Nena’s back so might as well use this time to learn cooking… for myself.Nena chuckled and help me instead. “You’re still learning but you’ll go there.”“Cooking isn’t for everyone and maybe I’m part of that population.”Mom and Dad went out for work early and as much as I want to cook for them I know they are escaping my cooking because every dinner it’s what we eat and I don’t know if I should be angry about that but I know I’m not good yet and I appreciate them for eating my food… even though it taste like crap.“Why aren’t you sa
62ShockEmily’s POVInhaling the air when the moment you land stepping out of the airplane feels weird… maybe because I didn’t expect to come home for something like this? Media is the last thing I’m worried about right now because they don’t really know that I’m coming back home after the controversy. Well, how would they know? Even I didn’t know that I will be coming home here alone… not technically alone Nena is here getting our luggage alone while I am busy with my phone.“Can you pick me up?” The moment I call my friends I know they will know that something is wrong but I don’t want to commute and either way I’m going to meet them might as well ask them to fetch us.“You? Where are you?” Jessie answered and there was a long pause between us. “D-don’t
61 Just in timeEmily’s POV“Nena. He’s divorce and it’s been two months and he didn’t even tell me.” My tears started to fall and Nena couldn’t believe it either that she had to check the paper that I read and when I saw her dread face I immediately knew that I was right.“Maybe he just couldn’t find the right time to tell you. Don’t cry now.” She said but I shook my head.I didn’t talk even after Nena talk to me and try to stop me from crying but when the door open again and he saw us his eyes widen and stuck on his feet.“Can I have the time alone with Emily?” Arthur said and Nena was hesitant but couldn’t do anything and leave. She whispered that everything will be alright but I don’t think so, and she left it’s just me and Arthur now.
60AlreadyEmily’s POVThe first thing I did when I walk inside is examine the house, I don’t know what to feel upon seeing the mostly empty house… no not empty but he’s not here which only means he doesn’t care about me or where I’ve been.“Are you okay? Why do you look so gloomy?” The question Nena ask made me scowl at her. “Sorry, I’m just worried.” She said upon seeing my reaction.“Where is he?” The living room is now clean probably thank to Nena. When I look at it the image of us fighting is still vivid in my mind and I couldn’t help but look away.“He’s gone to work. I’m sorry.”“You don’t need to be sorry Nena. It’s our relationship and I should be the one who’s sorry that you’re seeing us like this. We used to get along really well but I guess we’ve change and a lot have change for the past months.”It’s been a rough year for me and I don’t even know how to take it all in and I don’t know what I’ve been doing but whatever it is it’s working. Arthur and I are somewhat similar
59ProtectTW: Blood, attempted suicideEmily’s POV“What happen? I heard the employees talking about you having a fight with Bella?” It took him long enough to arrive home. I’m drinking my wine and standing in front of the window while looking at the backyard.“I’m tired Arthur, can we talk another time?” I try to stay calm even though I want to through my wine glass at him. I’m holding the necklace I pulled out of Bella’s neck earlier and I’m holding it tightly.“Emily, did you fire her?”I close my eyes tightly. He won’t listen won’t he? “Yes, so what? She’s not useful to the company and I wanted her gone because you won’t do anything and you keep tolerating her and I’m tired of seeing that.”“Emily!”My brows creased and face him. “Why are you angry? Did you like her? Is that why you gave our necklace to her?! It has our daughter inside Arthur! How could you?” I throw the necklace to him that made in shock but catch it. “You like her didn’t you? Is she the woman you slept with whe
58TeaseEmily’s POV“You will eventually need to talk to me, Emily. This isn’t how we solve our problem. Remember what we told each other? That communication is the key when we’re fighting but now you’re the one who’s not talking to me.”I gave him a death glare. “We won’t be fighting if I hadn’t caught you having a kiss mark on your neck! I even smell a girl perfume on you! And you can’t answer to that! How am I going to process everything and talk to you and how dare you blame this all on me? You put this on yourself and you didn’t go home!”“If I only I didn’t caught you in a seclude area with that James, we wouldn’t be fighting like this!”“So, it’s my fault now? It was your choice to leave and spent the night somewhere so don’t you dare blame it all on me!”“I didn’t cheat on you.” His voice became softer and his eyes looks like he’s pleading me to stop fighting with him but how could I when I’m also confuse and scared that he might really slept with someone I didn’t know.“But
57ArriveEmily’s POVI didn’t even realize that I feel asleep in the nursery while waiting for Arthur to arrive but only this time I don’t see him.As soon as I wake up I went to our room but he’s not there and there were no sign of him going home. I even ask Nena but no Arthur didn’t come home. It’s making me anxious because I haven’t heard from hear and I’m thinking that he’s in n accident or in a bar lying on the floor because of drunkenness or with a girl probably with Bella and I hate thinking about it.I don’t even know what’s worse, if he has been in an accident or with Bella in a hotel, in bed tangled up in each other. I gulp and start walking back in forth.“Where do you think he is?” I ask Nena while she’s preparing breakfast.“Ohm, I don’t know. I don’t have any idea.” I scoff at Nena’s answer I know she’s choosing the best answer to make me feel at ease but that didn’t make me any better.“You think he’s safe? Or with a girl? Please pick.” I said while biting my lips stil