01
Introducing Emily Williams
I sway my body with the music, with my hands wandering in the air onto my body. Eyes are closed and so immersed in the music. Not bothered by the people dancing on my sides.
"You look so good." I opened my eyes when someone suddenly pulled me close to its body.
My mood immediately changed, and I faced the man who had pulled me. I might be a party girl, but I don't dance with just anyone I don't find attractive.
I smile sweetly at him and look disgustedly at his hands on my waist. I held it, which made him smile, but I put it away to my body.
"Sorry, you're not my type," I said and went to my friends, who were busy drinking.
My friend Amy immediately gave me a drink as soon as I sat beside them. One of my friends, Jessie, was kissing someone in the corner and Amy went back from using her phone. I no longer disturb them and continue drinking while looking at the people on the dance floor.
We just graduated college and finally starting our work journey. I'm very thrilled with it because I can finally say that I am now an adult. My parents treat me like I'm still their baby. I'm the only child, after all.
My training will start soon, getting to know our company more, after all, I'm the one who will inherit it. I was planning to take architecture, but Dad won't let me, so I took a business course. Our company is an Engineering and Architecture Firm after all, not far from my dream course.
"I still can't believe you are the same person when you are in front of your parents." I laugh at her remark. My parents knew me as the prim and proper Emily Williams. They named me Emily because it's classy and it sounds innocent, which is the opposite of me.
"You look like an angel Emily, but you're not. You can easily make people believe it with your blue eyes, petite body, and your pointed nose." I smile more as she describes my appearance. I used to wear dresses like a princess, but now I wear dresses like a hoe. I like to wear tight and short dresses that match my long silky blond hair.
"You can stop now, not that I don't know that."
"You're dangerous." Amy and I laughed.
I've known them since we were still kids. We were neighbors who used to play barbies but know we're the barbie, dressing and having fun.
Amy and I were laughing when a handsome man got my attention. He's looking at the dance floor from above us while drinking whisky in his left hand while his right hand is on the railing, looking so hot. I bit my lips as he circled his glass and drank it all. His Adam's apple shows up, which leaves me speechless.
He has this mysterious aura that made me want to know him deeply. What is he like? Does he like someone like me? What does he do? What interest him? I want it all to be answered. I'm deeply curious because all I know as of the moment is that he looks so good with that masculine body plus his angry eyebrows. I want him. That is all I can think of. And I will get him, and he will be mine.
"What are you looking at?" Amy asked as she saw me zoning out.
"Him." I pointed to the man.
"Damn, he looks so hot." She spoke.
"I want him."
"Calm down. You look so eager." Jessie and Amy laughed.
Without having any second thought, I stood up and made my way up to the veranda, and my friends were cheering for me as I climbed up the stairs. I'm very nervous, he just looks so intimidating, and I hate it when I get turned down. I just hope he won't cause I'm not giving up. What Emily what's, what Emily gets.
He's still leaning on the veranda like he first saw him. I keep rehearsing what I would say, like, "Hey, I'm Emily. Would you like to take me home?" or "You look so hot, may I, have you?" but now that I'm on his side, I can't seem to open my mouth and talk to him. He didn't even notice me. Which irate me more.
I look at my friends below, and they're waiting for me to make a move and also cheering for me. I smiled more as I saw them, and I moved closer to the guy. No, not guy, man.
"You seem lost in your thoughts," I spoke.
He didn't even bother to look at me. I don't know if he didn't hear me or just pretending he didn't hear me.
"Hey." I grab his drink and drink it all up.
He was shocked for a moment, but he just raised his eyebrows, probably asking who and why I was there. Isn't it obvious, though?
"What's your name?" I asked with a seducing smile.
"Why do you want to know?" he asked with no emotions on his face.
"I want you." I have to be straightforward because that's how you get what you want.
"I don't, and you're just a kid." He smirked.
That pissed me off. How can he say that? I may look young, but I know how things work, and he's not the first guy I made my move with. There were plenty, and I always get them.
"I am. Isn't that what older men want, though? Young, wild and free?"
"Not me."
"Oh, you have a girlfriend. It doesn't surprise me if you have."
"Still want me."
"Yes," I said as we looked into each other's eyes.
We had the same eye color, blue. Aside from taking my breath away, I notice that too. I can't breathe. I want him to kiss me, I want his touch, and I can see that he's tempted but hesitating.
"I'm not interested in you."
"Why? I have all you need."
"You don't know how it works. You're just a kid."
"Oh really? Do you know me, though? It seems like you don't." I laugh sarcastically.
"Yeah, I don't, and I'm not interested to know you."
That sentence made me want to punch him, but his rudeness turned me on. My type of guy.
"You should. You'll like me." I smile sweetly and fix his collar while he's looking at me angrily. I had to tip toe because of our height difference which made me giggle.
"I don't," he said and put away my hands. I stumble but manage to stand up straight.
"I want to know you and to have you."
"I'll just scare you. You don't want that don't you."
"I will do anything just to have you."
"I've warned you." He smirked.
He held my waist and pulled me close to his body, and his hands wandered around while I felt his hot breath on my ears. I moaned as he coped my butt. Our lips were just an inch away from each other, but he didn't kiss me. I wanted his lips, his touch, him.
"So young but such a flirt." He whispered and kissed me hungrily. I moaned and moaned. He keeps biting my lips and enjoying every corner of my mouth. That hurts, but it feels so good. I want more and more.
We were kissing each other hungrily, but he suddenly pulled away. My body was still too drunk to process everything around us. All I know is I want him, and we should go somewhere where no one can disturb us.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"Nothing." He said and suddenly dragged me out there.
Everything was blurry when we got out of the bar when he drove me somewhere. All I know is we just kept laughing as we went inside a hotel room.
He locked the door and started to undress me. We are both panting as we both undressed each other. I don't even know where I am and what day is it, all I know is I want him, and I will.
He kisses my neck, down to my body, as he lays me in bed. I just held the bed sheet tight and kept moaning. He removes my underwear and starts kissing me down there. I kept moaning and turning my head left and right as he did while my hands were pulling his hair.
When he was satisfied, he kissed my lips again. My hands were wandering around his body, he suddenly stopped kissing me, and we looked into each other's eyes. He looks like he regrets doing this for a second. I held his shoulders and made him lay in bed while I was on top of him.
He's watching my every move and waiting for what I'll do next. I grind at his cock while I kiss him hungrily. I smiled out of satisfaction when I heard his moan.
I climb down to the bed facing his cock. I remove his underwear, and it's big, massive, and huge. I held it with my hands and stroked it up and down. He moans more as I do it faster. I giggle at his reaction and slowly suck it. It almost didn't fit my mouth because of its size. I swirled my tongue around it while my hands held it tight. I licked it down to the top until he came.
Still panting, he put me down to bed and put on a condom. I watch him as he puts it on. He looks so serious and angry at the same time. Come to think of it, and I still don't know his name, where is he from? And how old is he? Well, judging from his appearance, he looks like he is in his 30s.
I was taken aback when he suddenly put it inside of me without warning. Damn! That hurts. He slowly starts to move. He doesn't look at me, he just looks at our body being one, which kind of hurt my feelings a little bit, but this shouldn't hurt me, though. He's just someone who's fucking me as of the moment.
"Ah! Ah!" It's painful how he fucks me but at the same time pleasuring.
My hands are wandering around his body when he comes close to my body. I even think I scratch his back with my long nails, but that doesn't matter because we are more focused on fucking. All I can hear is the friction of our bodies colliding at each other, my loud moans, and his heavy breaths.
He covers my mouth while we look into each other's eyes. I can see desire and nothing more. He's very handsome. He has these long eyelashes and a pointed nose, and what makes him more like him is his mysterious blue eyes. Like it's hiding something that doesn't want you to know any of it. Like he doesn't want you to know him deeper. He's just in it for the sex.
"Damn!" he lay on top of me when we both came.
I giggled, but he didn't even bother to look at me. Suddenly it feels so empty. I got what I wanted, him on top of me, but for some reason, that isn't enough. I want more. I want to know him deeply, but will he let me through? He's the type of man who doesn't want to be in relationships and commitments. He's mature and kind of old for me. I haven't dated older guys. I date guys who are just my age, but I didn't know hooking up with an older man could be this exciting and thrilling. I'm missing out, big time.
Covered with sweat and catching our breath, that's all I can hear while we lay there. So, lost in my thoughts that I fell asleep without realizing it. Yes, with him on top of me. He's heavy and big, but I like it.
02"The Aftermath"I woke up feeling sore all over my body and alone on the hotel bed. I'm not even trying to move, but I can feel it. Also, disappointed that the man who fucked me last night left me. Well, I shouldn't even be surprised. What happened last night wouldn't mean something to him, and it shouldn't mean something to me either.Well, I hope he would want to eat breakfast together since he devoured me last night. Oops! My mistake, we both devoured each other last night.I shook my head, and this wasn't me. I don't eat breakfast with someone I hook up with. , Technically, I haven't yet, but I admit that I want to. I'm a person who gets attached easily, and I don't know if that's good.Struggling to get up, I force myself to do so because of my hunger, plus there's this hangover that they call. I'm experiencing it right now, not that it's my first time, though. This one is just the worst.I pick up my clothes on the floor, not even bothering to cover my naked body, and I'm alo
03"Decision"I watch the people dancing on the dance floor. I usually dance if I go to a bar, but today is different. Today, I'm drinking and keep thinking about what I did.I feel guilty for sleeping with a married man, but as much as I want to stay away, I can't because I want him for myself. He's the one who's responsible for what he did because when I slept with him, I didn't know that he was married, but I also didn't confirm that with him.I wonder why men can do that, no, not just men but anyone. How can anyone cheat? What can make a person unfaithful to someone they love? Do they love their partner, or are their love shallow to make that decision easily?I want someone who will love me like my father loves my mother. He treasures her, and I can see it in their eyes that they care for each other even though years have passed.When mom told me their love story, I immediately knew I wanted a romantic love story like theirs. I want a partner who can be faithful to me but being ta
04I sigh when I woke up and realize that Arthur is sleeping beside me. It makes me so guilty that I know he’s married but still be tempted. I just can’t resist him and it scares me but at the same time I like it because finally he’s with me.I pick up my clothes and left Arthur sleeping, just like what we always do. Yeah, no commitment just accidental fuck and it happen again and again.I went to work feeling preoccupied and hoping that Arthur wouldn’t bother me at work, I don’t want to create drama in my workplace and although I’m far from that the moment that I slept with Arthur, I still want to create a comfortable space to work, I have my goals and I want to make my parents proud.“Hey!” My eyebrow creased when a unfamiliar face approach me, he laugh when he notice my reaction. “I’m Arthur’s friend, Nathan.” He extend his arms, and I shake it.“I didn’t know he has friends.” I said.“That’s harsh.” He laugh, and I chuckle.Nathan is the opposite of Arthur, he’s funny, approachabl
05 I love you."Hi!” He jumped when he saw me. I smile widely at his reaction. “What the hell?” He raised his eyebrows at me. “You’re going home?” I replied, not minding his angry face. “Obviously, what do you want?” He asked, annoyed. He knows who am I, good thing he remembers me, huh? “Care to give me a ride?” I held his arms like he’s mine. “No, and can you please let go of me?” that hurt me, but I didn’t let him see that. “No, I like holding you. If you clearly remember?” I smirked. “I don’t care.” He holds my hands and forces them to stop holding him. “What’s wrong?” “You are holding me is what’s wrong, so get lost while I’m being nice.” He went in on his car and left me there standing. I look at his car until it’s out of my sight. He’s rude. That’s what he is. After a steamy night, he showered me with beautiful words, and now he’s spitting shit to my face. I can’t say I hate him for that, but that pissed me off. No one ever did that to me! He’s the only one who di,d
06Arthur?“Blooming as ever, Miss Emily.” Miss Rina, my workmate, said.I smiled at them and put my bag on my table. My dad just called for me in his office. I have to go there first, knowing his schedule, he'll be busy later.I felt someone standing next to me while waiting for the elevator to open. I was shocked when I saw that Arthur was standing tall. I raised an eyebrow at him, but he just looked straight ahead. I just looked away and ignored it; although his presence is intimidating, this is nothing since I'm used to an intimidating aura.When the elevator door opened, I entered first before him. I immediately hit the right button on the right floor and quietly stood on the side. I can see his broad back, but I try not to look at it so much because I'll know he'll notice.I was surprised when the elevator finally closed, and he started kissing me. My eyes widened, but soon I was drowning in his deep kisses. I feel like my dress will tear because of his touch. Although the dress
07 AgreementI’m better off without him. That’s what I keep repeating in my head. After what happen last night I want to make him feel like he’s not worth of my time even though I hate the fact that he backed out last minute.“Your Dad called and he wants you ASAP in the conference room.” Miss Rina said. I sigh and put my things on my table.I don’t know why dad keeps calling me when I’m working. He knows I’m busy but he keeps on doing it again and again and I seriously need to talk to him in that matter.“Dad! Good morning.” My eyes widen when I saw some of the board members and Arthur. I cough and smile to them as I sit beside dad. Well, that’s embarrassing.I pouted and notice that someone on dad’s side is looking at me and smirking. I raised my brows to him but he only smile being friendly with me. I look away and focus on the meeting instead, but caught Arthur looking at me. Huh! Now he’s looking at me after what happen last night?The meeting ended with me so lost why am I nee
08 It begins Now TW: Sex (R18) Days had passed and I still don’t know what I’m doing. Arthur and I haven’t seen each other because the next day when the agreement happen he didn’t show up at work and I had to ask Nathan where he is. He then said. “You didn’t know? He flew out of the country last minute to avoid you.” That made me want to smack him. “Joke, he’s there because of a conference. He’ll be back in a week.” And that is today, he’ll come home today and I don’t know what I would do or how would I react. I just know that we have many things to tackle about this agreement because when we made this deal it wasn’t clear because my emotions were pouring and I wasn’t thinking straight. Today is lunch break and I was thinking of heading to my OB for a check up and to get some pills. This would be an essential because I don’t want to get pregnant in a young age especially if the father is married to someone else. That would be fucked up and my parents are surely gonna kill me. “H
09 Almost The days has been light after making the agreement with Arthur. I know I cried and almost regret in agreeing with that but I’m happy and I’m enjoying my time with him although I know it wouldn’t last long. We’ve been following our rules and to stay professional at work and he hasn’t been visiting me in my department and I also don’t ask him question that relates with the past because I hate it when he lost his mood and it’s too much to handle when he gets angry, and I don’t want that to happen. My co-workers has been curious what is my relationship with Arthur but I would answer them that we know each other through my father and he’s the best employee and his department so my father is really proud of him. I also haven’t seen Nathan in a while after what happen in Arthur’s condo but I don’t know what to do if I’ll see him after what happen so this is better. “Dad?” “Hey.” He hugged me and nodded to the employees that greeted him. “Why are you here?” I asked. “I want
65MomentEmily’s POVI touch my lips as I lay my back at the door. I just escape Arthur and stop myself from kissing him. I kind of embarrassed about that because I’m not a teenage girl who was going to kiss my crush. I’m over those stage and I am, I’m just forcing myself to believe it.I showered to get it out of my system but even after drying my hair and laying down in my bed I still can’t get it out of my head. I keep turning and changing my position in bed but that doesn’t help.I sigh and sit on my bed and look for things that I can do to distract myself and when I saw my luggage I immediately know what I will do.I start to unpack, yes I still haven’t start unpacking even after weeks has passed but I’m doing it right now and it does kind of help because I keep fighting with myself of why did I bring such clothes instead of the good ones but who cares right? This is just for keeping me out from thinking about what happen earlier but when I saw a box I couldn’t think straight.
64ProveEmily’s POV“Fuck.” I moan as he touch my body. I feel hungry at his kisses that when he start kissing my lips I couldn’t let go even though I need air and nor does he does.“Emily… fuck.” he moans my name as he mould my breast using his hands while kissing my faces to my neck. He didn’t just suck it but left small kisses every part of it. I can feel his hot breath that’s making me move around but his hands are in my stomach close to my womanhood that’s making me stay in place and I kind of admit that his hands are hot and it’s burning every skin that he touch but I like it… no, I love it. I love every part of this hit steamy sex we’re having after in a while.I’m sweating as hell and I can feel it dripping from my forehead but I couldn’t care much as soon as I touch his chest and he lay on top of and didn’t even warn me that he’s putting his manhood inside of me.“Oh, Yes!” I moan as he started moving on top of me and I can’t help but to bite my lips as I watch his hands in
63MistakesEmily’s POV“I don’t seem to be improving.” I pouted at Nena. Yes, I started cooking once again. I’m getting tired of staying in my room and Nena’s back so might as well use this time to learn cooking… for myself.Nena chuckled and help me instead. “You’re still learning but you’ll go there.”“Cooking isn’t for everyone and maybe I’m part of that population.”Mom and Dad went out for work early and as much as I want to cook for them I know they are escaping my cooking because every dinner it’s what we eat and I don’t know if I should be angry about that but I know I’m not good yet and I appreciate them for eating my food… even though it taste like crap.“Why aren’t you sa
62ShockEmily’s POVInhaling the air when the moment you land stepping out of the airplane feels weird… maybe because I didn’t expect to come home for something like this? Media is the last thing I’m worried about right now because they don’t really know that I’m coming back home after the controversy. Well, how would they know? Even I didn’t know that I will be coming home here alone… not technically alone Nena is here getting our luggage alone while I am busy with my phone.“Can you pick me up?” The moment I call my friends I know they will know that something is wrong but I don’t want to commute and either way I’m going to meet them might as well ask them to fetch us.“You? Where are you?” Jessie answered and there was a long pause between us. “D-don’t
61 Just in timeEmily’s POV“Nena. He’s divorce and it’s been two months and he didn’t even tell me.” My tears started to fall and Nena couldn’t believe it either that she had to check the paper that I read and when I saw her dread face I immediately knew that I was right.“Maybe he just couldn’t find the right time to tell you. Don’t cry now.” She said but I shook my head.I didn’t talk even after Nena talk to me and try to stop me from crying but when the door open again and he saw us his eyes widen and stuck on his feet.“Can I have the time alone with Emily?” Arthur said and Nena was hesitant but couldn’t do anything and leave. She whispered that everything will be alright but I don’t think so, and she left it’s just me and Arthur now.
60AlreadyEmily’s POVThe first thing I did when I walk inside is examine the house, I don’t know what to feel upon seeing the mostly empty house… no not empty but he’s not here which only means he doesn’t care about me or where I’ve been.“Are you okay? Why do you look so gloomy?” The question Nena ask made me scowl at her. “Sorry, I’m just worried.” She said upon seeing my reaction.“Where is he?” The living room is now clean probably thank to Nena. When I look at it the image of us fighting is still vivid in my mind and I couldn’t help but look away.“He’s gone to work. I’m sorry.”“You don’t need to be sorry Nena. It’s our relationship and I should be the one who’s sorry that you’re seeing us like this. We used to get along really well but I guess we’ve change and a lot have change for the past months.”It’s been a rough year for me and I don’t even know how to take it all in and I don’t know what I’ve been doing but whatever it is it’s working. Arthur and I are somewhat similar
59ProtectTW: Blood, attempted suicideEmily’s POV“What happen? I heard the employees talking about you having a fight with Bella?” It took him long enough to arrive home. I’m drinking my wine and standing in front of the window while looking at the backyard.“I’m tired Arthur, can we talk another time?” I try to stay calm even though I want to through my wine glass at him. I’m holding the necklace I pulled out of Bella’s neck earlier and I’m holding it tightly.“Emily, did you fire her?”I close my eyes tightly. He won’t listen won’t he? “Yes, so what? She’s not useful to the company and I wanted her gone because you won’t do anything and you keep tolerating her and I’m tired of seeing that.”“Emily!”My brows creased and face him. “Why are you angry? Did you like her? Is that why you gave our necklace to her?! It has our daughter inside Arthur! How could you?” I throw the necklace to him that made in shock but catch it. “You like her didn’t you? Is she the woman you slept with whe
58TeaseEmily’s POV“You will eventually need to talk to me, Emily. This isn’t how we solve our problem. Remember what we told each other? That communication is the key when we’re fighting but now you’re the one who’s not talking to me.”I gave him a death glare. “We won’t be fighting if I hadn’t caught you having a kiss mark on your neck! I even smell a girl perfume on you! And you can’t answer to that! How am I going to process everything and talk to you and how dare you blame this all on me? You put this on yourself and you didn’t go home!”“If I only I didn’t caught you in a seclude area with that James, we wouldn’t be fighting like this!”“So, it’s my fault now? It was your choice to leave and spent the night somewhere so don’t you dare blame it all on me!”“I didn’t cheat on you.” His voice became softer and his eyes looks like he’s pleading me to stop fighting with him but how could I when I’m also confuse and scared that he might really slept with someone I didn’t know.“But
57ArriveEmily’s POVI didn’t even realize that I feel asleep in the nursery while waiting for Arthur to arrive but only this time I don’t see him.As soon as I wake up I went to our room but he’s not there and there were no sign of him going home. I even ask Nena but no Arthur didn’t come home. It’s making me anxious because I haven’t heard from hear and I’m thinking that he’s in n accident or in a bar lying on the floor because of drunkenness or with a girl probably with Bella and I hate thinking about it.I don’t even know what’s worse, if he has been in an accident or with Bella in a hotel, in bed tangled up in each other. I gulp and start walking back in forth.“Where do you think he is?” I ask Nena while she’s preparing breakfast.“Ohm, I don’t know. I don’t have any idea.” I scoff at Nena’s answer I know she’s choosing the best answer to make me feel at ease but that didn’t make me any better.“You think he’s safe? Or with a girl? Please pick.” I said while biting my lips stil