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His Mate From the Sea   puppet spell
DAMIEN Earlier today, I was alerted by some unknown person. How the person managed to mind link me is something I can’t explain even to this moment. It is nearly impossible for an ordinary wolf to mind link an Alpha. But then this unknown wolf was able to. I’m confident that the person wasn't a high-ranking wolf but an ordinary wolf, if not an omega, but then how he was able to speak to me baffled me even more. I wouldn’t have listened to the mind link or done anything of the things he said. But then he mentioned that Balin was going to cheat on Marilyn that day, which enraged me and without a second thought, I dragged my chauffeur into the car and ordered him to speed to the Bold Bite Pack. Even though there was no restriction of movement anywhere in the entire Pack, I knew driving directly to Balin’s mansion would mean war. I didn’t want that yet. So I hung around while making sure that none of his pack members recognized me. It wasn’t even up to 30 minutes, when Marilyn almost ran
Last Updated : 2023-09-15His Mate From the Sea   Luna Ceremony
ONE MONTH LATER BLACK SHADOW PACK MARILYN "Come on, cowards, can't you take down a mermaid?" I growl and charge at my trainees, who were cowering at a corner, afraid of stepping forward to fight me. "Why do you keep training with the kids? If you really think you are strong and all that, come over here and train with us," an annoying voice I have come to hate sounded behind me, making me turn around. There, on the other side of the training ground, was Truce, the Black shadow pack's strongest warrior and my biggest rival. Seeing that he has my attention, he smirks and whispers to other warriors next to him, making them laugh and point degrading fingers at me, making me realize that whatever he had just said was against me. I tried to ignore him and walk away, but he seemed to have other plans. The moment I try to walk past him, he grabs my arm, enraging me. I elbow his rib cage and send a kick down to his groin, making him let go of me immediately. "You bitch from nowhere," he
Last Updated : 2023-10-09His Mate From the Sea   It's been over a month
ALICIA It’s been a month since I got back to the pack. I have successfully gotten back my position as the pack's doctor, thanks to the intervention of the elders of the empire, who justified all my wrongdoings. They had blamed it on the puppet spell and pressured Balin into giving the position back to me. I never expected him to give in so easily, but then, he was going through a lot and gave in easily. “Miss Alicia,” the maids bow at me the moment I walk past them. Following the elders' instruction, I’m here to make Balin see me as a potential Luna and not just the pack's doctor. “I wonder what the Alpha is still waiting for. That mermaid is gone and never coming back. It's high time he accepts it and makes Miss Alicia the Luna. She is more than qualified for the position,” I heard one of the maids whisper. I listen as others affirm with her, making my head swell with pride. Everyone in the pack sees me as the potential Luna except Balin. But then, I’m not bothered at all. A
Last Updated : 2023-10-09His Mate From the Sea   Balin will come to fear my name
MARILYN I stopped in my tracks unsure if I heard right, my heart beating erratically in my chest.“What did you say?” I asked, slowly turning round to look at Damien who sighed and furrowed his brows.“Marilyn…” he began, his voice unsure.“Fucking answer the question!” I yelled at him, my anger tipping over into fury.He scowled at my attitude and shrugged.“You want to know so badly? Fine, Alpha Balin is getting married in a few days! Everyone knows!” He yelled back, his anger rising quickly.I immediately stilled and my heart clenched with fury. He was getting married? Wow, jerk face.Damien seemed to notice the way I became quiet and he sighed.“He's not worth waiting for, Marilyn.” he insisted, taking steps closer to me.I didn't pay him any heed, my eyes seeing red as I thought about the news I just heard.I didn't even realize that Damien was beside me until he tapped me, snapping me out of my daze.“What?” My voice was a whisper and I hated myself for being affected.Damien pu
Last Updated : 2024-08-16His Mate From the Sea   Three days
BALINThe elder who stood before me was blabbing about the usual nonsense that had become his custom for the past two days reminding me that I only had three more days before they would choose a Luna for me.I have never been more tempted to kill someone of high status. He may be a great elder but this was my pack, he was on my soil and I happened to be the Alpha who made the rules here.“Is there someone yet?” He asked, his voice echoing in the dim roomI leaned back on my chair, my gaze returning to the plate of steak on the table, carefully cutting a piece and stuffing it into my mouth, the spicy taste making me groan.“No,” I answered simply as I cut another piece with the cutlery.His fists clenched by his side, a small gesture which my sharp eyes caught and I smiled to myself. He was probably tired of me. He had been assigned to meet me every day to speak to me and my robotic answers were getting on his nerves already. I had given him the same answer for the last two days and he
Last Updated : 2024-08-17His Mate From the Sea   Watch your back
ALICIA He looked a bit confused but the confusion soon morphed into a scowl. He didn't look surprised to see me anymore, he looked irritated. I couldn't dwell on that, I had come here for something so his mood didn't really matter to me. It had been a while since the useless mermaid went missing and even though I didn't know where she was, I was going to make sure that she never made it back alive. “Balin,” I said, forcing a smile. He muttered something incoherent under his breath and pushed his empty plate aside. “I don't like visitors when I'm eating” he said gruffly as he stared at me over. I blinked rapidly and tried to keep a passive expression on my face “You're done eating” I noted, my gaze turning to the empty plate on the neatly laid out table. His eyes darkened. “Indeed I am done but what if I hadn't been done eating? You could never have known,” Irritation was clear in his tone at this point and I was beginning to wonder if I had made the right decision by coming
Last Updated : 2024-08-18His Mate From the Sea   If we sparred
MARILYNIt was already evening, I had spent a long time in my room, staring at my reflection in the mirror.The sound of swords clashing outside made me sigh. The warriors were sparring.I should go join them instead of spending my time here doing nothing but I didn't want to stand up at this moment.Sighing, I reached for the antique black comb on the dresser and gently drove it through my hair, untangling the knots that had formed After brushing it for a few minutes, I set it back on the table and stared at my reflection in the mirror. I didn't look any better than when I was in bold bite pack. There was only one difference. This version of me was stronger and didn't care about the opinion of others. I would prove to them that I was strong.Well if I wasn't going to train this evening, I might as well put my room in order. Standing up, I went to the bed when a knock sounded.“Come in,” I said, irritated.The door was pushed open and a maid walked in noiselessly.“Miss Marilyn,” the
Last Updated : 2024-08-19His Mate From the Sea   Say it
BALINThere was another knock on the door and this time I knew that it was Aylin and Jarek. I could hear Aylin voice already and she seemed angry about something while jarek just kept replying with “no” “stop” “why?” And it seemed to aggravate her further as her tempo increased with each word.I stared at the door and it flew open to reveal the both of them standing in front of the door, Aylin’s hands crossed around her body while Jarek stared down at her with an irritated look. They seemed a bit shocked at the sudden opening of the door as Aylin just huffed and walked in before jarek sighed and followed her.“I didn't expect you to do that ” Aylin said, her gaze fixed on me.My eyes fell on jarek who just shook his head.Did she say why she wanted to come here?” I mindlinked him.He shook his head before replying. “No.”Aylin looked between me and him then frowned. “I'd rather you ask me your questions Instead of mindlinking your beta,” she said, indignation in her tone.I squinted m
Last Updated : 2024-08-20
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His Mate From the Sea   Final chapter
MARILYNIt had been two days already since I had that talk with Aylin and following after, I had a discussion with Balin. I felt like we couldn't be walking on eggshells anymore and we needed to address the issue and we did.Which was namely the reason why the celebration in the pack house had started but I was still standing in my room, my gaze locked on the vanity mirror, staring at my reflection. I looked different. And it was in a good way.The slight knock on my door made me jolt back to reality and quickly grab my lipstick knowing that it was probably Aylin.The door pushed open and Aylin shambled in, her green maxi dress accentuating her curves while her hair was tied up in a bun and adorned with flowers.That was the event of today. We had faced devastation not long ago but tonight…It was the celebration of summer and apparently flowers were a big part of the night which is why everyone had a flower on their person tonight.My hair was still casually dropped down as I was still
His Mate From the Sea   Make things right
MARILYNIt has been two days and Balin was out of bed already and already resumed his duties in the pack while I still hung around.I don't even know what I was still doing here, I should leave but I was in no hurry, everyone was nice to me and kept thanking me for saving them.Even though I wanted to be angry at them, I knew how they must feel at this point. They didn't even know what to believe. Alicia had turned out to be a demon, I turned out to be not as weak as they knew, Dmitri finally attacked, they lost people. Things must be hard for them.So because of that, I was nice to them and accepted their every apology while listening to them and getting to know them on a more personal level.I think something that earned me more respect was the fact that everyone now knew that I was a Maren. Occasionally my mind would drift back to the mermaid foundation and I wondered if they were okay.Yes, the mermaids there hurt me and mae life a living hell for me. But I couldn’t stop myself from
His Mate From the Sea   What is wrong with me
MARILYNThe cool stone of the fountain stood in sharp contrast to the warmth of my own stormy feelings. I sat by myself, the soothing splashing of water providing background for the recurring scenes in my head.Balin intertwined with another woman, the vision of that night came back agonizingly clearly. It had been the reason for my leaving and the reason I was still madI felt doubt biting at me. Should I have judged more quickly? Had I let wrath distort my view?Aylin joined me beside the fountain, a consoling presence among my swirling thoughts."Marilyn," she asked softly, "are you okay?"Though it felt empty and stupid, I forced a grin. “Aylin, I'm good. Just... contemplating.”She sat next to me, staring across my field of vision. "Regarding Balin?"Not sure I could meet her eyes, I nodded."I know you're hurting," she said gently. “Still, I know Balin as well from the short time I spent here. And I would never think he would act in such a manner."Her remarks caught me off guard
His Mate From the Sea   Please, Goddess
BALIN"I'm awake." I blinked, my eyesight fuzzy, the world around me a hazy swirl of forms and hues. My body felt heavy, as though I had been asleep for a thousand years and my head throbbed with a dull agony.Marilyn's face came into focus as I tried to squint, her lovely features marked with a mixture of relief and... something else. Fury? Indifference?"Marilyn," I said, my voice hoarse from neglect. “You're here.”She showed a look of warmth, but it was fleeting and soon she was wearing a guarded look.I reached out to her, my hand shaking just a little. "I'm so glad you're safe," I said, heart aching with a love that refused to die.Her eyes hardening, she withdrew from my touch. "Don't," she murmured, her voice hard. "Just... do not."I felt confusion sweep over me. Why was she pulling away? She had not disappeared. She had stayed and she had been here. I could faintly still feel her lips on my head when I was coming back to consciousness even though I didn't hear what she had
His Mate From the Sea   You're awake
"I'm sure," I replied, my voice firm. "I need to make sure everyone is getting back on their feet."Jarek nodded, a hint of admiration in his eyes. "You've done a remarkable job, Marilyn. The pack... they respect you now. You're doing an amazing job even I'm not sure that I could have done."I scoffed, a bitter taste in my mouth. "Their respect is a fickle thing, Jarek. Earned through bloodshed and fear. It's not the kind of respect I wanted but it's what I got."He sighed, his shoulders slumping. "I know it's not ideal, but it's a start. You've given them hope, Marilyn. We underestimated you, you're clearly one of the best things that have happened to the pack."I sighed. “It's fine. You know I always wanted revenge and now I'm helping rebuild. Ironic”Jarek cleared his throat, drawing my attention back to him. "I have the casualty report, Marilyn," he said, his voice a whisper "We lost twenty-three pack members. Another fifteen are severely injured, but the healer is hopeful they'l
His Mate From the Sea   I never got a chance
MarilynI didn't move for a good 5 seconds, my eyes fixed on nothing and the sounds of the battle ravaging around me faded Into nothing. All I could see was Balin, his lifeless body slumped against mine, his words—his final words—ringing in my ears."I love you, Marilyn."A sob tore through me as I realized he was still slumped against me, unmoving, I had been harsh on him, I never got the chance to tell him that I didn't hate him, and now he was gone. Because of me.A weird feeling engulfed me. Was this grief? Pain? Regret? Whatever it was, it hurt like hell.My body refused to move, paralyzed by a grief so profound it threatened to consume me whole. I slowly pushed him off me and fell to the ground, my face staring up at the sky, the sound of the demon's laughter echoing around me and the sound of the battle around me. I wouldn't mind death at this point. It was a part of me that had been torn away.Aylin, her face streaked with tears, rushed to my side, her voice a desperate plea."
His Mate From the Sea   I love you
MARILYNAlmost as terrible as the battle, Alicia's fall had been the cause of the silence that followed. The expressions of the people revealed confusion, incredulity, and a growing fear.Ever the protector, Balin responded first, his focus on the slumped figure of Alicia. He hurried toward Alicia's almost lifeless figure, crouching next to her, his hand extending to feel for a pulse."Alicia?" he asked, his voice full of a desperate hope that made me angry for some reason. "Alicia, can you hear me?"Many pack members, startled, gathered around Alicia, their voices a cacophony of worried questions.“Someone got the healer!”“Is she breathing?”"What happened with her?"Her face was white and her eyes were wide with panic, Aylin grabbed my arm firmly.She said, "Marilyn," her voice shaking, "What's happening? There's a weird energy"I shook my head, confused yet my gaze fixed on Balin who was worried. "Aylin, not sure. But something doesn't seem right.""She's the demon!" Aylin yelled
His Mate From the Sea   So much power
MarilynAfter my shout, the stillness that followed was dense and weighted with a mix of amazement, terror, and incredulity. Once a site of wild violence, the battlefield was now terribly quiet.Rushing to my side with a look of mixed concern and shock in his eyes, Balin broke the quiet first.I staggered back unconsciously as he neared me, my heart aching in my chest. He didn't deserve to be this close to me. What was stopping me from speaking to him? Everyone said I should hear him out but what they didn't understand was that the sight I met that day was not something that I could recover from. Ever.He said, "Marilyn," his voice strained, "Are you alright?"I scowled at him, my wrath blazing with every once-over I gave him. I pushed him away quickly, my senses heightened and wary."Don't touch me," I growled, hatred tinging my voice. "You have no rights."He staggered back, his face a mixture of pain and bewilderment.Elder Oakwood, with his pale and drawn-in face, came gently up to
His Mate From the Sea   Never thought you'd be saved by a weak mermaid?
MARILYN"Game on," I echoed, my voice calm and my fingertips flexing as I cracked my neck. I was certain that I could kill Dmitri after practicing for a while.Dmitri unsheathed his dagger and cocked his head at me. “I think it's only fit that we face off against each other” he suggested.Balin immediately opened his mouth to protest but I beat him to it.“Deal.”“No weapons? Is that how confident you are, Maren?” Dmitri asked with a smirk.My hands swirled and a blade materialized on my hand, shining with a blue unearthly glow. Dmitri's eyes flickered to the knife and I knew it unnerved him by the way his smirk wavered but he kept his ground.“Since we're playing dirty,” He muttered, tucking his blade back in his sheath.Ah, he was going to be using his wolf to attack me instead. More the challenge for me."You think you can defeat me with that?" he scoffed, his voice laced with disbelief.I merely smirked. "This is just the beginning, Dmitri," I said, my voice laced with a newfound
