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His Heart Ruler 96
Ryan’s POV “ damn…..stop drinking…” I groaned in frustration and instantly regretted saying that watching her face lose the smile she had a second ago and now, tears pulled in the corner of her eyes as if she would cry any moment. Her eyebrows knitted together while her soft eyes looked at me as her lips pouted adorably, and she said “ but, this is the only thing which makes me forget about him….. My heart squeezed knowing how difficult all this was for her to deal with. She has nothing to do with my past and traumas and yet, she is the one suffering here more than me. And I'm the one to be blamed for her turmoil. I made her walk out of the marriage we wanted to work, and live together happily. I gave her so much to hope and build her beliefs on this relationship and at the end, i asked her to leave. I did not only break her heart but the woman she was proud of being. The woman, who believed in me and stood behind me in case I ever stumbled so that she could hold me, helped me
His Heart Ruler 97
Author’s POV “ You know who’s my husband ? “ Jenny’s eyes were all fixed on Ryan who was driving impatiently, because he wanted to reach home as soon as possible as every second being with her was making him want her more. He doesn’t know if it’s because he’s seeing her after two whole weeks or it’s because she’s drunk and probably isn’t in her senses at all and she randomly sings or yells then laughs like there’s no tomorrow, that makes him keep looking at her risking both of their lives. He needs to focus on driving but she was the reason that he shouldn’t focus on the road but on her. Clutching the steering wheel tight he tried to look ahead but his mind begged him to take a look at her, and he did. She leaned on the car door as her eyes were still on him, waiting for him to answer. Her skin was bare, no trace of makeup. The pale skin and those little red bumps of pimples around her cheeks and forehead reflected the stress she is carrying. Those dark, sunken eyes could tell tho
His Heart Ruler 98
Ryan’s POV The clock struck at 1:53 AM, the room was so silent that even the sound of winds entering inside the room through the window could be audible. Lights were off, thankfully otherwise it would have been more awkward for me. Thinking about the fact that, all these while she knew that it’s me and yet she was playing around and i like an idiot, kept going along with her makes me feel embarrassing now. “ I had to pretend to get these few hours with you otherwise you would have dropped me to my home, and left without looking back…..wouldn’t you ?” her question seemed right, if she was in her senses and had not pretend like she didn;t knew me i would have definitely got rid of her as soon as possible, because each second i spend with her makes me yearn for more time with her which isn’t resistable at all. “ See, now even you can’t answer…..because you don’t have an answer….not for this….not for any of my questions Ryan “ she looked deep into my eyes, with those tear shading e
His Heart Ruler 99
Author’s POV Jenny couldn’t believe what she heard, she turned numb for a few seconds and it took some time to sync what he said. She couldn’t ask any questions, as if she forgot how to form a word. With her eyes wide open and staring at him for what she couldn’t figure out but he did, as he continued to speak. “ Freddy, was a colleague who became a friend of my father….” he slowly began, with his eyes turning glossy. “ Freddy was somewhat the same age as my father and I used to address him as Uncle,.....i’ve seen him few times with my father……he had no family…..he was bachelor …despite of being in his late forties…..he never dated any woman…and when peoples would ask him way he would say he loves being alone, and enjoys his own company….it was weird..but peoples believed him…because apart from staying alone nothing about him seemed suspicious to peoples….he was fine living his life alone…..yet I didn't share much bond with him as I would hardly speak to anyone those days. F
His Heart Ruler 100
Ryan’s POV I could feel my heart beat rising as soon as my eyes fell on Freddy who was seated on the couch, with his legs placed on the table in front of him. His both hands spreaded wide on the couch handles as he looked back at me tilting his head. “ hi Ryan, wassup ?” he smiled nonchalantly. I asked “ why are you here again ?” scanning the room in a snap second i made sure that i have access to the door and any other things that i pick quickly and hit him with in self defence if incase he tries to harm me. Even though I was expecting some sort of apology from him for the thing he tried to do last time, I couldn’t trust him blindly. He smirked “ well, i thought you know why i’m here “ “ Huh ? you’re here to say sorry….aren’t you ?” And he let out a loud laugh as if he was laughing at me. I shrugged and tried to calculate the distance between me and the main door so that if he does anything this time I can run out of the house. He creeps me out, that i have to think
His Heart Ruler 101
Ryan's POV * * * With a snap of finger, i came back to present, Jenny was beside me, her concern filled eyes waiting for me to continue further. “ i..uh…he said…that it was my father who offered him to……” I looked down in humiliation, not able to contain my pain and tears. She held my hands, smoothing gentle words. I paused for a few seconds and continued again “ he said that it was my father who put an offer of he can have me for once…….i didn’t wanted to believe him….but what he said was….i don’t know who to trust….my father had lost my trust long ago….and freddy wasn’t someone who’s words i could trust…..i was confused….horrified and disgusted…..but the moment he stood near me something provoked me….or the fear triggered me….i end up showing the kitchen in his stomach…..he fall down clutching his stomach and blood started oozing out…..he was crying out of pain…..begging me for helping him……slowly the floor was covering in his blood….his eyes were rolling back and forth
His Heart Ruler 102
Author’s POV The sun is bright, and the sunlight is warm and not harsh. The birds keep chirping, and the breeze is cool. The light danced through the gap in the drapes, illuminating the far wall that was covered in the prints and magazine cut-outs he Had put up earlier. The room was warmed by the morning sun, welcoming me into the new day. As my toes met the worn, oak floors, Jenny stretched her arms, feeling every muscle in my body awaken, relishing in the horribly-great moment of the stretch “ Good morning, “ said Jenny as soon as Ryan opened his eyes after a long peaceful sleep. Last night both of them had so much of emotional baggages to get rid off and the process drained them till early morning and by the time they fall asleep beside each other. Ryan was emotionally exhausted after all the guilt trip and describing the reason behind his traumas. Suddenly he was feeling very light, that sleep no more felt like a hard task for him. Infact it was most deepest sleep he ever ha
His Heart Ruler 103
Author’s POV The featherly soft movements of curtains due to the blowing winds made a rhythmic sound enhancing the peaceful moment with a pinch of smoothing sound. It was past brunch time yet Jenny and Ryan were still in bed, wrapped in warm blankets while their nakedness danced on each other’s skin. It’s been half an hour since their passionate-quick love making session happened and from then both of them laid in utmost silence, cherishing each other’s skin lazily. Even though none of them spoke for a while yet the moment was truly content for them. Overcoming his phobia seemed like the first step of moving on from his past, and both of them were overwhelmed by the progress he made. It give them hope for sure, and just like the that the moment felt enough without any word exchanged between them for a while. “ Ryan…” It was jenny who broke the long endring silence between them ganing his attention as he hummed. She turned, placing her hands on his bare chest, then put her ch
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His Heart Ruler Epilogue
Author’s POV The beauty you see in everything is the beauty within you. And to enhance the beauty within you , you must know that love is an essential ingredient for that. People may hate love thinking that love breaks them but it’s not. Love doesn’t break anything, disappointment does. Lake of trust breaks peoples insecurities and bringing up the past in every present situation breaks peoples. Misunderstanding and refusal of efforts breaks peoples. Faking loyalty and over expectations breaks peoples. Love doesn’t breaks anything. It’s people. Infact love mends the broken pieces of heart. The mere presence of love is enough to fill one’s soul with strength and courage. Love becomes the strength that one needs in their life to stay still, face and fight their battles against all the odds. Love heals everything, Averting his gaze from the empty sight of the window , Ryan looked back at the hospital reports of Jenny kept on the table in front of him. He has been staring
His Heart Ruler 112
Author’s POV “ You planned all these ? “ asked Jenny, being surprised by the lighting and decoration around, which made the place seem more beautiful than it was already. “ mmm…..yep “ he smiled looking at her sparkling eyes that travelled all around the room. Her big doe-like eyes were adorable as they moved back and forth looking here and there and amazed. It’s been a while since Ryan and Jenny bid bye to the newly married couple Maya and Asher after the party and drove back. At first Jenny thought he was taking the short route to reach the home soon since he seemed tired a bit but when Jenny noticed that he was actually driving to the highway which would lead them out of the city in a few minutes she couldn’t stop herself from asking. “ Just stay silent, enjoy the ride……that’s all he said and she didn’t ask him any questions and decided to wait and watch. After one hour or so he stopped the car in front of a huge tree house which was made at the end of the forest and near
His Heart Ruler 111
Author’s POV Life has been a bliss for Ryan since the time he learnt to let go of many things that kept bothering him for years. He’s now the relieved and sorted out person who only thinks about his present and future life with more optimistic thoughts. With every passing day he has learnt to cope up with his nightmares and gradually the nightmares stopped for which he couldn’t be more thankful as he can now sleep without worrying about anything. And he is grateful to his wife because of whom he’s at a point now where life seems the most beautiful and worth living thing ever to him. He feels like he is a new born baby who just came out from the womb of mother and got hit by the fresh breath of air. The newness in every kind of situation, and ways of thinking just gets him excited for everything he does and sees. Besides, living with a wife like Jenny who isn’t less than any fairy makes him feel super blessed at times that he keeps finding new ways to express his love
His Heart Ruler 110
Author’s POV Asher and Maya sat together talking, enjoying each other's company much more than the mostly-forgotten movie they'd picked playing on her laptop for the weekend, the streaming-site flick downgraded to background noise for the flirtatious pair's constant conversations; they'd both downed a few beers each, the alcohol loosening their lips and helping put them at ease. Kissing occasionally interrupted their words, but it was a welcome interruption, both of them enjoying every moment of each other's company. No place else either of them would rather be. "Take, take off your shirt," she panted, "I need to see that amazing body of yours!" Eager to comply, enjoying this take-control side of her, Asher slipped his arms to the bottom of his shirt, detaching himself from her chest. As swiftly as he could he pulled it from his torso and tossed it across the room, spreading his arms and flexing slightly for his girlfriend's pleasure; if there was one thing Asher was confident about
His Heart Ruler 109
Author’s POV "Ohhhh..." Jenny moaned as she felt her vagina stretch open for him. After sorting out their small misunderstanding Ryan and Jenny spend some hours in bed, cuddling and talking about random stuff. They didn’t realise the passing time while being with each other and when they did it was already afternoon, and none of them had a bath yet since they woke up late and hungry that their focus went on food later on their sudden conflits which was sorted out lately. Feeling lazy to do anything they decided to spend the day in a room and order something from outside to eat and just chill watching any random movies. As Jenny got up and dragged herself to shower, Ryan uncontrollably followed her and offered her his idea of showering together. Though he promised her that it’s going to be only to shower together, nothing else but that yet Jenny knew where it would lead them hence she agreed. Within a few minutes of standing naked under the shower they were already doing what the
His Heart Ruler 108
Ryan’s POV “ Jenny, I'm not going to do that….please stop pestering me. “ I had enough and couldn’t bear it anymore when Jenny kept pestering me for something I don't want to do or, much likely, I'm not capable of doing. It’s been more than six months now since we sorted out our conflicts and began to live together. I had been doing good since then, and I figured out why. Because from the moment I shared my traumatic experiences with her I did feel the lightness in my chest as the burden of keeping everything inside me faded away. She grasped the depth of hurt and mental anguish I felt. And soon, she and I took slow but steady steps towards healing. I can;t deny that she stood strong in every path i chose to walk on. She was just beside me, guiding me, listening to me and making me feel valued and worthy. Talking to her almost felt like talking to myself because she never showed any discomfort or judging look which I was afraid to get from people. She felt like me, more of me
His Heart Ruler 107
Author’s POV“ Hand me the fish sauce. ““ now, rice vinegar ““ not this…..see on the right corner….you’ll find it beside the soya sauce bottle “ he instructed her“ got it, here….” she replied“ red bell pepper ““ now….hand me the chilli sauce ““ here…take it '' Jenny handed me the bottle and sat quietly on the island watching him add the ingredients one by one as he was preparing the Thai noodle salad with peanut sauce as per her demand. After finishing their quick morning session Ryan took a bath while Jenny was still recollecting her energy by sleeping for a little long. By the time Ryan was done changing he came out and woke her up before going downstairs to prepare coffee for both of them. Jenny took a long-soul-soothing warm bath as she was sore and thanks to her husband though. As she came downstairs wearing his t-shirt that hopefully reached till her mid thighs. One thing they love about spending their time in his penthouse is - they can literally roam around in minimal c
His Heart Ruler 106
Author’s POV When Jenny woke up, it was not by any choice of her own. While the sunshine on her face was warm and pleasant, the clock showed that it was not even 7:00, and she'd had a late night. She took a deep breath and wriggled herself out from under Ryan's arm, leaning off the bed just enough to reach the blinds and block out the sunlight. As Jenny moved herself to this position, the sheet fell away from her body ever so slightly, and she realised she hadn't put anything on after she and Ryan had finished off last night. They'd simply fallen asleep in each other's arms afterwards, with no energy left in their bodies.The fact that Jenny was naked was of no real significance to her, except that it reminded her that Ryan was naked under the sheet as well. As much as Jenny wished that she could go back to sleep, she knew she was up for good now, thanks to the sun in her eyes and the knowledge that Ryan's body was all hers if she just pulled away the thin sheet lying on top of hi
His Heart Ruler 105
Auhor's POV Ryan blinked and hugged her to his naked chest, taking hold of the back of her shirt and tugging it out of her jeans. "We're not equal yet, are we?" he said. "I want to see my favourites in you ." He meant her soft, spongy and perfectly round mounds that he never gets enough of doing things. She nodded against his shoulder and pulled back, still sitting in his lap, she ran her fingers down the hem, losing buttons as she went, until she at last shrugged her shirt off to the floor behind. "Let me," he said, laying his hands on her hips, he traced all the way up her thin body, fingers dipping beneath the band of her bra, momentarily holding her two warm, soft mounds before bringing the elastic fabric further up and over her head, helped as she raised her arms to slip it off. Not massive, no, but even though she fidgeted as he looked, he felt he had to burn this sight into his memory. Smooth, pale skin, goosebumps spreading in the cool air, topped with taut, pink nipple
