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Author’s POV “ you could have told me beforehand Ryan '' her accusation raised her voice. “ what was the need to hide it from me ? me???....do you think i would have judged you ?'' The pin drop silence enhanced her voice louder in the room, between them. Ryan felt helpless, like he always does in front of her. But tonight this context is different. When he told her about his phobia and the therapy he is taking help off to heal his scars. He knew he should have talked about this to her when they dated, or at least before their wedding. And now when she suddenly had to face all the truth about him, it made her feel like she knew nothing about him, which eventually added fuel to her anger. “ I thought …..the abusive childhood was the only thing you kept away from me……but..” and that’s when her eyes softened, and a second later it turned glossier thinking about how easily she got fooled. He had a phobia that forbids him from involving in intimacy, and many times she went overbo
Author’s POV Honesty is the pillar for any relationship and Ryan had missed that factor in his. Even though he has his own reasons to hide it from Jenny, yet his act can’t be justified. She deserved to know these things from him, even before the wedding. She would have understood him, she would have stood with him in those situations when Ryan had a hard time to face his own self. Being in love isn’t only about spending beautiful moments together, but staying and standing with the partner even in the ugliest situations. While Jenny was spending her night wondering about whether she should be angry at him for hiding such things from her, or she should be consoling him for the things he went through and didn’t tell her about. She knew that everyone has the kind of chapter in their life that they won’t be reading out loud. But, this part of Ryan’s life is something that matters to her as well. Because she loves him, a bit more than she loved anyone else before. And knowing that he f
Author’s POV The rising sun cast a rosy hue across the morning sky. Golden fingers of sunlight lit up the scene while The just-risen sun shone softly on the city streets, bringing with it a flurry of early-morning activity. Jenny’s sleep was disturbed by the warm sun rays that fell on her face straight through the window. Rubbing her blurry eyes, Jenny yawned softly before she noticed the weight on her body. Turning her head to her left side she saw the adorable sight she could ever imagine. Ryan was sleeping, with his head on her chest and his rest of body on hers. His legs were tangled with hers, while his arms were wrapped around her stomach. She was stunned to find herself in such a proximity with him. Inhaling the freshness of morning, she smiled looking at his messy hairs that almost covered his forehead fully. His almond shaped eyes were shut, as he breathed in rhythm. Slowly freeing her left hand from his hold, she stroked his mushy thick hairs tenderly. Certainly she real
Ryan’s POV “ I need a detailed report on this, make sure i get it before evening “ i said while handing the files to my P.A, who nodded and left the cabin in a rush as i gave her some work that should be done before the evening. Leaning back on my chair I rested my head on the headrest of the chair, resuming my thoughts that were wandering around until my P.A knocked the door a few minutes ago. Life has been a roller coaster ride for me, sometimes too high to process thoughts and sometimes too low to accept what’s happening around me. And most of the time I would be between the highest and lowest, not knowing how to react or respond being in the most confusing state. I thought ….i was too broken to be fixed again. But, no. I can be fixed, I can be sorted out and I can live a life without having to be feared off anyone or any trigrings. I can be loved, and fascinated too. I would have been unaware of these factors, if I hadn't met Jenny , fell in love with her and married her. O
Author’s POV The moment the door closed with a shut Ryan’s Eyes met with Jenny’s once again. They were already frustrated with all the tension buried inside them to maintain public modesty all the way to their hotel room from the hallway after having a pretty dinner date which was planned by Jenny earlier. As soon as Ryan was done with his work he grabbed his phone and left the office leaving his employees in wonder as he ran out of the office like a school kid running out of school after the school bell rings. Jenny was already waiting for him in the car, she didn’t have much time to go home and change her clothes and fix her makeup, so she went to a mall and chose a dark red dress that was black less, sleeveless with a deep v cut and reached till her mid thighs. She was quite impressed with the dress as it hugged her curves like second skin. Fixing her makeup in the mall restroom, she hurried to pick her husband from his office. Getting inside the car and reaching out her for a w
Author’s POV “ So, how’s your newly married life going ?” asked Maya, wiping off the smudged eyeliner off in the corner of her eye, while she looked into the mirror. “ I can't ask for more, he’s sooo good at husbanding….” jenny sniggered coming out of the toilet as she shut the door of it and walked near the sink to wash her hands. “ What's that husbanding ?” raised Maya’s query as she looked at jenny through the mirror while fixing her eyeliner. “ Ahh the stuff like, treating…good, respecting, loving….kind…gentle…etc “ Jenny said Jenny averting her gaze from Maya and glancing at the mirror to make sure her lipstick isn’t messed up. Maya node and asked again “ and what about sex ? “ Jenny knew it. The moment Maya said she wanted some help to fix her makeup and dragged Jenny to one of the bedrooms in the house. Jenny guessed that Maya definitely doesn’t want help in make up but she wants to know how Ryan is treating her. Sometimes Maya’s habit of asking too many questions u
Author’s POV “ Are you okay ?” asked Asher, walking inside their bedroom. And his concernful question went unheard by Maya who was resting with her head on the headrest of the bed and the rest of her body laid on the soft mettrace. Her both hands were placed on her stomach. She is staring at some random objects in the room, with her mind wandering around all the negativity that has left her life since the time she embarrassed herself. The room was gloomy, as the lights were off. Not getting any response from her Asher sat beside her, taking her hands in his. Her silence was making him more worried. She has been acting weird for a week and he couldn’t figure out why. He tried asking her but all he gets as an answer is I'm not feeling good. He then requested her to see a doctor but she refused saying it’s nothing related to her health. The way she spends more time in her room, in the dark with utter silence surrounding her, makes him worry about her mental health too. It’s quite
Author’s POV Inhaling a sharp breath of air Sam stared at the TV with an absent mind, his thoughts were vivid, unarranged and wandering around uncontrollable. His eyes were wide and fixed to the TV screen but his mind wasn’t there at all. He was disturbed about something, and needed a clearity very soon before he messed it up. He doesn’t even know what program he is watching on the TV for the last half an hour since he came back home after office. “ where are you lost ? “ The horse voice of sleepy Henry’s gained Sam’s attention as he shook his head nonchalantly and looked down on his lap meeting Henry’s eyes, which was gawking at him. He glanced and looked back at the TV “ nothing “ Sam tried to cover, but the look on his face didn’t lie like his lips. Bringing his right hand up to Sam’s face, Henry held his chin and made him look down. Locking his eyes with his, Henry spoke slowly “ tell me what’s bothering you “ Sam couldn’t form any word looking into his eyes. It was