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Author: R. Aarti
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Years ago,

Ryan’s POV

“ please…..it’s hurting….stop “ a shrink of pain left my mouth as i tried to hold my tears.

But it seems hard to control the tears from rolling down through my cheeks as I covered my mouth with my palm, because I don't want him to be punished for making any kind of noise.

He hates it when I cry and the noise of my crying disturbes him, he will punish me for that.

And his punishments won’t be something that I can bear, not after all the things he is doing to me.

My body has given up long before, it’s just me who has been holding it together till now but if this continues I don't know when I can keep it together. I’m afraid that I will die soon.

“ ahhh “ another disgusting moan left his mouth as he buried his face in the crook of my neck making me suck the breath.

I was lying, dead. I could no longer feel my body, and tears were flowing down while I clutched to the bedsheets, not able to endure the pain in my anus as he pounded harder, biting on my s
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