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Noel's POV

There's that one person in your life that you can't always lie to. One look from them and you're already saying the truth down to how you cheated and didn't get rid of your bicycle trainers until you were 11 years old. I didn't have that person in my life until Aaron came by. One question, one look and I'm already spewing out my fears and problem to him.

"C-Cancer." I answered shaking the word sounding like bile in my mouth.

"What happened to cancer?" Aaron asked confused. Then his eyes widened. "You have cancer?"

I waved my hand, "no,no I don't. As least not yet. My dad's grandfather had cancer, his mother had cancer and then he too. I'm- I'm just waiting for mine to come. And wearing a beanie, wearing a beanie feels like I'm protecting myself, slowing it. Increasing my life span."

Aaron jaw clenched up, then he turned to the steering wheel and hit it, making me jerk up at the noise. "That's the problem Noel, why do you always think negatively? Huh why can you think or bel
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    ~I saw that you were perfect so I loved you. Then I saw that you're imperfect and I loved you even more.~//Chapter Thirty\\Noel's POVI woke up the because the Sun's ray of light was reflecting directly on my face. That's unusual, the room window is facing dusk and not dawn, I don't usually get direct rays. When my eyes were fully open, I noticed that I was not in my room. I almost start panicking before I remember that I slept off at Jesse's yesterday.Speaking of Jesse, where is he? I look around and I finally see him curled up on the floor a pillow under his head. He looked so different than the normal Jesse, calm and with delicate features– innocent. The Jesse I'm used to is anything but innocent, unless his being playful and teasing he usually wears a crease on his forehead, he's always on alert ready to knock out someone's teeth anytime anywhere.But getting to know him, talking to him and with him, seeing him lying here now, I know that there's more to Jesse Donovan than me

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    ~One word frees us from the pain and weight of life; that word is Love.~//Chapter Thirty-One\\Noel's POVI wake up this time to the sound of my phone ringing. Peeking an eye open I see that the time's just 8am. 8am on a Saturday morning is early, really early. I ignore it but it starts ringing again the second it ends. Groaning I pick it up without checking the caller ID."What?!""Good morning to you too," Aaron says from the other line amusement evident in his voice.I sit up rubbing my forehead, "Altamira why are you calling me by this time?"He chuckled, "Altamira? Since when?""Since now, this better be important. I was sleeping!""Aw I'm so sorry. Where you dreaming?"I stayed silent thinking about it, "I don't know, I can't remember.""Well I dreamt and I remember my dream."He's got my attention now, "really? What did you dream about?""Hmm do you wanna know? Do you really want to know?" He asked as if his singing the spice girl song.Tell me what you wantWhat you really

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    ~I wish I could turn back the clock. I find you sooner and love you longer.~//Chapter Thirty-Two\\Noel's POVThe weather was getting worst everyday. But I love Winter so is that a good thing or bad thing? Anyway in school today all the cafeteria windows are locked and you could practically here the wind outside. It wasn't snowing yet but I know it would soon."Gosh I hate winter," Nadine mumbled rubbing her hands together. Today she wore a beanie!.Peyton and I gasped, "how can you say that?" Peyton asked smacking Nadine."Ok ok maybe not winter, just this wind. I'm getting wrinkles in my fingers, wrinkles!" She shouted showing the table her fingers.We all chuckled as but my eyes kept darting to the door, "I can't believe they allow students to be outside in this weather. Its not healthy." I complained sipping off my coffee.Nadine nudged me wiggling her brows, "Are you worried about Aaron Lee?""No, Jesse's out there too." I say, Jesse and his father had another fight today, it

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    //Chapter Thirty-Three\\Noel's POV"And then he was like you lawn mowers mowing my lawn without my permission make sure when you're done my lawn still remains the same way you met it cox I know I didn't freaking employ you. There's a particular way I like my lawn if it ain't like that I usually kill people!" I say trying to imitate a deep voice while also trying not to laugh and also trying to keep steady on a treadmill. Woah I'm trying a lot of things."I hate that. People doing stuff without being asked and expecting you to pay them afterward." Jesse said checking the numbers on the treadmill and increasing it a little.I threw him a glare but I was not capable of being angry with the story I was telling still going through my mind. Its one of the hilarious moments my father pulled with neighbors around. "Yea my dad hated it too and the way he spoke to the boys doing the 'compulsory mowing service' it scared them and they immediately gathered the machines and scrambled out of our l

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    ~When love is not madness, its not love.~//Chapter Thirty-four\\Noel's POVA hand was draped on me, holding me close. I tried to free myself but it was of use the person wasn't letting go at all. My eyes popped open in alarm and I saw that I was lying down on a really wide bed with gray sheets. Not my bed. In panic I gently craned my neck behind to get a better view of my captor spooning behind me. I visibly and mentally relaxed at the face.Aaron Lee, shirtless behind me. I lay back down and moved closer to his embrace, loving his scent that was everywhere. I tried to ignore the fact that he was shirtless, tried to ignore the warmth and the urge to run my fingers over his Latino tanned skin. I envy him, his body is so perfect and tanned beautifully. I on the other hand I'm as white as paste and incapable of tanning. I don't burn in heat and I don't tan. I'm just there.Wait a minute, if this is not my room and Aaron is here then where I'm I? I tried to remember the events of yest

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    Noel's POV"We're taking a plane?""Yup, do you want to walk there?""No, just I didn't think we'll need a plane to go to Virginia." I said plopping down on my bed and crossing my legs."The fancier the better." Aaron replied throwing clothes out of my wardrobe."I don't think my mum and I have the fee for a plane ride. Let's just go road trip, its fancy too." I said before laughing as Jesse showed me his score in the subway surf he was playing. "37, 000? pathetic, let me screw you over.""You don't have to pay, the rides on me." Aaron popping his head out of my wardrobe."You have the money to pay for both our rides? I can't afford even third class. I still vote road trip." I said my eyes trained on Surfer Frizzy as she jumped trains and stayed ahead of the fatty man. Well She is me."AL can afford our whole class plane ride on first class. Don't sweat it." Jesse answered."Really your parents won't mind?" I asked looking up at Aaron for a second."They won't but I'm not paying for a

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    ~If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I'll never have to live a day without you ~//Chapter Thirty-Six\\Noel's POVHave you been in a situation where you see something you want to buy so badly, you go against everybody's advice and you buy it then when you're taking the merchandise home you start regretting because the hole it just left in your purse is too big to ignore?As for me I've never been in that situation because money was never a problem, when money became scarce in my family, I always listened to people a lot but I can't say the same for my mother. Infact right now, Grace Atkins is living the talk."Do you think its too big, we probably take it back. It looks so big." Mum complained in the car looking left and right.I was tired of talking so I just tried to subtly cuddle into my boyfriend who was sitting in the back seat with me. Peyton however was struggling to keep up with my mum. She kept trying to turn on the radio maybe the

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    ~Love is so short, forgetting is so long.~//Chapter Thirty-Seven\\Noel's POV"Ooo!" Jesse and I said together as Roman Reign delivered a very nice and accurate punch to Sheamus."Oh my...Rollins get up!" I shouted at the screen as if Seth Rollins would miraculous hear me."He doesn't have to Dean would not let us lose," Jesse said his hands still over Peyton's eyes as she sat on the floor underneath him. "Oo!" We shouted again at another good hit.I was so excited about this match mainly because my favorites, Roman Reign, Seth Rollins and Dean Ambrose were united back as the shield. Jesse was excited too, we loved the same wrestlers. Peyton however did not just understand anything about wrestling and didn't find it exciting at all. Infact the sight of them punching each other made her want to puke. Violence nauseated her. Can you imagine? I think Violence is one of the main keys to survival, I mean if peaceful talk doesn't work out what do you do? Walk away? No way you use the fis

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