[57] ||Hardie Morrison||The past four months has been h*ll for me since I was badly loosing my sanity. Lincoln had made a suggestion for me to travel out of States since I refused to admit to my feelings."Maybe when you breath in new and different air with a change of environment, it will help in regaining your self." He had advised when he noticed I was spending most of my time on cokes and pipes with little or no food.I kind of refused at first, hoping to sail through it. But realizing I'm getting myself more buried in cokes and pipes, I grudgingly agreed. I'm a drug addict but I've gone way too far since the day Arlington returned to her mom.I travelled out of States with out thinking twice to Green Hill, where I spent two h*ll of months. At first, changing location seems like a very good plan until I start loosing my mind and going crazier than usual.Returning back into States, I decide to go check on Arlington in her mom's apartment but saw no one. Checking the
[58] ||Arling Arlington||The sun was near setting when we got to the sea side and the urge to stay till the golden colour of the sun reflect on the sea I'm feeling was alarming. What's more exciting than spending most of your time watching nature? No other feeling can beat with it though, cause its the best ever."Why the sea side? You've always love to take me to any classy restaurant that suit your taste." I retorted, trying to sound uninterested with the environment."Huh, tricky question." He smirked as he gave me a quick glance. "Don ’t act uninterested. I know you've always love places like this, most especially watching the sun setting."I was taken aback. "How did you know? I ’ve always thought you know nothing about me." I huffed."Wrong. I know much about you..." He was still smirking and I kind of, maybe embarrassed or shy?"You are such a snitch, I know nothing about you." I hissed, avoiding his gaze."Huh, looks like some one is jealous here...?" Hardie's voi
[59] ||Arling Arlington||After the awkward silence at the sea side, Hardie insisted I should see a movie with him at the cinema.I was still speechless at his speech though but decide not to say a word cause it ’s driving me nut.The movie was a romance genre with a villain. At the end of the movie, the villain did not die but turn a new leaf.Gareth was the villain in our story but he d*ed with out reconciling with any of us. How irony!He took me to the pack after the movie and like the last time we did so together, he bought me my favourites.Chocolate ice creams and cotton candy! They were once the babies I never joke with but now, I'll be having real babies.He told me some weird and hilarious jokes about himself and I couldn't help but laugh. It was really fun spending some time with him. He is not a bad guy after all and it ’s really nice having him around.But what if he is on pretence like those first few months when I met with him?I can ’t bring myself to trust h
[60] ||Arlington Arling||"I won't forgive myself if I should make the same mistake twice cause its all my fault for falling for him in the first place." I snorted, reminiscing over how I stupidly fell for his charm. D*mn!"Its not your fault, Arling." Mom muttered in a sweet tone. "Every body is prone to falling in love and its a very beautiful thing to do, despite the danger sign in it.""Yeah, every one..." I scoffs. "Every one except Hardie, he doesn't know and doesn't care to know what its all about." And maybe Gareth too? Yeah, I think.Thinking about Gareth, I badly wish I was competent enough then to k*ll him myself. Yeah, I know it's a very bad idea to think of but I can't help it. And, I think I owe Hardie for that."When I said every one, Hardie wasn't excluded either. Maybe he realised his mistakes and wants to make amendment where necessary." Mom uttered as she wiped the dishes dry. "Who knows? Maybe he do really need the second chance he asked for…"I was stuck wi
[61] ||Hardie Morrison||Since I woke up today, all I was able to do was check the time and the screen of my phone contemplating on if to dial her digit or not. I'm silently dying to give her a call and scared at the same time.What is this feeling? I'm never afraid of any one but rather its always the other way round. Now, why this feeling? If this is how love feels, then people must be crazy for falling deeply in love.But on other hand, I'm also falling in love and that also mean I'm crazy. Is it not?I breath in slowly, after hours of contemplating, I finally got the courage to give her a call. Now, I hope she answer the call."Hey there...""Sorry, who is this...?" Her soft voice came up from the other end."What? Don't tell me you don't recognized my voice, Arling." I said as I laugh nervously, trying to sound friend."Wait, is that Hardie? How did you get my..."I quickly cut her short. "H-huh, forget about that. How are you faring?""Uhm, I'm good. Why did you call?"
[62] ||Arlington Arling||"Well, let's see how long the trust would last..." He said with a lopsided smirk. But before I could day jack, the car was already moving in a bullet speed...What do he mean by that statement of his? I wanted to asked him about it but kept my mouth shut, let's see where this leads to. Right?Not up to five minutes, I started feeling really dizzy having this demanding urge to throw up. I always thought I'm way past this stage, or could it be because of his de*th speed race?I tried bearing it but I just couldn't. "Stop this damn car!" I yelled, hitting the car's dashboard aggressively. I'm starting to get pissed off already with out any reason, what's that for?"Why? Any thing the problem?" He asked concerned laced in his voice but still keeping his gaze on the car's wheel."Stop this car this very minutes, else I'm gon' jump right through the door's window if you don't." I yelled, threat laced in my voice."What...?" He stuttered as he quickly hold o
[63] ||Hardie Morrison||Time seems to be running faster these days as it slowly rolled from hours into days, days into weeks and weeks into months.Arlington and I have been getting along real well and every things seems to be going on pretty okay between, little did I know today is going to hold the worst.I was having mixed feelings when I learned her babies were mine also. I was excited and really nervous to be a father soon and I was feeling guilty with how she got pregnant.***"I need to go out with Min Hung, I promised to spend the week end with her." Arlington said. "I'm sorry I did not inform you before now but I promise I'm going to make it up to you when I'm back, okay?""What if I actually plan some thing I'll be using as a surprise for you, is this how you are going to ruin it?" I wasn't angry but I need to sound like I was."That was why I apologize in the first place. I already said I'm sorry, stop acting like an angry bird." She said with her brows creased."I
[64] ||Hardie Morrison||"Hardie..." Her voice was croaked, holding pain in it.What have I got myself into? I pushed Louisa away as she staggered back, trying to gain her balance.She picked up her jacket, put in on and turn to face me. "See you soon, Hardie." Louisa uttered and blew kisses before walking out.I rushed towards Arlington as I quickly grab her hand sensing she is going to leave in anger. She struggled to break my grip from her hand but I tightened my grip, leaned towards her face and meet her lips with hers.I tried gaining entrance into her mouth with my tongue hoping to ease her anger but she pushed me away."Stay away from me and my babies too, Hardie." She said wearing a cold glare that sent chill down my spine. No one needs to tell me cause I know she is madly angry."What? You know I can't stay sane with out you. And about what you say a while ago, its not what you think?" I tried defending myself even when I know I was wrong."What did you expect me to