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Loosing his sanity

Author: Haarroyal
last update Last Updated: 2022-09-06 23:42:43

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||Hardie Morrison||

The past four months has been h*ll for me since I was badly loosing my sanity. Lincoln had made a suggestion for me to travel out of States since I refused to admit to my feelings.

"Maybe when you breath in new and different air with a change of environment, it will help in regaining your self." He had advised when he noticed I was spending most of my time on cokes and pipes with little or no food.

I kind of refused at first, hoping to sail through it. But realizing I'm getting myself more buried in cokes and pipes, I grudgingly agreed.

I'm a drug addict but I've gone way too far since the day Arlington returned to her mom.

I travelled out of States with out thinking twice to Green Hill, where I spent two h*ll of months. At first, changing location seems like a very good plan until I start loosing my mind and going crazier than usual.

Returning back into States, I decide to go check on Arlington in her mom's apartment but saw no one. Checking the
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