Chapter 3

Meet

I was peacefully sleeping and was woken up by a rapid ring of my notification.

Stretching my body, I get up from my bed to get my phone on the table. I open it and check what’s up. I opened it and saw a message from Cassandra. I open our convo and saw pictures and vids of Kier drinking, singing, dancing and doing other stuff. He looks so drunk on the vids. He looks so cute in his drinking state. Well at least he enjoys his night like he said that he will try to. I thought to myself.

I began typing for Cass, ‘Cass, is he that drunk now?’.

Minutes later Cass replied. ‘Well, I’m not sure, he seems like it but I think he’s just tipsy. They drunk too much of alcohol lately and knowing his alcoholic tolerance, he must be drunk but can still manage to do things on his own.’

I laugh a little at that. ‘Yeah right, he really has a high tolerance of drinking alcoholic drinks. Haha.’ I replied to her.

Leaving my conversation with Cass, I open mine and Kier’s conversation. ‘Hey Kier.’ I chatted and nervously waiting for his reply.

After almost 3 minutes, he finally replied. ‘Yes? Why you still awake, it’s already late Shil.’

‘Nah just woken up by notifications hahaha. Anyway, Cass sent me pics and vids of yours.’ I replied and waited.

‘Tf?! I really want to murder that sister of mine!!’

‘Sheshh, I know you won’t.’ I replied while building up my courage to say to him what I want.

‘By the way, Kier. Cassandra said, you guys drunk too much of alcohol already. Can you still drive your car?’ I felt so nervous after sending it. I breath in and breathe out as I wait for his reply.

Moment later he replied. ‘Ohm, yeah. We drunk much already but yeah; I can still drive. Why?’ he replied.

‘Well, ahm, can I ask you a favor?’

His reply was quick, ‘Yeah, sure, what is it?’

‘I would like you to go somewhere, I’m giving you the address. Renaissance Dhaka Gulsham Hotel. 5th floor. Room 26…. just go to this address and chat me when you’re already there.’ I have to reread. I’m hesitant to send it but still did.

After seeing message, it took him a few minutes before he finally started typing. ‘W-what? Why? What’s up, why would I go there? ‘he replied.

‘It’s…ahm, just go there, okay? You’ll find out what’s up, just go there.’ Just come here, babe. I added but, on my mind, only.

Moments later he replied ‘Ahm okay, I’ll be there, yk, I’m having a bad feeling about this Shil. But okay I’ll be there, I’ll chat you later when I got there. Just what are you really up to?’.

‘Hehe you’ll know later.’ I replied and put down my phone beside me.

WHILE waiting, I keep on checking my phone. I’m nervous, scared and excited at the same time. I already planned it all before coming here but then I’m still nervous. I know from the beginning that this is such a crazy plan, but this is what I want as a woman who love him so much.

After confirming that I’m really is just a friend to him. I accepted it and just continue keeping this feeling I have for him but I hope sometimes that this would fade. I thought I can manage to let go of this feeling; I just have to try. But then, nothing works, I tried to move on but still. Even after years, it’s still there. I still love him. And as to my craziness I’ll do it. I know it’s crazy but…

My thoughts were cut off by a notification from my phone. I pick it up and look what is it. When I open my phone, I saw that I’ve received a message from Kier.

‘I’m outside this room you were talking about… 5th floor, room 26, right?’ my breathing hitched for a while after reading his message.

This is it girl, he’s here now. No turning back sweetie. I thought to myself. ‘Okay, you wait outside until the door will open.’

I put down my phone at the bed and looked at the mirror. I’m wearing a comfy short paired with an oversize shirt. Hmm, I guess I look fine. I thought before walking towards the room’s door. I breath in and out to calm myself before opening the door.

As I opened the door, the first thing I saw is the man who I really love so much for years. Standing in front of me is a drunken state man looking but still handsome though. The moment the man’s eyes looked at me, he looks so shock, mouth dropped, circled eyes. Ahh such a funny view. I thought while still looking at him.

“Hi.” I said to him. It took him a couple of minutes before he got back to his normal state.

“W-what the f-fuck? W-what are you doing here? H-how can y-you be h-here? S-Shilou??” he asks stuttering while still gaping at me. I can’t help but laugh at his reaction.

“Come on in first, I’ll answer your questions inside, come in.” I calmly said and open the door wider for him. He stepped inside still looking at me. When he got in, I closed the door and locked it before walking inside and he just silently followed me inside.

I walked straight to the table and sat at the chair and offered him the other chair. He sat down at the chair and stared at me intently.

D-damn, I’m getting more nervous…

“Please stop staring at me like that, Kier. What’s wrong did I do to be stared like that?” I ask to break the tension between us.

Kier avoided his stares at me and cleared his throat before looking at me again.

“Answer my questions, S-Shilou.” He stuttered again. Cute.

“Well, to answer your questions; what am I doing here? Well I’m here because I want to attend your graduation ceremony and to see you achieving your dream with my own eyes. How can I be here? Well, because I can? I brought ticket, get in a plane and flew here. “

“S-so you mean, you came here just to see me marching on that stage and receiving my medals and diploma? “

“Yes”

“Y-You were there, at the ceremony?”

I nodded “Yeah”

“B-But I didn’t see you there?”

I chuckled to him “Well I was there. I was the woman wearing peach color salwar kameez, sitting beside Cass.”

“Cass? Y-You mean, Cassandra?”

“Yeah” I smiled at him.

“B-But you looked different from that woman I saw beside bon. How can you be her?” he asked curiously.

“Well I wore a thick make up purposely so you can’t recognize my face, I also wore a contract lens. So yeah, maybe that’s why you can tell that we are different.” I laughed a little.

“By the way. Congrat… “I was cut off by Kier when he stood up from his chair and walked towards me.

“K-Kier...”

He walked toward me and hug me tightly. So tight. So tight that I’m having a hated breathing a little.

“K-kier, i-I c-can’t breathe p-properly, l-let go please.” I said while pushing him lightly.

Thank God, he finally loosens up his hug to me. I sigh in relief and try to catch my breathing back.

“S-Sorry, I can’t stop myself from hug you so tight.” He said and walk towards my water bottle and handed it to me.

I accepted the bottle and sipped a little. “Thanks, nah it’s okay.”

“So, since when you arrived here?” he asked looking at me.

I walked towads my bed and sat on top of it. “I arrived the day before your graduation.”

He grabbed the glass on my table and the whiskey and put whiskey on the glass. He walks towards my bed too and stopped in front of me while still looking at me intently. He’s now holding a glass of whiskey from my table. He sipped a whiskey from the glass. Is it just me or he really looks so sexy while sipping whiskey from my glass or what? Damn…

I avoided my stare at him and just looked outside the window. He cleared his throat that made me look at him. When I looked at him, my eyes dropped to the bottle he was holding that was just above half before that is now are almost finished. I was looked at him shocked. “The fuck? W-What are you doing?”

“Drinking whiskey, why?” he said while looking at me smirking.

“I know, I mean, it was above half and now, almost done. The fuck Kier?”

“What? I want to drink. By the way, you look so beautiful, Shilou. You’re beautiful already in pictures but I didn’t expect you would be this pretty in person.” He said with his husky voice and damn he sounds so freaking sexy.

“Sheshh, you’re just drunk Kier, stop drinking already, you’ve been drinking too much at your house already. That’s enough.” I said and trying to snatch the bottle from his hands but he keeps on moving it up so I can’t reach it. I’m tall but this man is just really way taller than me.

“Nah, I’ll just finish it pleas, “he said, I would be expecting a puppy face but what I saw in his eyes is different.

“Okay “I just simply said and just sat back on my bed and just stare at him silently. It is my Imagination to see such emotion on his eyes, yes.

As he finished the bottle of my whiskey. He put it back on the table along with the glass and turned around to look at me. He began to walk straight towards me while wiggling a little. Must be his drunken state.

I just sat there silently a bit nervous because of his stare at me like a predator looking at its prey. When he stops in front of me, I look at him straight to his eyes.

“W-What?” I want to spank myself right now for stuttering!

He just keeps on staring at me and slightly leaning down to my face. I was just staring at him, but deep inside me, his stares are giving butterflies inside my stomach. He leans close to me and touch my face with his hand. The moment his hand touched my face, I felt my body heat up. His slight touched cause havoc inside my stomach.

“K-Kier- “

I was cut off by Keir’s movement. He crushed his lips on to mine. What the…hmm…