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Her deepest desire Chapter 20-Want
He looks at me for what feels like an eternity. His eyes move from mine to my lips, and his breathing deepens. I see the raw lust in his eyes then he starts to pull away from me. I wrap my legs around his waist and move him even closer to me. I move in and kiss him gently. He opens his mouth and moans into mine. Our tongues touch and my whole body feels like it’s charged. I close my eyes and kiss him. He starts to float us around the pool. I smile and feel his smile too. After a while, I raise my head and look at this beautiful man. “I want to have sex with you,” I say and his eyes go wide with excitement. “But,” he says and the excitement is gone. “I want to be in control,” I say and look at him. He searches my eyes for a moment., opens his mouth to say something but thinks against it. “Okay,” he says and keeps us floating in the pool. But doesn’t move to get us out of the pool. I realize it’s because I said I want to be in control so I should take control. I untangle myself from
Her deepest desire Chapter 21- Need
“You promise?” I ask him when I can speak. He smiles and puts on the body oil. I test out my knees and get on all fours again. I’m still a little bit shaky but I sit up and watch him. His skin absorbs the oil and I get the urge to kiss him. I kiss his neck with an open mouth. He moans but doesn’t stop what he’s doing. I watch him lather the oil all over his body. I stand up and stand in front of him. He leans back and looks at me. I look at his beautiful body. His dick twitches. I get on the bed a straddle him, my favourite place to be. His cock is between my pussy lips. I slide back and forth on the length of his shaft. My juices coat his cock, I slide easily. His mouth is open and he’s looking down between my legs. I feel my body build, he’s not inside if me but my orgasm is coming. I slide faster and faster and come all over him. He kisses me hard and then stops abruptly. He slides me off him and walks to the bedside table. He takes out condoms and walks back to me. He hands me on
Her deepest desire Chapter 22- Calm
“Ryan, it’s time to wake up” Gabriel whispers into my ear and kisses my neck. I stretch loving the way my body feels. I cant remember the last time I felt so well fucked. I open my eyes and look at him for a moment. “It’s dinner time and you want to try my mom’s food. Trust me.” I look outside through the glass windows. “What time is it?” I ask surprised at how dark it is out. “7” he says looking at his watch. “Shit I need to call my mom.” I just realized I didn’t exactly tell my parents where I was going or that I was leaving. I’m in the habit of doing things by myself I forgot I’m not in my own house but my parent’s house. I hope they’re not mad. “Okay, I’ll be waiting for you” he says and leaves in his room. I get up and look for my phone in my bag. No missed calls or texts. I dial my mother’s number and listen to it ring. “Hi honey” she says when she answers. “Hi mom, I just realized I didn’t tell you guys I’d be out. Sorry about that” I say closing my eyes. I’m the last born
Her deepest desire Chapter 23- Comfort
Later that night Gabriel and I walk to his house. He holds my hand and doesn’t let go when we get into the house. “Spend the night,” he says when I finally let go of his hand. I look at him like I don’t know about that. “I promise to keep you warm, entertained, and safe” he adds smiling. He steps closer to me and kisses me softly, I feel my body warm to his embrace. “I spent the whole day with you, I should get home” I say leaning into his kiss. He smiles while kissing me. “Stay,” he says and lifts me up and walks to his bedroom. Before I know it I’m naked and he’s deep inside of me. We make love in the dark of the night I wake up some time later to the sound of Gabriel moving around the bedroom. I open my eyes and the whole room is lit up with candles. It makes me think of the night we spent together. “I don’t have scented candles but I thought it would be nice,” he says and gets back into bed. He lays on his stomach and looks at me. I turn to my back turn my head to my side and
Her deepest desire Chapter 24- Early mornings
“Morning honey” my mother says as I sneak into the house at 7 in the morning. I stop at the door and look back at her in the hallway. She’s dressed and has her purse in hand ready to head out of the door. “Morning mom” I reply embarrassed, this is my first walk of shame. She smiles and gives me a look. “I’m heading out for the day. I have a few errands to run your father will be asleep most of the morning. I’ll see you later.” She says and heads out the door. I head to my room and get into bed. I need an hour of sleep and then I will call Max. I need to know how things are going at the office. I lay on my bed and feel sleep come quickly. Gabriel and I didn’t sleep at all last night. We fucked and talk and repeated. My body is still humming from the orgasm I had last night. I drift to sleep flashes of him coming in my mouth playing in my mind. Late afternoon I’m on FaceTime with Max. We’re discussing the gala. “I got in touch with the party planner earlier this morning. I let her
Her deepest desire Chapter 25- Magic
“Do you know where he’s taking you?” Rose asks me a look of glee on her face. She lays on my bed watching me do my make up. She came over to keep me company because my parents have an event they’re attending. So she volunteered to sleep over but she didn’t know I have a date. “No he didn’t say” I answer looking at her in the mirror. “Oh so exciting” she says laying on her back staring at the ceiling. “I want to be excited but it feels like I’m doing something forbidden. I feel like Zan is going to find out and burst my little happy bubble.” I say exhaling. Rose makes a face and shakes her head at me. “You just enjoy tonight, don’t worry about all of that.” She says getting up and she kisses me on the cheek. “Okay,” I say finished with my makeup. I stand up and look at my reflection in the mirror. The burnt orange dress makes my skin glow. My curves are on display in the silk material of the dress. I opted for sneakers instead of heels. If I’m on vacation, I’m also on vacation from
Her deepest desire Chapter 26- All roads
I hug my parents goodbye. It’s been a long and fun week but I need to get back to work. I need to get back to Joburg. Gabriel says goodbye to my parents too. They make both of us promise we’ll visit soon. My mother gave me a stern talking toast night. “You need to back home more often Ryan,” she said seriously. I knew she was serious because she only uses my name when she’s displeased with something I did. The rest of the time she calls me darling. Gabriel and I have a 3-hour drive, hopefully, this time it will be less awkward. I smile at him when we walk to his car. “What?” he asks “Can I drive?” I say wiggling my eyebrows at him. He hands me the car keys and says nothing. I jump up and down excitedly. I look at my dad and show him the keys. He gives me a thumbs up smiling hard. Gabriel opens the driver’s door and slips in beaming with excitement. Gabriel gets in and I put my seat belt on and press the start button. The engine comes to life and I let out a little scream of excite
Her deepest desire Chapter 27- Work
“Welcome back” Max says when we enter his office. I take my seat opposite him on the desk. “It feels good to be back”. I say going through contracts that need his signature I browse through each and hand them to him so he can add his signature. “I had a very long week. I had a glimpse of what this office could be if you ever left and I didn’t like it.” He adds looking at me seriously. “It’s nice to know I’m valued,” I say handing him the last of the contracts. I gather the one he has already signed and stands up. “I’ll get these to legal so they can be sent out as soon as possible”. I say taking the other document. “Thank you,” he says and sits comfortably turning on his computer. “I’m going to set up your travel arrangements for the Australia trip. Ring if you need anything. ” I say leaving his office. The rest of the day goes by in a blur of meetings, setting up appointments and making sure Max’s coffee arrives in time. I finally got around to getting a venue for the gala. The
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Her deepest desire Chapter 60 - Pure bliss
One year later “Gabriel what do you have planned tonight?” I ask my husband when he leads me into the garden in my pyjamas. It’s a Friday night and in our household, it means an adventure is due. We work hard during the week so that we can take time out on the weekends and have fun. We’ve been having these epic weekends since the day we got married. Gabriel and I have taking turns planning incredible dates. It can be a weekend long affair or just one night. As long as we show the love we have for each other; we have created so many memories together. It feesl like I’m living s dream. Gabriel is the ultimate romantic, he comes up with these incredible and thoughtful dates. I’m good at planning a great night but this man takes my breath away every time. Sometimes it’s not even about what we do, he has a knack for knowing what I need at the right moment. “I thought we would have a simple night in. I heard that tonight would be a good night to stargaze.” He says leading me into the gar
Her deepest desire Chapter 59 - For Life
“Ryan baby, wake up.” Gabriel says kissing me. I slowly come out of sleep. I blink looking at him confused. He’s sitting next to me on the bed. He’s fully dressed in sweats and t-shirt. Why isn’t he naked? We went to sleep butt naked last night.“What time is it?”I ask looking out the window, it’s still dark. Am I missing something? Today is Sunday, we have nowhere to go. So why do we need to wake up early?“5:59.” He says touching my face softly. I lean into his touch closing my eyes, feeling sleep come back slowly. I don’t want to get out of bed, it’s so comfortable here.“I want to show you something.” He says and I groan. Can’t it wait? I don’t want to go anywhere.“Right now?” I ask and he chuckles softly, I open my eyes looking at him. He’s not budging; he really wants me to get out of bed. I sit up slowly and stretch. He looks at my nak
Her deepest desire Chapter 58 - A tide
Johannesburg “You look incredible.” Says to me as we walk into a dinner party hosted at the Levelthree in Joburg. He asked me to be his plus one tonight and I had to come through for my man. It’s a networking event for South Africa’s most rich and influential. The event is hosted by one of Gabriel’s friend a young business woman named Maite, she owns one of the biggest beauty brands in South Africa.I am obsessed with her, she has one of the most incredible minds. She started her beauty business out of her university dorm and now she is one of the richest women in Africa. My mind is blown being here; I am doing my best to contain my excitement. Maite is legendary and I feel so grateful for Gabriel, he’s the reason I’m here.On a normal day I could have gotten a ticket to get in here and interact with the people here at arm’s length but being here with him is so much
Her deepest desire Chapter - 57 Blended
I spent the whole morning with Gabriel’s parents. His father gave me a tour of the whole farm; we spent the morning going through his daily chores. Gabriel had a full day of work so I had to do my own thing today. His dad was more than happy to spend the day with me. I got to see what it really takes to run a fully functioning farm.It’s amazing to see where Gabriel gets his work ethic. They both love what they do, they treat their employees with so much respect and they are always so eager to share information with others. I enjoyed my time with him, he’s a cool dude.Now I’m making lunch with his mom. She’s her husband’s complete opposite, where he’s talkative and smiley. She’s quiet and reserved. Now that I spent more than a few hours with his parents I can tell Gabriel us the perfect blend of the two of them. He took his father’s work ethic and commanding presence and his mother’s calm. &ldqu
Her deepest desire Chapter 56 - No worries
It’s late evening; I’m with my parents in the kitchen. My father is washing the dishes, I’m drying and my mother is putting them away. Washing the dishes is my least favourite thing to do. I should really call Gabriel tonight, I miss him. I think it’s time I went back home. I can’t spend another week without him. I’m sure he misses me too. “I have a special delivery.” Zan says when he walks into my parent’s kitchen. My parents and I turn around to look at him. He’s been gone since morning, I did wonder if he would come home tonight. He’s well known for his disappearing acts. I was worried he left without saying goodbye. I have fears that he’ll leave home and I won’t see him again. Our new found understanding is fairly new so I worry that as soon as we go back tour normal lives we’ll fall back to old habits. I know I have to be patient and trust that we can work this whole thing out but I get scared sometimes. He’s my brother and I love him. He moves away from the doorway and loo
Her deepest desire Chapter 55 - Brotherhood
“This place is amazing.” Zan says looking out at the view in front of us. We’re in my parent’s backyard, looking at my father’s berry field. He hasn’t been here in a long time; I first brought him here when I bought the property. It was just a field then; now it’s a fully functioning farm. He’s seeing this view for the first time; I’ve seen it so many times. But seeing the look of awe on his face makes me see appreciate it more. It’s breath taking. It really is.” I say realizing that it’s so easy to take things for granted. I realize I took our friendship for granted once. Knowing that it’s on the line right now makes me rethink everything I have in my life. When he called me a week ago to say he’s coming back home and we should meet, I was happy. This is a chance to mend broken trust. I don’t know if he’ll be open to that but when I saw him drive up today he seemed different, even now standing next to him he seems resigned. I could be jumping the gun here but I have to be hopeful.
Her deepest desire Chapter 54 - Family
“Hey kid.” I hear someone say and turn around. Zan is standing in my bedroom doorway. I close my eyes and open them again, to make sure I’m not hallucinating; I stand up from my bed and take a deep breath and then let it out.“Hey.” I say and walk to my brother. I go in for a hug and we just hold each other for what feels like a long time. I can’t believe he’s here, I pour all my love into my hug.“Did you miss me?” He asks when I finally let him go. Tears run down my face uncontrollably. I nod and wipe them away but fail. There’s just so much emotion that my hands can’t keep up with the constant flow of water down my face. “I missed you too.” He says hugging me again. “It feels so good to see you alive and well.”He says his voice thick with emotion.“It feels so good to see you too.” I say so glad we’re talking. I was so worried about him. I didn’t
Her deepest desire Chapter 53 - A new chapter
“I just want to say that I will miss you. I can’t imagine this office running without you but I’m so happy that you’re going out there to experience something new. I wish you all the best in your new endeavors. And just so you know, if you ever want your job back. T’s always here.” Max says at my farewell party. My two-week notice is over, I’m happy about this chapter of my life. But I can’t say I’m not terrified of what’s to come next. This is me taking a leap into the unknown. Who quits a job without a plan? I don’t know how I’m going to make money when I leave here. I am shaking in my boots but I’m up for it. This is by far the craziest thing I’ve done, ever! The whole room cheers for me and I smile shyly. I have to be the centre of attention but Max insisted we host a party for my last day here. I walk around the room thanking everyone. It’s only right that I say my proper goodbyes; I worked with these people for a long time. “Thank you for everything Max, I truly appreciate yo
Her deepest desire Chapter 52 -Rethink
Life is different, I feel different. The things I found joy in a few months ago don’t make me happy anymore. I used to love going to work; being of service to my boss would give me this sense of belonging. But now I just go through the motions of my work days and forget about it as soon as I get home. I look forward to the end of the day as soon as I get to work. There is a shift in my heart. I know it and I find myself accepting it without fear or question I never imagined I would be those people who dread going to work. I love my job, or more accurately I loved my job. Max is an amazing boss, our office is fun but I can’t seem to get back into my groove. I shake the feeling that I need to let go of this life and something greater will come to me. At first, I thought it was the stress. I told myself it will go away in a few weeks once everything settled down. I thought it was the moment and as soon as it passed I would go back to me. It’s been a month and the feeling hasn’t changed
