Ariezel
I shuffled through the murky darkness, unable to see or hear anything. It felt like i was floating in a void.
But I didn't mind. Not when everywhere was so, so warm.
I snuggled further into the warmth, wanting to stay for plenty while longer.
A sharp feeling came and suddenly the warmth was gone replaced by a sharp chill that grew every moment.
The cold slowly brought me out if the abyss, and i felt myself rise up…up…
The light hurt when my eyes cracked open. It took time for the brightness to dim while I noticed the two shadows.
Moments later, when my eyesight was clearer, I understood.
It was day and there were two people standing above me.
It was two women who looked my age. One held a stern gaze with brunette hair whilst the other was a dyed an electric blue, as whimsical as her smile whilst looking at me.
The memories came rushing back and I raised myself up, prepared for anything.
They made no move as I did, sitting up and pulling myself further from the blanket which they had pulled off me.
“Who are you?” my voice croaked, irritated from the dryness.
It was the brunette that spoke up.
“Good morning. My name is Alys and this.” she waved towards the blue haired girl “Is Harriet. We're here to lead you on your work.”
Work? I wondered whilst feeling the intense bruises on my body.
The brunette girl stood up straighter “Yes, work. Every pack member has their role to play, no matter how minor it is and since you are now residing in our oack, you would have to do the same. ”
She narrowed her eyes at me “I hope you weren't expecting to lock yourself up in this room and be served food at your beck and call.”
Alys left no chance for excuses, glaring at me as though she really was expecting those excuses.
I looked away, from her. Her opinions didn't matter to me. All that mattered was that i was safe and my child was safe as well.
If working was what i had to do to stay in the pack, to be protected, then I would do so.
“Please excuse me, I'll need to change.” I said looking to the both of them to see calm expression on their faces.
“We'll be waiting outside.” Alys said with a nod, both of them turning to leave.
I stared as they left, letting out a gust of breath.
This was my new life now, and i had to accept it. I had everything I needed. Even if i had to do hard labour, it was better than going back.
I shivered, laying my hand on my belly where my child was.
Anything was better than going back.
I winced silently as I stood up, heading for the bathroom.
I was thankful that the clothes I wore hid every of my bruises. When I put them on, there was no trace of my abuse aside from the scar on my eyebrow. Fully clean and dressed, I stepped out of the room.
True to their words they stood outside my door, meeting my gaze as I stepped outside.
Alys didn't waste any time as she moved past me, instructing me to “Follow.”
As I did, the other girl- Harriet- began speaking, as though she had rehearsed it plenty of times.
“Every member of the pack has a duty. Usually since we're lower in the ranks we deal with cleaning the pack house. Since you're new we'll go easy today.”
I nodded silently in agreement with her words.
Alys led me to clean several parts of the pack house alongside other girls, occasionally coming back to look at me with eyes of a hawk. I stayed silent throughout, doing as she said without any complaint, and working diligently despite the aches in my body.
By the time i was done the sun was growing low. Exhausted and aching badly, i looked at her and saw a satisfied approving look on her face
“Youre work for today is over. You should go to rest.” she said.
She left soon after whilst Harriet led me back to my room, collapsing onto the bed exhausted.
I was woken up by both women again, who led me into a large hall. There, everywhere was filled with tables and chairs, all o which were full of people.
We moved to one of the few empty seats, Alys voice pricking through the noise as we did.
“This is the pack hall where we meet for breakfast and dinner. This is the only way you'll get food. Nobody will ever serve food to you in your rooms.” she finished.
Soon after, Harriet brought food for all three of us. I took my plate, murmuring a thanks before I ate.
Suddenly the noise in the hall went silent, until it was just a bunch of murmurs.
“He's coming.” Harriet said.
I looked at her in question, not saying a word when she responded in tandem.
“Asher Blackwell and Serena, our future Luna.” she said in response to my look
I looked forward again to see them emerging. Heart skipping in realization.
Alpha Blackwell was Asher with Sierra walking beside him.
“They look so good together.” Harriet cooed behind me.
“Hush, Harry. Do not let any if them hear you.” I heard Alys speaking in harsh whispers, but I didn't care.
I ignored their words, focusing on the sight.
It was true. Just like in the prison, they matched. Serena wore a bright yellow sheath dress while Asher wore what I remembered before, complete black. Even though their dressing contrasted heavily with each other, with their proud hardened gazes and matching looks, they might as well have been two sides of the same coin.
They moved in tandem sitting on the highest seat in the hall and facing everyone as they did so.
My gaze moved towards Asher, as stone faced and cold even from the distance.
He blinked, and then his eyes met mine.
From the distance he's color was still unclear. Still even then I felt an urge, almost magnetic flowing through me and purring out those blasted words.
Mate mate mate.
My wolf cried out incessantly while we were staring at each other for what felt like forever.
I broke the stare finally, letting the water quebch the heaving of my frame.
“Excuse me?” i felt a tap on my hand and turned to see the Harriet who looked concerned.
“Is anything wrong?” she asked.
I tensed at her questions, finally proceeding to shake my head and focus on my food.
I couldn't, wouldn't get attracted to him.
AsherThe almost sickly sweet floral scent wisped through my nose the moment I opened the door. It was a welcoming presence for everyone who stepped into this place, and a warning for others repelling them from stepping away. I entered the room with ease, shutting the door behind me.It may have been a warning for others, but not for me.The place was dark, very little light emanating from the windows. Despite that, the air remained fresh, probably even more refreshing compared to the forest.That was the wonder of this place. One would call it magic. In a way, and i suppose it was.Tiny tinkling sounds came, becoming louder and louder as footsteps emerged. I straightened to my full position, ready to meet her.A figure emerged from a smaller room and came towards me, her frame becoming more and more visible every closer she got.Fully decked in silver jewelry with a deep blue robe, the high priestess looked up with a smile.“Welcome, Alpha Blackwell. What, may I ask, brings you here
Ariezel“Aagh”Bile left my mouth, yellow saliva spattering on the porcelain sink I held onto with all my strength.Once the nausea had gone down and the sink was free of any traces of my vomit I slipped down, practically kneeling on the ground.I groaned against my arm in the small bathroom I had stormed into. There was nobody here, but I still tried to remain quiet, careful to not let anyone hear, lest they asked me any questions. The nausea and dizziness had grown even worse over the few days I had stayed in this pack.Whether due to lack of nutrients or my pregnancy, the food I ate wasn't enough, and almost every night I found it hard to fall asleep with the growling in my belly. If that wasn't the case then whatever I had left in my belly was expelled at anytime of the day due to morning sickness, leaving me tired and weak The work I did in the day didn't help. The exhaustion and constant hunger and dizziness took a toll on me, and I found it harder and harder to work every d
ASHER'S POVIt was her.I knew that something was wrong the moment she entered the room. Even without looking, I knew by instinct that it wasn't Ambrose, my personal helper and assistant. The moment I figured it out, my mind flashed back to the past when something similar happened. One of the girls in our pack had too high of hopes, and my nature and rumors did not stop her from trying to gain the power she wanted. It was in the night when she disguised herself as a servant and tried assaulting me. I had pushed her away . Since then I had only one person who I trusted to assist me.Despite the hostility another feeling came to me, one annoyingly satisfying that it was boggling to me. I stayed calm, pretending to be oblivious whilst ordering them. Ambrose would never have taken such an order, far too knowledgeable of my need for capability.But the person did, and it only incensed ne further. The shiver that followed slight brush if her hands as she put on the sleeves.Ariziel stood
ArizielI opened my eyes to meet a white ceiling. The sight felt strange, familiar enough for me to recognise and yet puzzling all the same.Slowly I stood up from the bed, wondering why I was awake so late in the night. I had fallen asleep extremely exhausted, and yet now I didn't feel like it at all.Looking down at the sheets, my heart skipped a beat.Rather than the simple white, the sheets were a brilliant black. It was just like…just like…I looked around, trying to convince myself otherwise. But as I looked around, my dread grew even worse.It was all the same, not a missing piece in sight.I was in my room. Not the one of the other pack, but of my own pack.My breaths came faster as I tried to think. I was in a completely different pack and had found my mate.A thought struck me, filling me with fear.Was it all a dream?The door creaked open and I instantly shivered in fear.“Finally you're awake. It was quite strange where we found you you know.”Terror creeped up on me as I
AsherI stormed into my room feeling the urge to hit something.I tried to forget it. I swore I tried to. But even that night, when I closed my eyes, the memory of the absolute terror in her face as the purple bruises on her wrist kept me awake.I berated myself for coming to conclusions do rashly, yet felt even worse inside. The rush of self loathing was overwhelming.That morning, I woke up unnecessarily early, deciding whether I should go and follow my instincts. I went to the pack doctor expecting to have heard from the visit only to find out that she hadn't gone there. A rush of anger and something else came onto me and I didn't even know who it was directed towards.For the first time real concern took over me. The urge to protect her from whatever haunted her came and she couldn't fight it anymore. With a purpose in mind, I followed her.The flinch she gave poured into even more guilt. The dress she wore covered the bruises I made, yet I was still aware of it.My guilt morphe
ArizielI opened my eyes to groan at the sun hitting me, aggravating the pounding headache I felt. Slowly I stood up, hands fisted against the sheets as I stared into space.I had another dream.It was not the nightmare that had haunted me for the past few days, but a real dream. The times I believed to have forgotten cane back.In my dream I saw a younger Derek. His smiles, his laughs and his playfulness. Now, Derek was my mate and an Alpha. But back then, he was nothing more than my childhood friend.Knowing each other since childhood, he was the only one in the pack who interacted with me. Even though he couldn’t stop the problems I faced, he comforted me through them. It was when we grew old enough that we learned that the Alpha, Derek’s father and my father, the Beta, had agreed on an arranged marriage between Derek and I, in order to secure the pack’s future.A part of me mourned then, knowing that there was no chance of me finding my mate anymore. But I resigned to the idea q
AsherI sighed as the meeting droned on, with Serena giggling by her side about something I couldn't understand.It always went on like this. The weekly pack meeting was a briefing of every matter that has happened in the pack for every member to hear and discuss.Which was why, the large number of people clumped the hall.When I first came I looked around, perusing the place for something. Something…red, with blue eyes and pale, pale…A gasp left my lips, to the notice of Serena. My tongue felt heavy on me when I realized what, or being more exact, who I was searching for.Passing an assuring nod to Serena, I looked forward towards the crowd. Inside I berated myself for thinking about her.She was nobody to me, stupid bond or not. When the bond was broken this feeling was going to leave.“What about the rogue that was found?”My heart skipped a beat at hearing who they were talking about next. a prickling feeling came from beside me which I was sure was Serena's stare.Still I locked
AsherPregnant.I looked back to Ariezel's frame, lying on the hospital bed. She remained thin, almost sickly. She wasn't how I'd imagine a pregnant woman to be.And yet, she was pregnant for weeks, probably before she even came here.“You may leave.” I ordered the pack doctor, feeling her stiffen beside me.“Yes, Alpha Blackwell.” she bowed and scuttled out of sight.I paid no mind to her as I looked at the only one who mattered.Her red tresses flowed down the hospital bed, framing her face. The slight dark circles under her eyes. It felt like she was exposed to the world. Vulnerable.I sat beside her, but didn't dare touch. Her skin looked as pale as paper, and I feared that one touch was going to break her apart.Someone had abused her. And I was damn sure that that person and the father of her child was the damn same person.I remembered what she said, about why she ran away. There was someone she was betrothed to. And he…“He wasn't a good person.” she had said.Anger curled up
Ariezel “Look out there! It's a pretty bird!"I looked in command, spotting the bird Camilla spoke of.Rubbing her hair gently, I shifted my gaze to face her.“Yes. It is a lovely bird." I said, smiling at her giggle.She turned back, her red curls bouncing along with her.She was the youngest out of the two of my half sisters, nine years old, although she continuously argues that she was turning ten.After getting to know Florian, he introduced me to both of them with joy. Although for now they only saw me as an aunt and the future Luna, in spite of our resemblance.It hadn't taken long for her to grow used to me, although Jolene, the older one, was more reserved.I turned to look at her in the hall we were staying in. She lounged in a chair, short blonde tresses resting on the couch as she read a book. She was the sole outlier out of us, and she was mostly quiet, always analyzing whenever I was present.It was okay, I didn't mind staying for as long as it took for her to get used t
143: AriezelIn the end, Alys and Harriet left us alone in the room. We stared at each other for what seemed like ages.I couldn't believe my eyes as I stared at the man in front of me. It seemed more like a dream as I looked at him over.I felt him doing the same to me, awe and surprise written over his face.But we couldn't stay in silence for long. Not as it stretched to the point of awkwardness. Finally regaining a bit of my senses, I parted my lips to speak.“Hello." Both our voices chorused.I blinked in surprise. As it seemed we had both spoken at the same time.The single word seemed to sway through the tension that was presented. I cracked my lips in a small smile.“Please sit down." I said, gesturing to the chair which Alys once sat in.I was sure Alys must have been grilling Harriet by now. After all, she hadn't kept this from just me but from her as well.I waved the thought away easily. Alys and Harriet were the last thing on my mind as he sat down.It was even more uncan
Ariezel“So one of the members said that she insulted her butt, so the other- her name was…Amber I think? Proceeded to shiver her own butt in my face just for comparison.”My stomach hurt badly solely from the amount of times I laughed. It was so difficult to catch my breath from the words Alys was saying.Thankfully, she waited till I was done before she spoke again.“In the end," Alys sighed despondently “The fight turned into a butt comparing contest with people as the audience and I being the judge. All I could think of at the moment was that this wasn't what I had prepared for."I howled again in laughter, the humor of her deadpan words further aggravated by the resigned, almost haunted look on her face. In my laughter I vaguely heard Alys laughter follow as minutes passed.My breaths heaving for air I looked at Alys to find an amused look on her face.“I glad that my misery could make you a little bit happy.” she said.I shook my head quickly in response .“I'm so sorry." I apo
AriezelI was weightless, swimming in darkness without a care in the world. It felt like there was nothing holding me back. It might as well have been true.Like wisps of smoke, memories and voices came to me, only to fade away the moment I tried reaching out for them. In the end, I remained floating.I didn't know how much time I had spent, but soon, everything began to fade. The weightless darkness I floated in materialized until a firmament grew below, carrying me. The weightless darkness faded into something else. Something more material.Like a disk, I was drawn out of my water and the peaceful darkness, into something more material.And slowly but surely, I opened my heavy eyelids to see blinding light.It took me time to adjust, squinting and blinking against the harsh brightness. Once I finally did, all my other senses came back.A soft but firm surface below me, the scent of comfort that wafted over and ceiling I felt familiar in.Where was I?My memories then came back and
AsherI focused on her, taking her hand in mine in spite of everything in me that resisted.“Hello Serena." I said in a gratingly low voice, looking into her eyes.She sighed, looking awestruck as she looked at me.She, just like all the others who had once fought and scrambled to force me to mate with them, only saw what I was from the outside. A ruthless alpha and a powerful one.There was only one who didn't.Thoughts hammered in my head, coaxing me to go back and fix what I had done. I stayed firm however and brought the blonde woman closer.It was only a matter of time.“Let's go inside Serena.” coaxing her away, I led her inside, eyeing the rest of her guards who moved away, paving the path for us.Together, we moved through the forest with her and I at the forefront whilst the rest of my soldiers and hers followed from behind. Our arms were linked as we walked while she spoke ravingly. She kept on rambling about how she knew that I was going to come back to her and all her :sac
Ariezel My breath caught as those words reverberated through my brain long after they had gone.‘What?'My heart stuttered the moment I heard them, confusion filling my senses as I looked at him.It wasn't an illusion. Those were the words that came out of his mouth.‘Why?’What was he thinking? Why would he say that?I tried to look at him, praying that he would look at me and tell me that it was a hoax or something. Anything.But he kept his eyes away, focusing on Serena.“Asher." I cried out. I struggled against their grip, uncaring at that moment. It was only when I felt the threatening cool metal pressing against me in warning that I stopped.I didn't stop looking at him however, hoping that my call would finally make him focus on me.To my relief, it did.When he looked at me, I didn't expect to see his gaze so cold and shuttered.I was thrown aback by the sudden stare. This wasn't my Asher. The distance in his stare reminded me of back then, when he suddenly left me.My blood t
Ariezel “Relax. He'll be back in no time.” Alys said.I smiled at her in turn, yet I couldn't focus properly.Under the protection of soldiers within my room, Alys and Harriet stayed to keep me company throughout. Hours had passed, yet with no news, we stayed in place with more worries than not.Alys had left the hospital and held the same worried gaze in spite of her constant assurance. It was especially more of a necessity for her considering that Ambrose had gone along with Asher. Now we were both waiting and hoping that all went well for the sake of our mates.“I…I actually have something to tell you guys." Harriet spoke hesitantly.I was grateful for any distraction that could take away the churning anxiety.I had never expected what she would say next.“I found my mate."My jaw dropped.“Oh my…oh Goddess." Alys was the first to move forward, taking Harriet's hands in hers.“That's so good. I'm happy for you.” Alys gushed out.I knew that in spite of her carefree attitude, she
Asher The night was still, without so much as a cricket sound.My gaze swept the place. As I had expected, the security was lax.‘How foolish of them.’We had left the pack by evening, marching and moving until we hid close to the border of the Pack.When I told Ariezel of the sped up plans, she was worried, kissing me goodbye on the forehead.“Be safe." She whispered.My heart skipped a beat for her, knowing that she was out of my reach, filling me with anxiety.But there was no reason for me to be so worried about her this time. I had placed several guards under her to watch.Now? It was already midnight. We had trailed the path, waiting inconspicuously for hours. Whether or not Derek was here, at least I would be able to finish off one thing.It was soon time. My instincts were on overdrive, pumped with adrenaline. I could feel the weight of the celrescent moon above us.They wouldn't see this coming.I rose my hand to signal them all.This was the same thing they had done to us.
Asher “199…200.” I grunted out, pushing my body up.Only a day was left before the attack was launched. Until them, I had to continuously put myself in prime condition for certain victory.That involved constantly working out day by day, straining myself to the limits within the span of time I had.My days had only been limited to those two things; training and Ariezel. I wasn't shy to say that the majority of my time was spent with Ariezel, whether it was from taking walks with her to watching over her in the nights till early in the morning. I remained constantly by her side.Nothing was going to happen overnight, much less after two days. She was still reeling from my acceptance and remained hesitant. My heart still ached as she woke up with nightmares.But unlike before, she never faked a smile like before. She spoke openly about her nightmares before she slipped back into sleep. Even when she stiffened at the mention of her condition, whenever I was there, she relaxed. This tim