“Stop it!”
A laugh bubbles out of my throat as Jax presses kisses to my neck. The ticklish fever overtakes me and I find myself pushing him back.My boyfriend pulls back with a huge grin, his eyes dark with lust and he knows exactly what he’s doing to me.“This is supposed to be romantic,” The man voices out to which I scoff before pecking his lips.“You’re trying to get into my pants. That’s not romantic.”Jax pushes himself up on his elbows as he takes in my half naked form.This is what always happens. We plan out our day with lots of fun activities but before I know it, everything gets dropped and we’re having sex like two horny wolves during their heat. It’s happened more times than I’d like to count.Not that I’m complaining or anything.Jax grabs me by my waist as I try to get up and a surprised shriek leaves my lips. He kisses me once more before looking straight at me.“You’ve been a bit distracted lately? Is something wrong?”I chew on my lip as the events of the day catch up to me. Nothing has happened yet but it's set in stone.It always is when Serena comes to visit.“Serena is coming home today.”Jax sits up in alarm.“You mean your sister, Serena? I thought she had left the pack when she was about fourteen.”My lips tug down into a frown as I flop back down onto the comfortable mattress.“Yeah but she’s coming back now. She graduated from college last week. Serena’s coming back and my parents want me to throw a damn welcome back party for her.”I hated this. I despised all of it.I’m a damn wolf. A strong one at that. My parents are the Alpha and Luna of the Dark Moon pack. I should have all the power and control at my fingertips. I’ve seen wolves in my position being practically worshiped. Not only by their packmates but also their parents.Nothing I ever do seems to please my parents though. That in turn sets a stigma for the other packmates. If the Alpha and Luna don’t like someone, then nobody does.Serena is the star of the show and I can’t help the jealous streak that runs through me.That girl had left the pack at a young age and was shipped off to study in the City. A place that is far from here and so she didn’t come back until she graduated.Today’s the day.My parents haven’t even spared me a glance since the news broke. They’ve been planning for days for her welcome ceremony. It’s nothing different from the usual indifference I've been dealt with but it still hurts.Turning my gaze to Jax, I let a smile come onto my face.“You know, I’m glad to have you in my life. Especially after the way everyone treats me.”We may not be fated mates but we were stronger than that. We didn’t let some stupid bond decide our fate. Jax and I promised that we’d be together until the end or nothing at all.Another pang of insecurity rises within me and I shift uncomfortably. Jax notices what’s wrong and his eyes fill with concern for me. We may not be soulmates but I can read him like a book.“What’s wrong baby?”“Would you leave me if I don’t turn into a wolf? My birthday is tomorrow and I’m kind of worried.”Jax brushed the hair out of my face and pecked me gently on the forehead.“Never in a million years would I ever leave you. It’s you and me against the world.”*****“Where the hell have you been, Avery?”I wince at the harsh tone my mother uses. The woman never could talk to me gently. It was either as if she hated me ever since the day she birthed me or a condescending tone as if I wronged her in some way.My father stares me down across from my father. He wasn’t the worst but he stood silent when my mother lashed out. The man was an Alpha but not to me. He acted weak and never stood up for me. I was target practice for his mate and he didn’t care enough to step in.Even though I am his own flesh and blood.“I was out with Jax.”My mother rolls her eyes and comes to stand in front of me.“You're selfish, you know that? Not only are you coming late but you’re prioritizing yourself by not helping us. Your sister is coming home in a while and you haven’t helped at all with the welcome ceremony.”A scoff leaves my lips and I eye my father before staring down at my mother. The woman was practically red in the face and didn’t care about the fact that she was so close to me.“Why should I be home all the time? I have the right to go out whenever I please. Also, I’m not your damn servant. You can’t tell me what to do constantly. It-”The words die on my tongue as a sharp stinging pain laces through my cheek. All the anger within me dies down as surprise and anguish over takes meSure, the poisonous words she throws at me hurts in their ways. I’ve cried myself to sleep time and time again with the way she insulted me and looked down at me as if I was nothing to her. Physical abuse was something completely new.The slap across my cheek throbbed painfully and yet she didn’t even react. Not even when a cry escaped my lips. She stared stony eyed at me as if I deserved all this and more.“I-”Once more, all the words left me as an alarm went off. I couldn’t process it. My mind focused on my mother and the way she had her fists clenched.“There’s an attack!”My father’s voice cuts through the intensity of the situation and I look up in surprise.This just got a whole lot worse.My mind couldn’t comprehend anything.It was only when my mother and father rushed out that I realized what was happening. It was all too much too fast.With a gasp, I rushed out the front door and was taken aback.No. No. No!What the hell is happening?It was as if the wolves were coming straight to our main house. The Alpha and Luna’s house was towards the back with the other buildings scattered on either side. It had been designed that way so that the warriors were the first to engage in battle and keep the rest of the pack protected. However, somehow the attackers had infiltrated our land and came to us directly.I watched on in alarm as my father shifted into his large wolf, acting the wolves head on.The sharp smell of rotting flesh and blood attacked my senses.They were rogues.Other pack members shifted and attacked and I stayed rooted in my spot.“Avery. Hide! You’re defenseless. Your father has more to worry about than his daughter that can’t even shift.”I wince at the ha
“What the hell? Why are you sleeping with someone else?”My sharp voice causes Jax to jerk in his sleep. The man sits up with his arm half wrapped around the woman. She squints and turns to me but the anger grows even deeper in my stomach.Jax looked at me with soft and sad eyes. He appeared to be remorseful but something tells me he doesn’t regret it one bit.“I’m so sorry, Ave. I finally found her. She’s my soulmate?”I watch the woman staring back at me, brown eyes comprehending everything as smug satisfaction gathers in her eyes. “Did you mark her?” My voice breaks at the end and it takes everything in me to hold back my tears.I feel like a fool.Jax lowered his head, not being able to answer. My eyes seek out their own answer and I get it when the woman turns her hair to the side. The mark is bright red and healing pleasantly. My boyfriend’s teeth make a perfect crescent. My heart broke into shattered pieces. Pieces too small I don’t think I’d ever be able to put myself back t
My body is shaking with the pain that courses through my body. I can’t stay out here. Someone could come and get me.A tremor makes its way down my body but this one wasn’t out of pain but fear.If someone comes across me like this in such a state…Hoisting myself up, I stagger on my feet. Intense heat and spasms throw my body into contortions. I’m a mess both inside and outside. I’m finally turning into a werewolf and yet I can’t even rejoice over the fact. Teras blur my eyes and sobs make their way through my chest. I’m innocent but everyone is blaming me. I tried. If my body had listened to me, I would have shifted then and there to attack all those rogues.Did I kill my father? Was it my fault?Maybe if I was stronger… better.“I killed him.”Sniffling, I go to wipe my tears away from my cheeks but stop when massive claws nearly tear my skin to shreds.Looking around, I realized my legs had carried me to a clearing with a lake located on the farthest side. Stumbling, I go to w
“Are you alright?”His deep voice sends a shiver through my spine and I have to shake my head to get the lingering effects out of my brain.I’m not sure if it’s the traumatic ordeal that I’ve been put through or the man himself that is taking over my mind, body and soul.He was absolutely stunning. His aura was one of a strong and powerful wolf. He stood tall over me which was a feat since I wasn't that short myself. His body was jacked but not overly muscular in an off putting way. The man had jet black hair and piercing blue eyes that were like the sea on a cloudy day. His jaw was sharp and cheekbones chiseled as long lashes fanned over them.It takes me a few seconds to realize I’m merely gawping at the man but I’m not responding in any way.Clearing my throat, I tug at the shirt which I now release belongs to the half naked man in front of me.“Yes. Sorry about that. This must be yours?”Lifting the shirt, I pause at the intoxicating scent that envelops me. It smelt divine and had
*Three Hours Prior*The elders were stern as they locked eyes with me.It was the same old crap that I’d heard ever since I had taken over the Alpha position a few years ago.Every single one of them were worried about the big bad Alpha not finding his mate yet.“Alpha. You need to understand, you’re well above the age of finding a mate. You’re twenty three and you should have found your mate before you were eighteen. The pack needs a Luna.”My wolf howls at the thought of having no mate. The elders do nothing but piss me off every time they open their mouths.They’ve caused me nothing but pain and now here they are, trying to dig up some more problems for me.Does no one think that I don’t wish to have a mate? My wolf feels empty. As if half of his soul is missing. It’s not even far-fetched because that is truly what a mate is.The better half of your soul.Baring my fangs at the elders, I thud my hands on the table and watch as they jump in their seats.I’m not the most feared wolf
The drive was long.I could barely keep my eyes open as I watched the canopy of trees on either side of the road simply blurring by.I don’t know why I’m so tired. Maybe it was the shift that took a severe toll on me? But then again, I had knocked out afterwards for who knows how long. The sun was starting to peek over the edge of the skyline so I know it must have been a good few hours. The car ride itself was quiet but I used that as a means to contact my wolf.‘Aurora? Can you hear me?’This had been the umpteenth time but again, I got no response. I had to blanket my disappointment and pretend as if I didn’t notice anything had happened. I should have the energy to run around in wolf form and switch back into my usual form without beating an eye. Aurora truly was weak and it was all my fault.I couldn’t even shift properly in time. If I had, the both of us would have had a strong bond.“We’re here.”So consumed in my thoughts, I jerk up at the man’s voice. I hadn’t even bothered
My first instinct was to run.Alpha Gabriel’s was to laugh at the look on my face.“I see my reputation precedes me.”The mug in my hand starts to shake and the ripples in the tea almost absorb me into a trance. Unfortunately, even pretty swirls won’t distract me this time around. Dread fills into the crevices of my stomach and the tea settles uneasily in my gut.“W-what? Ho-ow?”I try to think back to any alarming instances that could possibly give away his identity but I come up blank. Sure, he has a big house and lives an hour or so away but that doesn’t mean anything.There are a lot of rogue wolves that aren’t necessarily bad. They simply enjoy not being surrounded by pack politics.Of course then there are those types that join into cults and come after people like my father.The image that has been plaguing my mood momentarily distracts me. My father…“You seem a bit disturbed. Is it because of me or…?”The inclination in his tone has me stiffening up and I automatically stand
“Yes.”His answering smirk had me already regretting my notion of impulse.“Yes. What?”“I agree. To whatever it may be.”See? I really should just super glue my mouth shut.“Perfect. Let’s get going then.”Alpha Gabriel slaps his palms against his thighs. He places my mug out of harm's way and turns around. I barely get a chance to protest before he’s already out the door.“What? Where are we going?”I follow him out of the main door and trail after him. He’s already making a direct beeline for the car.“You agreed to what I asked.”I falter before I pounce on him. Grabbing the man by the arm, I hold my ground and stare him straight in the eye.“You didn’t ask me anything. Well, not in the actual sense of the word. I don’t even know what I’ve agreed to. Where are we going?”Alpha Gabriel stares down at my hand clinging onto his arm as if in some pesky fly that needs to be dealt with.The man sits in the car and I have no choice but to follow him. It’s not like I can stay behind.This