The drive was long.
I could barely keep my eyes open as I watched the canopy of trees on either side of the road simply blurring by.I don’t know why I’m so tired. Maybe it was the shift that took a severe toll on me? But then again, I had knocked out afterwards for who knows how long.The sun was starting to peek over the edge of the skyline so I know it must have been a good few hours. The car ride itself was quiet but I used that as a means to contact my wolf.‘Aurora? Can you hear me?’This had been the umpteenth time but again, I got no response.I had to blanket my disappointment and pretend as if I didn’t notice anything had happened. I should have the energy to run around in wolf form and switch back into my usual form without beating an eye.Aurora truly was weak and it was all my fault.I couldn’t even shift properly in time. If I had, the both of us would have had a strong bond.“We’re here.”So consumed in my thoughts, I jerk up at the man’s voice. I hadn’t even bothered to ask his name.My mind was too full of thoughts of my own self.I’m not sure if that’s selfish or careless.Hesitantly getting out of the car, I notice the way the place is empty.It seems to be some sort of pack but this house sits at the back. It isn’t necessarily bigger than the others simply because all of the houses are larger than life. My pack looks like the slums compared to their ostentatious nature.The house was huge and I had to pretend not to be taken aback by it. It was covered in marble and black accents. High ceilings, large chandeliers and fancy ornaments. I lived in the Alpha house in my pack but even that was nothing compared to this.We cross a few rooms before we enter into the living room attached to the kitchen.“Sit down.”I watched as the man ventured into the kitchen and grabbed a glass before filling it up with water.I really have lost all my marbles. I’m God knows how far away from my pack. This is some strange man’s house but I’m sitting on a plush sofa, tentatively waiting for some plan of action.I feel like those silly girls in horror movies.I glance at the man and wait for some sense of fright to encapsulate me but I don’t feel it. Other than a slight sense of weariness, I find the man nothing but calm and peaceful.He doesn’t put me on edge or shoot me down with just one look in his eyes like many pack members used to do. He just watches from afar almost how a lion does, gazing upon its cub.A few moments go by as I watch the man tinker about in the kitchen. He soon shows up with a mug of warmth that smells delightful.“It’s ginger tea. You’ll feel at ease. It’ll calm your nerves down.”I gaze into the depths of the honey like gold water. It seems clear and after a discreet sniff, I can only smell the heat of ginger and the sweetness of a touch of honey.I don’t think he added anything dangerous to it. Then again, I’m clearly much too trusting.“Have you slipped some drugs into this? I can’t be too trusting. You are a stranger.”My voice comes out monotonous and I hope that I didn't offend him with my words. It’s just that I can’t be too trusting… Clearly my sister and ex realized that and took advantage of it in the worst way possible.“Trust me. I’m not that kind of person. If I had to do something, I would have done it already.”My eyes narrow with suspicion although my heart tells me to pack it in. There’s nothing off putting about this man. From his handsome face to his aura that exudes nothing but confidence and attractive contentment.“How can I be so sure that you’re not after something.”I watch as the man sits across from me. He spreads his arms as if he’s sat on his very own throne. The air of confidence triples and it's only then that I catch something.The air of confidence isn’t fake but very much real. It’s not some built in persona.That’s when it hits me.“Wait. You’re an Alpha. You must be.”The man smirks and cocks his head to the side, taking every inch of me in.“I’m glad you pieced it together.”Words die on the tip of my tongue as I think of something else to say.“That doesn’t mean you’re completely free of blame. You could still want something. Excuse my nature but I'm not the most trusting.”He nods at my words.“What could it be that I want? Any ideas?”I look around his house and I know he doesn’t need or want money. He has enough of it.“Power? Fame?” I tick the options off with my finger and I’m taken aback by the sharp laugh that rips free of his chest.My heart drops with the sound and a heat bubbles in my stomach to the point that I shift uncomfortably in my chair.That shouldn’t sound as attractive as it does.“You have no idea do you?”“What?” I question with hesitance.I truly am lost for words.“I’m Alpha Gabriel.”Who?Realization dawns in my chest when the name finally registers within me.“Gabriel?”I notice the way his eyes darken and his eyes fall down to my parted lips.“Are you who I think you are?”The man finally looks me in the eye.“I’m Alpha Gabriel of the Fenrir Pack. It’s a pleasure to make your acquaintance Avery Rodriguez.”Oh crap.I thought I had saved myself but it seems that luck had it out for me.I had jumped out of the frying pan and straight into the fire.My first instinct was to run.Alpha Gabriel’s was to laugh at the look on my face.“I see my reputation precedes me.”The mug in my hand starts to shake and the ripples in the tea almost absorb me into a trance. Unfortunately, even pretty swirls won’t distract me this time around. Dread fills into the crevices of my stomach and the tea settles uneasily in my gut.“W-what? Ho-ow?”I try to think back to any alarming instances that could possibly give away his identity but I come up blank. Sure, he has a big house and lives an hour or so away but that doesn’t mean anything.There are a lot of rogue wolves that aren’t necessarily bad. They simply enjoy not being surrounded by pack politics.Of course then there are those types that join into cults and come after people like my father.The image that has been plaguing my mood momentarily distracts me. My father…“You seem a bit disturbed. Is it because of me or…?”The inclination in his tone has me stiffening up and I automatically stand
“Yes.”His answering smirk had me already regretting my notion of impulse.“Yes. What?”“I agree. To whatever it may be.”See? I really should just super glue my mouth shut.“Perfect. Let’s get going then.”Alpha Gabriel slaps his palms against his thighs. He places my mug out of harm's way and turns around. I barely get a chance to protest before he’s already out the door.“What? Where are we going?”I follow him out of the main door and trail after him. He’s already making a direct beeline for the car.“You agreed to what I asked.”I falter before I pounce on him. Grabbing the man by the arm, I hold my ground and stare him straight in the eye.“You didn’t ask me anything. Well, not in the actual sense of the word. I don’t even know what I’ve agreed to. Where are we going?”Alpha Gabriel stares down at my hand clinging onto his arm as if in some pesky fly that needs to be dealt with.The man sits in the car and I have no choice but to follow him. It’s not like I can stay behind.This
“I’m sorry, what?!”Jax’s voice nearly breaks on the spot as he takes a step forward.Alpha Gabriel doesn’t take to this lightly and a loud growl rips from his throat. The harsh sound is guttural and shakes the ground beneath our feet. Everyone is taken by surprise and Jax falters in his steps. Serena bares her neck in a sign of submission. I hate the feeling coursing through me but I can’t help feeling smug at the sight of my sister being put in her place.“I do NOT repeat myself.”My legs feel shaky on the spot and I’m stunned when Alpha Gabriel grabs a hold of my shoulder to steady myself.“My apologies, Alpha Gabriel,” I can tell Jax is speaking through his teeth but he maintains eye contact with the ground.No one dares look him in the eye. Not even Serena.“There are a few ground rules we must go through. Each and every one of them must be followed if you want my help, Alpha Serena.”“Understood,” My sister speaks out through a shaky breath.“I’m glad that is sorted. I’ll be s
I hesitate outside Alpha Gabriel’s door. His words left a lasting impression on me and as he busied himself in his room, I’m left wondering.Clearing my head of unwanted thoughts, I head over to the room right next door. I could go back to my old house but all the unwanted memories linger there.Me and Jax together. What on Earth was I thinking of dating him for so long? Clearly the man didn’t care for anyone but himself. I’m sure he’d throw my sister to the side without second thinking about it.Entering my room, I let out a loud sigh. It gets cut short when someone slams their palm against my mouth. My entire body freezes and my first instinct is to fight back.My head goes back and connects with a hard surface. A familiar groan echoes out and I swiftly back away when their grip loosens.I swivel around and focus on the person who had taken up a good portion of my thoughts just a few moments ago.“What the hell is wrong with you?!” I growl out as I focus my eyes on Jax.The man is
Dinner is going to be awkward.I can feel it in my bones.Fixing my hair one last time, I open the door only to pause. Alpha Gabriel stands perched against the door frame, his eyes focused on me as his eyes dips low and then raise up again.My sundress isn’t revealing but it’s form fitting and cups my cleavage. It’s something that I always love wearing because I feel confident in it but also look good, if I do say so myself. It also helps that I always get complimented one way or another whenever I wear this dress.“Are you ready for dinner?”My face and body heats at his words. There’s a deeper meaning behind them simply due to the fact that we’ll be scrutinised by the whole Pack. My old Pack at that too.However, my body’s reaction is due to the darkness in his eyes. It calls to me in a way no man has ever had the opportunity to beckon me before.“What do you think?”Aloha Gabriel’s eyes darken further as he dips them down my body one more time.“I think you’re more than ready.”“L
At sharp five in the morning, I’m woken up to an indescribable feeling.Such poignant rage that consumes me entirely and makes me want to tear out the throat of the person next to me.My eyes are groggy and full of sleep as the pound banging ensues once again. The warm bed underneath me becomes wantonly to me.Why? God why is someone waking me up??Getting out of bed, a growl tears its way out of my throat. It takes me by surprise because I’ve never been capable of it before.The harsh sound tears at my throat and I have to force back the tears from the stinging sensation.It’ll take a while to get used to that. Yanking the door open, I’m met with a bemused Alpha Gabriel who stares at me with a raised eyebrow.“Looks like you woke up on the wrong side of the bed.”My glare deepened and I scowl at the man in front of me.“Do you know what time it is?” I don’t let him answer because I do it for me.“It’s five in the morning. What the hell is wrong with you?”Alpha Gabriel takes in my a
“Ahem. Am I interrupting something here?” Alpha Gabriel and I both snap up to catch sight of Ajax staring the both of us down. Serena stands next to him with an annoyed look on her face. I awkwardly push my seal backwards till I’m sat on the floor. Alpha Gabriel gets up in one swift move before he places his hand out for me to take. I let him hoist me up but I can’t ignore the lingering stare Jax sends my way. “Not at all. Avery and I were training. My pack consists of the best of the best. Hence, we train every day to make sure we don’t lose our touch.” Alpha Gabriels words are tight and he sends Jax a certain look. It’s one I can’t decipher but my ex appears to be uncomfortable as he swiftly looks away. “Well, not to be a burden but our training starts in ten minutes. The warriors will join us shortly so I hope you’re prepared for the lesson.” Alpha Gabriel raises his eyebrow at Serena before looking around us. “Trust me, I’ve got it handled. It’s best to leave the trai
Focus.Take deep breaths. Gather all your emotions together. Don’t lose focus.Sitting with my legs crossed, I place my hands on my knees and take in a deep breath. I try to focus on my surroundings. The chirping of birds as they flutter their wings. The sounds of distant insects making different sounds. I can even hear the running of water from a stream a distance away.Popping one eye open, I stare at the book lying on the ground. It was something they popped into my mind after my training session. I had seen it countless times before on my father’s desk. This time it was placed in a far flung corner of the library.It must’ve been fate because I managed to find it. However, it doesn’t seem to be doing much.I’ve been sitting here for an hour and nothing has changed.The book details the nature of shifting. A complex history and how it translates into modern times now that we coexist with humans. The later chapters detail the biology behind it and how someone can shift properly. Th
The feud between Gabriel and I lurks behind me like a bad taste in my mouth. What do I do when I’m severely pissed off and need some fresh air to relax my inner-although very much dormant- wolf and me? Of course, I take a long walk in the creepiest part of the forest imaginable. THe forest even resembles different parts of my drated mate. From the thick gnarled root that matched his twisted soul to the warm light that filtered through the trees which matched the bubbling warmth I feel whenever Gabriel looks at me. I need space. A place to breathe and clear my head without the weight of the world weighing down on my two shoulders. Walking amongst the trees, a semblance of peace moves through me and relaxes the core of my being. Stretching out, I sit down on the soft earthy floor and lean back against a tree. I close my eyes and merely focus on the breeze against my skin and the dirt underneath my palms. It’s amazing that now my ears can pick up on the tiny critters scuttling a
Waking up the next morning was nothing short of bliss. The first thing I notice is the warmth beside me. I let myself relax, savoring Gabriel’s presence. I close my eyes as the memories of last night run through my mind. The heat. The intensity of the bond and how he stayed with me.I shift slightly, feeling the weight of Gabrial’s arms frapped over me. His even breathing let me know that he’s still sleeping and this causes me to hesitate. I want to bask in this feeling and moment but the frustration of the entirety of our situation drags me down.How can he be so close but so so far away from me?I turn my head and catch sight of Gabriel’s sleeping face. He looks peaceful with his usual stoic expression softened by sleep. There was one part of me that wanted to trace his features and just to feel that everything was okay. Another part of me still hurt from the fact that he rejected and pushed me away so easily.I’m not sure how long I stay looking at him as Garbeil finally stirs.“
Pain.I wake up as I gasp for air. My body is in flames from the inside out. My skin is hot to the touch and my heart pounds away in my chest. An unbearable ache blooms through me.Heat.That’s all that reverberates in my brain.The realization hits me square in the face as an overwhelming need courses through me. One that is impossible to ignore. It stirs Aurora to life, an infrequent occurrence but one that brings her instincts to the surface. The undeniable truth hits me flat in the face.I need Gabriel.A soft whimper tears past my lips. I clamp down onto my mouth. I’ll be mortified if someone hears me. I can’t let anyone know. A searing pain runs through me and this time, a loud sob escapes me that rings through the hallways. It doesn't take a second before the door to my room swings open.Gabriel steps inside, his eyes wild and locking with mine. His gaze is filled with concern as he rushes over to me. Even through the pain, I notice the way his eyes flicker from his worried l
“I hate this.”That’s all that goes through my mind as I wake up every day. The thought of going with the motions as I have been… plague my being with each second.I follow my usual routine of getting dressed before I head on my walk. It helps as I don’t have to mix with people but instead, take some time to myself and admire everyone from afar.I wander through the heart of the settlement with rustic cottages setting on the edges. The pack members were already up and bustling even though it’s very early in the morning. I nod at a few people before I turn back towards the outskirts of the pack. It’s then that I catch an elegant woman walking towards me. Her eyes are focused on me and authority follows her everywhere. I feel as if I’ve seen her somewhere.My eyes widen as I realize that’s Gabriel’s mother. She had been briefly pointed out by Star but we had never made contact.What am I supposed to do? Walk away? Introduce myself?“You must be Avery,” The woman begins before I get a c
*Gabriel’s P. O. V*I stand at the foot of the training grounds, entirely divided on Avery. The woman moved with a grace that compared to none. She was only a beginner but so talented, it took my breath away. Her eyes were sharp but determined and she made sure to take in every one else’s movements.I can’t help the regret that pangs through me every time I see her. She’s everything I need but our circumstances tear us apart. The bond between us is like a magnetic pull that only grows stronger with each touch.Stella flashes through my mind before I get carried away.It’s as if I had uttered the woman’s name out loud but a soft knock echoes from my door followed by the woman herself. She wore a bright smile but that only caused me to wince in pain.I can’t stand her.“Gabriel! I’ve been looking for you. I was wondering when I’d get some alone time with you,” her voice is sultry and full of familiarity.I force a polite smile and gesture for her to enter although she’s made herself co
There’s pin drop silence. The air in the room is thick with tension. Gabriel and his beta work tirelessly to finalise a plan. One thing is certainly clear. I was not being delivered to the rogues, no matter what. There’s an urgency regarding the threat but I still couldn’t get rid of the way Gabriel held rage in his eyes.It was due to the mate bond. That’s all. But then why is the intensity of the bond shading ever more?There wasn’t much to discuss. Or maybe I couldn’t focus on any of the information that was being discussed. We soon leave the room and I followed after the beta and Gabriel. Although this wasn’t my pack that I had been born in, this was my pack now.I’d do anything to protect it.As the two made their rounds around the darkening pack grounds, I couldn’t help to notice the way my mate’s eyes kept hovering over me. We couldn’t ignore it, no matter how much we tried.Unfortunately, we just had to.The stars hung high in the sky and I just wish Gabriel and I could esc
My mind aches from the events of last night.My heart is resolute, unfortunately, and I know there’s much to do. Regardless of the turmoil coursing through me.I make my way to the main hall where I was informed that the pack usually gathered for their daily briefings. The air is thick with tension and it serves to remind me that the rogue attack had been averted albeit narrowly.Walking through the camp, I ignore the wary glances that follow me. As I approach the main hall, a familiar face pops out and grins back at me. A faint smile makes its way across my face, something that takes me by surprise.“Good morning,” She chirps while waving me over.I walk up to her, feeling relief at seeing such a friendly face. The woman from yesterday stands perched up against the door. A few pack members linger around her before dispersing.“Good morning. I just realized I never asked for your name last night.”The woman laughs and waves her hand.“Don’t worry about it. I go by Star. That’s what th
Walking back to camp is no easy feat.My mind is a whirlwind of emotions. So hung up on Gabriel, I realized I never even asked that woman’s name.I doubt I’ll see her again. She belongs to this pack and I’m not sure what to do here now. Do I go back to my old pack? I don’t think Serena would appreciate that. I now belong to Alpha Gabriel’s pack. After the recent turn of events, that doesn’t seem as endearing as it did in the first place.The omission of her name now feels like a missed opportunity. It was a fleeting connection that might have helped me.It never hurts to have a friend in such times. Times like your heart being ripped out by your own soulmate.Oh well….I stumble my way back to the camp. The reality of the entire situation weighs heavy over me. Heavier than anything did before. The pressure from the impending rogue attack and my complex emotions makes each step heavier than the last.“Avery. Wait! Please.”The sudden sound has me stopping in my tracks.Turning around
The air in Gabriel’s office feels stifling. The office is packed with tension and unspoken words. Gabriel himself walks back and forth, his face heavy with a frown and brows furrowed together. My heart pounds in my chest as I wait for him to speak. The mate bond is very new but it’s still very raw. Every fibre within me is attuned to his emotions and attitude. “There’s something I really need to tell you, Avery.” The man stops in front of me. His eyes serious but sorrow filling them. “What is it?” My voice is hesitant and I brace myself for whatever he’s about to drop on me. Gabriel takes a deep breath, pausing before he drops the truth on me. “I’m betrothed. To someone else,” he adds as if that’s not clear enough. I nearly double over from the pain that radiates throughout me. It hurts like a physical blow, knocking all the air from my lungs. “I’m sorry, what?” I manage to get out. “It’s not what you think, Avery. I know it sounds wrong but it’s just a business th