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Chapter 39
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2021-09-26 12:30:00Author's pov
Her throbbing heart wasn't ready to ease even for a moment. She didn't get time to catch her uneven breath. She was drained out of energy, mentally and physically both! the most mental traumas were eating her up that she lost her peace. The puzzlement between good and bad was chasing her all the time. That one slap made her question their whole relationship. She was hurt. No more than hurt. Hurt would be a lessen word to express how worst she was feeling. How bad her mental health was.
She was feeling naked in front of him. Yes, naked. He turned the piece of self-respect that she used to wear and now when he made her feel like the rust of his foot she was regretting her existence.
Life changes in moments, so do the people.
Not even in imagination, she expected that one day her husband
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