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" But maa I wasn't...."" maa.. listen to me for once, I didn't ...." and again koushalya was cut off by her mother who was speaking nonstop without even letting her state her point. Koushalya just ideally sat on the couch keeping the phone near her ear. her one hand was massing her temple, her mom caused her headache now.koushalya rolled her eyes out of frustration, it's been an hour now since her mother called her and began to give lectures on 'how to be a good obedient wife for Sanjiv'. it was fine Wednesday for koushalya until her mother's call showed up. Seeing her mother's caller id, Koushalya was quite excited to talk to her mother after so long. She wanted to share her pregnancy news with her too. but all these excitements flew away as soon as her mother barked from the other side saying 'how can you think of aborting your first baby'. koushalya knew Sanjiv must have filled her mother's ear.do vote and comments.
Author's POV. " shhh" he shushed her and resumed his torch on her neck when koushalya tried her luck by pushing him off from her, but he effortlessly held her both hands in his right hand and kept her hands above her head while he dipped his head again in her shoulder line. " san...jiv......stoppp '' Koushalya wiggled in his hold, lifting his head Sanjiv stared at her lips. His eyes were reflecting the pure lust which he had for her. He was turned on by her denials. He was in urgent need of release that her refusing didn't affect him. slowly bending down, he kept lowering himself till he could feel her uneven breaths on his face, koushalya looked at him with horrified eyes. she knew what he was having inside his head. Before he could crush his lips on hers, Koushalya turned her head to the left side which
Koushalya's POV Why is it always me? suffering in hell yet managing to act as if everything is normal, having all those scars that he gave me, enduring those pain which no one should ever face in their life. It hurts a lot as if someone has stabbed my heart. mentally and physically I'm exhausted. I need rest. I need peace. I need respect. and at lost, I need someone who can treat me as a human being rather than a Robert. I'm left alone, no one is by my side to talk to, no one is by my side to ask me whether I'm okay or not. no one is by my side to comfort me. I just feel so heavy from inside that I might burst out at any moment. my eyes become dry due to continuous shedding tears. My muscles are sore, my legs and lower part are in pain, making me realize the reason for the pain. Thoughts in my head tearing me apart piece by piece. slowly killing the soul inside of me, making me dead from inside. It feels like I'm drowning, saf
Author's POV Darkness...Darkness and Darkness are all she could see. Darkness surrounded her like the ocean, she was looking for brightness in that peach darkness. Sweating profusely, Koushalya licked her dry lips to hydration. her mind was blocked from all possible ways to get out of the Darkness. her eyes flinched with hope when she saw a ray of brightness appearing to clear her Path. " koushy....koushy...." Koushalya was pulled out from the deep slumber she was drawing in. her mother was standing near her head and yelling her name. " koushy wake up " lightly tapping her cheeks, Gayatri raised her tone a bit and tried to wake her daughter. koushalya's eyes flickered softly, she saw a blurry vision of her mother standing beside her. " for god's sake, get up. It's past eleven. " she heard her mother's usual admonish tone. A sudden rush of confusion took over her when she found herself in he
Author's POV Without messing up with her, Sanjiv left the room hoping that he could manipulate her better in her mother's presence. Once after he left the room, Koushalya locked the door. turning around she left a long sigh. just a few seconds of his existence in front of her and she already was in misery. putting her clothes on she opened the door with a bang and came out to face her in-laws sitting in the hall, having a tea-talk with her mother. Sanjiv was also sited there, on the other couch like a lost child. it was Sanjiv's backup plan to call his parents too, to make a strong and pleasurable entry at koushalya's place. he knew, no matter what but she would never deny his parents. he wasn't ready to leave any chance that can make her stay with him, so he came up with all he can. in the middle way of driving to his inlaw place, Sanjiv called his parents and told them that koushalya had left the home, leaving her capital chain behind. when his parents asked him if they had any co
Author's POV " Thank you so much Ram '', adjusting her baby hair behind her ears, she looked up at him with her glossy eyes. she truly meant what she said a while ago. " ah, that's nothing, just a small favor that I could do for you " Ram maintained his gentle stare on her while speaking. They were seated in the cozy apartment, which Ram had arranged for her. It's not big yet it's enough for her. The apartment has two bedrooms, a well-organized garden balcony, and a cozy hall and kitchen. It was more than enough for her. The apartment was located in the center of the main city, the hospital and shopping malls were just a walk by a distance which she found helpful. The neighbors seem good too. She already began to like her new home. And all thanks to Ram. Koushalya nodded her head and looked down at nothing, she was thankful for Ram to help her in the most needed situation of hers. At first, she hesitated when she called him for help, but it was her situation that made her call him,
Author's POV Sanjiv was half laid on the couch while his remaining body was on the floor, spreading both arms and legs on either side. the room was shadowy as the lights were off because he didn't give much attention to the growing murk of sunset. to be honest he didn't care whether it's bright or dark or whether it's day or night because his purpose of life - his koushy, wasn't there to cherish those passing seconds. he half layed there on the couch being dejected, that gloominess on his face was evident for how vulnerable he is without her. staring at the white ceiling for so long he situated on the same place like a lifeless body. His face was vacant, no one could predict what was going inside his mind, not even himself. it was like, his thoughts kept jumping from one thing to another like a monkey. concentrating on any one thing was hard for him to get a final result. Even the air in the atmosphere
Author's pov ding-dong.........ding-dong..........ding-dong Getting annoyed by the doorbell, Koushalya hurriedly put on her clothes and rushed to the main door. It was eight in the morning when she came out taking a bath. She was changing her clothes when she heard the continuous doorbell. with a thought of who it must be, that too early in the morning koushalya had to hurry. being careful with her steps, she walked to the main entrance and opened the door with a frown. it was RAM, standing at her doorstep impatiently waiting for her to open the door. his eyes relaxed as he saw her all fine. " huff...you're fine. that's good, " he said in between heavy breaths while walking inside when koushalya moved aside inviting him in. " what....what ?" Koushalya asked him, puzzled by his unsinkable sentence. " umm..... I was waiting for more than five minutes and you still didn't open the door after three bells, so I feared whether you're okay or not '' his earlier raised heartbeats were no
Author's POV "Stop staring at me " Ram snapped at Varsha, who has been giving him a spouse look from the moment they left from koushalya's apartment. It's been a while since they decided to bid a bye to Koushalya after discussing the further process with her. Koushalya felt better than before after having a soulful conversation with Varsha. all her insecurities of being judged and questioned flew away as Varsha exclaimed how proud she is of her best friend who took such a bold step against everyone. Varsha made her feel so right. Koushalya gained more confidence to face everything and walk by those who question her instead of her abusive husband. She felt so much better than before and all thanks to Varsha. koushalya and Varsha kept discussing more and more, while Ram was still pretending to prepare coffee which he was done preparing an hour ago, yet he didn't want to break the 'ladies' trance of talk so he waited for them
Author's POV. Sneaking her head out from the warm blanket Koushalya yawned looking at the wall clock, which was placed straight to their bed. she lazily turned to her right side pulling the blanket more to cover herself. her lips starched for a smile when her eyes fell on the sight that she would love to cherish for her lifetime. Ram was sleeping beside her, half of his face was covered due to his messy hairs which were all over his face. Koushalya dragged herself more close to him while she ran her fingers in his smooth and silky hairs. her eyes traveled on the other part of her body. his blanket was a little displaced due to the starching and moving of him in the bed. she could drool over his muscles for all days, he fascinated her like no one ever did. Sh
Author's POV Ram was nervously walking outside of the operation theater, every passing second felt as if it was an eternity to him. His beating heart was not ready to slow down from the moment the doctor took Koushalya inside the operation theater. It's been half an hour since they started to treat her yet her painful screams weren't stopping. rubbing his temple being in highly strung horses Ram mouthed a few positive words to himself. his throat went dry when he heard another shrieked cry of hers. Her cries make him tenser. his glossy eyes roamed around the hallway area. his parents were sitting on the waiting chair, his father was holding the hand of his mother it seemed as if he was consoling his wife. and her sister was standing outside of the door, peeking inside the operation theater. They were trying hard to keep a stabl
Author's POV " love you " he confessed she smiled in delight hearing those words from him. she felt a sense of archiving something that always meant for her, something that she deserved all this while - to be loved by someone unconditionally. she couldn't put her tones of emotions into words to express in front him how pleased she is at this moment. a person like him deserved to be loved back too, who showed her heaven on earth. it's not about how good he is, it's about how good he has a heart for her, such a pure and Benevolent person, that somebody hardly meets in life now's-a-day. he promised her to give her the family that she always wished for, and now he stood on his words. marrying her, he made her his
Author's POV one will not find the love which is perfect but find a love that reminds us how worthy we were always. This kind of love always makes us realize that we were never asking for too much. This love puts some sense into our head about how blindly we were always ready to break ourselves to bring happiness in the person's life who was never meant to be yours. This love makes you know that some people are only meant to cross paths with you, that is all. they're not meant to stay with you forever. Some people are passer's in our journey that is all about our growth, healing, and happiness. Once they leave, we have to move on with our lives, because that's how we live or we were taught to live. Koushalya has decided to let go of her past wh
Author's POV The evening sun cast long shadows on the ground, The slanting rays of the setting sun gave a warm orange tinge to the sky. Kaushalya shivered when the longitudinal pressure waves traveled to her ears with a soft rustling sound, as the winds passed through the tree branches and leaves, the movements of objects created a vibration in the air. Wrapping her arms with each other, Koushalya rested her back on the hard surface of the bench in park. She quietly enjoyed staring at those kids who were giggling and jumping around the park. A few kids were playing some random games which she was trying to figure out from the past two hours. she smiled knowing one day her kid will also play in this park while she would dreamily admire her child. cherishing her palm on her belly, koushalya looked down at her fully grown stomach. She is now at the
Author's POV Koushalya's eyes flickered a few times before she opened them, still half asleep. She roamed her eyes around the room, she realized it wasn't her room. It took her a few seconds to memorize what happened last night. her cheeks turned into beetroot knowing she was sleeping in his arms. goosebumps arrived on her skin being this close with him. her head was nearly on his crook of the neck while he was holding her from her waist. she could smell his natural body scent which made her blush hard. The duvet was no longer on them due to their sleeping position. her hands were surrounding him. lifting her head she made sure that he's still asleep. Koushalya smiled seeing his calm and peaceful features. His one-week-old unshaved beards were covering almost all his face parts, his thick eyebrows and perfect round shaped eyes were on show for h
Author's POV Koushalya turned to her right side and tried to concentrate on her sleep, but the discomfort of her lower region was not letting her catch some sleep. cherishing her palms over her belly she yawned lazily while opening her eyes. seeing the darkness around her, she took a moment to adjust her gaze. placing her hands on the bed she lifted herself to sit straight on the bed. spreading her legs wide she made herself a little comfortable. Nowadays she feels good while stinging her legs, this string position gives a few moments of rest to her grown belly. She feels more comfortable on the floor than on the couch or chair. Sometimes she can feel the stretching of her belly. till her second trimester, she enjoyed the boost of energy she had got, but now as she began with the third trimester she started to feel a little more tired than
Author's POV " pick the damn call " Ram irritably whispered, rubbing his temple. his unstable eyes were roaming around him for no reason at all. with each passing minute, the tension was building up inside him, making his heartbeats rise. " shit.." he cursed, throwing his phone on the bed, his phone jumped once on the bed due to his force. For the two horses, he was trying to call Koushalya who had been not attending his call, and after ten missed calls from him she switched off her phone giving him a mini heart attack. Ram was tensed not knowing what to do, where to find her. He needed to communicate with her in any way but she wasn't cooperating. &nbs
Author's POV Ram was standing at the edge of a balcony relay with his hands inside his pants pocket. his eyes were staring at the gloomy and rush full city. The starry sky was aglow with bright city lights. The pale crescent shone like a silvery claw in the night sky. He looked up at the blanket of stars that stretched to infinity. a wave of chill wind hit his skin to bring him back to the real world from his imaginary world. running his fingers in his hairs, he breathed In that calm nature. A silly smile followed him thinking of how grateful he is for the people and things he gets in his life. first his parents then his sister and now Koushalya. he felt like God is being too good to him by granting his wishes. today