"You’re to be a good girl now Zoey. And please come and visit sometime"
I nodded frantically as I hugged my sister for the millionth time. She has been taking my departure the hardest, and I knew this would've happened. She's been quite edgy for the past three days after Niall suggested taking me back to his pack with him.
They already knew this, but I guess the confirmation was too much for her. And I understand.
It was hard for me to part from them too. They have been my family all my life, and now I'm going to a strange land with new people. It was tearing me apart that I would be six hours away from them.
I also felt bad that I was the only female in the house that hadn't shed a tear since. My heart ached greatly and I wanted to cry, but I was never the emotional type.
My heart had a contradicting war going on. No way was I gonna stay away from my mate, but I also didn't want to leave my home.
"We can visit sometime," Naill had said once, and I knew he was right. But since I was six years old this was where I had been.
I've never slept anywhere else apart from Emerald Pack in England. But it's just how things have to be.
"I love you Vic." I mumbled. "Thank you for everything"
"I love you too baby sister. Call me as soon as you're there" She told me before placing a kiss on my cheek.
I then met eyes with Luka and for the first time ever, they looked sad. I stood awkwardly, not knowing if I should hug him or do our normal fist bump thing, but I was shocked when he pulled me into a hug.
I could feel all the love radiating from him as he held me, and I knew I couldn't have been any more blessed to have them.
Luka had always looked out for me and my mom, and I knew it wasn't just because we were his wife's family. He did it because he genuinely cared for us. And the same can be said about everyone else in the house. They loved me.
And I will forever love them too.
I was never good at goodbyes. But then again, who is? Saying bye to these ten people, including Emily, was really hard. But I did it.
With one last look and wave, Niall and I exited the house and headed to his car. I let out a breath, as I constantly reminded myself that they were just a call away, and I can visit anytime I wanted. This is my home after all.
His cousin, Valero, had to leave the day after my birthday since he had a pack to run. Niall on the other hand, didn't want to leave without me. So he gave me as much time I needed to pack and say goodbye.
It only took me three days, though some might say that was a short span of time to do everything. But I was a simple person.
Our relationship has been steady. We were just getting to know each other, nothing more. It surprised me how he hasn't attempted or brought up the topic of marking yet.
I guess he's a slow and steady kind of wolf. Weird for an Alpha, but understandable.
"You alright?" Niall asked after placing my bags in the back and joining me in his car.
"Yea. I'll just miss them you know?"
"I get it, but don't worry. We can always come back when you get home sick" He offered soothingly.
He placed a reassuring hand on my knee as he drove out of the driveway. I dared not to look back, because the tears might not have flowed then, but it might flow now.
"What's your pack like?" I asked in an attempt to get my mind off the distance that was being put between me and the people I love. I trusted Niall, but I had no idea about what his pack was like.
"You'll love it, don't worry," he said with a gentle smile. It was obvious that he loved his pack- the first and most important trait of an Alpha. "My Alpha house doesn't have as much people like yours, but you will find my Gamma and Beta quite welcoming"
I smiled at the thought. I knew going from a house of ten to a house of three would be a change. But maybe it will be good.
"I met them four years ago" I reminded him. " Jared was nice. And Asia...." I trailed off with a chuckle as I remembered my first encounter with Asia. She didn't seem to like me very much.
"Asia is complicated" He laughed. "If she doesn't come around now, she will eventually"
I nodded once but stayed quiet. I leaned my head against the window as the trees rushed past me in a green blur.
It was obvious that Niall really wanted to go back to his pack. That was one reason why I hadn't made him stay here too long. I had barely slept last night, so my eyes were already drooping.
"Sleep love" I heard Niall whisper before I let the sleep completely swallow me whole.
***
"Zoey?"
I groaned as I felt someone shaking me.
"Five more minutes Victoria" I mumbled as I pulled my legs closer to my chest.
"We're here. Wake up" The voice said amused, and I became more and more aware of my surroundings.
Niall.
His pack.
Six hour car drive.
I jumped up, seeing that we were parked in front of the huge house that I last saw four years ago. It looked the same for the most part, but I noticed that I felt different towards being here. A good different.
Slowly, I pushed the door open and waited for Niall to meet me on my side, as I continued to stare at the place that I will soon call my home.
"You ready?"
My head snapped to Niall, and I saw that he had finished unpacking the car. I took one of my bags from him to ease his strain and followed closely behind him towards the house.
My heart beat hard in my chest as he pushed the door open, and I was immediately met with smiles and a very high pitched squeal.
"You're finally here!" Niall's mom gushed as she pulled me into a hug.
I was never a hugger, and I knew I had way too many hugs for one day, but I couldn't help but welcome her embrace.
"I was so thrilled when Niall phoned us and told us that our suspicions were correct. I promised Victoria that we would take good care of you here" She added as she let me go to gaze at my face. "Oh you're even more beautiful than I remembered. No wonder my son was away for three days"
"Mom" Niall warned in a semi-annoyed tone, and I couldn't help but giggle.
"Roxy, leave the girl alone. It's nice to have you here Zoey. I'm happy that my son found his mate" This came from Ace, Niall's dad, as he gave him a short side hug.
I only ever met them once, but I was surprisingly very comfortable around them.
"Me too. And I'm sorry I kept him away from his pack so long" I voiced, surprisingly shy. Ace and Roxy simply waved it off.
"Oh that's okay. Things here were dealt with wonderfully. All credit to these two"
Our attentions were brought to the others in the room as Ace pointed behind him. He stepped aside and I got a full view of Jared and Asia.
Jared looked mostly the same like when he was fourteen, but only in a more matured way. He was undoubtedly handsome and had a great build, and the smile he was flashing me gave his face a more youthful glow.
"I guess it's finally my turn to welcome our new family member" He beamed as he came over to give me a short hug. I knew puberty was a thing, but his voice really took me by surprise.
"It's good to see you again Jared" I smiled as he let me go.
"Likewise. This guy chatted my ears off for four years about you. So I would be bummed if that was all in vain." He added, making me laugh. "Just make yourself at home."
He did a little bow and raised his imaginary hat, so I did my best curtsey followed by a laugh. Jared and I will get along quite well.
My eyes then moved to Asia, where she was perched on the staircase with a deep frown on her face, and it was directed at me. If I thought that puberty did Jared well, I don't know what to say about her.
She had long auburn hair that flowed richly down her back and shoulders. From where I stood, I could see how straight and perfect her nose was, and her lips were full and plump. She had the perfect curvy figure, and her bust seemed just right for her height and size. All in all, she was beautiful; perfect even. The only thing that ruined it was her scowl.
I didn't know why she didn't seem to like me. I mean, isn't she supposed to be ecstatic that another female company will be around?
I guess not. But I tried my best to put on my best smile. I didn't want to start off on the wrong foot, even though I usually matched the energy I got. But I was mostly doing it for Niall, since she was his Beta and all.
"Hi Asia," I greeted with a very awkward wave that made me want to cut my hand off.
Her eyes shifted from me, to Niall, then to everyone else in the room before she said, " Congratulations"
And with that, she turned and left.
I looked to Niall in confusion, and he just shrugged casually. I'm not the person to force friendship, so she definitely won't be hearing from me again.
If Niall was right about her 'coming around eventually', then it'll take me a while to warm up too.
She's not the only one with sass.
"Well that went well" I mumbled sarcastically as I picked up my bag again.
"Don't worry about Asia. She's a tough shell to crack" Roxy said in an attempt to make me feel better, I assumed. Except, it didn't bother me one bit because I'm an even tougher shell to crack.
"That's okay. I'm starving though" I giggled as my tummy rumbled, and I realized I hadn't eaten in eight hours.
"I'll go get dinner started. It's okay if we stay for dinner right Niall?" His mom asked, and he nodded once.
"Of course mom. I'll just go get Zoey settled in"
He offered me his hand, and led me to the second floor. He stopped in front of a door and turned to look at me shyly.
"This is-ugh- my room. I didn't know if you'd like to stay in your own room just until we know more about each other?" It came out more as a question, and he looked so cute with the blush climbing up his neck
"How are we gonna know more about each other if we stay in separate rooms?" I teased, making him blush even more.
It was the cutest thing, and I could really see that he didn't want to mess things up between us.
"Okay, so it's big enough if you would like to add anything. Or if you want to take out anything that's fine too. We can even redecorate the whole room if you'd lik-"
"Niall" I cut him off gently. "My hand hurts" I giggled as I gestured to the bag I was holding.
He gave me an apologetic smile and pushed the door open. His scent immediately filled my senses, as it soothed me from the inside out. It was relatively clean and neat, even more than my old room, so I had to give him credit for that.
It was, however, a little boring given that the walls were beige and held no wall hangings or anything.
I could also envision a nice chandelier hanging from the centre of the room like in my old room, but for now it was perfect. I would run the ideas by him sometime in the future.
He carried my suitcase and my other bag towards the closet, and I did the same with the one I was holding. He then proceeded to show me where everything was, including the ensuite bathroom and the library attached to his room. Very impressive.
I placed my art supplies in a corner, and he offered to make part of the library an area where I could paint, since he learnt how much I loved to do that.
He also seemed to read my mind and suggested that I hang some of my favourites around the house and room. But for now, I decided to settle with just the room.
"So how is everything so far?" He asked nervously. I knew this was very unlike him, but I also knew that the last thing he wanted was for me to hate it here and demand to go back home.
A small smile etched it's way to my lips as I closed the distance between us and placed a sweet lingering kiss on his cheek.
"It's great Niall. I already love it here"
He visibly relaxed at that, and I was glad that he finally seemed to loosen up and know that I was not going anywhere. Ever.
"Good" He breathed. "Oh and sorry about Asia, she's probably just a little jealous"
My eyebrows knitted together in confusion at this, and the look on his face suggested that he wasn't supposed to let that slip.
"Why would she be jealous?" I asked carefully, folding my arms over my chest. "She's not your mate"
"She-uh. We... Look Zoey don't take it the wrong way but-"
"Were you guys in some sort of relationship?" I shot back a little too harshly. I couldn't help the possessiveness that swamped my feelings.
He didn't answer, which completely confirmed my question. I, however, needed to hear it from him.
"Niall. Were you and Asia in any sort of intimate relationship?" I asked even more sternly. He hung his head and I saw as his Adam's apple bob up and down before he whispered almost inaudible.
"Yes."
And just like that, my intention of staying in the same room with him tonight suddenly felt negotiable.
He said yes.Yes for crying out loud!Gosh I never thought one word could've caused such turmoil within me. Normally the word 'yes' is associated with good news or requests, but right now it just made my stomach churn.I knew it was probably unnecessary that I was upset about it, given that it was before we even knew we were mates. But the thought of it happening just made me sick.And to make it all worse, that bitc- I mean girl felt like she had the right to be jealous. He's MY mate.I felt anger build up in me even more by the second, and as much as I wanted to walk out and find somewhere else to go, I had an urge to know more. God knows why."What did you guys do?" I muttered through clenched teeth as I balled my fists tightly.He looked utterly petrified at the situation, and I knew he wished he hadn't let that one slip."I promise you, I've never slept with her" He rushed out, and I visibly relaxed. "We did....other thing
"Oww Niall! " I screamed in pain as I pulled my head away from him.The look of terror crossed his features as his eyes darted from me to the comb in his hand."Wh-what did I do?" He asked, sounding confused but it was undeniably cute."If you haven't noticed, my hair is curly" I retorted in a sarcastic tone and he gave me a 'duh' look. "So, my dear mate, you cannot attack my hair from the roots first. You have to start from the ends and make your way up. Everyone knows that""Well I didn't" He mumbled as he pulled me back to him and kissed my forehead. "So I'm sorry""It's okay. You were just trying to help and it's my fault that it's so tangled. I hadn't brought a comb to it in five days" I laughed at how lazy I am with my own hair.It's just like what Victoria said, I had to take care of myself now and she's not here to comb my hair for me. And everyone knows I'm useless with it."Yet you still managed to look great throughout all
"Niall, you don't have to look so nervous" I chuckled and ran my thumb across his cheek. "You're my mate, I already knew this " I reassured him and I received a charming smile from him in return."I just wasn't sure if you were ready for all this. I didn't want to unsettle you" he said shyly."You're too careful with me Niall" I laughed. "It's like you think I'm gonna break if you frown at me"He playfully glared at me, causing me to laugh harder. "All I want is for you to be happy Zoey. Nothing else.""And what about your happiness?""It stems from yours" He whispered, pecking my cheek.Instead of letting him pull away like he always did, I pulled him closer to me. I stared intently in his eyes with a smile still lingering on my lips."I'm happy, " I told him softly before resting my forehead against his.I could smell the sweet, masculine irresistible scent of him from this close, and it made me feel even more relaxed than I
"Something smells off."I rolled my eyes without turning to face her and continued to search for the pancake syrup.From the moment I stepped into the kitchen, Asia tensed and has been giving me the stink eye ever since.Of course every wolf knows that when a female wolf is marked, her scent mixes with her mate's. But it was a majestic scent; not 'off' like she presumed. She was just jealous that MY mate marked me.I finally found the syrup and squirted a large amount onto my mountain of pancakes. I was extremely moody this morning since I woke up without Niall, but I knew that it was the post-mark pre-heat effects.The fact that I was marked would throw my emotions off a whole lot for the first couple days, especially if I wasn't with my mate. But the fact that my heat was this close too, I was like a deadly ball of emotions walking around.I was really considering completing the mating process before the full moon, that way I wouldn't have
⚠️This chapter contains mature content. If you are not a person who appreciates smut, you can skip it when you see it starting ⚠️...It was almost eight in the evening when I checked my phone and jumped up in bed.I woke up in the comfy blankets of me and Niall's bed, and that's when I remembered when I fell asleep on the way back home as he carried me. His comforting scent and straight stride knocked me right to sleep. But I was astonished to see that I slept all morning AND day.This heat thing was already exhausting me, and it wasn't even coming that soon. This got me even more curious as to who I really am. I knew that highly ranked wolves were said to have the worst heats, since the dominance in a Alpha, Beta or Gamma wolf was more prominent. Hence, the wolf's need to be fully mated is always greater.The room was already dark, indicating that the sun was almost gone, if not gone already. Niall was nowhere to be seen
I didn't hear anything after that."Zoey I don't think she's gonna make it"It rang in my ears like a mocking song. I couldn't process anything around me. I couldn't listen to Niall asking me what's wrong, I didn't see the dim of the light as it slightly flickered- I only saw red.I felt my feet moving, and I was down the stairs in what felt like a second. I didn't care what happened after I shifted, but once I hit the outside air I knew I was in wolf form.I ran as soon as I was certain all fours were on solid ground. The cool wind whipped past me in a fast mocking song, reminding me of the distance I had to go.I could hear Niall behind me, calling after me in desperation. I didn't even know how he managed to keep a close distance to me while I was in wolf form and he was in human form, but I guess it was the worry that boosted his adrenaline.Deep down I knew running all the way back to Brightwater Pack would be a challenge, but who am I
Hours.Four terrible long hours just sitting in a car waiting, anticipating and longing to arrive.The minute Niall and I got back to the Alpha house, he quickly explained everything to Jared and Asia while I packed a few things for us.They were already waiting at the door when we got back. Every wolf in the pack heard my howl, and that included them. I wasn't surprised when I saw Asia's concern though; any wolf could understand what a howl like that meant.We didn't know how long we would be gone for, but I knew for sure that if it was more than three days, I had to let Niall go back home. I need my mate, but a pack needs its Alpha and I couldn't keep him from his pack any longer than three days.This seemed to have the worst timing ever. Just when I am a day away from having my heat this happened. It's like the universe has a vendetta against me or something."Hey it's gonna be okay" Niall whispered from beside me. He held my hand with hi
Slowly, I took careful steps towards her bed.She was still fast asleep, maybe knocked out from anaesthesia, but she still managed to look peaceful. I glanced at Luka who was already by her side holding her hand against his lips with gratitude with a mixture of uncertainty in his eyes.He looked less tense than before, but I had a feeling that his fear wouldn't subside until he saw her eyes open again.I stopped a few inches away from the bed and Levi snuggled himself beside her without putting too much pressure on her. Her chest rose and fell slowly, indicating evidence of life in her body. It was enough to calm my nerves.Sighing, I sat beside her across from where Luka was sitting. I swept a strand of hair from her face and really took in her appearance.She had a busted lip and stitches on her left eyebrow, but her face didn't look much different thankfully. She did, however, look fragile under those casts. Maybe it was just my mind, but I didn
Song for final chapter:Love Someone by Lukas Graham***The day had finally come. I was finally home and being introduced to Niall's Pack officially. I'd finally become the Luna I was always destined to be, and lead with my mate.After everything was settled in England, I promised not to be a stranger, but I knew I had to return home. The minute we were home, Niall and I started getting ready for the Pack meeting. It wasn’t just me who was being introduced, but our new Beta as well, Asia's mate.It was a very exciting day, and though I'll surely miss my link with Brightwater Pack, I was more than happy that I'd finally be free to live happily with Niall, now that everything was out and had been resolved.My heart felt like it was soaring on the clouds on its way to a bright future, and I couldn’t wait to see what that future was."All ready?" a voice from the door called, and I immediately smiled up at Ni
"This is Kavan Conley. I was the rightful heir of the Beta position at Emerald Pack, but my younger brother stole it from me. No one believed me when I tried to tell the truth, they thought I was crazy. Maybe my running away will confirm their beliefs even more. But you, whoever you are, the fact that you found this letter meant you were supposed to. I need you to set it straight. Even if it's generations later, I ask this of you: Tell my story, bring truth to the wolves of Emerald Pack, even if they don't know me. Because that will bring justice for my Julia."I took a deep breath as I glanced over the words scribbled on the paper for the hundredth time, before I lifted my head to the wolves of Emerald Pack who were looking at me expectantly.I was finally able to do it. I finally learnt everything about myself, my bloodline and my dad. Even though the man who clarified most of my heritage turned out to be a back-stabbing, power hungry murderer, it was good to know ev
"I knew it!""Incoming..." I squealed as I braced for impact as Jody launched herself at me. I had to gasp for air as she squeezed the life from me."I knew you were a Conley! I just knew it!" She beamed as she pulled away to gaze at me.The smile that lit her face had me so excited. I was as happy as her to know that we were related. If only we could've been sisters. But cousins were close enough."It's Boysen and always will be. But I am proud to be a part of this family" I admitted. I knew I'd never disregard my birth-name. I didn't want to. If my dad saw that he needed to take that name, then I wont change it. I'm his daughter after all.All the questions were still hanging over my head about what happened to him, and I really really wanted to learn what it was because I wanted to go home. I missed my mate too much. I called him again and filled him in about what I learnt. I couldn't wait until I was home to tell him more.As expected, h
Kavan? My dad's real name is Kavan Conley?If my dad was the first born of a descendant of the very first Beta wolf, then why on earth was a rogue in the first place? Wasn't he supposed to be here? Being Beta of the Emerald Pack?"It makes so much sense now!" He practically screamed. "Since the very first time I saw you when you were six, there was something about you that I just couldn't understand. The more you grew and the more you came to Emerald Pack, I knew it! I just knew you were my blood!"I shook my head as I jumped from the seat. "So let me get this straight. My dad, who I know as Reagan, is actually Kavan and is your older brother?""Yes""When was the last time you saw him?""Years ago. After his mate died, he lost it and ran away from home" Edward sighed, but something about that didn't add up."My dad didn't run away from home." I stated firmly.I didn't know my dad, but I knew he wouldn't run away from his respo
This chapter and the following chapter are very important guys! We're finally learning about who Zoey really is! Yay.Happy reading and Enjoy!***The next day rolled around quite quickly, but to say I had a good night's sleep would be a lie. I could always sleep on my own growing up, even after my mom died. But I had gotten so used to sleeping with Niall, that I didn't even remember how to sleep alone.I knew I'd have a challenge sleeping without him. I learnt that from the day when he left. But it seemed like the extra distance away from him made it even worse. The minute I woke up twenty minutes ago, my phone was already ringing with a call from him. Turns out, he was even awake before me.We spoke a while, but then he had to leave to do some early work. Everyone here was still asleep. It was five thirty in the morning after all. I didn’t want to wake anyone, and I knew I couldn’t go back to bed. So,
England.The land of Queens and perfect pinkies, also known as the country that I've come to love over all my years visiting.For some odd reason, I wasn't even surprised when Clarissa told me that my answers were here, simply because since I was a child and was coming here, I've always acknowledged how much like home it felt. And it wasn't about how hospitable the wolves here were. It was more of an inner peace that made me feel at home.What are the odds that ten years later, I'm here searching for answers that may lie in the very walls of Emerald Pack's Alpha house?Still, I should've known that my sense of belonging at Emerald Pack wasn't just because I liked it there. Even though at that time, my wolf wasn't awake in me as yet, she knew this was where our blood lies.If I was being honest, I was really eager yet anxious about what I'd learn. Will it be good? What if Vampires really do exist, and I'm part Vampire? Yuck. The thought alone gave m
I beamed at Niall as he watched me in disbelief. I knew I was a hard mate to keep up with. One minute I'm saying this, then the other I'm saying that.But Niall's features then softened, and he looked content with my words. "Really. You changed your mind?"I nodded. "I had an eye opener. Vic told me something about my dad, and I realised that the truth didn't hurt me like I thought it would. It actually made me feel better."He pecked my lips as he wrapped his arms around my waist tighter. I could see that this was a part of his plan. He knew Victoria was the only one who could've gotten through to me. And even though at first it annoyed me, I'm glad he did."Besides, she reminded me that whatever I find out, however hard it will be, I have a mate that will stick by me throughout it all.""That's what I've been trying to tell you," he pointed out with a small smirk. I quickly kissed the stupid smirk away from his face."I know. I know. But s
~The Human Reference~I pulled away from her. The hurt in her eyes was evident after my actions, but it wasn't because of her, it was because of what she said."What?" I questioned out loud.Victoria told me she never knew her dad, and she only knew mom when she was an adult. She also said she didn't know anything about our dads. So I was just confused as to what she actually knows from what she doesn't know.This was big. This was a huge part of my questions from the moment I was old enough to understand that my dad was dead. Nobody ever cared to tell me how he died, so why now?"If you will just listen please," she pleaded softly, and I simply nodded as I settled beside her again. My heart raced in anticipation. Victoria's dad killed mine? For what? For mom maybe?The million of questions in my mind seemed endless as I waited for Victoria to start, and I could already feel myself getting a headache."Remember when I
Three days had passed, and everything was going back to normal.Niall arranged a special section in the pack cemetery for headstones of my dad and Clarissa, so that I could visit them anytime I wanted to. I loved it.Even though I visited my mom's grave countless times back in Brightwater Pack, I never really had a talk with my dad like I had with her. Even though his physical body wouldn't be there, it was sweet, and I loved him even more for doing it for me.We were scheduling a pack meeting, where Niall will officially introduce me to his pack and make me a member.With everything that had been going on, we never got the chance to do it, but now we can since everything is settled. And even though almost every pack member already knew me, I still had to be officially introduced as Luna. I was more than happy and ready to be just that.This is all I need."Hey beautiful."I beamed at the very voice of the man I loved so much, and I t