Whispers filled the room as my pack alpha and luna made their way to their daughter. Even a few pack members made their way to her to check her. She was crying hard, a fucking actress, and my pack leaders glared at me and growled.
My family came to me and gave them a deadly look. I knew my family would protect me no matter what. However, I was afraid of what our pack would do to them should they take my side. Tears swelled my eyes at the thought of them being tortured.
"You hurt her!"
"You're such a bitch!"
"Have you not learned your lesson?!"
I felt so small with everyone looking at me with disdain. Michelle kept on crying, trying to earn sympathy from everyone.
"Arrest her!" our alpha ordered with a blank expression and I panicked.
I turned to my family and knew we stood no chance. They couldn't help me with the majority against me.
Davis held my arm firmly, and pulled me behind him as if he were shielding me from everyone. He was shaking his head while looking at everyone. I knew he was ready to defend me, but I feared what would happen to him once he crosses the line and disobeys the alpha. The pack guards were about to take a stride when a voice spoke from in front followed.
"That's enough," the voice was deep and held authority which kept everyone quiet.
The click of shoes were heard in the room along with whispers. I had no idea who this leader was mainly because I rarely go out, and Davis himself served as a wall for me not to see who it was. I looked at Davis' nape, I could see the veins and how hard he was clenching his jaw. Later on he looked to the side, all too suddenly his chest was heaving fast. The footsteps stopped and I could have sworn I heard someone mumble, "Alpha Raven of Yellowstone…"
I've heard people of Yellowstone were kind and rather wise. Their leaders had always been welcoming, a friend to all and an enemy to none. They were righteous and humble, and it usually mirrored their leaders. However, a new alpha was crowned and I knew not much of him. I held on to the hope he would see my innocence and he would be the voice of reason.
That thought had given me a silver lining that I may be spared from something I didn't do. Well, I didn't do anything! Michelle seemed fine except for a few bruises while I for sure looked like a ragged doll thanks to her pulling my hair.
"What is going on?" I heard Alpha Raven asked.
"This rascal attacked my daughter!" Alpha Frederick, our pack alpha, replied as if there were venom reeking from his tongue.
"I'm not asking you, Frederick," his voice was stern and I felt Davis stiffened in front of me. "What's going on?"
Davis cleared his throat while still looking at the side and said through his gritted teeth, "they want to take her away."
"Take who away?" his voice held authority and I wondered how Davis hadn't lost his head by now, hating to be addressed this way. "Would you look at me when I'm talking to you?"
Everyone in the room was silent. Unspoken tension was rising between the two. I touched Davis' arm and peeked over him, taking a look at the alpha and I was met with a great looking black guy with gray eyes and wonderful curly hair. He gave me a pointed look and I shivered. Davis must have felt it since he looked at me and gave me a small smile.
I had no idea what was going on and I sure as hell knew nobody else had as well.
Davis finally turned his head and met the alpha's eyes and I could have sworn I saw his pupils dilate and his eyes go dark.
"Mate!" both of them said in unison and everyone began talking. The room that was silent suddenly was brought to life by whispers and even gasps, all with judgment and homophobic remarks.
To say I was in shock is an understatement. I have always looked forward to the day Davis meets his mate but I didn't expect it would happen tonight!
No one dared to speak within those moments. Davis and alpha Raven remained in a staring contest, one wouldn't look away. The tension between the two could be felt through their aura, or perhaps that's their bond. A minute or two has passed when alpha Frederick released a growl and shouted.
"Enough with this nonsense! This mutt hurt my daughter and she will pay for it!" He even pointed his finger at me, "you have not learned! You have not changed! You continue to forsake this pack with no effort like the rascal you are!"
"I don't think you have any right to call her names, Frederick. That would be so low of you coming from an alpha," alpha Raven seemed pissed. The people from Yellowstone were righteous.
"Oh, how dare you talk to me like that?!" Frederick was losing his patience and his luna held on his chest to stop him. "Don't act as if you're someone significant when you've only been crowned recently! You know nothing about running a pack and you know nothing about order!"
"You watch your tone, Frederick," he threatened. "The Yellowstone pack is a friend to all and an enemy to none, do not bloody start being the exception to our vow."
With that, Frederick went silent for a few moments until he attempted to grab alpha Raven by his collar when Davis came forward to shield him. Alpha Raven was shocked but immediately shield his emotions.
"I will not accept any comment from a man lady!" Alpha Frederick spat and everyone gasped from his homophobic remark.
Alpha Raven's eyes darkened and fangs threatened to show. He took a few deep breaths in before speaking in a low voice.
"I am just being fair. It is not fair for this she-wolf to be punished when your daughter seems like she has given her equal wounds provided that she is bleeding and your daughter isn't."
"SHE HAS HISTORY OF CAUSING HARM!"
"And that still isn't enough to conclude a judgment."
"I am the alpha!" He finally shouted at Alpha Raven. "She belongs to my pack, she is under my rule. Whatever bloody happens within my pack members will be handled by me and no amount of comments should be heard from a mere newbie alpha. You're just starting and you're showing how weak you could be."
Alpha Raven remained silent, however, his eyes spoke and threw a thousand silver daggers. I was not the alpha but I was offended and hurt for him. I would speak up but Frederick was my alpha, he could order me and I could not resist.
I glanced at Davis and saw how his nails dug into his skin. He was fuming and this was the first time I saw him mad. Most of the time he would be pissed off by our petty remarks but he would brush it off as it was a sibling thing. Now, I can tell his wolf had tried his hardest to come forth to defend his mate. Davis must have great control.
Alpha Raven turned slightly to glance at Davis and me before letting out a breath and glaring back again at Frederick.
"Okay."
"What?" Davis spoke up, panicking and Alpha Raven turned to him with a fond look in his eyes.
"This is out of my hands."
Alpha Frederick released a cackle before he flicked his hand to signal the guards. Michelle then faked a cry earning a few pats in the back and comfort from the pack.
When the guards were near my heart began to rise in panic.
The pack could be a bit cruel for punishments. I really thought alpha Raven would be my voice of reason provided how righteous he is. I didn't fear what may happen to me, I can manage the pain but the thought of them harming my family for defending me…
Tears threatened to fall from my eyes and I sniffed upon seeing the look of alpha Raven. It was as if he wanted to do something but he couldn't because truly, this was out of his hands. I was not a member of his pack and Michelle has long fooled everyone. His fond eyes gaze back to Davis who was restless. Davis looked at him with meaning, asking for help but the alpha just shook his head and sighed. I saw how Davis' shoulder slumped and my heart broke for him. He loved me too much and this is breaking him.
'It's okay!' Patrice assured me. 'We will find a way!'
"No. No. No fucking way," Davis shook his head.
"Shhhh, no no. Please, it's okay," my mum tried to soothe him, she knew we would find a way and she and dad wouldn't stop until they did.
"But they will take her!"
"And we will get her back."
I looked at my mom and gave her a sad smile. The pack guards made my way to me and held both of my arms. I felt my skin sting at the contact and I snarled at them.
They began walking me when I saw Michelle with a face of victory. She faked again a cry and the people surrounding her immediately consoled her.
Taking me out, Patrice began pacing in my mind. Perhaps anxious where they would take us and what would happen. She hasn't fully healed me yet. She didn't know whether or not her strength was enough.
Although my incident before was huge and caused a great ruckus, I wasn't punished in any way. Our pack was decent enough, although our leaders have a bit of air in their heads. They try to keep and imprint in the minds of other packs and our pack even that we are 'intimidating' and 'ruthless' when tested and even though their bark is much worse than their bite, their punishment still lives up to the definition of punishment.
All the while we made our way through the sea of people, I kept getting side eyes and whispers, majority I heard to be about my past and some were from the other packs about how unfair this is on my part. While walking my knees would shake from time to time and Patrice would whine.
That was until the big doors opened and everyone halted. The ballroom remained quiet, even Michelle. Patrice became more fidgety, I couldn't understand what was going on. It was as if at that moment, a witch had casted a spell to stop the element of time.
Suddenly, all too suddenly, the smell of mint, coconut and lavender all together reached my nostrils, my eyes widened and my heart dropped.
For those moments, all I could hear was my heart pounding in my chest so fast along with the footsteps making their way to me. Patrice released a howl a couple of times, still pacing as if she knew what was coming.
The footsteps grew louder and my hands felt cold. I looked around and the music stopped. Everyone made way for someone. Everyone was quiet.
I was so close to losing my consciousness when one wolf blurted out, "It's Alpha Salazar of Crimson Summit!"
A muscular man stopped in front of me and I dropped my eyes on the floor. I couldn't look. I couldn't.
"Look at me," he ordered. His baritone voice held so much authority but for some reason, I didn't give in.
I was looking at his shoes when I felt him touch my chin, tilting my head upward and forcing me to look at him.
I was already panicking when I met his brown eyes. Patrice howled in joy and pleasure and I could feel my knees buckle.
He looked perfect. He stood tall, his hair jet black with strong features. His hazel green orbs were so enchanting I could follow any command he'd say. He was a sight to see and I was in awe. For a moment, I had forgotten my fear upon seeing him.
"Mate!"
Petrified looks were shot in the middle of the room. The look of horror could be seen on the faces of Alpha Fred, his luna, and their daughter. I could feel the hands of the guards gripping my arms go cold, they began shaking as the magnificent man let out a growl it felt like the earth shook. They bowed their heads further, exposing their necks of submission. Everyone in the room did and in instinct, I did as well. "Mate!"Hands shaking, knees trembling, palms sweating. I stared at his amber orbs, they held a mixture of rage and desire. My wolf was anxious, excitement rising and a mix of longing despite meeting for the first time. His amber eyes seemed like they would hold so much authority without effort. A tattoo was on his neck, to her exposed chest, his arms, and I wondered which part of him had ink. That thought alone made my wolf and myself feral, heat coming to my cheeks. His shoulders were broad, muscular to his arms, my thoughts wandered to how he could break me with his b
I woke up with a migraine no thanks to the lack of sleep I had, and mainly because I slept at 3 or 4 in the morning. Upon arriving home from the party they had let me come to my room, perhaps they knew I needed to digest everything. It took me hours, staring at the ceiling with my thoughts along with my wolf's all over the place. Happy, I was but then all the thoughts of tomorrow came rushing down to me like a waterfall. I had a mate! A new one! And that itself is something to be ecstatic about but then fear came. What if it's only a matter of time that he rejects me? Harris and I go way back but he said we will take it slow as to why he can't accept me just yet then. Told me to wait, only to be rejected and betrayed. Patrice whined at that thought. 'We have a new mate. He's different,' she said to me. Then the fact that Alpha Salazar Alfonso is a fucking Alpha not only of a pack but the Crimson Summit pack, practically the foundation of all the packs from last night. The backbone
Her wide smile, her cheeks stretched, her nose wrinkled, and her eyes, oh her eyes, sparked brightly. Her eyes. They were hazel olive like Salazar's. Fuck, I'm so stupid. "You must be Salazar's mate!" she was jumping before she ran up to me and held out her hand. "I'm Seraphina Alfonso. Salazar's mate, your future sister-in-law!"I was flabbergasted at how stupid I am, and how I could think of him like that when we barely know each other. I was sad. Harris left me a scar I cannot erase. Perhaps it may no longer sting in pain but the memory of him left a mark and trauma to me. I hope I'd be okay. "I'm so excited to meet you!" Seraphina forced my hand to shake hers and was gonna jump to hug me when I stopped her. "The shattered glass," I explained. "You might hurt yourself."She immediately looked down to the floor and shook her head and pulled me away from the shards. She crushed me in her arms and I didn't know how to react. I looked at Salazar with a puzzled look and he was lo
I was not completely drunk. I was not completely not myself. I was not numb, nor dumb. My senses were there, I can understand whatever that was happening around me. I could comprehend the atmosphere, and at that moment, it was deadly. My mate gave everyone in the room a deadly stare until everyone bowed their heads in submission. Again. Seriously? Is it always gonna be this way? "Salazar, it's okay," Seraphina said. "We were just having fun.""I didn't say you could speak," he growled at his sister who immediately shut up. "I will meet you in the car and we will discuss this when we get home."I hiccuped and snorted a little, gaining the Alpha's attention. He turned at me with his stern look and whispered on my ear, his warm breath and enchanting voice hypnotizing my whole being. "We'll talk too, mate," I squeeled when my stomach hit his broad shoulder. He began walking out of the club while carrying me like a sack of flour. Dizzy with a few drinks, and with him carrying me aroun
Salazar indeed showed me around the pack. If I learned a few yesterday from Seraphina, I learned more in-depth information about things going around the pack. He discussed how I am not allowed to go beyond the borders, rogues are everywhere and despite being strong, we can never truly tell the dangers beyond. It was lunchtime and Salazar had driven us to a restaurant. I felt awkward. A lot of people were looking and although I had said I would start becoming a bit more confident, I couldn't ignore the eyes pointed at us. I was still yearning to please others. After the Jenny incident, I had gotten back to being quite shy around my mate and I would remember how beautiful Jenny was, making me insecure with how I looked and I can barely lift my eyes to meet Salazar's. "Have the maids in my home been nice to you?" he asked. "Yes," I answered as I twisted the pasta with my fork and spoon. "They are very nice and accommodating." "And the guards?" "There are guards?" I didn't even know.
I glared at my mate through our reflection and tried to get up on my paws but his wolf growled and held me tighter. I was fully aware of how intimate our position was. He pinned me to the ground, the sparks were intense despite the fur of our wolves. The scent of his heightened and I had to stop myself to think of illicit things that would surely trigger unwanted pleasure now that our senses are at their near peak. I gave him one last glance through our reflection and sighed before finally giving up. I laid my head on my paws and shifted back to my human form, not caring about the fact I would be butt-naked just beneath my mate. I hate him. I can feel his heavy breathing behind me and I felt my cheeks heat a bit. I was full on display for my mate but then again, he has changed my clothes before, hadn't he? I felt his hot breath on my neck and I jolted a bit. His breath provoked sparks shooting throughout my body and my breathing got heavier as well. I felt his breath travel from
I looked at my tired face in the mirror after a long day. My eyes gazed on the bags that were there, dropping to the flesh of my neck. My eyes lingered for a few moments as my fingers fidgeted on the sink. Tears fell ome by one and I splashed some water on my face before stripping my clothes off and getting in the tub. Taking a bath, my thoughts wandered off to the long day I had. From the moment I woke up this morning, nothing was good. Jenny showing up and my jealousy igniting. My valid feelings of not trusting my mate and yet they are invalidated over and over. The pressure. The expectations. I was barely in college and despite being literate, I wasn't trained to be luna. I had no knowledge in leading. Sure, I can learn but I just need time. Can't he see that? Can't anyone understand that?I was raised being more than just a woman to give babies to her mate. I was raised to become a woman of my own and I was still halfway there. After the incident with Harris, I had slowly pla
Run. Breathe. Run. Run. Run. Breathe. I let out another howl as images of Harris and Michelle replayed in my mind. Red. I saw nothing but red. Despite the pain of being rejected by my mate, I still had the strength in me to run away as far from him as possible. I would stumble on a few tree branches from time to time but my anger along with my wolf's pushed me to go further. I was panting by the time I had shifted to my human self. I cried and screamed to the top of my lungs at the betrayal of my mate. Patrice whined and howled in pain before sulking in the corner of my mind, depressed at the rejection of our fated mate. 'Patrice,' I tried calling out to her but she ignored me. I sobbed. How could he? For months I have been trying to prove to him that I was worthy to be his mate, for months I put up with his judgement along with his friends' to get the validation I needed, to be accepted by my mate. My nails dug to the soil as I cried. I felt every bit of emotion I needed to f
I was at lost of words. I was in shock. I was trembling as I cried while my mate held me closer to him. When his hands trailed from my shoulders down to my hands to hold them, I snapped and pulled myself away from him. I look at him with tears in my eyes while he remained emotionless. "I had to. I want to apologize but I couldn't help myself," I sobbed at what he said. "But it's done now." "No," my lips quivered when he reached for my face. "No." He looked at me helplessly. "Well, this was bound to happen anyway." I felt so helpless that I was hyperventilating. I felt numb. I felt beaten. Depressingly, everything seemed cloudy as Salazar picked me up and situated me in the car. He buckled my seatbelt before leaning closer to plant a kiss on his mark and I hissed at the sensation despite feeling some sort of void inside of me. I didn't know what to feel. What was I supposed to feel? Wasn't this the assurance I wanted? Wasn't this the assurance I needed? But he nee
"So, what was Jenny's punishment? And why are you punishing her?"Salazar wiped my thighs clean with a hanky before pocketing it. After Salazar have me a hickey, my heat came again and my mate was very willing to rid me of the pleasure. I was afraid this was becoming a habit of ours. "Her actions drove you by the edge of the cliff," he said with zero emotion in his voice. "I can't let it slide when I nearly lost you."Cue my heart going ba-dump. "But she's your friend since you were kids.""But she hurt my mate. No one gets away with that, love," he said and planted a kiss on my forehead ever so casually. "Where do you wanna eat?" "It's only 11, Salazar. I came here for my duties.""You're learning, I see," he nodded and walked to sit on his chair. "How about your duties as my mate? Any marking coming soon?""Funny.""I'm serious. I can mark you here now. The thought of you going to school where a lot of unmated wolves are does not sit very well with me. What if your heat comes aga
"Salazar? Is everything alright?" I walked closer to him and he just threw something to the side without breaking eye contact and without emotion in his face. "No problem here, Erin," he guaranteed and I had to stop myself from laughing. "Are you studying my favorite dish, Salazar?""Well, I figured it would be nice to give it a try. It would be nice to have a broad choices for our menu," he explained cool-y as he took off his apron. I had to clench my thighs together when his muscles flexed as he reached for the back if his ribbon. I had to look away from him in case I go to heat again. Although I had survived my first wave of heat, thanks to him, it doesn't mean it ends there. The purpose of going into heat is to push mates to mate and complete the bond. Thus, as long as I refuse and don't comply, my heat will come over and over until I give in. The wonder is how long I can stop myself when I'm not entirely ready. "How come your home early? How did your session go?""It went gr
I couldn't look at my mate directly in the eye after he wiped my thighs and hands clean. When I stood up, my legs were wobbly that I held on his arm for support. "Careful now, Erin," his hands were on my waist to steady me. "Erin?""Others call you Sue. I wanted to call you by a name only I get to," his orbs were now back to olive as he held my chin. I was stuck in a daze with his eyes when he cleared his throat. "So, did you like it?""What?" I blushed and he chuckled. "The breakfast I made you.""Oh, yeah I did. Thank you by the way. I didn't think you would remember.""Why wouldn't I? You told me about it.""I didn't think you were listening.""You were talking. Of course, I would listen. Isn't that what we agreed on? That I'd listen to you?""Sorry. Just wasn't used to it.""So did you enjoy it?""Yeah, I did. The fried rice tasted just like how my mom would cook it.""I'm not talking about that breakfast."I hit his arm in embarrassment and he just chuckled before pulling me c
TRIGGER WARNING! MATURE CONTENT!!!Read at your own risk.'Not interested huh.''Oh shut up. You're happy with this too.'Patrice snickered at my remarks but purred at the taste of our mate's cooking. How did I know our mate cooked it? Well, we don't have a chef. I was happily eating when Seraphina jumped in the room, flustered. "I can't take it anymore!"I jolted when the door hit the wall in a bang and even stopped eating to look at her. 'What's up with her?''No idea. She's been like this since she arrived yesterday.'"Sue!" she was crying without tears when she came to me and gave me a hug. "Is anything.. alright?""No!" she screamed and stood and paced in front of me while playing with her fingers. "I have no idea how to come from this, I have no idea what to do! I want to be with him, but he is just---!""Wait--you met your mate?""No-I mean-""When?!""Gosh!" I watched her as she buried her face in her palms and slumped on my bed, face down. I looked at her weirdly while s
"Get on.""No.""Suerinity...""Salazar...""Just get on the bloody chair.""I told you... I don't want to get on the bloody chair.""You have to get on the wheel chair, Suerinity.""No, I don't have to. I can walk just fine.""No, you can't. You're still injured and any move you can make may open up your stitches.""What stitches are you talking about? I'm not injured in any way!""Yes, you are.""I am not! This is my body! You know my body more than me?""I can for sure see bruises on your skin.""It doesn't hurt.""Your wolf is still asleep. You're still weaker than usual.""My wolf is asleep but that doesn't mean I'm so weak I can't walk.""Just get on the chair so we can leave.""I can walk on my own if we want to leave."Salazar heaved a sigh of frustration at my resistance. I was sitting on the hospital bed while he held the wheel chair he was gonna settle me in. I can walk. I really can. I wasn't injured or anything, just a little weak but coping! If there was one thing I wasn
I was depressed. That wasn't out of context, I truly was depressed. Not only was I homesick, I was also in a constant state of anxiety. It's only been a few days since I met my mate. Despite the days being uneventful, a lot has happened within those days for me. I was in a constant battle with myself. My past was not much of a big help as it affects to my stand in life now. The role I am to play now also bothers me, this along to the thought of being Salazar's mate. Salazar. Wonderful, he truly is. I believe he just said what he said because he's only thinking of the future and for the good of the pack. Only his beliefs weren't my tea. And Jenny. The image of them both kissing came in my mind again and I was given another gut to the heart. We may have not marked each other yet but he was stating plans as mates, isn't that enough context that we belong to each other? For all I know he may even love her. All the much reason why I thought of rejecting him. I couldn't though. I wa
Run. Breathe. Run. Run. Run. Breathe. I let out another howl as images of Harris and Michelle replayed in my mind. Red. I saw nothing but red. Despite the pain of being rejected by my mate, I still had the strength in me to run away as far from him as possible. I would stumble on a few tree branches from time to time but my anger along with my wolf's pushed me to go further. I was panting by the time I had shifted to my human self. I cried and screamed to the top of my lungs at the betrayal of my mate. Patrice whined and howled in pain before sulking in the corner of my mind, depressed at the rejection of our fated mate. 'Patrice,' I tried calling out to her but she ignored me. I sobbed. How could he? For months I have been trying to prove to him that I was worthy to be his mate, for months I put up with his judgement along with his friends' to get the validation I needed, to be accepted by my mate. My nails dug to the soil as I cried. I felt every bit of emotion I needed to f
I looked at my tired face in the mirror after a long day. My eyes gazed on the bags that were there, dropping to the flesh of my neck. My eyes lingered for a few moments as my fingers fidgeted on the sink. Tears fell ome by one and I splashed some water on my face before stripping my clothes off and getting in the tub. Taking a bath, my thoughts wandered off to the long day I had. From the moment I woke up this morning, nothing was good. Jenny showing up and my jealousy igniting. My valid feelings of not trusting my mate and yet they are invalidated over and over. The pressure. The expectations. I was barely in college and despite being literate, I wasn't trained to be luna. I had no knowledge in leading. Sure, I can learn but I just need time. Can't he see that? Can't anyone understand that?I was raised being more than just a woman to give babies to her mate. I was raised to become a woman of my own and I was still halfway there. After the incident with Harris, I had slowly pla