Petrified looks were shot in the middle of the room. The look of horror could be seen on the faces of Alpha Fred, his luna, and their daughter. I could feel the hands of the guards gripping my arms go cold, they began shaking as the magnificent man let out a growl it felt like the earth shook. They bowed their heads further, exposing their necks of submission. Everyone in the room did and in instinct, I did as well.
"Mate!"Hands shaking, knees trembling, palms sweating. I stared at his amber orbs, they held a mixture of rage and desire. My wolf was anxious, excitement rising and a mix of longing despite meeting for the first time.His amber eyes seemed like they would hold so much authority without effort. A tattoo was on his neck, to her exposed chest, his arms, and I wondered which part of him had ink. That thought alone made my wolf and myself feral, heat coming to my cheeks. His shoulders were broad, muscular to his arms, my thoughts wandered to how he could break me with his bare hands. With him before me, my wolf and even I could not help but suggest certain images provoking something within.His presence stopped everyone's movements. His domineering aura was enough for everyone to bow and expose their necks of respect.His eyes explored mine, as they slowly lowered and glanced at my whole being. A snarl formed his lips and a growl rumbled on his chest when his eyes stopped on my arms. The two guards holding me bowed further, baring their necks before speaking."Our apologies, alpha Salazar," the man on my right said. "We will just escort this rascal and the party can resume."My eyes were glued on my mate, charming as if he was carved by the gods and goddesses themselves. The thought the goddess had given me another chance for a mate is enough to give me a small assurance.All my life I have been surrounded by those who love me. I was never short on love, my family was my backbone and I feel like I have so much love inside me that I can love to the fullest and give my all. That's why everything went downhill the night I saw my mate mating with another, the night my mate rejected to be with me. From that day, I feared being mated and rejected if I were given another chance. The first time was enough to send me to hibernation, but deep inside me I knew I still held on to a small silver lining that the goddess would give me someone worthy of my love this time.The fear inside me arose when I saw my new mate still. My wolf inside me herself whined from the thought of our mate not defending us, feeling betrayed enough to whimper and descend into the corner. My heart tumbled in my chest and I gasped when he gave a small nod and the guards holding me began to drag me furiously away from the party.I couldn't utter a word from shock, a tinge of bitterness could be tasted from my tongue and I gritted my teeth upon seeing the victorious smile of Michelle.All the time I spent healing slowly slipped away from my grasp and I could feel myself shatter, my wolf howling of agony. Once again I knew perhaps I never deserved a mate. That thought itself brought tears to my eyes that they threatened to fall.The guards had just taken a few steps when a growl from behind stopped their strides and everyone bowed their heads of submission. I myself dropped my head, showing my neck not of submission but of watery eyes I refuse to let anyone see. I could hear footsteps drawing closer and I felt the guards holding me shake a bit, their grip on me tightening with each stride until it stopped and a low, menacing, and deadly voice from behind spoke."Let her go," his voice was enough for my stomach to feel the zoo and my wolf's back into a frenzy of pleasure.I felt the hands of the two go cold as they shook, but didn't let go, earning another growl from the alpha."I said let my mate go!"Everyone was nearly on their knees when he shouted and the two guards held on their knees of submission, facing the alpha behind me.My heart was already like a drum set playing itself like a rock song when I felt a strong arm laced around my waist, pulling me to his large and strong chest. Oxygen was knocked off my lungs when my back hit his chest and I felt how it rose and fell. My lips were quivering when I felt his other hand come in contact with my chin, the tingling sensation of our skin touching probably of the bond. He pulled my chin up, tilting it backwards and I met his hazel orbs filled with emotion I couldn't name. I saw another flicker of emotion cross his eyes when they met mine, and his brows furrowed moments later. I felt myself burn when he closed his eyes and in an instinct so did I when our foreheads touched and I breathed in his magnificent scent.It felt as if time refused to continue as he held me to him. My wolf was practically purring within me, the satisfaction of the touch of our mate as we relished the sparks of our skin touching. The feeling was as if I was above the clouds, my head heavy yet there was some sort of relief.Our moment concluded when it was as if he was brought into reality, I felt his chest vibrate as he let out a growl before speaking."Get them."My eyes followed his hold when it settled on my arm, a bruise was starting to form and the traces of Michelle's nails digging to my skin was there, not bleeding but open."Who did this to you?" his voice was laced with anger.Whispers and mumbles began and the guards who held me earlier were the ones being escorted as well. My gaze fell to my luna and alpha, a look of disbelief plastered on their face, slowly they went pale.Alpha Salazar placed a finger on my chin and fixed my gaze on him so that we shared a look again. This time, rage was evident that his eyes went black. His brows furrowed, his nose flared and his teeth gritted. My body began convulsing at his anger, and I struggled to speak."Who did this to you?" he repeated but it sounded as if he was asking everyone in the room. He scanned the room and everyone exchanged looks for a moment, until everyone was looking at Michelle.Her mouth hung open and color was drained from her face. Her knuckles were balled into fists on her sides and she failed to speak up for a moment."I---I...," she stuttered and gulped before she met my eyes and another look of anger was shown once again. She shrieked while pointing at me, "she hurt me! She followed me to the bathroom and attacked me!"Everyone went quiet and Alpha Salazar strode across the room, getting closer to Michelle as if he was engrossed and curious to what she was talking about. He stopped a few feet away from her and put his hands inside his pockets."Come again?" his tone was icy and emotionless that Michelle gulped a couple of times."She attacked me! She pulled my hair and kicked my stomach! I have zero idea why she does it but this isn't the first time she's done it!"She was shouting profanities and stories making me a bad guy. She kept on talking about how I bit her and how I scratched her and how I grabbed her hair so hard she swore her scalp could be removed. She went on and on and even started crying that she may convince others. She began having hiccups that her friends rubbed her back in comfort but was halted when Alpha Salazar raised a hand.Michelle instantly stopped crying, her eyes hopeful that she looked at me and smirked. For a moment there I felt my heart skip a beat and unwanted thoughts came into my mind."She hurt you?""Yes!""She attacked you?""Yes!""She scratched you and tackled you to the floor?""Yes, she even landed me a punch!""Then why on earth is my mate bleeding?" Michelle wasn't able to answer. "Who gave you the right to lay a finger on her?"His second statement had my stomach doing somersault and Patrice purred."I don't give a damn if she stabbed you, if she broke your bones or murdered you," I held my breath as he spoke. "The bottom line is MY mate was harmed, and even if she wasn't my mate, even a child can make up a gist and deduct how you repeatedly insist on tainting another wolf's name."His gaze landed on my pack's alpha and luna. The pair held their breath and alpha Frederick opened his mouth but was immediately cut off."Your pack alpha and luna are beyond incompetent and pathetic. You vowed and swore to protect and uphold laws and that no amount of favorites should be practiced. I'd say you disappoint me for being your age yet you know no better," Alpha Salazar's words were so venomous that no one dared to speak nor move.Seconds passed before a few she wolves I do not know walked to me and gently held my arm. They spoke so carefully."Good evening, we are from Crimson Summit and we are to aid you with the order of our alpha," they bowed their heads slightly. "We are also ordered to send you home along with your family."I looked at my family and they too shared a similar look to mine. Even Alpha Raven was quiet, he stood besides Davis.As if he was brought back to his senses, Alpha Frederick finally spoke and spat."She is a rascal. Even if my daughter had initiated a fight she knew what was coming if she fought back," he squared his shoulders and raised his chin as if he was proud. His remark earned him a growl from Alpha Salazar, daring him to speak further and he did. "She hurt her leader! It is only right that she be punished, being your or not, she laid a hand on my daughter! She will be punished. I am her Alpha, I am her law!"Deadly silent seconds passed before Alpha Salazar took strides to get near my alpha, until their faces nearly touched. Alpha Salazar was taller than Frederick, and the latter was looking up at him as if he was proud when it was obvious how his body shook."I am her mate, she is my Luna. I will not let any peasant of an alpha punish what is mine to protect," he spoke slowly. "With this practice and thinking of yours, the council should rush a meeting knocking you off the title."A gentle hand tapped my wrist and the lady spoke again about me getting aided and sent home. She nodded to whomever and my family walked to me moments later.I hugged my mum immediately when she got to my side and I cried on her shoulder. She whispered to my ear words of affirmation before cupping my face with both hands and wiping my tears. She smiled at me and gave me a kiss on my cheek.The lady who was gonna aid me cleared her throat and told us to follow her outside. A couple of men in black also tagged along and before I left the venue, I looked back to the man of amber orbs and saw he was looking at me as well.We stared for moments until Alpha Frederick spat another context which made the other pack leaders gather to calm him down.The lady sat me down in one chair while my family along with her help and the men in black surrounded us. She began putting cream on my cuts and wounds and one of her help had begun pressing an ice pack on my bruised arm.All the while everyone was taking care of me my thoughts wandered back to my wonderful mate.'He's magnificent,' Patrice said with so much adoration and I second that.When I was done, they had escorted us to our car and said they would be taking another upon following us home.When me and my family got in the car everyone let out a breath. Everyone looked at me before Davis spoke."I knew I should have stayed in the bathtub."We laughed at his remark and David started to drive home. I was looking out the window, watching the trees pass. When we arrived home the men in black had promised to stand by outside but stated they wouldn't be a bother and added to stay lurking in the shadows. They said they couldn't risk the slightest for their future luna.I know my family would want to talk about everything that had happened but one look at me and they knew I needed space and time. When I had gotten out of my dress and I had laid on my bed, I gazed on my ceiling as my thoughts lingered to only one thing.Alpha Salazar Alfonso.I woke up with a migraine no thanks to the lack of sleep I had, and mainly because I slept at 3 or 4 in the morning. Upon arriving home from the party they had let me come to my room, perhaps they knew I needed to digest everything. It took me hours, staring at the ceiling with my thoughts along with my wolf's all over the place. Happy, I was but then all the thoughts of tomorrow came rushing down to me like a waterfall. I had a mate! A new one! And that itself is something to be ecstatic about but then fear came. What if it's only a matter of time that he rejects me? Harris and I go way back but he said we will take it slow as to why he can't accept me just yet then. Told me to wait, only to be rejected and betrayed. Patrice whined at that thought. 'We have a new mate. He's different,' she said to me. Then the fact that Alpha Salazar Alfonso is a fucking Alpha not only of a pack but the Crimson Summit pack, practically the foundation of all the packs from last night. The backbone
Her wide smile, her cheeks stretched, her nose wrinkled, and her eyes, oh her eyes, sparked brightly. Her eyes. They were hazel olive like Salazar's. Fuck, I'm so stupid. "You must be Salazar's mate!" she was jumping before she ran up to me and held out her hand. "I'm Seraphina Alfonso. Salazar's mate, your future sister-in-law!"I was flabbergasted at how stupid I am, and how I could think of him like that when we barely know each other. I was sad. Harris left me a scar I cannot erase. Perhaps it may no longer sting in pain but the memory of him left a mark and trauma to me. I hope I'd be okay. "I'm so excited to meet you!" Seraphina forced my hand to shake hers and was gonna jump to hug me when I stopped her. "The shattered glass," I explained. "You might hurt yourself."She immediately looked down to the floor and shook her head and pulled me away from the shards. She crushed me in her arms and I didn't know how to react. I looked at Salazar with a puzzled look and he was lo
I was not completely drunk. I was not completely not myself. I was not numb, nor dumb. My senses were there, I can understand whatever that was happening around me. I could comprehend the atmosphere, and at that moment, it was deadly. My mate gave everyone in the room a deadly stare until everyone bowed their heads in submission. Again. Seriously? Is it always gonna be this way? "Salazar, it's okay," Seraphina said. "We were just having fun.""I didn't say you could speak," he growled at his sister who immediately shut up. "I will meet you in the car and we will discuss this when we get home."I hiccuped and snorted a little, gaining the Alpha's attention. He turned at me with his stern look and whispered on my ear, his warm breath and enchanting voice hypnotizing my whole being. "We'll talk too, mate," I squeeled when my stomach hit his broad shoulder. He began walking out of the club while carrying me like a sack of flour. Dizzy with a few drinks, and with him carrying me aroun
Salazar indeed showed me around the pack. If I learned a few yesterday from Seraphina, I learned more in-depth information about things going around the pack. He discussed how I am not allowed to go beyond the borders, rogues are everywhere and despite being strong, we can never truly tell the dangers beyond. It was lunchtime and Salazar had driven us to a restaurant. I felt awkward. A lot of people were looking and although I had said I would start becoming a bit more confident, I couldn't ignore the eyes pointed at us. I was still yearning to please others. After the Jenny incident, I had gotten back to being quite shy around my mate and I would remember how beautiful Jenny was, making me insecure with how I looked and I can barely lift my eyes to meet Salazar's. "Have the maids in my home been nice to you?" he asked. "Yes," I answered as I twisted the pasta with my fork and spoon. "They are very nice and accommodating." "And the guards?" "There are guards?" I didn't even know.
I glared at my mate through our reflection and tried to get up on my paws but his wolf growled and held me tighter. I was fully aware of how intimate our position was. He pinned me to the ground, the sparks were intense despite the fur of our wolves. The scent of his heightened and I had to stop myself to think of illicit things that would surely trigger unwanted pleasure now that our senses are at their near peak. I gave him one last glance through our reflection and sighed before finally giving up. I laid my head on my paws and shifted back to my human form, not caring about the fact I would be butt-naked just beneath my mate. I hate him. I can feel his heavy breathing behind me and I felt my cheeks heat a bit. I was full on display for my mate but then again, he has changed my clothes before, hadn't he? I felt his hot breath on my neck and I jolted a bit. His breath provoked sparks shooting throughout my body and my breathing got heavier as well. I felt his breath travel from
I looked at my tired face in the mirror after a long day. My eyes gazed on the bags that were there, dropping to the flesh of my neck. My eyes lingered for a few moments as my fingers fidgeted on the sink. Tears fell ome by one and I splashed some water on my face before stripping my clothes off and getting in the tub. Taking a bath, my thoughts wandered off to the long day I had. From the moment I woke up this morning, nothing was good. Jenny showing up and my jealousy igniting. My valid feelings of not trusting my mate and yet they are invalidated over and over. The pressure. The expectations. I was barely in college and despite being literate, I wasn't trained to be luna. I had no knowledge in leading. Sure, I can learn but I just need time. Can't he see that? Can't anyone understand that?I was raised being more than just a woman to give babies to her mate. I was raised to become a woman of my own and I was still halfway there. After the incident with Harris, I had slowly pla
Run. Breathe. Run. Run. Run. Breathe. I let out another howl as images of Harris and Michelle replayed in my mind. Red. I saw nothing but red. Despite the pain of being rejected by my mate, I still had the strength in me to run away as far from him as possible. I would stumble on a few tree branches from time to time but my anger along with my wolf's pushed me to go further. I was panting by the time I had shifted to my human self. I cried and screamed to the top of my lungs at the betrayal of my mate. Patrice whined and howled in pain before sulking in the corner of my mind, depressed at the rejection of our fated mate. 'Patrice,' I tried calling out to her but she ignored me. I sobbed. How could he? For months I have been trying to prove to him that I was worthy to be his mate, for months I put up with his judgement along with his friends' to get the validation I needed, to be accepted by my mate. My nails dug to the soil as I cried. I felt every bit of emotion I needed to f
I was depressed. That wasn't out of context, I truly was depressed. Not only was I homesick, I was also in a constant state of anxiety. It's only been a few days since I met my mate. Despite the days being uneventful, a lot has happened within those days for me. I was in a constant battle with myself. My past was not much of a big help as it affects to my stand in life now. The role I am to play now also bothers me, this along to the thought of being Salazar's mate. Salazar. Wonderful, he truly is. I believe he just said what he said because he's only thinking of the future and for the good of the pack. Only his beliefs weren't my tea. And Jenny. The image of them both kissing came in my mind again and I was given another gut to the heart. We may have not marked each other yet but he was stating plans as mates, isn't that enough context that we belong to each other? For all I know he may even love her. All the much reason why I thought of rejecting him. I couldn't though. I wa
I was at lost of words. I was in shock. I was trembling as I cried while my mate held me closer to him. When his hands trailed from my shoulders down to my hands to hold them, I snapped and pulled myself away from him. I look at him with tears in my eyes while he remained emotionless. "I had to. I want to apologize but I couldn't help myself," I sobbed at what he said. "But it's done now." "No," my lips quivered when he reached for my face. "No." He looked at me helplessly. "Well, this was bound to happen anyway." I felt so helpless that I was hyperventilating. I felt numb. I felt beaten. Depressingly, everything seemed cloudy as Salazar picked me up and situated me in the car. He buckled my seatbelt before leaning closer to plant a kiss on his mark and I hissed at the sensation despite feeling some sort of void inside of me. I didn't know what to feel. What was I supposed to feel? Wasn't this the assurance I wanted? Wasn't this the assurance I needed? But he nee
"So, what was Jenny's punishment? And why are you punishing her?"Salazar wiped my thighs clean with a hanky before pocketing it. After Salazar have me a hickey, my heat came again and my mate was very willing to rid me of the pleasure. I was afraid this was becoming a habit of ours. "Her actions drove you by the edge of the cliff," he said with zero emotion in his voice. "I can't let it slide when I nearly lost you."Cue my heart going ba-dump. "But she's your friend since you were kids.""But she hurt my mate. No one gets away with that, love," he said and planted a kiss on my forehead ever so casually. "Where do you wanna eat?" "It's only 11, Salazar. I came here for my duties.""You're learning, I see," he nodded and walked to sit on his chair. "How about your duties as my mate? Any marking coming soon?""Funny.""I'm serious. I can mark you here now. The thought of you going to school where a lot of unmated wolves are does not sit very well with me. What if your heat comes aga
"Salazar? Is everything alright?" I walked closer to him and he just threw something to the side without breaking eye contact and without emotion in his face. "No problem here, Erin," he guaranteed and I had to stop myself from laughing. "Are you studying my favorite dish, Salazar?""Well, I figured it would be nice to give it a try. It would be nice to have a broad choices for our menu," he explained cool-y as he took off his apron. I had to clench my thighs together when his muscles flexed as he reached for the back if his ribbon. I had to look away from him in case I go to heat again. Although I had survived my first wave of heat, thanks to him, it doesn't mean it ends there. The purpose of going into heat is to push mates to mate and complete the bond. Thus, as long as I refuse and don't comply, my heat will come over and over until I give in. The wonder is how long I can stop myself when I'm not entirely ready. "How come your home early? How did your session go?""It went gr
I couldn't look at my mate directly in the eye after he wiped my thighs and hands clean. When I stood up, my legs were wobbly that I held on his arm for support. "Careful now, Erin," his hands were on my waist to steady me. "Erin?""Others call you Sue. I wanted to call you by a name only I get to," his orbs were now back to olive as he held my chin. I was stuck in a daze with his eyes when he cleared his throat. "So, did you like it?""What?" I blushed and he chuckled. "The breakfast I made you.""Oh, yeah I did. Thank you by the way. I didn't think you would remember.""Why wouldn't I? You told me about it.""I didn't think you were listening.""You were talking. Of course, I would listen. Isn't that what we agreed on? That I'd listen to you?""Sorry. Just wasn't used to it.""So did you enjoy it?""Yeah, I did. The fried rice tasted just like how my mom would cook it.""I'm not talking about that breakfast."I hit his arm in embarrassment and he just chuckled before pulling me c
TRIGGER WARNING! MATURE CONTENT!!!Read at your own risk.'Not interested huh.''Oh shut up. You're happy with this too.'Patrice snickered at my remarks but purred at the taste of our mate's cooking. How did I know our mate cooked it? Well, we don't have a chef. I was happily eating when Seraphina jumped in the room, flustered. "I can't take it anymore!"I jolted when the door hit the wall in a bang and even stopped eating to look at her. 'What's up with her?''No idea. She's been like this since she arrived yesterday.'"Sue!" she was crying without tears when she came to me and gave me a hug. "Is anything.. alright?""No!" she screamed and stood and paced in front of me while playing with her fingers. "I have no idea how to come from this, I have no idea what to do! I want to be with him, but he is just---!""Wait--you met your mate?""No-I mean-""When?!""Gosh!" I watched her as she buried her face in her palms and slumped on my bed, face down. I looked at her weirdly while s
"Get on.""No.""Suerinity...""Salazar...""Just get on the bloody chair.""I told you... I don't want to get on the bloody chair.""You have to get on the wheel chair, Suerinity.""No, I don't have to. I can walk just fine.""No, you can't. You're still injured and any move you can make may open up your stitches.""What stitches are you talking about? I'm not injured in any way!""Yes, you are.""I am not! This is my body! You know my body more than me?""I can for sure see bruises on your skin.""It doesn't hurt.""Your wolf is still asleep. You're still weaker than usual.""My wolf is asleep but that doesn't mean I'm so weak I can't walk.""Just get on the chair so we can leave.""I can walk on my own if we want to leave."Salazar heaved a sigh of frustration at my resistance. I was sitting on the hospital bed while he held the wheel chair he was gonna settle me in. I can walk. I really can. I wasn't injured or anything, just a little weak but coping! If there was one thing I wasn
I was depressed. That wasn't out of context, I truly was depressed. Not only was I homesick, I was also in a constant state of anxiety. It's only been a few days since I met my mate. Despite the days being uneventful, a lot has happened within those days for me. I was in a constant battle with myself. My past was not much of a big help as it affects to my stand in life now. The role I am to play now also bothers me, this along to the thought of being Salazar's mate. Salazar. Wonderful, he truly is. I believe he just said what he said because he's only thinking of the future and for the good of the pack. Only his beliefs weren't my tea. And Jenny. The image of them both kissing came in my mind again and I was given another gut to the heart. We may have not marked each other yet but he was stating plans as mates, isn't that enough context that we belong to each other? For all I know he may even love her. All the much reason why I thought of rejecting him. I couldn't though. I wa
Run. Breathe. Run. Run. Run. Breathe. I let out another howl as images of Harris and Michelle replayed in my mind. Red. I saw nothing but red. Despite the pain of being rejected by my mate, I still had the strength in me to run away as far from him as possible. I would stumble on a few tree branches from time to time but my anger along with my wolf's pushed me to go further. I was panting by the time I had shifted to my human self. I cried and screamed to the top of my lungs at the betrayal of my mate. Patrice whined and howled in pain before sulking in the corner of my mind, depressed at the rejection of our fated mate. 'Patrice,' I tried calling out to her but she ignored me. I sobbed. How could he? For months I have been trying to prove to him that I was worthy to be his mate, for months I put up with his judgement along with his friends' to get the validation I needed, to be accepted by my mate. My nails dug to the soil as I cried. I felt every bit of emotion I needed to f
I looked at my tired face in the mirror after a long day. My eyes gazed on the bags that were there, dropping to the flesh of my neck. My eyes lingered for a few moments as my fingers fidgeted on the sink. Tears fell ome by one and I splashed some water on my face before stripping my clothes off and getting in the tub. Taking a bath, my thoughts wandered off to the long day I had. From the moment I woke up this morning, nothing was good. Jenny showing up and my jealousy igniting. My valid feelings of not trusting my mate and yet they are invalidated over and over. The pressure. The expectations. I was barely in college and despite being literate, I wasn't trained to be luna. I had no knowledge in leading. Sure, I can learn but I just need time. Can't he see that? Can't anyone understand that?I was raised being more than just a woman to give babies to her mate. I was raised to become a woman of my own and I was still halfway there. After the incident with Harris, I had slowly pla