"You already turned 18, Alora. You should pack you things now. You're going back to the Philippines by tomorrow," Uncle Greg said.
I puffed when I heard him but still continue running while he's driving the car and I am following his speed.
Tomorrow is the execution of what we have planned. Lahat ng hirap ko para sa paghahanda ay masusuklian na. Hindi ako makapaghintay na mahanap ang pamilyang Spencer na suspek sa pagkamatay ng pamilya ko. They will pay for what they have done to us!
"Run faster, Alora! You're getting behind!" Uncle shouted as he ran the car faster at the speed of almost 30 kph.
I ran faster as what he ordered me to do. I'm bathing with my own sweat right now.
"Remember all the things I've taught you. Start with Robert Spencer! Next is his wife and last will be his son! Put that in mind, Alora! Don't disappoint me!"
I gritted my teeth and forced myself to run faster. The road became blurry and later did I realize that I'm about to cry.
Yes, Uncle. I'll keep that in mind. I won't disappoint you.
"Alora!"
Napatalon ako sa kinauupuan nang tawagin ako ni Alice. Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay.
"Are you listening?" kunot-noong tanong niya.
Sumandal ako sa sofa bago tumango. Bakit kasi dumiretso pa sila dito sa pamamahay ko!
"Kanina ka pa kasi tulala," pagsingit ni Jinx.
I blinked trice and sighed. Nasa anong usapin na ba sila?
Umahon ako sa pagkakasandal at pinatong ang magkabilang siko sa hita. Tinignan ko sila. I'll pay attention to them now.
Alice slapped her own lap to break the silence. "Like what I said a while ago, we will be your companion most of the time. Especially when we are at school," she said.
Kahapon ko lang sila nakilala. Sila ang ipinadala ni Uncle para may katuwang ako sa misyon.
"The Steppingstone organization that was built by your grandparents is the most powerful mafia family here in the country, and now has 3 mafia families in Northeastern part of USA. It started year 1945, dominating certain countries up till now," Alice informed.
Naningkit ang mga mata ko. May tatlong crime families na kami sa abroad? Kaya ba ayaw pang umuwi ni Uncle dito dahil pinagkakaabalahan niya iyon?
"Your uncle became the boss after your parents died," Alice added.
I nodded. "Uncle Greg said that he will step down once I finish the mission. He's willing to be an underboss to me."
Napabangon si Jinx mula sa pagkakahiga sa couch. "You mean, magiging mafia heiress ka?" Gulat na tanong niya.
Umirap ako at muling tinutukan si Alice. "Kahit hindi ko magawa ang misyon, dapat ako pa rin ang susunod na boss, hindi ba?" seryosong tanong ko sa kaniya.
Bakit may kondisyon pa si Uncle? Anong ibig sabihin no'n? Anak niya ang ipapalit niya sa posisyon kapag pumalpak ako?
Hindi pwede.
"The Manzino wants a worthy leader to take the position. Hangga't wala kang napapatunayan, hindi ka makakatungtong sa posisyon na gusto mo," Megan seriously said.
"At sinong Manzino naman 'yan?" Naiinis na tanong ko.
Tumaas ang kilay niya habang sumisimsim sa lata ng root beer. Sumulyap siya sa akin pero binalik din kaagad ang tingin kay Jinx na busy sa pagre-retouch, kinakapalan pa lalo ang moroon lipstick niya sa labi.
"Makikilala mo rin sila," nakangising sagot niya.
Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin. Narinig ko naman ang pagtikhim ni Alice.
"Yesterday, the mafias conducted a meeting about your arrival. Plans against the family Spencer was the only one topic." She lean more forward. "Aside from killing them, we need to get their possessions. Their company, properties and everything should be under the boss' name. Ang 85% na makukuha roon, paghahatian ng organisasyon. Ang matitira naman ay para sa pag-angkat ng armas at kontrabando," malinaw na sinabi niya.
"Wala 'yan sa usapan namin ni Uncle," pagtutol ko.
Wala kaming pinag-usapan na kukuhanin namin ang yaman ng Spencer. Basura na lang dapat iyon kapag patay na sila. Bakit kailangan pa naming pulutin ang iiwanan nila at pakinabangan?
"They are keeping track of all of your actions. The pressure is all over your shoulders, Alora. Inaasahan nilang matatapos mo ito as soon as possible," dagdag pa ni Alice.
Napasapo ako sa noo. Hinayaan kong bumagsak ang likod ko sa sandalan ng couch, parang napagod sa lahat ng narinig.
"Don't worry, I have plans already."
Compliance is all over my voice. Assassin lang ang kalaban. Compare to us, we are more powerful.
I kept my phone as the teacher came in. Kanina ko pa iniisip kung papasok ba 'yong apat na lalaki ngayong araw, lalo na si Spencer. The class was about to start yet they weren't here.
"Good morning, class! I'm Mr. Devera, your new Math teacher starting today," nakangiting pagpapakilala niya.
Lumakas ang bulungan sa loob ng classroom. Everyone was confused on why we suddenly have a new Math teacher today.
Mr. Devera noticed the confusion of the class. He mouthed the word 'oh' then chuckled to lessen the awkwardness.
"Sir Tuazon resigned yesterday due to his personal reasons," he explained. Binuklat niya ang dala niyang libro. "Anyway, what lesson are you? We will continue it," dagdag pa niya.
Hindi natapos ang bulungan. Halatang hindi nila gusto ang teacher na pumalit. Para sa akin, wala namang problema. Nakakapagtaka lang kung bakit biglaan yatang nag-resign si Sir Tuazon.
"Resigned or fired?"
Napalingon ako kay Alice na nasa kaliwang tabi ko. Walang ekspresyon niya akong tinignan at nagkibit-balikat na lang.
Tahimik kaming nakaupo dito sa likuran. We aren't sitting on the four pompous guys' seats. Pinili naming maupo sa ibang upuan pero nasa last row pa rin naman. Iyong pwesto nila kasi ay nasa kanan nitong last row. Only the aisle separates us from them.
Natapos na lang ang klase sa Math nang walang nagpapakitang Spencer. Bakit nga ba ako nag-expect? Iyong mga tarantadong 'yon may sariling schedule yata kung kailan papasok.
Nang mag-breaktime, naisipan naming maglakad lakad para matingnan ang kabuohan ng Herism Academy. I realized that the man-made river at the entrance ends halfway to the another building. Kung saan huminto ang tubig, pumalit naman ang masukal na kakahuyan.
"Uy! Tignan niyo 'yon oh!" sigaw ni Jinx na nakaturo sa itaas na parte ng building.
I didn't notice that we've gone too far away. Magta-time na pero hindi naman siguro masamang maglibot.
"Anong meron, Jinx?" tanong ni Megan. Pilit niyang tinatanaw ang tinuturo ni Jinx.
"May rooftop," nakangiting sagot niya.
Nang tignan ko, meron nga. Habang papalapit kami sa building, napansin kong may nakasulat sa upper part ng entrance nito.
"Main?" pagbasa ko sa nakasulat.
Tumukhim si Alice. "That's the Main Building. The first one in front of the soccer field is the Class Building. Basically, puro offices and faculties ang nandiyan sa Main habang puro classrooms naman ang nasa Class Building."
Kung ganoon, masisita kami kung sakaling makita kami rito ng mga teachers. Magta-time na.
"Ano? Aakyat pa ba tayo?" Pagmamadali ni Jinx.
Hindi na ako nagsalita pa at lumakad na papasok sa Main Building. Sumunod naman sila.
Open passage ang entrance ng building kaya walang kahirap-hirap kaming nakapasok. Hindi kalayuan sa bukana, makikita na ang hagdan. Mabilis naming inakyat 'yon.
"Woo! Fresh air!" sigaw ni Jinx nang makarating na kami sa rooftop.
Nakapikit siya habang nakataas ang mga kamay na para bang nilalasap ang pollution dito sa 4th floor. Fresh Air? Nasa city, fresh air?
The sun's heat directly goes through the concrete flooring. Mainit dito pero napapawi ng lakas ng hangin. Lumakad si Alice sa parteng may silong at doon umupo. Lumapit ako.
"Dito, Megan! Tingnan mo 'yon!"
Naririnig ko pa ang ingay nina Jinx at Megan sa malayo. They're enjoying.
"Para saan 'yan?" tanong ko nang makalapit ako. Naglabas kasi siya ng laptop.
Kung dala niya 'yan kahapon, siguradong nasira na 'yan.
"I'm gonna check something," she casually said but after a second, she paused. Tiningnan niya ako. "You came from New York, right? How come your fluent in Tagalog?" kunot-noong tanong niya.
Nagtaas ako ng isang kilay. Maliit na bagay pinapansin pa niya.
"Isinama ni Uncle si Yaya Tesing sa New York, that's why," I answered, a bit irritated.
Ayaw ko na sanang banggitin pa si Yaya. Naalala ko lang tuloy ang pagkamatay niya. The memories about her having a heart attack is still fresh. It just happened few months ago.
Pinanood ko lang siya habang sini-search ang website ng Herism Academy. Mas lumapit ako sa kaniya. Nag-sign in siya roon gamit ang student number niya at pagkatapos ay puro scroll down lang ang kaniyang ginawa. Nagbabasa siya ng mga post doon.
"Where is she now?" tanong pa niya habang busy sa laptop.
I flinched my head backwards. Talagang aalamin pa niya 'yon?
"Patay na. Bakit ba?" naiinis na sagot ko.
Umiling lang siya at pinagpatuloy ang ginagawa.
'4 transferees messed up with Calter today. :D'
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Alice clicked the comments. Puro negative ang mga iyon. May nagsabi pa na papansin lang kami. Na sinadya naming maupo roon para mapansin.
Heck! If only I knew in the first place, I would rather sit beside the teacher's desk in front!
Rain Gutter: Y'all need to bow to them. They're acting superior. I mean, who the fuck would throw a thing to Calter's face?
I chuckled at that one comment. Tinuro ko iyon sa screen ni Alice. Agad naman niyang pinindot ang profile ng babae.
From her red hair to her goddamn face, it was the same girl who murmured shits about us with a bitchy stares. Talagang matapang ang isang 'to.
"I know her," I said.
Uutusan ko pa sana siyang hanapin ang profile ni Calter nang inunahan na niya ako. I smirked. I'm starting to like her. She doesn't need to be ordered because she automatically do what she thinks she needs to.
Inilapit ko pa ang mukha sa screen nang tumambad na ang profile ng gusto kong ipahanap. No other details. Only his name, Calter Vin, under his round photo. Naka-side view pa ang shot pero alam kong siya iyong naghagis ng upuan dahil natatandaan ko ang ayos ng kaniyang buhok.
I pulled myself away from the screen. "We still aren't sure if he's a Spencer."
"That's why we're here. We need to get a lead to where Robert Spencer is," she answered.
Binaling ko na lang ang tingin sa dalawang nagkakatuwaan doon sa dulo. Nakaupo sina Jinx at Megan sa concrete baluster nang hindi man lang inaalala kung mahuhulog ba sila.
I sighed. Ngayong nakapasok na kami dito sa Herism Academy na pagmamay-arji ng mga Spencer. Kailangan ko nang mag-isip ng susunod na hakbang. Kung talagang anak nga ni Robert Spencer ang Calter na iyon, I need to get close to him. In that way, I can get some information about their family.
Napalingon ako kay Alice nang hawakan niya ang braso ko.
"What's wrong?" I asked when she's still looking at her screen.
"May babasahin ako. You need to listen because this is important," pagmamadali niya. "Herism Academy has a restricted area that was--"
Nagulat kami sa pagbagsak ng pinto. Sunod-sunod na nagsipagdatingan ang apat na lalaking nakaaway namin kahapon. Nagulat sila nang makita kami.
"What the fuck are you all doing here?!" The guy with piercing shouted.
Kunot ang noo at laglag ang panga na tinignan niya kami isa-isa. Marahan akong napatayo na sinundan naman ni Alice. I narrowed my eyes to the last guy who came last. Nakasandal siya sa pader katabi lang ng pinto. Ang isang paa niya, nakatukod pa sa dingding. May hawak siyang vape na inuunti-unti niya sa paghipak.
"You're not allowed here!" singhal pa ng kaibigan niya.
Pinapanood ko lang siya na para bang walang ibang tao sa paligid naming dalawa. Walang emosyon siyang nag-angat ng tingin. Sa akin dumiretso ang mga mata niya. Nang ibuga niya ang usok, kumuyom ang mga palad ko. Malamya ang mga titig niya. It's as if his gaze penetrates behind me. Masyadong malamig.
"Hindi niyo ba narinig? Umalis na sabi kayo!" singhal ng lalaking blond ang buhok.
Jinx stepped down from the baluster and crossed her arms on her chest. "Pa'no kung ayaw namin?" Her brow went up, provoking them with a smug in her face.
Hindi ko inalis ang tingin kay Calter. Kung siya nga talaga ang Spencer na nasa plano, magandang isipin na abot kamay ko na lang siya. Kahit anong oras, pwede ko siyang patayin. Pwede akong sumugod sa kaniya at paulanan siya ng mga suntok. Is that what I really want? No. Hindi ako papayag na sa simpleng pagpatay lang matatapos ang lahat ng ito. I want him including his family to beg for their death. Nakakainip lang maghintay kung kailan darating ang araw na mamamatay sila sa mga kamay ko. Napatayo siya ng tuwid nang mapansin niya ang paninitig ko. Bahagyang kumunot ang kaniyang noo. Para bang pinag-aaralan niya ako sa simpleng pagtingin lang. "What did you say?" Napabaling ako sa direksyon ni Jinx nang sinugod siya ng lalaking may piercing sa labi. Parang nasa bokabularyo nito na kung sinong maghamon, malilintikan. Humarang si Megan. "What's wrong? We both study and pay right amount of tuition fee here. We also have t
Nang makaalis siya, paulit-ulit pa rin sa utak ko ang huli niyang sinabi. Hindi ko maintindihan iyon. Ang lalaking iyon, he's kinda wierd. Walang duda na isa nga siyang Spencer dahil sa ugali niya. Madali lang para sa kaniya ang manakit. Gumaganti ba siya dahil sa ginawa ko sa kaniya kahapon? Deserve naman niya 'yon, ah! Now, I'm on the way to the Class Building. Tahimik lang akong naglalakad hanggang sa makakita ako ng tatlong lalaki mula sa malayo, mukhang may hinahanap. Oras na ng klase ngayon pero nasa labas pa sila. I shrugged. Cutting din siguro. Nang makita ako ng isa sa kanila, bigla itong nagulat at tinuro ako sa dalawa niyang kasamahan. Mabilis naman silang lumingon sa akin. "Stop right there!" sigaw ng isa at dinuro pa ako. My lips parted as I slowdown. Many people are getting weird today. I paused when they start running towards my direction. Kumunot ang noo ko dahil doon. Agresibo sila
"Alora, look! You are the top topic on the website," Alice announced while tapping on her laptop. We are in the cafeteria, sitting at the table in the corner. This is the right spot to avoid the scrutiny of those student who still couldn't move on from what happened to me yesterday. But maybe I should start caring less about the things I have no control about, even though I am noticing some, especially those at the nearby tables gossiping about me. "Patingin!" Jinx stood up from her seat next to me and move behind Alice. "Uy, Alora! Famous ka na oh!" Her voice gets all gushy, pointing the screen to me even though I only see the apple logo of the laptop. Nasa harapan ko nakaupo si Alice. Nang akmang ihaharap niya na sa akin ang screen, pinulot ko na ang tinidor at pinaikot-ikot iyon sa pasta. "In-expect ko na 'yan. I d
"I am Veniva Herism. You must be Alora Steppingstone?" she said in a warm and welcoming voice.Malapad na ang ngiti niya sa akin simula pa nang buksan ko ang pinto nitong office niya. Tumaas pa ang kaniyang dalawang kilay na para bang natutuwa sa pagdating ko.I smile a bit and nod my head. "Yes, Mrs. Principal," I answered with confidence.Lalo pang lumawak ang kaniyang ngiti. She clasp both of her hands on the table while looking at me. Para bang she find me adorable in her eyes.She's gorgeous, I must say. Her hair is charcoal black, neatly styled in a big bun giving her heart-shaped face a spotlight. She looks like in her mid 40's but without sign of wrinkles yet. Her fair skin glows and appears so soft. Her brows are thin and lined in a soft-angled arch. Her almond-shaped eyes are pretty just like her pointed nose. She putted brown on her eyelids and minimal touch of brown on her cheeks as a contour. The red lipstick she putted on her lips adds elegance to her overall look. She we
I decided to leave their secret room. Aasahan ko nang bukas na bukas, may bagong parusa na naman akong kakaharapin. Knowing them, it's seems impossible for them to overlook the mistake someone has made.I remember the conversation Calter and his friends had when I was hiding in the toilet room, eavesdropping. May pinagtatalunan silang drag racing event ngayong gabi."Leave the steering wheel to me, I have something for you to research," I said to Alice when I open the door in the driver seat and seeing her sitting pretty on it.Uwian na ngayon.She raise her brows at me but still stand up, obeying me. I then immediately get inside the driver seat and wait for her to have her way to the shotgun seat."Patingin nga ng driving skills mo, Alora!" hamon ni Jinx na nasa likuran. Niyakap pa niya ang sandalan ng upuan ko at sinilip ang mukha ko.Inismiran ko siya kaya umupo na rin siya nang maayos."I'm sure she's not a terrible driver, unlike you," Megan teased her.And their nonsense argumen
"Babe!""Idol!"Umangat ang tingin ko sa tumatakbong sina Blake at Kyler papunta dito sa table namin. Binaba ko ang kutsara't tinidor. Nagtinginan tuloy ang mga tao sa amin.Bago sila makalapit, naghila muna sila ng upuan sa kabilang table. Nakangiti silang dalawa na pumwesto sa magkabilang kabisera nitong table namin. Sa akin tumabi si Blake. Nasa kanan ko siya at sa kaliwa ko naman ay si Jinx. 4 seater lang ang mga tables dito sa Cafeteria. Hindi talaga nilalagyan ng upuan sa mga kabisera dahil daanan iyon, pero nandito ang dalawa. They are blocking the way.Rumihistro naman ang pagtataka sa mukha nina Alice at Megan na nasa harapan ko."Why are you absent yesterday? We should've started our Filipino presentation that day." Blake said, leaning on the table with his elbows on it.I stare at my steak. Masarap iyon dahil m
"What was that for?!" He exclaimed.His cheek turned red and I can see my hand printed on it in red mark. Hindi ko na lang pinansin. Sa halip, naglakad ako pabalik sa couch."We need to continue this!"Napasighap ako nang pigilan niya ako sa pag-upo sa couch. I was about to yell at him when he spoke."Give me that!" he commanded in full authority.Tinitingnan niya ako sa paraang ibibigay-mo-'yan-o-tatamaan-ka. He's really good at making other people feel intimidated by his look. Unfortunately, hindi ako natatakot. Kung ang 90% ng Herism Academy ay takot sa kaniya, nabibilang ako sa 10%.Hindi alam kung anong hinihingi niya, basta ay nagpatuloy lang ako sa pagtuturo ng lesson. "So what I was saying, knowledge with regards to episte--"Isang kurap ko lang, nasa kamay na niya ang kwintas ko. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa nangyari at napatayo. Kinapa ko ang leeg nang maramdaman ang hapdi mula sa pagkakahablot niya. I look at his hand gripping my necklace. Nakalaylay lang ang parehong dulo ng
"What took you so long?" Alice asked as I got into the car. "We need to hurry up. Our fellow mafias are expecting us. They are waiting," she added. I was chilling here in my house when they came without notice, interrupting my movie marathon while I'm eating! And now she has the guts to demand speediness to me! Ilang araw na akong nandito sa Pilipinas pero ngayon lang ako pinapunta sa headquarter? Para saan? I'm pretty sure it's all about the mission. Binilin sa akin ni Uncle na huwag akong pupunta sa headquarter nang hindi iniimbita ng higher in position mafias. I wonder, why would I need their invitation? Anak ako ng late founder ng organisasyon, so I should be able to go in and out of there freely, right?
It's been a week since I came here and started living with them. They've showed me around the Vantablack Headquarters and introduced me to everyone. Natawagan ko na rin sina Tita Serya at Tito Totie para ipaalam ang kalagayan ko rito. "Tinatanong nina Tita Serya kung kailan ako uuwi roon. Gusto ko sanang bukas na," pagpapaalam ko habang sabay kaming nag-uumagahan. "Uuwi roon? Isn't this your home now? Dito ka na uuwi," Dad corrected me. I got stunned for a sec. Yeah. I forgot. It is. Dito na siya tumutuloy pagkatapos ng una naming pagkikita. We spent most of our time together, as a whole family-- talking while sipping tea, talking about our lives, roaming around the bunker and teaching me this and that. It's been a week but everytime I go to bed, I wonder how fast my life turned out. Para bang pumikit lang ako saglit, nandito na ako sa puder nila. I still have questions unanswered but maybe there has time for that. I'm enjoying the moment I have right now. With them. I do hav
I feel like it would be so awkward if I start calling them Mom and Dad. I'm still not used to them, though. Kagabi lang kami nagkalapit ng sariling ina. Paniwala naman ako na biological parents ko nga sila dahil sa mga rasong inihain na sa akin. I'm already 20. Still young but already old to spot the truth of this drama that has been running for almost 3 years. I watch my mom who's busy talking to me but I can't hear her clearly because I'm not paying attention. We're now here in their office, the higher ups office. Simpleng kwarto lang ito na may malaking curved table. Sa lamesa, may limang computers at swivel chairs. Sa harap naman ng mga ito ay may malaking nakapatay na screen. I'm sitting on one of the chairs. Calter is occupying the other seat, one block away from me while Mom is standing in front of us, talking. Saka lang nahinto ang ina nang may kumatok sa pinto. Napunta roon ang atensyon namin. Bumukas ito at pumasok ang isang lalaki. He stopped at the frame and bowed his h
All this time, akala ko hindi niya alam. I thought he wasn't aware that I was really the person he was talking with at the Halloween Party. Hindi na ako pinatulog kakaisip noon kagabi. I was asking myself, like how did he found it out? Tulog siya nang pumasok ako sa van nang mahuli siya ng organisasyon. He's asleep for the whole time until he was locked in the empty room. Nahalata niya ba ako sa naging costume ko? Covered ng make up ang mukha ko noon! Heavy make up! Hindi kaya'y nakilala niya ako sa boses? So he intentionally made a confession because he knows that he's literally talking to me? Nagkunwari lang siyang hindi niya ako kilala. Bakit pa? Para hindi masyadong nakakahiya sa part niya? Sa pag-amin pa lang, bawas na ang angas niya. Pero bakit naman siya magsasabi ng sekreto niya sa hindi niya kilala? Bakit ngayon ko lang na-realize ito? Alam ng buong Herism kung gaano siya kailap. He sticks with his circle of friends and never did talked to anyone else. Hindi ko pa siya nakit
Parang kailan lang nang una akong tumapak sa Herism Academy. I remember how full of wrath I was. I was eaten by my vengeful demon that all I felt was resentment towards my biological parents. I've even created a fantasizing scene in my head that I am washing my hands with their fresh blood like a total psychopath. It's been 2 years and those memories are still vivid as if it's just a day passed by. Wala akong nakitang butas sa relasyon ko sa mga Steppingstone noon na makakapagsabi sa akin na ampon lang ako. Kahit si Uncle na lang ang nandyan para sa akin noon, I never felt neglected. He may seem like a prison guard on how strict he is but there are still times when he is calm and loose. The last time we got apart was during the battle we had against the assassins in Manila Port. He got shot by Calter that time and I don't know if he's still alive. Robert Spencer got shot as well and I had never picked up rumor about them again since I ran away. "Can I kiss you good night?" pansin ko a
When I was a kid, I never had any bad memories with Mom and Dad. They never hurt me when they had to discipline me. They were supportive. They always make sure I'm okay, happy. I never felt out of their blood, that I am adopted because they never treat me differently. They showered me with all their love that's why it's hard for me to distinguish the truth behind all of these. Tanggap ko na sa sarili ko na ampon nga ako... pero ang hirap! Tinanim ni Uncle Greg sa isipan ko na ang mga Spencer ang masama. Sila ang pumatay sa kinalakihan kong magulang. Oo't sila nga... but is it worth it to hate them? Sabi nga ni Mrs. Veniva, kinuha nila ako noong sanggol pa. Hindi sarado ang utak ko para hindi maintindihan ang pakiramdam ng isang ina na mawalan ng anak. I just can't believe that the real monsters in this story are the Steppingstones, the family I grew up with. "Get the brown envelope in the drawer, Calter," she ordered him. Sumunod naman si Calter at pumunta doon sa desk hindi kalayua
I lived my life as a teenage girl running in the track like a horse trained to race. I ran away when the table turned and found out, in the end, I was the one who got fooled by those people around me. Now, I am coming back. Faces I'd wish I will never get to see again are all plastered in front of me. I guess, running away from the reality of my life is a race I will never win. Alice's face flashed on my mind. Her eyes. The way she gaze at me feels like she saw a long lost bestfriend. I don't know. The emotions of her eyes are sometimes misleading. However, I wonder why she was stunned at that moment. She should've called for backup to catch me but she chose to remain standing while staring at me. Is she with Jinx that time? "Hija!" Napatingin ako kay Veniva Herism. She rushed towards us with open arms. Emotional siyang nakatingin sa akin at kinulong ako ng yakap pagkalapit. Kumunot ang noo ko at hindi nakagalaw sa kinatatayuan. Ang mga braso ko kasi, nakapaloob sa yakap niya. Hindi
Bumagabag sa akin ang huling sinabi niya sa gabing iyon. Criella Herism Spencer. Tinawag niya ako sa ganoong pangalan. Anong ibig sabihin noon? 'Yon ba talaga ang tunay kong pangalan... bago pa ako mapunta sa kamay ng Steppingstone at pinangalanang Alora? My mind was filled with questions I hardly seek for an answer. I was just holding to my what ifs, insticts and theories. There's no definite answers. Maybe Calter was right. I really need to talk to Veniva Herism. Ako na ang umalis sa sarili kong kwarto para lumipat sa kuwarto ni Calter. Sakanya na iyong basang kama. Kaya naman na siguro niyang asikasuhin ang sarili dahil hindi naman siya mukhang nasaktan noong biglaan siyang umupo para makalapit sa akin. Naalala ko ang hitsura niya noong ipinirmi niya ako sa kinatatayuan. Madilim, maingay ang lagaslas ng ulan at maya't maya ang pangingidlat pero sa gabing iyon, mas nangibabaw ang ingay ng tibok ng puso ko. It may sound romantic and a bit corny but that's what I really felt during
Calter kept refusing to stand up and go to his room. He didn't want me to call for help neither. Nangingiti pa siya habang ako halos malagutan na ng hininga. His blood literally flows down onto the floor and he's still acting cool! Naihilamos ko na lang ang palad habang tinitingnan siya. Gising siya pero nakapikit lang. Nakangiti kasi ang gago. "Please.... put a pressure on my wounds before... I completely lost my blood," he said in a hoarse voice. Napairap ako. Sinarado ko ang pinto. Pumwesto ako sa kaniyang uluhan. Pinailalim ang mga kamay sa likod ng balikat niya at buong lakas na hinila siya papunta sa gilid ng kama. Nasa sahig pa rin siya dahil nga basa. I don't want him to wet my bed. Napalunok ako saka lumuhod sa gilid niya. Hinawi ko ang kaniyang itim na t-shirt pataas. He slowly lifted his hand so I saw a large cut on his left kidney part. Mukhang daplis lang pero mahaba at medyo malalim. Rinig ko ang mabigat na hininga niya. Halatang nasasaktan pero sinusubukang itago. A
Calter really had the nerves to rent a room here. Hindi naman talaga nagpapaupa sina Tita pero nang sabihin ni Calter na mag-a-advance payment na siya ng tatlong buwan, sumang-ayon na kaagad ang matanda. Alam ko kung anong dahilan ng pagpayag niya. Delay na kasi ang sweldo ng mga trabahador kaya ang ibabayad ni Calter ang siyang ipapasweldo niya. Gusto ko pang hilain si Calter noon paalis sa hapagkainan para sana kausapin. 3 months, really? Parang naglalaro lang siya ng bahay-bahayan! "Ayan! Look! Ang pretty mo talaga! Wagi na tayo!" tili ni Jade matapos niya akong ma-make up-an. Nakadikit ang pisngi niya sa pisngi ko habang nakaharap kami sa salamin. Ilang beses ko nang naisip na umatras na lang sa pagsali. Hindi ko naman kasi talaga gusto 'to. However, the situation really pushes me to continue it. Deven is still out of reach. Tito's maintenance are running out and he needs a wheelchair so he can go out of the house. Suot ang dress para sa unang round ng contest, lumabas na kami