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2024-10-29 19:42:56"Your pain isn't just painful prose. It's a novel. So fight those battles and slay." [Jacqueline]
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"Jacqueline's Pov:"
There was no sound of birds chirping, just the sound of man-made vehicles moving, colliding people or vehicles, the chattering voice of my bus mates, and chaos.
My eyes took in the environment around me and then focussed on the phone again. I was doing this for five minutes, just taking everything in that was happening around me.
Remo's last text was,
"Stop ignoring me Jacqueline Please. I am going to pray for you."
The feeling of emptiness was getting killed by the feeling of flattering. 'Someone can pray for me.'
'A stranger can pray for me.'
'Someone does worry about me.'
I am not lonely, someone does care about me enough to pray for me
IfveenDear Readers, Thank you for hanging in there with me. And I am sorry for uploading chapters so slowly. It's because of my exams. I promise I will make it up to you in some way. Just a little request don't forget to tell me in the comment section how are you liking the story so far? Ps: Love you a lot.❤❤
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