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2021-05-03 00:09:04"Sometimes you don't see the people who accept you for what you are. But you notice the people who don't. Sometimes you want love from those people who will never accept you for what you are. That's what toxic love is. And it always results in destruction." [Jacqueline]
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Jacqueline's POV:
I knew I shouldn't have let him intervene with his fingers. I knew it was a dangerous step considering how he had already taken my first kiss. But desperation led me to it.
My Sister always warned me,
"Boys are bad news. All they want is their hormones satiated. We should stay away from them far away."
IfveenDear Reader, Don't forget to comment on what you think Rohan will now do to Jacqueline who is wasting his first-time kindness?
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