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Diesel - Words Of Flames
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I stare at her shocked by her words, by her agreeing.
“Don’t be a fool, don’t make deals like that!” Is she a fool? “You’re making yourself weak! You stand there and claim to be the fucking Queen, yet one issue and you roll over and be a doormat and give it all up!” Maybe I shouldn’t shout and be so blunt but who knows what they would do to the city.
“It’s either that or no Jessie.” She looks at me.
“Now princess, Jake wants you as well, so it's all or nothing.” I turn and look at him as he smiles.
“Fine, tell him I agree, now where is Jessie?” Serena looks at him waiting.
“No, she doesn’t fucking agree!” I stare at her shocked.
“Diesel let her, Jessie would be safe if it wasn’t for her. Right now it is her or Jessie, and I want my baby girl back!” Rooster looks at me furiously. I would tell him but Serena clearly wan
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