I get ready and look towards Dwayne.Something is going on with you, what?” I look at him waiting. “Still convinced you lost Jessie?” He needs to go claim her.“No, she slept with him the day after she was found.”“Oh,” what else can I say?“He agreed to give her a try, now Diesel will want me dead.”I laugh at his words.“Why now? Dwayne what have you done?”“Last night I saw Jessie, she ended up back at my place, in my bed.”I stare at him.“Fucking hell Dwayne! You knew and still slept with her? I can’t exactly tell him not to beat you. I am going to go there anyway, see Jessie, and apologise to him. I will let you know how much of a mess it is.” Grabbing my bag and the gift bag I leave, climbing into the car I sit.“Where to Miss?” Shaun looks at me waiting.“Diesel’s home addres
I listen to her words and struggle with what to reply. Her dad knew, her dad planned it. Me fine, I am no one to him, but his own daughter? “Is it fucked up that somewhere inside, that made me feel better? For years I told myself if I had done something different, or had begged him to leave Elsie out of it, they would be alive today. Knowing even his own family were treated the same makes me realise nothing I said would change it.” I wish it could have, but it won’t. “Ask me in a few months, Diesel, as right now I am still getting used to the idea my dad knew and paid Jake. I knew he struggled to accept I could run the city, but I didn’t think it would be that bad.” I look at her. “Do you think Jake was the plan? Maybe your dad wanted him to marry you so he took over the city?” Why else would her dad pay him to be in her life? “I know he did. I saw the contracts. My dad promised him the city once he died if we were married. He paid him
I smile at him. His face shows he is shocked by my words. They were a joke, but now, I am actually considering it.Do I really want to walk out of here, and regret it? If I walk out of here will things go back to how they were?If I don’t make a move, will Jessie come back, and his head be turned? Moving forward, my lips press against his. A small moan escapes my mouth as I feel him pull back.“Not the best time Serena.” He looks at me worried.“No time is Diesel, I refused you, and you refused me. So just shut the hell up and kiss me.” I pull him to me, our lips connecting again, this time though he doesn’t pull away. His arm wraps around my body pulling me closer.My hands move, slowly sliding up to pull his top off, his hands pull me closer as his body falls back. Staying above him, I straddle him, my hands fighting with his trousers as his hand pulls the shirt, the buttons falling from it.My hips grin
Silence surrounds us as we lay in each other’s arms. My mind screaming at me for so many reasons.I should have said no, I care for Serena and Jessie, and now I have made a mess and I know I have.I should have waited until I wasn’t so consumed with hate and hurt.Shaking my head I move, lifting Serena from the floor and walking to my bedroom. Placing her in bed, I turn and find one of my shirts, placing it on the side next to her.I ripped her clothes, so the shirt is there ready for when she decides to run.Walking through to the kitchen I grab a drink, knowing I should be exhausted, I would be, but my mind won’t let me give in to exhaustion. Not until it has punished me.I turn and see the door open, my eyes rolling. Did no one think to shut the door today? Walking to close it I stop and see Dwayne standing next to the car.“Don’t hit me! I wouldn’t be here, but the guy called to say he had to leave, she wasn’t meant to be here more than an hour let alone six, so I replaced him.”I
I wake with my body entangled around Diesels. It hurts, parts of my body are sore, and other parts physically hurt, I can’t help but smile.Moving slowly out of the bed I put on the shirt and walk out of the bedroom. Grabbing a drink, I walk to the room we were in yesterday. Deciding to clean it. It was me who kissed him, I hadn’t even thought of where we were.I spend a while picking up items, glueing a small ornament that had smashed before moving onto the carpet. I should really message my driver and Dwayne, but that drags me back to the real world.Something I want to avoid for as long as possible.“Diesel?”My head shoots up hearing Jessie, I watch as she appears at the door. Great, the real world. I watch as her eyes fall on my body, a flicker of pain etched onto her face. Moving, I try to cover more of my body with the shirt.“You shouldn’t be in here.” She stands looking at me annoyed.“I’m cleaning, Diesel won’t mind. How are you, Jessie?” I smile at her, I can’t see any mar
“So tonight, a date? A real one, not one where I have my cock in some woman's mouth under the table, or I purely trying to seduce and taunt you.”She laughs at my words.“Sounds like a plan Diesel. Message me when you know you’re free.”“So, how long do you think they will be?” I step closer, watching as her body shakes.“Erm, I don’t know.”I watch as her teeth graze against her lip, her breathing quickening.“Mmmm.” I step forward again watching as she moves, her back against the wall. I wrap my arms around her. My lips reach hers as we kiss. I feel her move, her hands pushing me back so I fall onto the sofa.“Strip.”I laugh at her word.“I wasn’t joking, strip.” Her words are firm, and I watch as she unbuttons my shirt that she has been using to hide her own body. Moving I strip slowly, and walk to her.As I reach for her, she smiles and pushes me back. Giving in, I let my body fall onto the sofa. I will let her take control, for the start anyway.I watch as she moves to straddle
I get showered and look outside, finally, they have come. Walking to the door with a towel wrapped around me I hold out my hand waiting for the bag.“Sorry.” I don’t bother answering, they get paid yet they may do an hour's work a day but still get paid for the whole day. They for some reason couldn’t prise themselves away from their tasks for ten minutes.Getting dressed I walk back out. Dwayne stood by the car.“You have people to see today, payments to collect and such.” He holds out the papers.“Let’s get them sorted quickly, I am busy tonight.” I climb into the car, Dwayne following.“Diesel?” He smiles at me, and all I do is nod.“Have you spoken to Jessie?” I want to know what the hell is going on with her.“No, she went quiet again. We are meant to be meeting for lunch today.”“Okay, watch her Dwayne, she is acting weird as hell and I can’t put my finger on why. Let her know she has her job still and her place when you finally speak to her.” I won’t remove them from her.She
Her words hurt, after everything somewhere inside of her she thinks I have a plan?I stare at her, seeing the door broken behind her.“So now I can’t even walk away without you breaking down my damn door?” This is going too far.“You wouldn’t listen! Diesel I didn’t mean it, just Fred’s words were In my head all day, then you said that and I forgot, I forgot it was you, I forgot I knew you and knew you wouldn’t do that.”“Just leave.” I can’t exactly throw her out, I no longer have a fucking door.“No, not until you listen. Everyone knows Diesel, how?”“So what, you now think I mentioned a plan, and what? Last night after we fucked I messaged saying it worked? I haven’t told anyone shit Serena, I didn’t even leave the house today! Just go, I came home to avoid you.” Hell, even I don’t know how people already know.“N
I gaze down into the crib, watching Lilly-Bell sleep, and a sense of peace washes over me. Seeing her brings a sense of healing as if parts of me have been rebuilt. Suddenly, I feel Diesel's arms wrap around my body, and I lean back against him, seeking comfort in his presence. His words, claiming me for the night, offer reassurance, but I can't shake off my fears that someone might try to harm her. Sensing my worry, Diesel continues speaking."She will be the most protected princess in the world," he assures me. "She has her guards around her, and Rooster is here."I know he's right, but the anxiety lingers. "But what if Rooster gets distracted or too busy with Lucas?" I voice my concerns, looking up at Diesel."Rooster has been a father far longer than us. Trust him," Diesel responds calmly. "Both babies will be asleep in here together. Just trust him, Serena, like you trust me, and I trust him."I feel the urge to argue, to come up with another plan to ensure Lilly-Bell's safety. M
Diesel walks away, leaving me alone with Rooster."I'm here to apologise," I begin, my voice filled with remorse. "I considered trying to save her from Jake, but I couldn't risk myself and the baby."Rooster looks at me, a mixture of surprise and concern on his face. "You have nothing to apologise for," he says, his voice sincere."To you, I do," I reply, my words filled with conviction. "You did nothing to hurt me, Rooster. Leaving your daughter in his hands could have put her life in danger. Diesel sees you as family, and I don't want anything to jeopardise that. I don't want to be the cause of any friction either."He listens attentively as I explain my reasoning. "Me and Diesel will never truly fall out, Serena. Despite everything, you did for Jessie, I am disappointed in her behaviour, but I am also ashamed of everything she has done. Right now, she hates me, and I can't blame her because I caused all of this."His words catch me off guard. "You are an amazing father, Rooster. Je
I lose my week doing everything that Serena usually would be doing. I don’t mind though, I know while I am out doing these things she is safe, away from anyone who may want to cause her to hurt.Dwayne has been at my side constantly, I guess to ensure everything goes to plan. I have no idea how Serena ran this city, who she knew, trusted, or who the troublemakers were. So having Dwayne there was a benefit as he could guide me when I was lost.This week I have seen those who respect Serena, and then I have seen the other side, the ones who were just waiting for a chance to make her fall or wait for someone to come take over. Many expressed to me how they knew she would fail and hand over the city eventually.They were shocked when I explained it was her city, she simply was recovering. They will learn not to try to make Serena sound weak around me.I find my week mostly explaining the situation to people, that Serena is healing and I am merely a stand-in. I keep it quiet that she is pr
I woke up to see a cast on my foot, Diesel sat beside me in bed, just staring at the wall."What happened?" I point to my foot, I can't remember going to a hospital."Dwayne got your doctor here. You seemed to sleep through everything. The baby is fine, here." He holds out the phone, a small video playing. I feel myself relax, the baby is fine, and that is all that I care about. "I'm sorry Diesel, for not telling you what was threatened. I thought I would be safe if you had known you wouldn't have left me alone." "This isn't your fault." How can she think it was?"Diesel, I should know not to pass it off as nothing. I watched my father lock this place down when there were threats. I just didn't want to lose our weekend together.""Let's leave it for now. Concentrate on getting better, that is all that is important right now. I have a replacement at my garage so I don't need to leave your side." "I need to get things sorted Diesel, yesterday, everything. I can't just leave everythin
The last few hours have been awful, Jake keeps hitting me because I refuse to leave Diesel and marry him. Maybe if I agreed I would be okay, but I can't. I can see Jessie is shocked, she didn't expect this, but it is her fault. She went along with him, all because he promised I would be gone and she would get Diesel. I don't even try and plead or beg him as I know from the past that won't work. Instead, I sit quietly, taking the hits when he gives them and acting like it is nothing. He seems to be getting more frustrated, his phone vibrating constantly."He is on the warpath!" He screams at Jessie. "You said he wouldn't, what the hell?" He turns back to me, and I get ready for the next hit but his phone vibrates again."He's taking over the city, fewer people are willing to stay quiet now." He turns to Jessie and hits her. "I thought he would just give up! I didn't know at that point she was pregnant!" She looks at me and then at him. "I'm getting a drink." I watch as he walks out
Waking, I move carefully trying not to wake her. The room now beginning to get chilly. I was meant to refill the alcove with wood. Grabbing my jacket I walk out and begin to gather more wood. The only downfall to this place, the fire needs wood constantly or it dies and the cold builds. Other than that though it is perfect. The silence and only sounds of wild animals can be heard. We needed this weekend, I learnt more about Serena, but I also learnt more about me, things I didn't know.I can't help but smile and feel happy, all I want now is peace, but I know peace for us will never happen, or if it does, it won't last long. Serena has the city, and nothing will make her give that up, not even a peaceful life with me. It is something I need to learn to live with.Walking back in I see the sofa empty, placing the wood on the alcove I call out to Jess, stopping as I see the backdoor open slightly, my eyes glance down and see her shoe. Panic builds as I rush out, calling her name but
I find myself trying to distract myself from everything. Diesel has messaged and said he will pick me up tomorrow. Apparently, he is giving me space until then.So, that means no Diesel tonight, which feels weird, we have spent every night together since we slept together almost. He is right though, we need a break from each other.We're the cause, the reason we fight so much. I use the time to work and plan what I want to say as I know if I don't nothing will get solved. After finishing work I go home, and just hide away. Trying not to think about the mess that no doubt is waiting for us.If Jessie is pregnant and Diesel is the dad, then what? Part of me hopes it is a lie, just so I can relax and know he isn't. How will it work? Jessie seems crazy, and that isn't something I want around me. I somehow manage to fall asleep.Waking a message from Diesel tells me to pack a weekend bag. I guess that means we're not staying here? As I get ready, I glance at the ring on my finger. That fee
I collapse into the bed. Frustrated at Diesel and how he reacts. I understand though, he was hurt over and over by everyone he loved. So his reaction is to expect the worst from people.All I wanted was a day without the shit, but it has come just as quickly as the morning sun rises. Part of me wants to hide away in here, just pretend the world doesn't exist.Actually, I feel like screaming and killing Diesel, he is so blinded by his own past, his own pain and fears he hasn't even realised or thought how I feel.Jake is still out there. Fear burns through me and has since the moment I thought I could be pregnant. Every day the past is on replay, and with how volatile Diesel is, I am afraid of the ending.Sure he wouldn't hurt me on purpose, but I have seen how quickly he loses control, how angry he gets and forgets to get all the information. Like today.He just assumed it was Jessies, assumed that it meant I knew and kept it hidd
I walk away, knowing that she needs time to calm down, I have my own plan this week and Jessie and her announcement have messed it up.Yet now I feel like I need to do it sooner rather than later. I reach into my pocket feeling the box, knowing that I will do it, tonight.I just need to figure out the situation with Jessie first. Getting to Roosters I walk in, his head turns and he looks towards me."Didn't expect you so soon, only just saw you." He laughs and holds out a glass."You don't know, do you?" Hell if he doesn't know it is likely to be a lie."What now, seriously can I not have one fucking day?" He looks at me stressed and I wish I could take away the stress but I am just about to add to it."Jessie showed up this morning at the garage." I watch as he rolls his eyes at my words, going to speak I put my hand up. "Not to try and fuck me Rooster, she is pregnant.""She can't have a fucking baby! She can't even look