LOGINShare
8. What I'm Not
Last Updated:
2024-11-15 23:20:22
Related chapters
Her Chosen Mate 9. Perfect Distraction
Varg POVWhat the hell?I groaned, clenching my fists, trying to suppress the strange sensation coursing through me. Her eyes, gleaming in my mind, refused to leave me alone, the way she looked at me, the scent of lavender that lingered in my thoughts. It wasn’t real, but it felt so tangible, as if she were standing right beside me.“Not now,” I growled under my breath. “What the fuck is wrong with you, Alias?” My wolf had been silent, almost invisible for so long. But now, ever since she stepped into my life, declaring that one damning word—mate—he wouldn’t shut up. The distraction was unbearable, clouding my focus.“Let the game begin!”The voices of the two brunettes echoed as they stepped forward, holding up the signboard. They smiled, their presence signaling the start of the match. I groaned and forced myself to refocus, shifting my gaze to my opponent.He was a towering mass of muscle, his green eyes gleaming with confidence and energy, a rival I couldn’t afford to underestimat
Last Updated : 2024-11-15Her Chosen Mate 10. Taking Care Of The Girl
Varg POV I walked through the woods, carrying her limp form in my arms as I made my way to the car. My mind churned with fragmented thoughts, trying to piece together what little I knew about her. The memory of her first night in my room replayed in my mind. After dropping the word "mate," she’d said something about me saving her.At the time, I didn’t take it seriously. But now...now it gnawed at me.The anger I’d felt earlier from losing my fight had been replaced by something far more complicated: guilt. Was she in danger? If so, what kind? I glanced down at her pale face as she lay still in my arms. For the first time, I noticed how strikingly beautiful she was.Ever since my ex left, I hadn’t spared a thought for anyone else. She’d called me selfish, uninterested in anything but my own priorities. Back then, I didn’t care. I’d convinced myself that as long as I kept out of others' business, they’d stay out of mine.But Lyra had somehow wormed her way past that wall.Her eyes rem
Last Updated : 2024-11-17Her Chosen Mate 11. The Look In His Eyes
Lyra POVMy eyes snapped open, my gaze fluttering on the dark brown ceiling. My head ached so much, almost as if, if I stood up from the bed, my brain would fall out of my head.It hurt, but what hurt more was the memory of me following Lucian’s orders again. It dawned on me—the pain of watching the aftermath of killing one of my own. This wasn’t like the first time I had killed someone from the Moon Pack; this was totally different.Lucian had given me a specific description of who he wanted dead, but unfortunately, that one person he wanted me to kill was the same person who had joined the rest of the pack wolves to call me a curse. The moment I pushed open the door to her apartment and saw her sitting on the couch reading a plus-size novel, her eyes widened in horror, and she immediately started cursing me.Though I could sense her fear, she was scared. But I wouldn’t blame her; after all, she said and did everything to ensure I was rejected. Seeing me in her apartment only meant o
Last Updated : 2024-11-21Her Chosen Mate 12. Fighting For Her
Varg POVIt all made sense now—the reason Lucian kept that girl here, why she was always coming to me, and why she was so weak the day I found her in the woods. She’s from the Moon Pack, which only means one thing: my brother has been using her for something.And I hate to think it’s for revenge. Over the years, Lucian’s plans have always revolved around vengeance, killing the Alpha of the Moon Pack to avenge our parents’ deaths. I warned him repeatedly not to try anything reckless, told him I wouldn’t be able to protect him if he went down that path. But he never listened. Now, anger coursed through me in a way I hadn’t felt in years.I stormed down the hallway toward his room. The moment I shoved the door open, I saw him lounging on the bed, indulging in his usual shitty moments with Mira, a blonde-haired Omega from our pack who had been his go-to call girl for as long as I could remember.The girl had his cock in her mouth, and even as she noticed my presence, she didn’t stop sucki
Last Updated : 2024-11-21Her Chosen Mate 13. Little Truth
Lyra POV “You’re from the Moon Pack?” The question hung in her throat, coming out more like a squeak. Her eyes widened in shock as she took a cautious step away from me. “How's that even possible?”I paused, staring at her as she battled with her thoughts and words. It became so obvious that there was more to the fact that I was from the Moon Pack than I’d thought, but I couldn’t get why the pack had such a reaction on them. She looked at me, fear in her eyes, lost in her own thoughts as if she was recollecting to a past memory.It was certain that she knew something I didn’t, but what could it be that created such a fearful atmosphere around her? I’d only heard a few stories about the Moon Pack and the rest of what I experienced while growing up. Over the years, the Moon Pack had been one of the reasons for discussion. We’re seen as untouchable and also the strongest among the packs. My mother, the Alpha, had commanded both respect and fear, which led to any attack on our pack endin
Last Updated : 2024-11-23Her Chosen Mate 14. Her Touch
Varg PovI pushed open the door and walked into my room, feeling more satisfied than I had in a long time. The rematch with Matthew had been one of the toughest fights I’d had in years. The guy was my equal in strength and tactics, pushing me to the edge of my limits. But in the end, I managed to knock him off his feet and claim victory.I flexed my sore muscles as I peeled off the damp jacket soaked in sweat and tossed it into the dirty clothes hamper. The faint, unpleasant scent of sweat and Matthew’s blood lingered around me, a reminder of how brutal the fight had been. I needed a bath, desperately.As I made my way toward the bathroom, my thoughts drifted back to the fight. Every punch, every dodge, every calculated move. Matthew had been relentless, and for a moment, I’d wondered if I could actually lose. But here I was, the victor. Yet, the high of the win was already fading, replaced by the aching exhaustion settling deep into my bones.The warm spray of the shower hit my skin,
Last Updated : 2024-11-24Her Chosen Mate 15. Lost in words
Why did I think going to Varg's room to talk to him, to finally tell him everything about Lucian and what had happened to my mom, was a good idea? Maybe it was desperation, or maybe it was the fragile hope that he could help me somehow. Despite my hesitation, I decided to trust my gut—and our mate bond. But what I didn’t expect was for him to grab me by the waist, pulling me so close that his chest pressed against mine. The warmth of his body sent a wave of heat through me, making my heart race so fast I feared he might notice the sudden, forbidden longing stirring within me.The tension crackled in the air, thick and suffocating. My heart kept pounding so hard as his eyes locked onto mine, sharp and unrelenting, as though they could see straight into my soul. He wasn’t letting me off the hook without an answer.I scrambled through my thoughts, trying to find a way out of this. I couldn’t tell him it was Bethany who had told me. She didn’t deserve to be dragged into this, not when I’d
Last Updated : 2024-11-25Her Chosen Mate 16. Hurt
Varg Pov “Why the fuck did you do that to her?” I growled to myself, slamming my fist into the nearest wall. The impact sent a dull ache through my knuckles, but it was nothing compared to the storm raging inside me. Regret clawed at my chest, twisting like a knife. Did I think kissing her would change anything to what had done?I knew I was losing control, and that’s why I told her to leave. I warned her. But she didn’t listen.Now, my heart ached in a way I hadn’t felt in years. The first time I felt this kind of pain was the day my parents died. I hated myself then, hated the reckless anger that consumed me and the chaos I unleashed because of it.And now, here I was again, hurting someone else, someone who didn’t deserve it. Someone who trusted me.What the hell was wrong with me?I grabbed some clothes from my closet and threw them on hastily, my movements frantic. The image of her choking, tears streaming down her face, haunted me with every step. I had to find her. I had to ma
Last Updated : 2024-11-25
Latest chapter
Her Chosen Mate 74. Peaceful Morning
Lyra’s POVA cool breeze slipped through the room, brushing against my skin and sending a light shiver down my spine. Wrapping my arms around myself, I tried to ward off the cold, my bare feet sinking slightly into the plush rug beneath me.Slowly, I blinked my eyes open, expecting to find myself still nestled in the warmth of Varg’s embrace, but instead, the space beside me was empty. The sheets were slightly rumpled, the lingering warmth from his body fading away.Frowning, I pushed myself up from the bed, stretching slightly before making my way toward the window. As I pulled the curtains apart, my breath caught in my throat.It was snowing.Thick white flakes floated gently from the sky, blanketing the world in a soft, untouched purity. The ground was covered in a layer of white, the fence dusted with snow, and Varg’s car sat outside, half-buried beneath it.I hadn't seen snow like this in years. Since coming to Norway as a child with my mother, I had only experienced winter once.
Her Chosen Mate 73. Welcome Back
Lyra’s POVThe cold night air brushed against my skin as I stood across from the Dom mansion, staring at the towering structure that loomed before me. The scent of pine, damp earth, and something deeply familiar drifted through the air, stirring memories I wasn’t sure I was ready to face.Years ago, I had wanted nothing more than to escape this place, to run as far away as my legs could take me. But now, standing here with my children in my arms, it felt different. This place, once my prison, had become my solace. The walls I once despised now offered safety. Protection. A home for my pups.A warm hand settled on my shoulder, grounding me.“You’ll be fine. Trust me,” Varg murmured, his breath warm against my ear. “I’m here. And I’m never leaving your side.”I lowered my gaze to the two babies nestled in my arms, then to the one he held. Their tiny fingers curled into the fabric of my clothes, their warmth seeping into me. I wished, for a fleeting moment, that they could tell me what t
Her Chosen Mate 72. Little reunion
Varg's POV The cries of my babies pulled me from my thoughts, their wails slicing through the night. I turned toward Lyra, who rocked them desperately, trying to soothe them, but their sobs didn’t ease.I knelt beside her, watching the way her red-rimmed eyes flickered up at me, filled with pain, fear… and doubt. It was as if she expected me to hurt them. And honestly, I couldn’t blame her. I hadn’t done enough to protect her before.Gently, I reached for one of the babies. “I’m sorry, Lyra,” I murmured, lifting the tiny, trembling body into my arms.The moment I did, the cries quieted. The baby’s red eyes, so much like mine, locked onto me, filled with warmth instead of fear.“Daddy’s here,” I whispered, pulling him closer.A soft coo replaced the sobs, followed by a tiny, breathy chuckle. A smile tugged at my lips as I brushed a finger over his nose before pressing a gentle kiss to his forehead.“You look just like me,” I mused. “I hope you’re strong too.”Lyra’s voice broke throug
Her Chosen Mate 71. Angry Wolves
Varg's POV The sound of snapping jaws and guttural growls filled the air as I slammed into the wolves with everything I had. The impact sent us all tumbling in a blur of fur and claws, snarls tearing through the night. They thrashed, trying to overpower me, but I held firm.The first wolf lunged, aiming for my throat. I twisted sharply, my jaws clamping down on its scruff. With a surge of power, I hurled it aside, sending its limp body crashing into the dirt. It scrambled to its feet, hesitation flickering in its eyes, but it wasn’t done yet.The second came faster, fangs bared and eyes filled with murderous intent. It crashed into me, our bodies meeting with bone-rattling force. Pain flared through my side as its claws raked deep, but I didn’t let up. I drove us both into the underbrush, a whirlwind of snarls and strikes.I couldn’t stop. I wouldn’t. Not when Lyra and my pups were in danger. The thought of what could’ve happened if I hadn’t followed the faint trail of black fur sent
Her Chosen Mate 70. Ruthlessness
Lyra's POV“Shit,” he groaned, shoving me so hard my body slammed into the closet doors. The impact rattled the entire frame, but I forced myself to my feet, ignoring the ache in my back. Rage coursed through me, drowning out the pain. I lunged at him, claws outstretched, aiming for his face.My attack was wild, raw, and desperate, but he was ready. With a guttural growl, Thanos shifted into his wolf form. His black fur rippled like a storm cloud, and his crimson eyes burned with malicious delight. His massive frame dwarfed me, his presence suffocating the room.His growl deepened, and he snapped his jaws at me, a warning I ignored. I charged again, my wolf instincts sharpening my senses. I swiped at his side, claws barely grazing the thick hide beneath his fur. His strength was unmatched, and it showed in every movement.With a single swipe of his massive paw, he sent me sprawling to the ground, my body skidding across the wooden floor. I scrambled up, the metallic taste of blood poo
Her Chosen Mate 69. Thanos
Lyra's POVThe soft light streaming through the window pulled me from sleep, and I rolled to the other side of the bed, clutching the pillows tightly. Their softness tempted me to drift back into slumber.A cool breeze swept into the room, pushing the beige curtains further inward. I felt it gentle touch on my face and sighed, finally sitting up. Pulling my hair into a tight bun, I made my way to the bathroom to splash water on my face.The day felt crisp, and I decided I’d take my pups out for a stroll. It had been weeks since we’d last stepped outside, and they deserved to experience the daylight and fresh air.But as I wiped my face with a towel, a faint sound caught my attention. My heart stilled. A cold shiver crawled down my spine.“I’ve waited long enough for your response,” a familiar voice said, low and menacing. “But as always, you’ve failed to get back to me. My men say you’ve been lying to them.”“That’s not true!” Sabrina’s voice trembled with fear. “You know I would neve
Her Chosen Mate 68. The Search
Varg's POV“Marcus said he saw a lady with crying baby walk into the woods a few days ago,” Lucian said, his voice breaking the silence as we trekked through the woods, accompanied by Jacob and a few of Lucian’s Betas. “I think she’s the one they saw.”I didn’t immediately react to Lucian’s words. My mind wasn’t focused on what he was saying. Everything he’d mentioned since offering to help me had felt more like a shot in the dark.And who in the hell would believe someone like Marcus Blood Moon? The guy’s a loner who fled his pack years ago and now lives in the woods with his concubine, who, by the way, was mated to another man.The guy was insane, but I couldn’t entirely fault Lucian for trusting him. He had this odd habit of taking in whatever came his way.“That’s not enough reason to be out here wandering aimlessly,” Jacob chimed in, voicing exactly what I was thinking as he stepped up to walk alongside us.“We don’t know, but we have to try,” Lucian replied.I stayed quiet, my m
Her Chosen Mate 67. A Weird Visit
Lyra's POV"Tell him I’ll come to him, and that he should stop spying on her," a hushed voice drifted into my ears. My eyes fluttered open, the weight of sleep still clinging to me. I carefully stood from the bed and shuffled to the window, peeking through the curtains.Sabrina was standing near the woods, her figure tense as she faced a man dressed in a black hoodie and pants. Though they were a fair distance from the house, their voices carried as if they were right beside me."Alright," the man said, his deep voice sharp and full of warning. "He doesn’t like being kept waiting."Sabrina’s gaze dropped to the ground, her fingers trembling before she steadied them with her other hand. "I won’t let you down," she replied, her tone quiet but resolute. "Tell him that."The man didn’t respond. Instead, he turned and strode into the woods, his retreating figure swallowed by the shadows. I focused on Sabrina, her shaky breaths filling the silence as she turned toward the path leading back
Her Chosen Mate 66. A Beautiful Day
Lyra's POV The golden hues of the setting sun spilled across the porch, bathing everything in a soft warmth. Sabrina cradled Justine in her arms, rocking him gently as she hummed an old lullaby. I sat across from her, pulling Moon out of the crib and letting her tiny body rest on my arm. Her soft coos and bright red irises glittered under the evening light, making my heart swell with both love and longing.“What are their names?” Sabrina asked, her voice gentle, her gaze focused on Justine’s chubby cheeks as he gurgled in response to her lullaby.“Justine, Moon, and Tristan,” I replied softly, running a finger along Moon’s tiny hand as she gripped it tightly. Her giggle melted my heart.“Beautiful names,” Sabrina said with a smile that reached her eyes.“Thanks,” I murmured, my gaze drifting back to Moon. Her red eyes captivated me, glimmering like rubies. They reminded me of him. Of Varg.A pang of sadness hit me as thoughts of him surfaced. I wondered what he was feeling right now.
