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16. Hurt

Author: CJ Fantasies
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-25 23:55:41

Varg Pov

“Why the fuck did you do that to her?” I growled to myself, slamming my fist into the nearest wall. The impact sent a dull ache through my knuckles, but it was nothing compared to the storm raging inside me. Regret clawed at my chest, twisting like a knife. Did I think kissing her would change anything to what had done?

I knew I was losing control, and that’s why I told her to leave. I warned her. But she didn’t listen.

Now, my heart ached in a way I hadn’t felt in years. The first time I felt this kind of pain was the day my parents died. I hated myself then, hated the reckless anger that consumed me and the chaos I unleashed because of it.

And now, here I was again, hurting someone else, someone who didn’t deserve it. Someone who trusted me.

What the hell was wrong with me?

I grabbed some clothes from my closet and threw them on hastily, my movements frantic. The image of her choking, tears streaming down her face, haunted me with every step. I had to find her. I had to ma
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