Prologue
Obsession.
Addiction.
In denial.
I don’t know.
I am lost to what had happened to me. It is unknown. No scientific explanation, any possible cure is none, a mental disorder that was built because of what I had mentioned above.
I want to ease this surging sexual urges. It won’t stop, I can’t stop it.
The doctor said that my case is the first in any record. I am not a nymphomaniac, I can be cured but by theory--but no possible results.
Just theories.
Hunches.
Like I need to put myself under trial.
And my medicine is not a thing, not a what...
But a person.
Chapter OneSabrina’s POV“Hi, I’m Xander. This are my buddies: Jolo, Marko and Yael.”I’m at a bar when a server approached me earlier and gave me a drink with words that it was given by this group of men who is now in facing me. And of course, I accepted it.Looking at the four of them, I can say that they are all handsome and well-built.Hot. Sexy. Okay, I am drooling.The guy named Xander is handsome, he looked so friendly and easy-going to approach me this way. Jolo, and Marko also looked good.My brow arched when I looked at the last guy named Yael.Whoa.I think this one is the baddest, handsome and burning hot while torridly kissing the lady who just grabbed him.Feisty and sexy. Exactly my type. Or something else…&l
Chapter TwoSabrina’s POVI joined them and I sat cross-legged. The seat is a comfortable curved sectional couch and sit like this:Jolo, a girl he fetch, Marko, another girl, the girl who waved at me, then Xander, Me, Yael and a girl again. Yael’s with a different woman this time.I wonder where the previous one went but what amazed me was how fast he changed his prospect.Maybe the previous girl is not a good kisser, huh.“By the way, I am Jomuel Lourd Trinidad, ‘Jolo’ for short.”He looked cute, his face has soft features and the way he dress is not that manly but not bad either. I can guess that his body is not that muscular but not too skinny, as well. Just the right built.I smiled at him and nodded. They started introducing themselves after Jolo.&
Chapter ThreeI was shocked! Petrified, but I tried my best to hide it. I made it look like what he did doesn’t bothered me at all even though it was the opposite!I’m burning inside!I can feel him hard and huge inside those pants. From its length, I bet the head of his cock is already popping out of his pants!Yael was looking at me with a frown, as if questioning why his move didn’t get to me or bothered me.Yeah, I’m a good actress, my dear.“I turned you on?” I said huskily and slowly moved my hand and caress his manhood. “Are you attracted to me?” I said and leaned closer so my breast will touch his arm.He didn’t even flinch, oh well, I already knew he’s a pro.“I’m not. I’m aroused to you, yes. Attraction is led to affection, and you won’t get that from me.”Ha! I know! I know
Chapter Four“Aren’t you attracted to me? That’s the reason that you came here and do this, right? You want me tofuckyou.”My jaw tightened from what he said. No. No, you are definitely wrong, Yael. I did come here for you, but I didn’t came here just to be fucked by you.True to his words, Iwanthim. But unlike other girls, I am not after just that. His influence on me made me the person I am now, he took me out of my shell, and he affected my whole life since the day I met him.I liked him since the moment I laid my eyes on him but I didn’t met him in a romantic, teenage dream way.Yael was once my brother’s good friend. He is a year older than me, just like my brother is. We went to the same school before when we were in high school.I just graduated college now, and I met Yael when I was on my first year of h
Chapter FiveI smirked as I watched Yael’s eyes widened a bit.You heard it right, honey.This was my plan. To attract Yael, make him yearn, make him hard and hot for me, then drop him for another guy.I’ve been thinking which one I will pick from the three of his friends. Jolo is not my type of guy, he looked like an innocent man and too childish for my taste. Marko looks hot in his suit but I feel like he will just talk about business once alone with me in a room.Xander caught my attention well. He exceeded his two friends but still inferior against Yael.I can’t take just anyone, I want someone insidehiscircle. I wanthimto see me, to feel the thirst he made me feel for years. I want to be a reach away but yet he can’t touch. I want the chase.I wantYaelto chase after me.Maybe I wan
Chapter SixSabrina’s POVI can no longer stood straight and walk like a model, I’m so drunk and I’m loving it!I’m hitting the dance floor with Xander right now together with his friends except Yael. He was just sitting at our table and he was looking at us, dancing in the wild.He probably think I’m a bitch as I continue rubbing my ass on Xander. I smirked at the thought and continue my dancing. Damn! Everything is a blur to me now with the alcohol’s effect but I’m loving it!From time to time, my eyes are fixed on Yael’s dark and deep eyes while dancing flirtatiously with Xander. I can see the desire on Yael as he watches me, continuously licking his lip as his eyes wanders on me whole.He looked seduced and that’s exactly what I wanted. I. want. him. seduced.
Chapter SevenI’m riding my car and a few meters away from the club. I can’t gear up, my head is occupied with a lot of thoughts that I am out of focus.What should I do now?I regret that I’m still a virgin when I execute this plan! I thought it will be better if I am, I thought it will affect him more if one of his friends will pop my cherry! And now, I failed!Damn it!My virginity never mattered to me, my life is already a mess even with or without it. All I want was to get even, all I want is to take my revenge because…Fuck it.I decided to stop my car and slammed the steering wheel to release the frustration I feel inside.Why can’t I fucking move on in my life? Yael is like a ghost, he keeps on haunting my mind, clouding my head. Why can’t I take him out of my life?!I groaned and looked around, I think I stopped at a park. Outsi
Chapter Eight“Stay right there! Don’t come closer!” I panicked. I don’t want to-- I don’t want him to see me like this! I might just jump on him and let him do me in this place!He stopped, but only because he was shock from my sudden outburst. He continues stepping closer again, but slow.“What’s wrong? Are you okay?” his voice is deep with a hint of concern. It’s messing with my head more!“Just…” Damn, I can’t stutter now! “Just get the hell away from me!” I shouted but Yael kept on walking closer. My body tensed and my wetness throbbed even more as I saw him clearly now.“What’s happening, Sabrina?” he asked curiously.His voice is not helping with my episode! It’s making me want to orgasm more, to reach the edge stopped myself from getting.I closed my eyes, gripped th
Chapter Twenty Two Yael’s POV Sabrina is bare from the waist below and she’s right beside me. I pulled away from our kiss, only to watch her quiver from want, from desire. She wanted to find her release and my mind focused for her solution alone. Slightly hiding the fact that the monster inside me also wanted to do this. Or to do more. I placed my palm in her pooling wetness, overwhelmed by the warmth coming from her. My fingers found her clit, throbbing and pulsing on my skin and I started flicking the bud. I’m mouth-watering from the way she feels on my hand. Soft, wet, sloppy and god, I can imagine how tight she would be. “Ohh~Fucking hell.” she said in a breathy voice and I did my best to make her feel good. My middle and fore finger travelled down from her clit down to the line of her slit, gently tracing and spreading the wetness coming out of her. Sabrina’s waist kept on pushing up the bed, following the movements of my fingers, never wanting to lose the feel of its touc
Chapter Twenty OneSabrina’s POVI groan from the irritating sound of my phone ringing. I feel like I only slept for an hour that my eyes hurt like hell and my head spun like I woke up from being wasted.With eyes half-close, my hand tried to reach the bedside table to answer the call who disturbed my sleep, only to halt when I felt an unfamiliar weigh on my stomach.I looked down and hissed quietly when I saw Yael’s ripped arm resting above my navel. The questions as to why I was deprived of enough sleep was answered by the man laying next to me.How did I even fell asleep?! Ugh.Looking down to his arm, I almost drool from how hard it was. Ripped is really the correct definition for it. Inhaling slowly, I caught Yael’s scent. A woody and minty mixed with faint tobacco scent tickled my nose.I won’t mind waking up into this smell.My head turned to Yael’s face, he is still asleep. There was something in Yael’s eyes that I only realized now. He looked deadly because of his glares, but
Chapter TwentySabrina’s POV“Are you asleep yet?”I sighed and opened my eyes, turning my head hastily to look at Yael who’s laying on his side. It seems he’s been watching me for a while.“Maybe I’ll be if you stopped watching me try. What do you think?” I groaned. I swear, those eyes burns my skin.Yael smirked.“I think we can’t sleep so we should talk.” he grinned like he came up with the brightest idea anyone has ever laid.I’m hesitant. Its not because I don’t want to talk with Yael, I do want to. There’s no vein in my body that isn’t too curious when it comes to him. But I also don’t want to talkwith him because of this power of him which makes me talk more than what I should.In the en
Chapter NineteenSabrina’s POVI swallowed hard. Yael’s eyes are looking at me like he hypnotizes my soul, digging deep into my feelings and I am drawn. I am pulled by him so bad that I felt myself mirroring the same desire.There’s no denying that I want him.Delicious.Delectable.Tasty.Was it his face? His body? The way his eyes looks at me? Maybe its the hot dance he did?I bet… all of it.Damn it. I think I’m getting soaked in between my legs and it screams danger, everyone! The only good thing from it was that: I am not having an episode, an attack, none.I’m drawn naturally from his natural seductive aura, and any moment I know I will be drowning.Yael groaned, closes his eyes and pressed his forehead with mine.“Don’t
Chapter EighteenSpencer’s POVStroll in the past…The next day, I found out that Yael Domingo was sent to the Principal’s office. On. His. Second. Day.“If I were you, Spence, I won’t hang out with that guy.” one of my classmates said when I attended our first subject.I’m not even talking with Yael, what’s wrong with him?“Huh?”“This morning, that transferred student beat up a junior. He’s at the P’s office right now, you know.”My jaw dropped from that news. Its his second day in our school, how can he get into trouble this early?And a junior? Yael is much bigger than any of the guy of my class, more so a junior?
Chapter SeventeenSabrina’s POVHere comes the first night together.My feet won’t stop fidgeting as I stood beside the huge glass window of our suite, biting the tip of my finger.I don’t think I can feel any episode coming but… oh my, I think I’m nervous! What if I had one tonight? Oh dear!What am I thinking when I planned this?Yael was in the shower while I’m draining my blood here, overthinking like shit and I am taking this time alone to calm myself.Calm down, Sabrina. Calm the fuck down.I need to experiment and observe Yael’s effect with my case, I need to focus just on that.And damn it, I’m not gonna fool myself! I’m having mixed emotions just by thinking about it, I’m getting fucking excited!“Hey, what’s
Chapter SixteenYael’s POVThe moment I opened her suite room, I was shocked for a second at her state. Her hands are on her private part and I think there is some itch she wanted to scratch so bad. Her face is begging for me to help but her mouth says otherwise.“Please… out…”That tears tells me she do not meant her words. My mind quickly functioned, analyzed the situation which brought me to my investigation about her hidden disease.I didn’t think about it thoroughly and head on to my instinct. I stepped once and I was in front of her. My hand grabbed her face and the other snaked on her waist so she could be closer to me.I almost slammed myself to her, claiming her lips at once.Her body was trembling inside my embrace, even her lips are shaking so bad but after a fe
Chapter FifteenSabrina’s POV“Can you stop following me?!” My irritation was evident when I turned to look at him. I thought I had left him successfully by the shore but here he is, walking calmly behind me!Yael stopped when I did. His brow arched as he looked down to me. I feel small and tiny in front of him considering his height, damn it!“I do not, Sabrina.” he said in a smirk.“You dare deny it when you vulgarly admitted being my stalker a few minutes ago?”Yael chuckled, biting his lower lip in the most manly way possible before speaking.“I’m on my way to my room, baby.”I hissed and turned around. That lip bite almost got me there and its better to take hazard towards danger than push my luck more.Walking to my suite, Yael was
Chapter Fourteen Sabrina’s POV Ah! This is life! After half an hour of drive, I arrived at Twin Peaks Hotel and Resort. Owned by a friend of mine back at college. A man friend, of course. Too bad he’s not in the country at the moment, it’s good to meet old people since the ghost of past continues to come back. I sighed. My things are settled on the suite which I booked for a week. I plan on staying for a few days but just to be sure, I extended ahead of time. Wearing my red two-piece bikini with few black stripes inside my knitted white cover-up, I headed to the beach. I’m too pale and in need to be burned a little. Plus, the oceanic blue waters in front of me is too serene and relaxing. There’s only few guests since its not yet the peak season but I love the cold. Laying on the lounge chair,