Four

Chapter Four

“Aren’t you attracted to me? That’s the reason that you came here and do this, right? You want me to fuck you.”

My jaw tightened from what he said. No. No, you are definitely wrong, Yael. I did come here for you, but I didn’t came here just to be fucked by you.

True to his words, I want him. But unlike other girls, I am not after just that. His influence on me made me the person I am now, he took me out of my shell, and he affected my whole life since the day I met him.

I liked him since the moment I laid my eyes on him but I didn’t met him in a romantic, teenage dream way.

Yael was once my brother’s good friend. He is a year older than me, just like my brother is. We went to the same school before when we were in high school.

I just graduated college now, and I met Yael when I was on my first year of high school.

I met him when I was still innocent. When I didn’t know what pleasure is, when I was not aware of libido and hormones, when my mind were not yet clouded with dirt and sex.

And then something happened.

Everything was still fresh in my memory. It was my fourth year in high school when it all started…

**Flashback

“Hey, Spence!” I called when I enter our house. Spencer Montezar is my brother. He is a year older than me and on his first year in college. Today was my first day of my last year in high school.

I didn’t heard a response so I continued looking for him but I was shocked to find Spencer at our living room, devouring a girl’s mouth at our couch.

Argh.

My brother has a new girl again! I really hate his player side, its making me puke!

I run upstairs to lock myself in my room and my brother still hasn’t noticed my arrival. That bastard!

We talked about this! We made a deal that he won’t bring his woman home but he only managed to hold on to his words for the whole summer break, and now he’s at it again!

Spencer only become like this when he met… argh, I don’t even wanna think about him now.

I frowned when I noticed my bedroom door was slightly open so I slowly widened it and went inside.

What the fuck!

Two body is inside my room! In my bed!

I was stunned and was not able to move from the sight. This is the first time that I saw such… inappropriate doing!

The two person on my bed was having sex, and they seem to not notice my presence either! They are too busy reaching something and they are surely having fun with all those noise!

Ugh!

You bastard!

It was Yael Domingo. The man who changed my brother, Spence’s friend. He was doing a dirty activity exactly on my bed! In front of my eyes, fuck, I’m witnessing it all!

I can see his naked back, his butt, and leg. The girl below him has her legs wide open for Yael, like a fucking frog.

His hips continued to thrust forward and back, and I watched their moves. He was fast, it looked rough, and then he went even faster, slowed down, and fast again!

“Ahh! Yes! Yes! Ohh~”

I’m not sure if the girl is feeling good or in pain from the sounds she makes. This is new to me. I never even watched any porn in my age even though its already a trend in school to be curious about this shit. And watching it now on live, makes it surreal.

Yael finally noticed that there are eyes watching them and he tilt his head, and looked at me.

He eyed me whole, from top to toe then he smirked.

The bastard fucking smirked!

I gasped when he moved his hips faster, deeper, to the woman’s hole. He even shifted his weight, together with the girl, letting me have a better view of what he was doing!

He kept thrusting inside the girl while his eyes never left mine. Locking on my gaze, and I feel hot all over!

Yael’s deep and dark eyes are drowning me, and I started feeling like I am the woman who is laying on that bed, below him, meeting his thrust!

My throat went dry and I hugged myself from the feeling he was giving me!

Stop it! Stop this!

My mind shouted but no words was able to come out from my mouth! I feel numb, my lips parted, and I’m in daze.

“Ahhh~!” the girl moaned hard and Yael groaned with her.

Yael moved away from the girl and laid down on my bed, both were huffing and catching their breath!

They even had the guts to rest after what they had done! They are on my room, in my bed!

Yael whispered something on the girl’s ear and I saw her face when she looked at me with wide eyes. I knew her! She was Spencer’s classmate!

The woman immediately picked up her clothes, frantic as she dress herself and have her head bowed down.

Now, you can’t look at me, huh?

“E-Excuse me…” she said because I’m blocking the door.

I can’t move, I feel like a statue so the girl just tried hard to exit my room.

Yael was still on the bed, having fun from what was happening. The guts of this guy! His manhood is clearly visible and I can see how big and hard it still is!

“You guys done?” I heard my brother said from downstairs.

“Yeah, but your sister, uh, saw us.” the girl who was just here in my room responded.

“Fuck, she’s here? I’m dead!”

I was still looking at Yael and I don’t know what expression I have right now. He started wearing his clothes, slowly, taking his fucking time.

Once done, he walked closer and stopped in front of me.

“Loved what you saw?” he asked with a smirk plastered on his face.

I looked at his eyes, being drowned again but trying to fought with an unfamiliar feeling building inside of me.

“Answer me.” he commanded in a calm voice but it sent shivers down my spine. As if hypnotized, I nodded.

“Good girl.” he whispered.

I gasped when he closed the distance between us, my breast touching his body from how close he is to me.

“Hmm, you’ll bloom into a very beautiful flower, Sabrina.” he whispered and I’m looking up to his eyes, meeting his gaze. He licked his lower lip and continue, “Then I will fuck you like what I did to that whore.” then he went out of my room.

Yael stopped behind me and I can feel his warmth on my back. He is so close!

“Thanks for letting us use your room.” he said.

I gasped when he suddenly cupped my butt. My body is not like of a teenage girl my age, my breast are bigger than my classmates and my butt are round and full, too.

Yael’s arm snaked on my stomach, pulling me to his body, gripping tightly on my side. I didn’t helped myself and moaned when I felt his hand caress my bottom, slightly running on my slit.

“Ahh~” I quickly covered my mouth and gasped from the sound I made!

Damn it! But it felt so good!

I heard him groaned and then suddenly, he pushed me inside my room. I was caught off guard so I turned to look at him.

He was at my door, his hands resting on the door frame and he looks at me like I’m his prey.

I gulped.

“Stay inside and lock your door. Don’t let me in even if I beg you to.”

I swear I saw him having a hard time and even if I’m confused, I snapped out of it. My moves are quick when I went to my door, closed it and made sure it was locked.

I don’t know if I was scared or what but I was trembling…

My whole body is shaking but I know I am not just scared, there’s more and I can’t put words in it.

I sat on my bed weakly and touched something wet and sticky. I looked at my hand and saw a white thick liquid.

Is this what sperm looked like?

His sperm…

I placed my fingers to my lips and taste the liquid stained on it. It was not that bad.

From then on, I found myself addicted to Yael Domingo.

I will never forget that day because that was the same day that I started answering to the curiosity in my head. I started watching porn movies and clips. Having a lot of guy friends, it became a perk since I borrowed some of the porno from them. I also started making out with my friends, just for fun, and when I’m drunk.

I got addicted with pleasure but I can’t ease my thirst.

I want to have sex but I don’t want to do it with just anyone.

I wanted Yael Domingo to keep his promise and I made sure to bloom fine and perfect.

Yael Domingo has gone and the last time I saw him was the same day I caught him having sex on my bed. Spencer stopped inviting friends to our house but instead, my brother is always out.

That was the first time I regret having a deal with Spencer because I didn’t had the chance to see Yael again.

There are humors that he was sent abroad after getting kicked out from his school because he was caught having sex at the faculty. With a teacher.

He was gone but the damage he left to me didn’t.

And it haunts me up to this day.

**End of Flashback

“Aren’t you attracted to me? That’s the reason that you came here and do this, right? You want me to fuck you.”

I smirked at him.

“Don’t get ahead of yourself. I just want to fuck, and it doesn’t matter who it is. I want to fuck everyone, given a chance.”

Yael looked like the his thread of patience has just been cut.

“You are not saying that, Sabrina.” he said in a deep, warning voice.

I chuckled. Oh, how I love giving him emotions.

“But I do. See it for yourself.”

After saying that, I moved my way to sit on Xander’s lap. He was caught off guard for a moment but then grinned from what I did.

I chose Xander because I know how horny he is to me. He won’t reject me and that’s what I just needed right now.

“Sabrina.” I heard Yael warned me and with finality this time.

But I won’t be shaken now. Before he could stop me, I leaned in to Xander and claimed his lips fully. He answered it pack with the same passion and his hands quickly went to my butt, not just for support, but because he wanted to do that so bad since the moment he saw me.

I travelled my hands down to his neck, his chest and to his navel. My real target is to touch Xander’s cock but before I could reach there, Yael grabbed my hand aggressively and pulled me up. Away from Xander.

I was facing Yael’s fuming face and we are both standing up. He was looking at me and his eyes are even darker and scarier than before.

Fear crawled to my spine but I immediately shook it off.

“I am not after you. I hope you see my point.” I said calmly, wiping the side of my lips to get rid of the smudged lipstick.

“What happened to you? This is not the Sabrina I used to know.” he said in dismay. He was now frowning, puzzled, and then his expression smoothed like he pity me or something.

Pitying me now? Ugh. I wanted to puke.

“You did this to me. Now, can you let me go? Xander’s cock is waiting to be sucked by me.”

“If you want to suck a dick, suck mine. I will fuck you hard and you won’t need anyone for that role. I am enough.”

Oh, wow.

Okay, I’m shocked. Why is he pushing himself this far? Why does he care if I want to fuck another guy, anyway?

I snorted. “Sorry but being a one man woman is not me.”

Yael’s jaw clenches. “I picked you.” he said, reminding me of what happened earlier. “I’m your first partner and I will make sure you won’t ask for more.”

What’s his deal, anyway? Did I kissed him that good? I think his brain left the party.

“Nope. I dared you, and you lose. You need to face the consequences.”

“What is it?”

I smirked and pointed my finger to Xander who is watching us like everybody else on that table.

“I want Xander to fuck me first.”