With Clara behind me as the trial begins, I feel completely at peace. I listen to how they describe the things that happened and although I would love to retort on several occasions, I don't. I stay still and quiet unless they ask me a direct question. I can notice that the jury keeps looking at me like I'm a zoo animal... in a bad way. My lawyer does his best to defend me, but up to this point the jury's stares only show displeasure towards me. I've shaved my beard and fixed my hair like a good boy, I'm wearing the same outfit as my adorable little brother and Clara is behind me, holding my hand or just touching me in any way she can. If even all of that isn't enough to get them to like me, this is starting to look harder than we thought.That is, until Frank Taffy is called in. The way everyone acts when Frank stands up and greets everyone respectfully makes me grimace. It's obvious that this man has the power to move all these people with a couple of words. For some reason eve
"That’s not fair!” Clara's annoying little sister, Olivia, complains, as Clara waits with her hand outstretched for her to give her the car keys, "Lucinda promised to buy me a car but never did." "That's not my problem," Clara mutters and snatches the keys out of her sister’s hand in one fast motion, "I’ll see you all for dinner. We’ll go to my own house first, to get settled." “You just want to get fucked, don’t lie,” Olivia mocks, but Lucinda pinches her to make her shut her mouth. Olivia is the weirdest omega I’ve ever met… I don’t like her. I’m glad she’s stuck with Daniel for the rest of her life. "Clara's changed since she got out of jail," Rosie, the tiniest sister, comments, with a mocking tone. She's really sweet and the only one of the sisters who welcomed me without any trouble, "She's a bad bitch now, don't mess with her." "That's true, actually," Clara replies with narrowed eyes causing her sisters not to say anything again. Carolina even raises her hands as if in s
{ Clara } Two seconds after my question, Rodrick's eyes dilate and he lunges at me to attack. He grabs me in his arms and lifts me up. "I'm going to go to your room and take you there for the first time," he warns as he carries me up the stairs, "I'm going to fuck you until that alpha is completely out of your mind and then some more. I'm going to leave the scent of us everywhere until there's nothing in this house that smells like him." "Wait, Alpha! This is serious, we need to talk about..." "I know it's serious, Luna, but there's nothing to talk about until we fix the biggest problem in this damn house. His scent," he growls and kicks the door to my room. Luckily the door was already open so he didn't break it, but it still hits the wall hard. I feel like I'm flying for a second, and then my ass falls on the bed before Rodrick climbs on top of me like a large, gracile predator. He's more like a panther than a wolf, to be honest. "I said wait!" I repeat and this time my alp
{ Rodrick }The Taffy house is even bigger on the inside than it looks on the outside, but it's not as intimidating as I imagined because it's very homey. There are millions of pictures of the whole family all over the house, the walls are a nice blue and the furniture looks comfortable. Plus, there are so many people here that it looks big out of necessity and not just out of extravagance. I feel uncomfortable when we walk in and everyone stares at us as if we are intruders. There's an air of distrust in some of their scents, especially from that jerk Daniel, who is sitting on one of the couches with a beer bottle in his hand and a sleeping pup on his chest. Just seeing his face raises the hairs on my body with the urge to hurt. "Rodrick, come here," Dalia calls to me from what I imagine is the kitchen and my heart flips out at being called out like that. I swallow and move toward her voice, walking past everyone. "Who is this random man?" a small pup with blonde hair asks, lo
{ Clara } It’s our first morning waking up in our bed as a normal couple and things are going well. Rodrick magically wakes up at the time he needs to wake up without needing an alarm and gives me a kiss on the forehead before going to take a shower. I go down to the kitchen in a good mood to make breakfast and just as I’m finishing, Rodrick comes downstairs wearing the clothes I got him last night from Deborah's boyfriend. He looks great in that fitted shirt and jeans that might be a little too tight.A few seconds later Andrew comes down as well, wearing formal clothes and looking excited. Rodrick is a little bitter about having to start his community service, but Andy is very excited about whatever his new job is going to be and somehow manages to improve Rodrick's mood. I let them take my car so they can get to the chapel easier and then I lay down to sleep for another while, taking advantage of the fact that it's my last day off before I have to get back to my normal life an
{ Rodrick }From the moment I arrived at the chapel I could tell that my community service would not be like what I had to do when I was sixteen, when I got caught with my friends smoking weed and we were forced to clean the streets and paint over graffiti on some walls. I should have figured it out because in Fallonmore I haven't seen any dirty streets let alone any graffiti on walls.I have no idea what kind of delicate people they have here, but everyone seems perfectly well behaved. I imagine it must be boring for young people, but nice for everyone else. If I were Alpha, I'd make sure that my clan was like that. As soon as we get inside, a beta girl greets us and leads us into Frank's huge office where he waits for us, standing next to the Judge. My hairs stand up in panic thinking maybe he changed his mind and they'll take advantage of Clara being safe at home to arrest us again, but that doesn't happen."Hi, guys," Frank greets us, looking calm, "This is Alessandro Robles, a
I run for hours and hours, only stopping when I'm incredibly tired and hungry. I don't know where I am now, but I take the time to eat in the woods until I'm satisfied and then go back. I think I absolutely overdid it this time. By the time I get back to the house it's been hours and the muscles in my legs are swollen. I carefully enter the house, but obviously Clara and Andy are both already asleep. I decide to take a shower in the full bathroom upstairs and go out naked to our room, but Clara is not there. Immediately my heart starts pumping hard. The bed is made, so she hasn't been here at all. I go straight out to Andrew's room. I walk over to his body on the bed and start moving him until he moans and pushes my hand away. "What do you want?" he moans, eyes puffy and hair wild, "Let me sleep." "Where's Clara?" "How should I know? Sleeping?" he asks, incredibly annoyed and raising a hand to carve his eyes, "She's not in her bed....ew! Why are you naked?" "She’s not the
"You're seriously unhinged," I push his hands away and try to move, but he won't let me do it, "I don't understand why I should apologize." "For sleeping in another bed last night, for starters. For spending unnecessary money on me. And more importantly, for being a pain in my ass!" He spouts that nonsense in my face and now takes advantage of my bewilderment to keep undressing me until I'm only in my panties. Once he has me like this, he grabs my face in his hands and pulls our foreheads together, "I have a right to get upset sometimes, okay? You can't act like I'm just your boy toy and I have to accept everything you do without complaint. We're a couple, aren't we? You have to ask me before you do things like that, I'm not just another ornament in your house. I don't know if Daniel just let you dress him like a doll to keep you happy, but I don't like it." "I was doing something nice for you, you should say thank you even if you don't mean it," I blurt out, though I understand wh
I really don't know what happens after I get the news. I'm in complete shock. Alessandro keeps touching me all the time and everyone tries to strike up conversations with me, not realizing that I'm not really paying attention because I’m lost in my own mind, trying to deal with my overexcited wolf. A couple of hours later we say goodbye to everyone and it's finally time to go home. I feel like there's something pushing on my shoulders until I manage to get into Alessandro's room (our room?) and I'm able to lie down on the bed. "What's wrong, baby?" asks Alessandro, sitting down next to me on the bed, "Are you thinking about the pregnancy?""I'm just thinking about everything. I feel like I woke up in another dimension, I mean... I was asleep for a whole week and now everything is different. I don't know how to feel yet," I honestly admit. Alessandro nods and looks at me with understanding in his eyes."I can imagine how hard it must be. Come here," he says, but he doesn't even wait
{ Andrew } I have no idea what happened after I decided to let my wolf out for a while, but when I return to my body, I'm naked and next to Alessandro in a bed. My body feels freshly fucked and that makes my face turn hot. I don't freak out because it's obvious that Alessandro is the culprit, but I'm pretty confused about at what point exactly that happened. "Hey, Kitten, you woke up," Alessandro says next to me, putting a hand on my face, "It's you again, baby. How are you feeling? Your wolf's been out all week." "What?!" I exclaim and sit up in bed in absolute shock, "What do you mean all week? Was I on heat again?" I was only supposed to log out for a little while. A little while, meaning an hour or two while my sadness subsided. Not a whole damn week of my life, what the hell? "You weren't in heat, you just decided to give control to him," he explains, looking at me with so much love it leaves me even more confused than before, "Some things have happened, you want to kno
I don't know how to react to this. I’m upset and relieved at the same time, in equal amounts. All I can do is look down into the most beautiful, innocent eyes I've ever seen in my entire life... even if that innocence is a lie, at least at this moment. "Did you get yourself wet on purpose to come hide here and make me think you were with another alpha?" I ask, still trying to make sense of what's going on before any reaction. "No, no," he answers immediately, looking a tiny bit unsure for the first time, "I was just flirting with that alpha on purpose, I wanted you to go stop him or at least... I don't know, make you look upset, but every time I turned to look at you you were focused on something else. I wasn't planning on the other guy getting me wet or that alpha wanting to bring me here, I just went with the flow to see if you cared enough. But, five minutes? Do you know everything that could happen in five minutes?" This little manipulator. "I don't like this, Andrew. These
I get out of the car after saying that, managing to keep my tears under control because now I'm more angry than sad. I know I have no right to be because it's all my fault, but that doesn't help to control my emotions. I walk inside the house and curse internally when I see the whole family here. Frank, Dalia, Lucinda, Robbie, Carolina, Daniel, Olivia, Rosie, Carolina, Harry and the kids. The only one missing is my brother. I can't believe I was so upset that I didn't even pay attention to all their cars outside. They all look at me with intrigue when I walk in smelling like pure misery, probably. "Hey, how did it go?" asks Clara as soon as she sees me. And since she's the closest thing to my brother, I walk over to her to hug her, "Oh, no. What happened?" "Nothing, everything went fine," I lie because I don't want to be the cry baby of the family anymore, "I just want a hug." ➿➿➿➿ This is the first time I've ever seen my brother so concerned about his appearance. He checks
{ Andrew } Nobody asks me anything about how I feel anymore, not even my brother. It's obvious that I'm not well and it's obvious that I have issues, but I still try to act normal and carry on like I used to when Alessandro didn't exist in my life. I've been living with my brother and Clara again and I spend all day cooped up at home at my new job babysitting my nephew or reading in my spare time, which is still as fun as before, except I'm doing it to escape again and that's not so good. I need to remind myself of the good things in my life again. Like this roof over my head, my big new family and my lovely nephew. "Does that taste good, Phoenix?" I ask my nephew as I feed him and he just bangs his little fists on his table, as if demanding that I give him more food. As soon as I bring the spoon close to his mouth he grabs it in his hand and steals it from me to bring it to his mouth frantically as if he's starving, "I guess that's a yes. God, pup, that's why your cheeks are so
{ Andrew } [ 18 years old ] My wolf was right. I am an omega. I look in the mirror and try to find differences in my body like curves or something, but I'm still as skinny as ever. The only change is the way my wolf feels, like an omega. It's nothing new, he’s always had the idea that we are. But today he knows for sure. And I'm filled with excitement, until it's time to leave my room. Today is Saturday, Rodrick should be at work right now. My dad could be anywhere, working, visiting one of his siblings or just hunting in the woods... but today is the anniversary of my mother's death. My dad is here. It's only nine in the morning but from the amount of bottles around him I know he's already drunk. He looks at me with much more hatred and contempt than usual, although I'm used to it. His hatred for me is always worse this day. I killed the love of his life, after all. Except this time when I approach instead of starting to yell things at me, his brow furrows in confusion an
"I'll leave," I say and turn around to do so, before this gets a thousand times worse. "What?" Alessandro spits and follows me as I walk to the stairs to go to the guest room. My heart is in my throat as he follows me, I feel stalked in the worst possible way. I start to think: what the fuck am I going to do if he seriously hits me? My father was just a beta, a short man without that much strength and even his beatings hurt and left me unable to go to school for a day or two. How would it feel if a strong alpha hurt me? I would probably just pass out from the pain. "Andrew, stop it right now. Why are you acting like this? Look at me!" he roars just before I can get to the guest room and it scares me even more because his command makes me actually stop and turn to look at him. And then I remember that he has alpha power, he can subdue me and force me to do whatever he wants. But instead of grabbing me and hitting me, Alessandro takes a big breath and raises his hands in surren
Alessandro was being serious, surprisingly. Instead of going to work, he drives home and carries me bridal style until we're inside his room. "I missed you so much last night," he says against my lips once I’m standing on my own before kissing me and not giving me a chance to tell him I missed him too. Alessandro kisses me like he needs me to live, touching as much of my body as he can and ripping off Clara's pajamas before pulling away from me to start undressing himself. "Wait," I stop him, "Can I do that?" "Undress me?" He asks and I nod. Alessandro lets out a laugh but nods and suddenly I have another one of my fantasies coming alive. I've always wanted to do this, to have this man perfectly groomed in front of me and be able to undress him bit by bit, making him all messy and wild. It's one of the things I fantasize about every day. Alessandro has a smile on his face as he waits for whatever it is I'm going to do and his scent smells of complete bliss. That gives me the con
I walk into the therapist's office nervously, but she manages to make the conversation casual at first until I start to loosen up and then I can tell her why I'm here. I blurt out all about the wall in my head and my abusive father and how he would do stuff to me. "What ‘stuff’ did he do, Andy?" she asks with a sweet smile that makes me feel good, safe. So I tell her and thankfully her face doesn't change much when I talk about the beatings he gave me since I started walking. Or how he started forcing raw meat on me when I turned twelve until I was fourteen when I was finally able to shift. And then how that was another problem because I was too small, too weak. And then it was another problem because I presented as omega and he didn't like that one bit. "And how do you feel about being an omega?" She asks when I'm done talking. I sit there thinking for a bit. "Before my presentation I was very excited. I always wanted to be an omega... until I actually was and my dad ruined all t