Chapter 48

    Life pushes you to your limit. You want to scream, wreck everything because pain is eating your flesh, and you wish to stop it. Stop this suffering! But pain demands to be felt, you need to embrace it to feel...numb. But, it's too much. 

    Nakakabaliw...

    I still choose to love life...even life took my parents away. And decided to make me an orphan.

    I still choose to love life...even I'm not lovable enough. No one dares to date me, kahit man lang pakiligin ako. Walang may nag kamali.

    I still choose to love life...when I decided to be alone. To die alone, before. Kaya nga pinilit kung mag hanap ng sperm donor. Nag hahanap ako ng anak, kasi kahit papaano may hahawak sa tungkod ko pag tumanda ako. 

    Then you came...

     I see the true beauty of life when I meet you. You introduce life differently from what I'm seeing before. You make