Chapter 5

Sava's POV:

I stretched my head before waking up and open the door from my room. I smile as soon as the city greet me with  live life.

"Good morning, World!" I felt the dizziness on my head and it seems that I forgot—argh! Here we go again!  I just shrugged it on my shoulder and jump at least twenty for my morning exercise.

I perform some bath to clean myself.

But the eager pain on my head suddenly crushed again but I still avoid it and instead continue bathing.

"Hoo! That Night over really seems so nice!" I murmured while hugging myself on the warm bath tub.

I was combing my hair in front of the mirror after taking a bath, But I suddenly glanced at my elbow when I saw a scar on it.

Wait. Where did I get these? It doesn't seem deep but I don't remember broking pieces on my skin. Did I just didn't noticed it yesterday?

But never mind. I covered it with my long sleeve shirt and already go downstairs.

"Good morning aunt." I greeted her. She's currently cooking some kare-kare. I can tell based on it's aroma.

"Magandang umaga." She greet back in Filipino language.

"What's the breakfast? I'm hungry..." I pouted.

She silently laughed at my face and played the strings of my hair. "You already know."

"You're the best! You always make my stomach empty even it's full, one smell on your kare-kare magic!" I toyed.

"Ayst. Because you are special." She smiled.

My smile slowly faded.

"Why am I special?" I asked again, 99th times.

"Because you are different." She gave me the same answer whenever I asked that question. But that doesn't even feed my curiosity.

"Hey... Auntie. Where was again my mom and dad?"

"On heaven, together with god. And I know, they are happy watching you. You and your brother, Nethan." She said the same answer as always.

Auntie. That's not enough... that is so lack for me.

I just smiled and ready my plate on table.

After eating my breakfast. My auntie already go out the apartment to go on her work. She's a nurse and she's helping me on my studies. Her late husband died but I don't remember what is the cause of his death but I'm certain that he died without leaving a child on my auntie. forgetting things and memories becomes my normal that's why I didn't bother at all.

But, some of my classmates asked me that this is not a normal forgetness anymore and I should consult at the doctor. So what would they called it? Amnesia? Alzheimer?

For me, that's not their concern or problem. I supposed.

I immediately grabbed my phone when it rang.

"Hello?"

"Sava...? Where are you?" I heard Neri's voice.

"On my way.." I said as I hang up the phone and fasten my work.

I need to catch up on Deku's funeral!

I wear a black long sleeve shirt, black jeans and light make up on.

But I suddenly stopped for a bit when I saw my clothes on the laundry. What is this—

Nah, My friends are waiting for me!

I already saw Neri on the second row of the sets. I immediately go with her.

"Sava.." She anxiously said. She looked at me as if I just put some weird things on my face!

My brows furrowed. "What?" I asked.

"S-sava...? Deku died." She reminded as if she was waking me up.

"Of course, I know. And I feel bad for him. What's wrong with your face pointing on me?" I asked.

"Ahm.." She avoided my gazed and force her tears to fall down again.

I sighed.

"S-strange.."

"Mm? How?"

I felt her gaze on my sideways. I didn't turned my face.

"Is that you? Sava?"

"Ha?" My brows furrowed! What is she talking about?

"N-noting."

I grabbed my bag and draw near on Deku. I gave him my flower. My tears are starting to form while gazing on his pale face. Poor Deku, he has a lot of dreams.

I leave him for a while and find for Deku's mother to gave her my condolences.

"Thank you," Deku's mother replied after our not so long conversation.

"Sava. There you are!" Out of sudden. Neri, Lara, Megs, Driana and Drew approached me!

"Neri told me something's off about you." Lara started.

"Huh?" I glanced at Neri but her eyes was already directing on me.

"Do you remember what happened on the trip?" Driana asked.

I nodded to them.

"Then, you remember Deku right?" Megs joined.

"Huh? W-what? Of course yes! What's happening with you guys?" I irritatedly asked!

"This is not you. Sava." Drew said.

Ugh! I rolled my eyes unto him! So what are they trying to say? I got bumped into rock and then get amnesia? Are you kidding me?

"Are you mocking me?" I asked Drew while my brows furrowed.

"Sava...?"

"What? Did I forgot something?" I asked.

"Not just something." Driana faced me.

"So?"

"Sava. Tell me, what are you to Deku?" Driana seriously asked.

Well, I just rolled my eyes and gave them my very sexy look.

"If you guys suspecting me of being a target of amnesia, then I will turn the table and wake you up. Deku is our classmate! Yes. He died and I'm sad. I cried, okay? I cried! Wait... are you trying to tell me that I got involved on the cause of his death? Don't you dare! He died on heart atack—"

"Sava! Deku is one of us! Deku died because you punched him and he easily lost his conscious! Don't you remember that?!" Megs butt in!

"What?! Are you telling me that I killed Deku without me knowing?!"

"Hey. Guys! The doctor said, Deku died on heart attack. Don't blame her." Lara argued.

"But do you really forget about Deku?" Driana asked and draw near me.

"I didn't forget him—" I suddenly stopped talking when I saw Driana's mischievous smirked!

"Nice." She whispered.

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